25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?”

light the

I asked, and he

back to, I am

are connected

them here as prisoners; they are

this is their only

leave, but

love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all

expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they

needs.” He said.

ever settle down?” I

and he was

sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how

in your harem. They

plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,”

am not worried about it.

out of a failed marriage, I can

that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was stupid.

to his side to look at me.

said, and

sure my face bore no

emotions.

things, and I

lord of the north

would want to tie any

of setting them free and making them forget about

because it seemed as

do not care

destiny. I do not care

my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said,

I knew it was easier

done.

touched my face

were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely

plan on having anything

with me.

my father. My trophies are not prisoners:

a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at

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threatening to fall

moment.

to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his

under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word

my lips to

linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the

trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

sucked while he rubbed the other

and index finger.

had started moaning, and he growled with

I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate me.

my vision

heart racing fast.

writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and

my senses were alive, and I

coming through. I let go, and it erupted inside

until I came

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