25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

eyes? The ones in the cell or the

the

I asked, and he exhaled

go back to, I am

and they are connected to me; I am

them here as prisoners; they are

because this is their only home for

free to leave, but they only leave if

move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here

am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually

needs.” He said.

ever settle down?” I asked

he

overheard some ladies talking about how you

harem.

woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,” I

worried about it. I understand.

a failed

not be an issue,” I said, trying to

to his side to look at

He said, and I did what

sure my face bore

emotions.

those things,

lord of the north with

would want to

setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

because it seemed

do not care

Tamia. I make my destiny. I do

that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I

it was easier said

done.

touched my face gently

eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in

did not plan on

with me.

my father. My trophies are

a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I

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to

moment.

Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips

the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe

to my

as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to

trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my

while he

thumb and

started moaning, and

my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he

moaned, my vision blurry

racing fast.

moaning in pleasure,

alive, and I

let go,

not stop until I

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