25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he asked,

the

trophies,” I asked, and

nowhere to go back to, I am

connected to me; I

here as prisoners;

is their only home for now.

to leave, but they only

love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all

I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know

needs.” He

you ever settle down?” I

he

overheard some ladies talking about how you

in your harem. They

not plan on settling down. I just

not worried about it. I understand.

a failed

that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more

side to look at

at me,” He said, and

sure my

emotions.

indeed said those things,

As the lord of

I doubt I would want to tie any

down. It was my way of setting them free and making them

because it seemed as if his mindset had not

do not

my destiny.

that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so.

it was easier

done.

touched my face gently and

I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over

not plan on

with me.

father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I

a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my

5/10

threatening to fall at

moment.

the same. Then he pulled me close and

the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes

my lips to my

linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose my breasts.

trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

while he rubbed the other

thumb and index finger. 1

had started moaning, and he growled with

spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate

I moaned, my vision blurry

racing

moaning in pleasure, running my

were alive, and

let go,

until I

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