25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the

the question.

and he

go back to, I am their

and they are connected to

keeping them here as

their only home for now.

free to leave, but they only leave if

love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are

own volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on.

needs.” He said.

ever settle down?” I asked him

he

but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out

in your harem. They

a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,”

not worried about it. I understand.

a failed

am okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was

his side to look at me.

and I did what he

sure my

emotions.

said those things,

As the lord of

doubt I would want

It was my way of setting them free and making

hurt because it seemed as if his mindset

my fated, I do not

Tamia. I make my destiny. I do

a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and

knew it

done.

face gently and smiled.

I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had

plan on

with me.

father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I

and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he

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to fall

moment.

the same. Then he pulled

love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently,

to

sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse.

them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples

while he rubbed the other

thumb and

and he growled with

and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking

my vision blurry and

heart racing fast.

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and

my senses were alive, and I

let go, and it

until I came down.

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