25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he asked,

light the question.

asked, and he

go back to, I am their

and they are connected to

them here as

this is their only home for now.

free to leave, but they only leave if

love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here

am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also

needs.” He

settle down?” I

and he was

I overheard some ladies talking

harem. They

plan on settling down. I just want to know

about it. I

failed marriage, I

way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,”

his side to look

me,” He said, and I did what he

sure my face bore

emotions.

those things, and I

Tamia. As the lord of the north

I would want

setting them

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset

my fated, I do not care about

make my destiny. I do not

that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a

there, I knew it

done.

my face gently and

eyes were already welling up with tears because I was

plan on having anything

with me.

trophies are not prisoners: they

and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled

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were threatening to

moment.

do the same. Then he pulled

I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I

my lips to my neck.

and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose my breasts.

Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

while he rubbed the

thumb and

and he growled with approval.

wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking

my vision blurry and

heart racing

be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating

senses were alive, and I felt the

go, and it

did not stop until I

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