25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the

the question.

asked, and he exhaled too.

go back to,

they are connected to

here as prisoners;

is their

free to leave, but they only leave

or want to move to Lucland or another part

not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and

needs.” He

ever settle down?” I asked him

he

am sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about

in your harem. They said you

not plan on settling down. I just want to know if

worried about it. I understand.

of a failed

would not be an issue,” I said, trying

turned to his side to

me,” He said, and I did

made sure my

emotions.

said those things, and

the lord of

war, I doubt I would want to

of setting them free and making them

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not changed.

do not care

destiny. I do

woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her

there, I knew it was

done.

touched my face gently and smiled.

my eyes were already welling up with tears because I

did not plan on having anything

with me.

are not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t

a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy;

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threatening to fall at

moment.

same. Then he pulled me

love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me. He moved

my lips to my neck.

as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook

compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples

sucked while he rubbed the other

thumb and index

started moaning, and he growled with approval.

legs wide. I laid back down on the

moaned, my vision

heart racing

be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through

senses were alive,

coming through. I let go, and it

stop until I came

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