25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

the

asked, and he

go back to, I am

and they are connected to

them here as

is their only

leave, but they only leave

Lucland or another part of the north.

I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they

needs.” He

settle down?” I

and he

ask, but I overheard some ladies

in your harem.

that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is

about it. I

a failed marriage, I can

way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was

his side to look at

and

sure my face

emotions.

things, and I

the lord of the north

doubt I would want to

of setting them free

his words hurt because it seemed

fated, I do

I make my destiny.

has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in

knew it was easier said

done.

my face gently and smiled.

were already welling up with tears

plan on having anything

with me.

trophies are not prisoners: they are free,

you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at him,

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were threatening to

moment.

Then he pulled

under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not

to my neck.

sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved

He linked me and

while he rubbed the other

and index

had started moaning, and he

and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate

my vision

heart racing fast.

while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my

senses were alive, and I felt the

go, and it erupted inside me.

until I came

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