25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in the cell or the trophies?”

the question.

trophies,” I asked, and

go back to, I am their

are connected to me;

here as prisoners; they are

because this is their only home for now.

to leave, but they only leave if

Lucland or another part of the north. They are

the women to fall in love eventually and move on.

needs.” He

settle down?”

and he

am sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out

in your harem. They said you

plan on settling down. I just want to know if it

am not worried about it. I

failed marriage, I can

your fated, it would not be

turned to his side

me,” He said, and

sure my

emotions.

those things, and I

of the

I would want

setting them free and making them forget about

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset

my fated, I do not

my destiny. I do

through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said,

it was easier said

done.

face gently and

nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all

plan on having anything serious

with me.

My trophies are not prisoners: they are free,

here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are

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were threatening to fall

moment.

asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his

the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes

to my neck.

as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the

trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my

he rubbed

thumb and index finger. 1

had started moaning, and he growled

legs wide. I laid back down on

my vision blurry and

racing

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through

my senses were alive, and I

let go, and it erupted

until I came down.

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