25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

light the

asked, and he exhaled too.

have nowhere to go back to,

they are connected

here as prisoners;

is their only home

leave, but

find love or want to move to Lucland or

expect the women to fall

He said.

settle down?”

he was

to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out

harem.

you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know

about it. I

out of a failed

fated, it would not be an issue,” I

his side to look at

at me,” He said, and I did

my

emotions.

things, and

lord of the north with

I doubt I would want to tie any

them free and making them forget about me,”

hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had

fated, I do not care about

I make my destiny.

been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in

there, I knew it was

done.

face

he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over

not plan on having

with me.

my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free,

go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at him, but

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were threatening to fall

moment.

Then he

my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with

to

on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of

Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a

while he rubbed the other

and index

started moaning, and he growled

legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking

I moaned, my vision blurry

racing

writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his

alive,

go, and

stop until I

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