25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

the question.

I asked, and he exhaled

nowhere to go back to, I am

connected to

as prisoners;

is their only home for

free to leave, but

Lucland or another part of the north. They are

volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually

He

down?” I

he was silent.

ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out

in your harem. They said

down. I just want to know if it

not worried about it.

failed marriage, I can

okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said,

turned to his side

He said, and

my

emotions.

said those things,

As the lord of the north with

I doubt I would want to tie any

down. It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had

do

my destiny.

my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and

there, I knew it was easier

done.

touched my face gently and smiled.

not Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had

plan on having

with me.

are not prisoners: they are

you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at him,

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were threatening to fall at that

moment.

me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his

make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could

to

on the spot on my neck, and my body came

aren’t my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me

he rubbed the

his thumb and index finger.

had started moaning, and he growled

panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while

I moaned, my vision blurry and

racing fast.

prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release. 1

were alive, and I felt the

I let go, and

until I

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