The Beast And The Blessed

Four: Charlie

Charlie's P.O.V.

There were three things I knew for sure:

My mate had the most incredible voice in the world. The way he let my name roll off his tongue had been replaying in my head all night, keeping me awake.

I didn't even like my full name. I preferred Charlie.

There was no reason for me to have given him my full name, but it came out instinctively like I was trying to impress him with a long, classy name even though I bathed in a river and slept in the forest. I had hoped he would reciprocate and give me anything in return. His name would have been nice.

He came after me last night, which meant we were making progress. I felt butterflies in my stomach at the idea that maybe, with time, he would be willing to have a real interaction with me.

I didn't chase him when he left me beside a fresh carcass yesterday. Instead, I watched him go, shifted, and ate my fill. It obviously hadn't been his intention when he left it there, but eating the kill of my mate satisfied my beast in a way I hadn't been expecting. He had provided for me... even though I had done something to spook him away from his food and then stolen it. It still counted.

Okay, so it didn't sound so romantic when I thought about it, but somehow it was also the best-tasting meat I had ever had.

Growing up in a castle and being served only the finest, hand -crafted meals, it had been a startling realization that the bloody, raw meat was my new favorite meal.

I was done allowing him to send me on these wild goose... well, bear chases. We had broken down a wall between us yesterday, and I wouldn't humor him anymore in playing these games.

At first, I thought they were cute. I thought maybe my mate was leading me somewhere.

Instead, he was just keeping me busy. I felt his eyes on me the entire time, and each day I got more excited than the one prior.

The thoughts would flow through my mind, 'Was today the day he was going to introduce himself to me?', 'Was he taking me somewhere beautiful he wanted to share with me? ', or the most humiliating one... 'Was he taking me to his den?

That last one was the hardest because I allowed myself to get my hopes up. I had ignorantly thought that maybe he had been taking me back to his den so we could spend time together without the possibility of anyone stumbling upon us. We didn't have to do anything intimate or physical, even though I was eager and nervous to finally be with the man I had saved myself for.

Just talking would have been nice, but he didn't want to do that based on the three words I had gotten from him over the past week.

throw me off his trail and keep me away from him hurt. It hurt so much that

stubborn woman I was known to be, I kept going. Whatever this test was, I

different because I was

to leave him alone, all he had

got ready for the day, wandering around camp and making coffee over the fire while the others slept. They

into the flames, watching them grow higher as the water pot heated. My mind was swirling with thoughts of my mate and my past. Did he know who I was? Was

had the heavy burden of my title weighing on me since my brother

two of us against the world until he ascended

If I had done more, going above and beyond to support him and earn his respect, he said I was trying to take control and needed to learn my place as someone

for some reason, I kept going back home. I would feel homesick after a few months and want to see my older brother

deviated from his by even the smallest amount, I made was shut

would berate me for being unprofessional. If I did it in private, he was free to lay into me and remind me that my opinion did not matter since

to him as my brother. Public or private, I no longer gave it a second thought. All I wanted was for him to hear me. As soon as he gave me his memorized speech about when and where I could open

the castle was one of the best decisions I ever

softly on my shoulder, and I turned to face Barley. The giant man smiled at me

and keep your heart tucked under your sleeve instead of on it. He reached his freckled arm forward, proof of his constant time in the sun, and used a stick to adjust the wood in the fire before he reached back and grabbed another

the fact that the water was boiling, or that the sun was up and the men were moving about. Roman and Paxton had made their way out to relieve themselves, and I covered my mouth when I heard one of

pocket-sized thief, was lying in his bed roll, exposed to the elements where he preferred to sleep in case of an attack. Even in the rain or snow, he would just move to the base of a tree and weather the storm. Diego's hands were behind his head as he stared at the sky. He was minding

so he probably hadn't left his tent

one-night stands. He was smooth and tended to leave most of them

in a deep inhale of the rich aroma. "But you also keep running off, and each night when you come home,

the burn of overheated liquid on my tongue. "And I will

I stood up, wanting to escape this conversation. If anyone could get me to spill my guts, it was Barley. The man was as dangerous in battle as he was in a conversation, and he knew

my coffee and brushed my teeth. By the time I had my weapons strapped on, filled the pouch on my hip with a few sticks of

over my shoulder and received a grumble of grumpy goodbyes

Barley called out, and I stopped in my

grunted in response. "I'm so glad to hear my mate

wolf chasing a bear as I went down toward the river. It wasn't funny to me, not even a little

down the river, there was a tree we had knocked down to be able to cross and remain dry several weeks back, and I rushed over it, eager to get away from the men still hooting and hollering. The only one who didn't engage was Roman, but that was because his mate had rejected him. He knew how hard it was to survive a rejection. Some days, I would look at him, and there was nothing. His face and eyes