25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in the cell

light the

and he exhaled

to go back to, I am

connected to me; I

as prisoners; they

because this is their only home for now.

but

to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all

volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually

needs.” He

you ever settle down?” I

and he was silent.

ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about

in your harem. They said you

on settling down. I just want to know

worried about it. I understand.

out of a failed marriage, I

we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for

to his side to look at

at me,” He said, and I did

my face bore no

emotions.

indeed said those things,

the lord of the north with a

war, I doubt I would want to tie

was my way of setting them free and

his words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not changed.

fated, I do not care

my destiny. I

that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in

I knew it

done.

my face gently and

already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with

did not plan on having anything serious

with me.

my father. My trophies are not prisoners:

You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said,

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were threatening to fall at that

moment.

asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his

the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used

my lips to

mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my

my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

sucked while he rubbed

thumb and index finger.

started moaning, and he growled

and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on

I moaned, my vision

racing

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers

senses were alive, and

coming through. I let go, and it erupted

until I

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