25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in the

the question.

and

have nowhere to go back

are connected to me; I

as

this is their

free to leave, but they only leave

want to move to Lucland or

the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know

needs.” He said.

down?” I

and he was silent.

some ladies talking about how you threw out the

your harem. They said

a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to

worried about it. I

of a failed marriage, I can

fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince

his side to look at

said, and I did what he

my face

emotions.

said those things, and

of the north with

I would want

setting them free and making them

hurt because it seemed as if

for my fated, I do not care about that

destiny. I

betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled

I knew it was easier

done.

touched my face gently

already welling up with tears because I

plan on having

with me.

my father. My trophies are not

aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I

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to

moment.

do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his

stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not

my lips to

linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart;

to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at

while he rubbed the other

his thumb and index finger. 1

had started moaning, and he growled with approval.

I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he

my vision blurry

racing

in pleasure, running my fingers

my senses were alive, and I felt

let go, and it

stop until I

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