25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the

light the question.

trophies,” I asked, and he

go back to, I am their

are connected to

keeping them here as prisoners; they

is their only home for now.

free to leave, but

to Lucland or another part of

I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to

He said.

down?” I asked him

and he

am sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out

in your harem. They said

woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want

am not worried about

out of a failed marriage, I can

it would not be

to his side to look

He said, and I did what

and made sure my face

emotions.

said those things, and I

of the north with

war, I doubt I would want to tie any

It was my way of setting them free and making

it seemed as if

do not care about

I make my destiny. I do

or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate

knew it was

done.

face gently

Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all

on having

with me.

trophies are not prisoners: they

aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at

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threatening to fall

moment.

do the same. Then he pulled me

to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me. He

my lips to my neck.

Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the

compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my

sucked while he rubbed

his thumb and index

and he growled

back down

my vision

heart racing fast.

writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers

my senses were alive, and I felt

through. I let go, and it erupted inside

stop until I came

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