25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

ones in the cell or the

light the question.

asked, and he

go back to, I

connected to

keeping them here as

because this is their only home

free to leave, but they only

or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here

am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move

He

down?”

and he

ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how

harem.

do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if

worried about it.

out of a failed marriage, I can

we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I

side to look at me.

said, and I

made sure my face bore

emotions.

things,

As the lord of

I would want to tie any

setting them free and making

his words hurt because it seemed as if

do not care

I make my destiny. I do not care

lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled

there, I knew it was easier said

done.

my face gently and smiled.

nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely

on having

with me.

trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t

prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,”

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were threatening to fall at

moment.

the same. Then he pulled

stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not

to my neck.

sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my

them,” He linked

he rubbed the

his thumb and index finger. 1

and he growled with

down my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down

I moaned, my vision

heart racing

let this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release. 1

my senses were alive, and

I let go, and it erupted

until I

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