25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in the

light the question.

and he exhaled

back to, I am their

and they are connected to me; I am

keeping them here as prisoners; they are

their only home for now.

but they

Lucland or another

I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and

He

down?”

and he

sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about

in your harem. They said

settling down. I just want to know if it is true,” I

am not worried about it. I understand.

a failed marriage,

that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an

his side to look at

He said, and I

made sure my

emotions.

indeed said those things,

As the lord of the

doubt I would want to tie

setting them free

hurt because it seemed as if his mindset

I do not

destiny. I do not care

stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk

there, I knew it was easier said

done.

my face

my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love

on having

with me.

trophies are not prisoners:

and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled

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were threatening to fall at

moment.

Then he pulled me close and crashed

he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me.

lips to

can’t wait to claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose

compare yourself to them,” He linked

he rubbed the

his thumb and index finger.

started moaning, and

panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down

moaned, my

heart racing fast.

moaning in pleasure,

my senses were alive, and I felt the

let go, and it

until I

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