25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?”

light the

I asked, and he

go back to, I am

they are connected to

them here as prisoners; they are

this is their only home for now.

are free to leave, but they only leave

want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all

their own volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they

needs.” He

ever settle down?” I

and he

I overheard some

women in your harem. They said you

plan on settling down. I

am not worried about

failed marriage,

fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him

turned to his side

at me,” He said, and I

sure my face

emotions.

said those things,

As the lord of the north with a

doubt I would want to

was my way of setting them

words hurt because it seemed as if

for my fated, I do not care about that

destiny. I do

the stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because

knew it

done.

my face gently and smiled.

with tears because I was a fool

plan on having anything serious

with me.

are

here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at him, but

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to fall at

moment.

same. Then he pulled

tugging on my clothes gently,

lips to my

neck, and my body

He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a

while he rubbed

his thumb and index finger.

and

my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the

moaned, my

racing

in pleasure, running my fingers through his

my senses were alive, and I felt

coming through. I let go, and

stop until I

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