25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he asked,

the question.

asked, and

to go back to, I

connected to me; I

here as

their only

leave, but

or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They

expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I

needs.” He said.

settle down?” I

and he was

I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out

women in your harem. They said

plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is

am not worried about it. I understand.

a failed marriage,

it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself

turned to his side

and

my face bore

emotions.

things, and

Tamia. As the lord of the

would want to

way of setting them free and making

it seemed as if his mindset had not changed.

fated, I do not care about

my destiny. I do not

because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled

knew it was easier said than

done.

my face gently

with tears because I

not plan on

with me.

like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are

trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and

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to fall

moment.

to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his

the stars,” he said, tugging on my

lips to

Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened

Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my

while he

his thumb and index finger. 1

had started moaning, and

my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the

my vision blurry and

racing

let this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating

senses were alive, and I felt

go, and it erupted inside

until I came

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