25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

light the

I asked, and he exhaled too.

nowhere to go back to, I

connected

here as

their

leave, but they

want to move to Lucland or another part of the north.

I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and

He

ever settle down?” I asked him

he was

to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you

women in your harem. They said you

on settling down.

not worried about

out of a failed marriage, I

that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said,

his side to look at

said, and I did what he

sure my face

emotions.

said those things,

As the lord of

I doubt I would

It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about

hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had

for my fated, I do not care about that

make my destiny. I do not care

for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He

I knew it was easier

done.

touched my face gently and

and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because

on having anything

with me.

father. My trophies are not prisoners: they

go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy;

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to

moment.

Then he pulled me close and crashed

to make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my

lips to my

Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck

He linked me and sucked my

sucked while he rubbed the other

his thumb and

and

spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he

moaned, my vision blurry and

heart racing

I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release. 1

alive,

coming through. I let go, and it

did not stop until I came

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