25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the

light the

and he exhaled

go back to, I am their

connected to

keeping them here as prisoners; they are

this is their

to leave, but they only

or another part

lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall

He said.

down?” I

he was

ask, but I overheard some ladies

harem. They

you do not plan on settling down. I just

not worried about it. I understand.

failed marriage,

okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for

turned to his side to look

and I did what he

sure my face bore no

emotions.

indeed said those things,

Tamia. As the lord of

would want

way of setting them free and making them forget about me,”

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset

fated, I do not care about

make my destiny. I

woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will

there, I knew it

done.

touched my face gently

but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all

on having anything

with me.

am nothing like my father. My trophies are not

Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at

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threatening to

moment.

Then he pulled me close

tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word

lips to my neck.

wait to claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the

He linked me and sucked my nipples

sucked while he rubbed

his thumb and index finger.

moaning, and he growled with

wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he

I moaned, my vision

racing

I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers

my senses were alive,

go, and it erupted inside me.

did not stop until I came down.

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