25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in the cell or the trophies?” he

the

asked, and he exhaled

to go back to, I am

connected

here as prisoners; they

because this is their

are free to leave, but they

move to Lucland or another part of

volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on.

He said.

down?”

and he was

ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about

women in your harem. They

you do not plan on settling down.

am not worried about it. I

a failed marriage,

not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more

side to look at

He said, and I did what he

my face

emotions.

said those things, and

Tamia. As the lord of the north with a

war, I doubt I would want to

was my way of setting them free and making them forget about

because it seemed as

fated, I do not care

my destiny. I do

through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being

knew it was easier

done.

touched my face gently

he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all

plan on having

with me.

father. My trophies are not prisoners:

you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at

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threatening to

moment.

and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed

woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used

to my

my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck

Never compare yourself to them,” He linked

sucked while he rubbed

and index finger.

had started moaning, and he growled

my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the

my vision

heart racing fast.

while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and

were alive, and I

let go, and it

did not stop until I came

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