The Beta’s Regret

Queen Eden.

The name sounded like two simple words but carried a weight that seemed almost too heavy for me to bear.

I watched the crowd, the hope on their faces, the expectation. I was suddenly placed on a pedestal, like a golden image that the people marveled at.

I never felt anything like this before.

I felt a strong urge to cower, to slowly take a step back until I was far away from here, but I couldn't bring myself to move. Something or someone held me down. I could feel the soothing presence of the moon goddess... And I knew right then that I was born to do this, to lead.

My parents, Beauty and Adonis, stood by my side, their support like a solid pillar.

I felt vulnerable, being here among these people and receiving a reverence that was more than I had expected.

These people believed in me, not because of my heritage, they believed in my strengths despite my flaws, and now that my mate is gone, I would be the one to lead them.

And then, there was our baby too.

My eyes stung as I thought about the things I would have to do without Eros by my side. This might be a great challenge, but I would not back down. Not now.

I felt a strange sensation hit me in my chest; my mind was suddenly filled with thoughts of Eros, and I quietly craved him, his touch, the feel of him against me, his warmth, and, most of all, his love.

Even though everyone tells me he is gone, a part of me still refuses to believe it...

"Eden!" I heard Beauty say softly.

I turned to her, and she slowly nodded to the audience. "You should say something," she said.

I looked back at the crowd of people who patiently waited for the words I was going to speak.

I closed my eyes, a part of me willing all the strength I could gather, then I lifted my chin, and even though I felt a deep ache for my mate, I refused to let them see my loss. I needed to be strong, not just for myself, but for the people that have solely decided to put their trust in me.

met the stares of as many people as I could; then I

Some of us have lost our families." My voice broke. "Brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers... mates and

the people to soak in

people shed tears that they wiped away

lost so much. We have been ripped off of what we once held dear to our heart. Our souls have been torn

hear Tiana whine in

and run into my father's arms once again, but I stayed my ground and collected my emotions. With a shaky

from scratch if we have to, and rebuild together. We will reclaim what we once lost and rebuild our land. Werewolves and Vampires, we are

in a loud chant, followed by

was heavy, and I knew that it would take

looked back to see Beauty and Adonis giving me a soft smile, almost as if they heard

in this." Beauty said

"We will be with you every step of the way. We are with you, my queen."

and then my parents did

I wasn't alone.

here, I still had people who loved me and believed

in me, I had something else that I

once more and held my hand up. Immediately, a hushed

your clan representatives; we will hold a meeting at midnight to discuss the way

that, I stepped back, and the crowd murmured as they began to disperse

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night,

the 20 representatives, stood before

absent. She was taking care of my

know everything I could

me about the battle? How bad did we

the men stepped out. Like my father, he had a scar that ran through the sides of his