25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in

the

I asked, and he exhaled

have nowhere to go back to,

they are connected to me; I am

keeping them here as prisoners; they

this is their only

leave, but they

or another part of the north. They are all here

I expect the women to fall in love eventually and

needs.” He

down?” I

and he was silent.

I overheard some ladies

women in your harem.

settling down. I just want to know if it is true,”

not worried about it.

failed marriage,

fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was stupid.

his side to look at me.

said, and I did what

and made sure my face bore

emotions.

indeed said those things, and I

of the north with a

I would want to tie

was my way of setting them

hurt because it seemed as if

do not

destiny. I do not

say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I

I knew it was easier said than

done.

face gently

and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was

plan on having

with me.

nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I

and you aren’t a trophy; you are my

5/10

were threatening to fall at that

moment.

and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his

make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not

to my

sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to

to them,” He linked me and sucked

sucked while he rubbed the other

and

had started moaning, and he growled with approval.

my legs wide. I laid back

I moaned, my vision blurry and

heart racing fast.

prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release.

my senses were alive, and I

go, and it erupted inside me.

not stop until

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