25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

The ones in the

the

and he exhaled too.

to go back to, I am

they are connected to me;

as prisoners; they

their only

leave, but

love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are

lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they

needs.” He said.

you ever settle down?” I asked him

and he

overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out

women in your harem. They

called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it

am not worried about it. I

out of a failed

are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an

side

He said, and I did what

my

emotions.

those things, and

of

would

It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about

hurt because it seemed as

fated, I do not

I make my destiny. I do not care

stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because

knew it was easier

done.

my face gently and

already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely

did not plan on having anything

with me.

nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they

and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and

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threatening to fall at

moment.

to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on

woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently,

my lips to my neck.

sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened

trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

while he

and index finger.

and he

I laid back down on the grass, looking at the

I moaned, my vision

racing fast.

I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the

alive,

go,

stop until I

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