The Beast And The Blessed

Twenty-One: Joselin

Joselin's P.O.V.

It amazed me that his walking away from me made me feel giddy. After what we experienced together the night before, I had expected him to want to either pick up where we left off or to be done with me.

I never, in my wildest dreams, expected his declaration that he wanted me for me and wanted us to be mentally prepared to start something deeper before moving forward.

No man I had been with before had ever thought about me on that level.

I felt like I should be annoyed that he left me high and very wet, but I couldn't. He chose me tonight. Not my body and not my power. Me.

That meant more to me than anything.

I would have let him have his way with me if he had tried to. I would have loved every second of it too, but it wasn't the right step for us tonight. He knew it and respected me enough to stop.

My hand moved up to my lips, pulling the bottom one down slightly as I giggled. The sound was startling as I hadn't made a noise like that in a long time, if ever.

I felt ridiculous chasing after him, but I couldn’t help it. The door to my tower flew open, and I rushed down the hallway toward his retreating figure. Tobias froze, turning to face me just as I collided with his chest and wrapped my arms around his neck.

He looked stunned as I smiled widely at him before kissing him with everything I had. His arms wrapped around the small of my waist, and he picked me up off the ground as he kissed me back.

I wanted him to feel it, to show him how much I loved him and appreciated his choice.

This was different than any kiss we had ever shared before. It wasn't a kiss of lust and desire. It was love.

I pulled back, still smiling widely as his eyes trailed over my face, reflecting the same happiness. His smile made my heart skip a beat as he set me back down on the ground.

''Soon/ I whispered in agreement before stepping back. I could feel his eyes on me as I walked back to my tower, looking over my shoulder to catch one last look. He was standing with his suit jacket unbuttoned and his fingers in the front pockets of his pants, the smile never leaving his face as I closed the door between us.

The following day did not come soon enough. I was eager to see Tobias again, but I still had a job to do.

echoed through my tower, and I rushed to hide away the sample of

was stronger than the others on the council, and I let out

over my shoulder.

to tell her anything. I would never know how she knew I was dabbling in a bit of blood magic before the sun rose, but she

rather not have any indirect involvement in your plans by coming inside. Let's go for a walk." She turned and began walking away, her ebony black hair hanging down her back in

jogged forward to catch up with her, closing the door behind me and knowing that the ward I

bothered me, Joselin." The double doors leading

After Tobias threatened to kill Holden for touching me, I immediately had my

met with a look of amusement before she cleared her throat and reached out to let her hand run along the tops of

was about your teleporting. During the war, we were all injured. I had suspected that was why we went into that realm of darkness and shadows, but Holden informed me that is how you travel all the time." We slowed to a lazy stroll the further we got from the castle. I could see her concerned gaze on me from the

abilities. Still, I had already planned on talking to her

of my teacher were conflicting. In some, she treated me like she would a daughter or a niece. In others, I was

of her name from Aurora wasn't surprising. Talia had previously held my job as the royal advisor and was very close to the previous queen, Lillian. When Queen Lillian turned on us, Talia went with her, and

vindictive, and petty, but when she found someone she felt

one of

advisor, Talia. At first, she didn't know what to do with me. Everything was a fight or power struggle between us. She didn't know how to

the new king and chose

never expected she would help the prior

me most of what

it I had learned in books and from other witches when we crossed paths during my teenage

with dark magic." Aurora turned to me, stopping us from moving forward as she reached for my arm. I jerked away. There were very few people I allowed to touch me,

I had learned that

blood I had in my safe were

what it should be like." She held her hand out, palm up, and I stared at it blankly for a few seconds. This was one of the reasons I had wanted to seek her out upon her return, but who knew what would happen when light and dark collided in different

the world around us faded. It was different. Traveling into this realm was softer than the way it flickered with

had been bright, and the air felt thinner. I couldn't see anything in the empty white space surrounding us, but I could feel it. We were alone. There was nothing else

her hand around mine