Chapter 32

Little by little Luz begins to open her eyes, her gaze is lost at a point where she doesn’t meet Gerard’s disappointed eyes.

Just when he was starting to give just a little bit, this hits him like a bucket of cold water. But it’s certainly not the worst, because the day will come when she asks him who her father is and she won’t be able to tell anything but the truth…

He doesn’t have the faintest idea.

-It’s better now, it’s just the shock of the news – the nurse leaves and they’re alone again -.

-Don’t you love your son, Luz? – She doesn’t answer, she just closes her eyes and lets the tears fall – Do you feel that it is an impediment to meet your goals? -she nods, because it’s partly because of that -.No, precious, it’s not like that…-he approaches her and takes her hands, without taking his eyes off her expression of deep pain-. Light, children are usually the best impulse for parents.

– And why did you leave Charlize alone for so long? -At any other time, that question could have been a slap in the face for Gerard, but now it’s not about him, but about Little Light-her.

-What I did to my daughter is unforgivable, I thought I was justified, but neither is it. You are different, you are strong, a woman who knows what she wants…

-Woman… I’m only eighteen years old! I had my life ahead of me, but now… now I have nothing left, this is the last thing I needed.

-Luz, you’re not alone – look at her fine fingers between her strong hands -. But if you think you can’t have that baby, there’s always adoption or… or abortion.

Those words bring Luz down to earth, they make her put everything in perspective and she realizes that it is not as simple as saying that she does not love that child.

Adoption Yes, why not? Leave her the burden that she didn’t want because she will never be able to see her child without thinking about the way he was conceived.

But abortion…

unless it was an alien who outraged her and, from what little she remembers, it was quite human, at least the body, because the behavior was that of

think you’re right,” she says more

an abortion? –

I have several months ahead to find out if I will give it up

you that you are not alone, your family… his father, I think he should also

just nods, because she can’t tell him how it was conceived, that would lead to one question

I’ll call the doctor so he can

-That’s fine thanks.

leaves to find the doctor, feeling that he needs to

because he is not committed enough. He sees the doctor and

being a father? – he asks

girl and, unfortunately, that baby is not mine, otherwise she would have sent me to dope due to

true. Gerard feels excited about that baby like that, it would be a

sits on

alta en cuanto se termine el suero. Te irás a casa con indicaciones de absoluto reposo por tres días. En cuanto a los mareos y vómitos, vienen con

bebe mucha agua, ejercicio moderado y sobre todo, mucha tranquilidad – . firma un papel y se lo entrega a Gerard -. Esa es la receta del ácido fólico, todos los días, una

no quiere tomar nada que le haga

una cita para un ultrasonido – se acerca a ella y le toma la mano -. Aprovecha este tiempo, deja que te

allí, Gerard se queda viendo la bolsita del suero y luego se sienta a su lado, ella no quiere mirarlo, pero es inevitable, quiere

más para que se haga cargo de Charlize… yo no soy un buen ejemplo y entiendo si no quiere seguir contando

que tú también a ella, no me

pediré mis vacaciones y me haré cargo de ella, ya elegí una escuela y comenzará

de tener algo con Gerard, aunque fuese un beso, ahora se ha instalado un

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