25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

ones in the cell

light the question.

I asked, and he exhaled

nowhere to go back to, I

and they are connected

here as prisoners; they are

is their only home for

are free to leave, but they

love or want to move to Lucland or another part

lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love

needs.” He

down?” I asked

and he was

am sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you

your harem. They

settling down. I just want to know if

about it.

failed marriage, I can

we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said,

side to look at

me,” He said, and

my

emotions.

those things,

Tamia. As the lord of

I would

setting them free

words hurt because it seemed

I do not

destiny. I do

me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled at

it was easier

done.

my face

with tears because I was a fool

plan on

with me.

like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I

aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I

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threatening to fall at

moment.

asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and

woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I

lips to

on the spot on my neck, and my

compare yourself to them,” He linked

he rubbed

and index finger.

started moaning, and he

wide. I laid back down on the grass,

my vision

racing fast.

while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and

my senses were alive, and

through. I let go, and it erupted inside

not stop until I

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