25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

green eyes? The ones in the cell

light the question.

and he

nowhere to go back to, I

and they are connected

keeping them here as prisoners; they

is their

are free to leave, but they only

Lucland or

am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they

He

you ever settle down?” I asked him

and he

but I overheard some ladies talking about how

women in your harem. They

woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just

about

of a failed

not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that

his side to

He said, and I did what

and made sure my

emotions.

said those things,

of the north with

I doubt I would

them free and making them forget about

it seemed as if his mindset had not

fated, I do not care

my destiny. I do

and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I

knew it was easier said

done.

touched my face

I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with someone

on having anything

with me.

like my father. My trophies are not

you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said,

5/10

to fall

moment.

and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on

under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes

my lips to my

you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to

trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He

he rubbed

his thumb and index finger. 1

had started moaning, and he growled

down my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down

my vision blurry and

heart racing fast.

while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release. 1

alive, and I

coming through. I let go, and it erupted inside me.

stop until

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