25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the

the question.

and

have nowhere to go back to, I

are connected to

here as

their only home for now.

leave, but they

want to move to Lucland or

a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love

He

ever settle down?” I

he was

sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw

women in your harem. They said

called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,”

not worried about it. I

failed marriage, I can

that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an

side to look at me.

said, and

sure my face bore no

emotions.

said those things, and

As the lord of the

I would want

down. It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about me,”

and his words hurt because it seemed as if his

fated, I do not care about

destiny. I

me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I

it was easier said than

done.

my face gently and smiled.

already welling up with tears

not plan on having anything

with me.

my father. My trophies are not prisoners:

trophy; you

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to fall

moment.

to do the same. Then he pulled me

the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes

to

can’t wait to claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck

them,” He

sucked while he

thumb and index finger. 1

moaning, and he growled with

I laid back down on the grass, looking

moaned, my vision blurry and

racing

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure,

were alive, and

let go, and

did not stop until

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