The Beta’s Regret

Chapter 135

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Eros pulled me to him. “That is great. Now close your eyes and keep trying. Focus on that feeling”

I nodded excitedly and closed my eyes again. I tried to sense it again, my mind searching for that tug I had felt in the back of my stomach as if something was pulling at me.

But there was nothing.

I focused hard, but again I felt emptiness.

Feeling nervous, my eyes flew open, and I blurted out worriedly,

“It–it is gone. I can’t feel anything. I can’t

“Shh,” Eros responded, placing a finger on my lips to silence me. The gesture was so intimate that I shook involuntarily. He didn’t seem to notice it.

“It will come to you. Believe in it. Believe in yourself. Keep trying. I am right here” Eros said in a soothing voice, and I let myself calm down. I missed this side of Eros,

I closed my eyes as my fingers held onto him tightly and tried searching for that pull. I had begun praying to the moon goddess again. I had definitely not imagined it.

“Please, please, let it happen” My mind was chanting and suddenly out of nowhere I felt a bolt of current pass through me.

It seemed to emerge from the base of my stomach and travel up, shooting straight towards my spine and traveling upwards.

“Ahh” I winced and grabbed onto Eros’s hand ughtly. The next few moments were something I would never forget. Pain, blinding, tore through me. It was as if a beast that had been in a deep slumber was awakening from its slumber, shaking the cave it had been resting in for so long.

“Ahh,” I cried again and felt my knees wobble. My entire body was shaking and I couldn’t find the strength to keep standing

I crashed to the ground, and felt a much larger thud resound beside me. Despite the pain, I noticed a pair of hands were still holding me tightly, not letting me go. But the pain was too intense to let me focus on anything else.

I threw my head back and my eyes flew open as I stared at the moon. It appeared blurry at first, as if it was enveloped by a hazy cloud, but then it swam into focus.

hardly got a moment to breathe when another bolt of pain shot up my spine.

My eyes watered, and at some point, I let go of the hands holding me. “Nooo”

earth to get a grip on myself as my body seemed to convulse and bend. My stomach was rioting as if I would- throw up and my head felt disoriented. The pain was worse than

Fight the pain” Those words and his soothing voice gave me a moment of relief.

pain was so intense that I clawed at the grass viciously, trying

to make matters worse, I was feeling extremely hot. As if I had been thrown in a blast furnace. My bones began to snap, and I felt as if a few

of my eyes and I cried as

training could have prepared me for

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through my veins, replacing blood and

was cutting my skin could do nothing except watch and endure “Please, make it go

begged, and I felt two hands pull me close. The familiar scent of Eros’s cologne reached

and pushed the

a strong girl, Eden. I know it. You know it too. Fight, cutie. The way his voice sounded made my skin shiver. How could he believe in me when I was

reached to my belly as I tried to clutch

need to get

if somebody took my skin away too. I just wanted

I repeated, “DO

my dress and he gently tugged at

took in lungfuls of air when he tore

my back as I bent down, my head touching the forest ground and taking in deep, raspy breaths. I was covered in sweat, and no amount of air seemed to cool

I mumbled and tugged at

to force herself out.

are helping her

her voice in my head for a while

here for you, Tiara. Take it slow Immediately, I felt the heat go down a little. Had that been because of her furious attempts to break out of

was taking so long. But then I had never really seen someone

Eros asked, and I

some unknown barrier could only cry.

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give a startled cry, I just rested my head

where was he

and in just under a minute, I felt something cool splash upon