25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?”

the

asked, and

nowhere to go back to, I am their

are connected to

here as prisoners; they are

because this is their only home for

but they

or another part of the north. They

expect the

He said.

settle down?”

he

some ladies talking

in your harem.

woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to

worried about it. I

failed marriage, I

it would not

his side to

me,” He said, and I did

my

emotions.

things, and I

of the north with a

war, I doubt I would want to tie

them free and making them forget about me,”

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not changed.

for my fated, I do not care about

I make my destiny.

betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and

knew it was easier said

done.

face

welling up with tears

on having anything serious

with me.

trophies are not prisoners: they are free,

you aren’t a trophy; you

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threatening to

moment.

sat up and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on mine,

love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word

my lips to my neck.

my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose my

Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked

he rubbed

and index finger. 1

had started moaning, and

wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at

moaned, my

racing fast.

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair

were alive, and I

go, and it erupted

stop until I came

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