The Beast And The Blessed

Twenty-Two: Joselin

Joselin's P.O.V.

Of all the inconceivable requests Aurora could have made, this one was the most irksome. I had more important things to do than trampling through the forest, looking for some creature she wanted to collect, like prized cattle.

'Find him. Convince him to come here.'

Her vague instructions then included no more than to tell me I had to do this without using magic and I had to go alone.

I had yet to determine if I would be capturing a human, a troll, or a dragon. All I knew was that she was wasting my time, trying to get me to prove myself to her before she would accept the offer to be my pledge.

It was infuriating... and fun. I loved a good challenge, and whatever game Aurora was playing, I wanted to win. It was almost a sickness, the need to excel at everything and prove myself as the best.

What frustrated me the most was the time it would take. The thought that this was a trap to get me away from the castle while the threat closed in on my people, my family, was brief.

Aurora was a descendant of the Moon Goddess, and I had faith in Her. I had to trust that she wouldn't and hadn't turned her back on the Goddess or her daughter. So, I had to weigh my options. Do I risk another getting a permanent spot on the council by staying to protect my people, or do I inform the others of the threat and have them look out for it while I am gone?

It wouldn't be such a hard decision if I knew how long I would be gone. I would go, in a heartbeat, to keep the council trustworthy if it was only a few days. But I had no idea what was in store for me or how long I would be away.

I was sulking and lost in thought as I stormed toward the dining hall. If I was going to make a rational decision, I needed food.

Aurora was already sitting at the head table with Henry and Holden. Holden looked amused and slightly disgusted, sitting next to the mushy couple as Henry kissed Aurora's knuckles before whispering something in her ear that made her cheeks turn the darkest shade of red I had ever seen.

My usual seat to Natalie's left was still open, but her chair remained empty. She had probably taken lunch in Killian's study as they preferred. Holden sat to my left, and he smiled brightly when he saw me approaching.

I felt eyes burning into the side of my head. The way my body lit up to alert me of his presence told me exactly who it was. His brown eyes bore into mine from where he sat at the long stretch of the table, and butterflies filled my stomach when I saw him glance from me to Holden.

foolish man. He should know by now that I was his and had been for

flinch when I saw how

time for him as a friend, but this choice was more

feet carried me forward, and I watched as the corner of Tobias’s mouth twitched as he tried to hide his

fell quiet as I took the seat next

squeezed it once, but I could practically hear him silently praising me for making the

plate and found me sitting among the pack. It was customary for our plates to be put together by the chef and served to us while the rest of the pack ate buffet style. It was

making his plate, and I wrinkled my nose at the large amount

morning but unable to with all the ears focused on us. They were listening in, trying to find something to gossip

felt nervous for the first time in a long while and could

me quickly in response. His hand that was not on my thigh picked up his sandwich, and he began to eat, rubbing his other thumb

skin, and I pressed my leg closer to him, enjoying the

his claim on his woman. As I peeked up and saw Holden in a conversation with Aurora, not looking in our direction, I felt my chest tighten when I realized Tobias did it because he was happy to see me and not for a

could do to me and made

started making suggestive comments or whistling. I would have blushed if it wasn't followed by

up, aiming my hand toward the man laughing with

short­lasting curse over him. He would be free to speak, eat, and drink again tomorrow. But until then, I would enjoy the silence. "I have fought and killed for you a hundred times over. Show respect, or don't

didn't have to eat here. They chose to. The dining hall was open to everyone, but no one was forced to attend, even during the

pack mentality made them want to come here and eat together. Isolating themselves only lasted so long before they craved the company

the man began clawing at his face, trying to open his mouth before racing out of the

was silent but relaxed as I sat back down, and Tobias

for another comment or the pouting Lycan to storm back in as we ate. It would have been amusing to watch him mime for me to fix him,

finished our meals, Tobias had looked agitated. He gathered our empty plates and led me away. I had expected to go back to my tower with him, but I was shocked when he took me out of the castle and to the familiar

a child. Tobias would occasionally bring me here, only when his father wasn't home. When he was, we

but as his hand