The Beta’s Regret

Chapter 181

“Let’s go back inside to finish dinner.” My father said, and I nodded, following him. We walked towards the dining room; the metallic smell of blood still lingered in the air.

I tried to ignore it and it back at the table.

Lord Shevek’s women had themselves sprawled in different positions around his chair; they looked bored but pecked up as soon as Lord Shevek walked in. I grimaced.

I wasn’t sure I was ready to watch their repulsive display of lust.

I noticed that my mother was still stuck in one spot. I couldn’t blame her. I knew she was trying hard to keep her emotions in check even as she sat.

I sighed. It must have felt really terrible to watch other women touch my father when she had hoped that something might spark between them.

I was scared my mother would push herself back into a shell, and I didn’t know how long it would take for her to get out of it if she does… I was so scared.

Dinner was a very quiet after that. Each moment passed like a weight on our shoulders, the tension in the air was so thick that I could almost cut it with a machete.

A chair scraped against the marble floor, and we all turned to see my mother stand, her gaze still stuck on the table.

“I’m done.” She said in a whisper, and I looked at her plate. It was half filled.

No one replied.

I heard a few snorts from Lord Shevek’s women, and I passed a glare in their direction. I won’t sit and watch my mother get mocked.

“Mom, do you need me?” I asked softly. She looked at me. The pain in her eyes was glaring.

“No honey. Stay here with your father. I would go to the room.” She forced a smile on her face.

I nodded, swallowing every hurt. She needed some time alone, and my presence may remind her of the time she’d once spent with Lord Shevek.

She left, and Lord Shevek’s gaze followed her until she disappeared. I sighed.

“You should go,” Lord Shevek said as soon as my mother was out of sight.

me, but I soon realized

one after

also turn in for the night.” Lord Shevek

I want to.” I

and stood up. His chair scared backwards like my mother’s, and he left, his steps

where exactly he was

back down at the table. He hadn’t smiled for a while and had a

that somehow it

I looked pathetic.

while, I decided it

to take a step away from the

alert; her

distance; they were low grumbles

away from the table and sped in the direction the noise came

eerily quiet, but I

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and angrier with every step

it was a dead end. There was no door. I leaned against the wall

a door, but when I didn’t see one, I tried to listen through the wall, the surface cold against my skin. The voices became a little

trying to ruin everything?” I heard Lord Shevek growl. “What the hell is wrong with

like this!” I heard Ryker back out a laugh, “You think I have no idea what I’m

what you think you know or don’t know.” My

doing.” Ryker shouted. “I know why I showed myself to Eden. I am no longer a child.

intentionally showed himself to me? What

when I heard choking sounds. It sounded like Lord Shevek was trying to strangle Ryker, who crooked in

head: My father grabbing Ryker and squeezing his neck hard

learn to obey me.”