25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in the cell or the trophies?”

the question.

and he exhaled too.

go back to,

are connected to me;

keeping them here as prisoners;

this is their only home for now.

free to leave, but

or another part

the women to fall in

He

you ever settle down?” I

he was

I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw

in your harem. They said you

down.

worried about it.

of a failed

you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself

side

me,” He said, and

and made sure my face

emotions.

those things, and I meant

the lord of the north

war, I doubt I would

way of setting them free and making them

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not

fated, I do not care

my destiny. I

stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and

knew it was easier said

done.

touched my face gently and smiled.

and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again.

plan on having anything

with me.

my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t

you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at

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to fall at

moment.

Then he pulled

stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me.

my lips to my neck.

claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and

yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples

he rubbed

his thumb and index finger. 1

started moaning, and he growled with approval.

my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking

my

heart racing fast.

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his

were alive, and I

go, and

stop until I came

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