Chapter 32

Little by little Luz begins to open her eyes, her gaze is lost at a point where she doesn’t meet Gerard’s disappointed eyes.

Just when he was starting to give just a little bit, this hits him like a bucket of cold water. But it’s certainly not the worst, because the day will come when she asks him who her father is and she won’t be able to tell anything but the truth…

He doesn’t have the faintest idea.

-It’s better now, it’s just the shock of the news – the nurse leaves and they’re alone again -.

-Don’t you love your son, Luz? – She doesn’t answer, she just closes her eyes and lets the tears fall – Do you feel that it is an impediment to meet your goals? -she nods, because it’s partly because of that -.No, precious, it’s not like that…-he approaches her and takes her hands, without taking his eyes off her expression of deep pain-. Light, children are usually the best impulse for parents.

– And why did you leave Charlize alone for so long? -At any other time, that question could have been a slap in the face for Gerard, but now it’s not about him, but about Little Light-her.

-What I did to my daughter is unforgivable, I thought I was justified, but neither is it. You are different, you are strong, a woman who knows what she wants…

-Woman… I’m only eighteen years old! I had my life ahead of me, but now… now I have nothing left, this is the last thing I needed.

-Luz, you’re not alone – look at her fine fingers between her strong hands -. But if you think you can’t have that baby, there’s always adoption or… or abortion.

Those words bring Luz down to earth, they make her put everything in perspective and she realizes that it is not as simple as saying that she does not love that child.

Adoption Yes, why not? Leave her the burden that she didn’t want because she will never be able to see her child without thinking about the way he was conceived.

But abortion…

being, unless it was an alien who outraged her and, from what little

think you’re

 have an abortion? – Gerard asks scared

find out if I will

are not alone, your family… his father, I think he should also have an opinion,

lead to one question after another and she doesn’t want to relive any of it, she has had

doctor so

-That’s fine thanks.

needs to talk to Rafael. Something tells him that Luz is

because he is not committed enough. He sees the doctor and tells him that Luz

father?

and, unfortunately, that baby is not mine, otherwise she would have

excited about that baby like that, it would be

to the room, Luz sits on the bed and the doctor smiles at her

el suero. Te irás a casa con indicaciones de absoluto reposo por tres días. En cuanto a los mareos y vómitos, vienen con el

un papel y se lo entrega a Gerard -. Esa es la receta del ácido fólico,

no quiere

formación, en dos semanas debes sacar una cita para un ultrasonido – se acerca a ella y le toma la mano -. Aprovecha este tiempo, deja que te mimen, que te ayuden

luego se sienta a su lado, ella no quiere mirarlo, pero es inevitable, quiere

lo mejor será que busque a alguien más para que se haga cargo de Charlize… yo

y estoy seguro que tú también a ella, no me las imagino separadas – “no me imagino separado de ti”, los pensamientos

pediré mis vacaciones y me haré cargo de ella, ya elegí una escuela y comenzará el lunes. Así que tendrás

Luz, porque en la remota posibilidad de tener algo con Gerard, aunque fuese un beso, ahora se

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