25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he asked,

the question.

trophies,” I asked, and he exhaled too.

nowhere to go back

connected to me;

here as prisoners; they

this is their only home for now.

are free to leave, but

to move to Lucland or another part of

a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and

needs.” He said.

settle down?” I

he was

ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out

women in your harem. They

called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if

am not worried about it. I

failed marriage,

we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I

side to

me,” He said, and

and made sure my face

emotions.

things, and I meant

As the lord of

war, I doubt I would want to

them free and making them forget about me,”

it seemed as if

fated, I do

destiny. I do not

that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He

knew it was easier said

done.

my face gently and smiled.

am not Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with

plan on

with me.

nothing like my father. My trophies are

trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at

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threatening to fall at that

moment.

the same. Then he pulled

the stars,” he said, tugging on my

to my neck.

Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook

compare yourself to them,” He linked me

sucked while he

and index finger.

started moaning, and he

wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate me.

moaned, my vision

racing

while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating

senses were alive, and

coming through. I let go, and it erupted inside

until I

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