The Beast And The Blessed

Chapter 107

Two: Joselin

Joselin's P.O.V. - Present Day

One had to be a special kind of stupid to let their ignorance feed their fear.

Yet, as I stepped into the pub, the room fell silent. Bodies shifted, and multiple people began collecting their belongings to make a quick escape. Only one person in the building should have been afraid of me, and he was sitting with his back to me at the bar, trying to enjoy his day off.

I was about to ruin that.

My chest warmed as my eyes ran across his broad back and shoulders. He didn't bother turning to look at me as I approached him. I rested my elbows on the counter next to him as the bartender placed a beer in front of me and then rushed to the other end of the bar.

The sound of feet scurrying away as the room rapidly emptied made me grit my teeth, knowing I would have to leave a large tip to make up for the loss of his business. A quick scan of the room showed only a few castle guards, who were used to me, had chosen to stay and were enjoying their meals.

But that was how it worked. I used to let their reactions get to me. The people would take one look at my long white hair and colorless eyes, and they would leave. When I was first brought here, a few people protested King Amery from taking me in. They lost, but it still bothered me.

But now, even though most of them had grown used to me, I embraced it.

I loved that I instilled a deep-seated fear in people. Humans, Lycans, Wolves, Fae... you name it.

Except him.

He had never been afraid of me, not since day one. At least, that was what

I told myself. In reality, our past was a bit more complicated than that... more painful.

Tobias pushed his plate of food in my direction, and I bit back a smile as I grabbed a fry before sliding the ceramic dish back toward him. I wasn't hungry, but I wouldn't turn his offer down. His glass of water sat untouched in front of him, and I watched as a drop of condensation ran down the glass onto the paper coaster beneath it.

his body managed to make it through his jeans and into my skin. It was glorious, and I dropped my hands in my lap, hoping to hide the

my breathing speed up when he briefly looked down at my body. When his eyes met mine again, I swallowed hard and had

me, his pupils dilated, and

god, always just out of reach. If my family

The two didn't mix.

afraid

this to ask for help. "But you've been avoiding me. Should I

for it with Tobias. But there was no point to it. He had a soulmate somewhere out there, and when he found her,

time, would have been worth the heartbreak of him eventually leaving

feet if I approached them. They loved to be able to say they fucked me, The

I had only ever felt that way for Tobias; for the one man that rejected

repeated rejections. It wasn't worth the pain if I never got the chance to be with him. But that didn't mean it didn't still hurt every time I saw him or was reminded that

made it easy and did everything he could to avoid me over the past two weeks. Now I was here, humiliating myself again in public to tell him

trusted to keep it a secret, not only because there were very few people he would ever talk to, but

he sipped his ice water. I watched

dried, and I took a large gulp

mug as it hit the wooden top of the bar, staring at the wall of liquors in front of us. "I'll do this alone if I

tell him that the horror I had experienced as a child may have happened again to someone else? How do I tell

tell him to forget about it. But I stopped when Tobias placed his hand over mine on the bar top. Sparks erupted across my skin, and I

situation had vanished. He nodded once before standing to fish his wallet out of his pocket and leave some money. My heart dropped when he let go of my hand, but I masked my emotions and did the same, leaving

instinctively as if he were going to place it on my lower

he wouldn't want to. He had made it very clear over the past couple of

by the humiliation when

the building. Still, I knew they could hear my heart beating erratically and my uneven breathing as I shoved my feelings

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