The Beta’s Regret

Chapter 135

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Eros pulled me to him. “That is great. Now close your eyes and keep trying. Focus on that feeling”

I nodded excitedly and closed my eyes again. I tried to sense it again, my mind searching for that tug I had felt in the back of my stomach as if something was pulling at me.

But there was nothing.

I focused hard, but again I felt emptiness.

Feeling nervous, my eyes flew open, and I blurted out worriedly,

“It–it is gone. I can’t feel anything. I can’t

“Shh,” Eros responded, placing a finger on my lips to silence me. The gesture was so intimate that I shook involuntarily. He didn’t seem to notice it.

“It will come to you. Believe in it. Believe in yourself. Keep trying. I am right here” Eros said in a soothing voice, and I let myself calm down. I missed this side of Eros,

I closed my eyes as my fingers held onto him tightly and tried searching for that pull. I had begun praying to the moon goddess again. I had definitely not imagined it.

“Please, please, let it happen” My mind was chanting and suddenly out of nowhere I felt a bolt of current pass through me.

It seemed to emerge from the base of my stomach and travel up, shooting straight towards my spine and traveling upwards.

“Ahh” I winced and grabbed onto Eros’s hand ughtly. The next few moments were something I would never forget. Pain, blinding, tore through me. It was as if a beast that had been in a deep slumber was awakening from its slumber, shaking the cave it had been resting in for so long.

“Ahh,” I cried again and felt my knees wobble. My entire body was shaking and I couldn’t find the strength to keep standing

I crashed to the ground, and felt a much larger thud resound beside me. Despite the pain, I noticed a pair of hands were still holding me tightly, not letting me go. But the pain was too intense to let me focus on anything else.

I threw my head back and my eyes flew open as I stared at the moon. It appeared blurry at first, as if it was enveloped by a hazy cloud, but then it swam into focus.

hardly got a moment to breathe when another bolt of pain shot up my spine.

My eyes watered, and at some point, I let go of the hands holding me. “Nooo”

the earth to get a grip on myself as my body seemed to convulse and bend. My stomach was rioting as if I would- throw up and my head felt disoriented. The pain was

it. Fight it. Fight the pain” Those words and his soothing voice gave me a moment of relief.

that I clawed at the grass viciously, trying to dig into the

feeling extremely hot. As if I had been thrown in a blast furnace. My

my eyes and I cried as

of training could

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felt like liquid–fire punning through my veins,

skin could do nothing except watch and endure “Please, make

close. The familiar scent of Eros’s

embraced me with one hand and pushed the hair plastered to my face with the

it too. Fight, cutie. The way his voice sounded made my skin shiver. How could he believe in

I cried and my hand reached to my belly as I tried to

you need

At this point, I wouldn’t mind if somebody took my skin away too. I just

and I repeated,

hand went to the sleeves of my dress and

I took in lungfuls of air when

I bent down, my head touching the forest ground and taking in deep, raspy

hot, I mumbled and tugged at my hair, not knowing how long it would

trying to force herself out. Tell her

are helping her

my head for a while now, but I

you, Tiara. Take it slow Immediately, I felt the heat go down a little. Had that been because

taking so long. But then I had

up?” Eros asked,

felt like a failure. All of this training and rigorous dieting had been for nothing. It seemed like my wolf was stuck behind some unknown barrier could only cry. But Eros seemed to have another plan. “Well then, let us help her,” He said and before I could ask what he meant, Eros’s hands went around me and he pulled

1. up.

just rested my head on his chest as

was

strides were long and in just under a minute, I felt something cool