The Beta’s Regret

Chapter 135

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Eros pulled me to him. “That is great. Now close your eyes and keep trying. Focus on that feeling”

I nodded excitedly and closed my eyes again. I tried to sense it again, my mind searching for that tug I had felt in the back of my stomach as if something was pulling at me.

But there was nothing.

I focused hard, but again I felt emptiness.

Feeling nervous, my eyes flew open, and I blurted out worriedly,

“It–it is gone. I can’t feel anything. I can’t

“Shh,” Eros responded, placing a finger on my lips to silence me. The gesture was so intimate that I shook involuntarily. He didn’t seem to notice it.

“It will come to you. Believe in it. Believe in yourself. Keep trying. I am right here” Eros said in a soothing voice, and I let myself calm down. I missed this side of Eros,

I closed my eyes as my fingers held onto him tightly and tried searching for that pull. I had begun praying to the moon goddess again. I had definitely not imagined it.

“Please, please, let it happen” My mind was chanting and suddenly out of nowhere I felt a bolt of current pass through me.

It seemed to emerge from the base of my stomach and travel up, shooting straight towards my spine and traveling upwards.

“Ahh” I winced and grabbed onto Eros’s hand ughtly. The next few moments were something I would never forget. Pain, blinding, tore through me. It was as if a beast that had been in a deep slumber was awakening from its slumber, shaking the cave it had been resting in for so long.

“Ahh,” I cried again and felt my knees wobble. My entire body was shaking and I couldn’t find the strength to keep standing

I crashed to the ground, and felt a much larger thud resound beside me. Despite the pain, I noticed a pair of hands were still holding me tightly, not letting me go. But the pain was too intense to let me focus on anything else.

I threw my head back and my eyes flew open as I stared at the moon. It appeared blurry at first, as if it was enveloped by a hazy cloud, but then it swam into focus.

hardly got a moment to breathe when another bolt of pain shot up my spine.

My eyes watered, and at some point, I let go of the hands holding me. “Nooo”

convulse and bend. My stomach was rioting as if I would- throw up and my head felt disoriented. The pain was worse than my

Fight it. Fight the pain” Those words and his soothing voice

at the grass viciously, trying to dig into the earth,

hot. As if I had been thrown in a blast furnace. My bones began to

some point, tears began streaming out of my eyes

could have prepared me for

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Chapter 135

felt like liquid–fire punning through my veins, replacing blood and melting my bones and

if someone was cutting my skin could do nothing except watch and endure

I felt two hands pull me close. The familiar

hand and pushed the hair plastered to my face with

The way his voice sounded made my skin shiver. How could he believe in me when I was

to my belly as I tried to

need to

hesitation. At this point, I wouldn’t mind if somebody took my skin

I

to the sleeves of my dress and he gently tugged at it, careful not to hurt me in

and next, he pulled the other sleeve of too. I took in lungfuls of air when he tore the front of my dress.

my back as I bent down, my head touching the forest ground and taking in deep, raspy breaths. I was covered in sweat, and

at

force herself

are helping her

not heard her voice in my head for a while now, but I did what he said,

I felt the heat go down a little. Had that been because of her

was taking so long. But then

she show up?” Eros asked, and I shook my

a failure. All of this training and rigorous dieting had been for nothing. It seemed like my wolf was stuck behind some unknown barrier could only cry. But Eros seemed to

1. up.

my head

was he

strides were long and in just under a