25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or

the

asked, and he exhaled too.

nowhere to go back

are connected

as prisoners; they

because this is their only

are free to leave, but they only

move to Lucland or another

am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move

He said.

down?” I asked

and he was silent.

I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out the

women in your harem.

do not plan on settling down. I just want to

am not worried about

of a failed marriage,

it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that

to his side to look at

He said, and I did what he

my face

emotions.

things,

lord of

war, I doubt I would want

was my way of setting them free and

his words hurt because it seemed as if

do not care about that

destiny. I do

or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her

it was easier

done.

touched my face gently and

not Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool

on having anything

with me.

father. My trophies are not

you aren’t a trophy; you

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threatening to fall at that

moment.

up and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on

want to make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and

my lips to my neck.

linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose

Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me

he rubbed

and index finger. 1

and he growled with

and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at

I moaned, my vision blurry and

heart racing fast.

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his

alive,

let go, and it erupted

until I

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