25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or

light the question.

I asked, and he exhaled

go back to, I am

they are connected to me; I

as prisoners; they

their only home

free to leave, but they only leave

to Lucland or

am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move

He said.

settle down?” I

he

overheard some ladies talking about

harem.

Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to

about it. I understand.

of a failed marriage, I

I am okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying

turned to his side to look at

He said, and I did

sure my

emotions.

said those things, and I meant

of

war, I doubt I would want to tie any

It was my way of setting them free and

seemed as if his mindset had

for my fated, I do

destiny. I do not

thick and thin, because

knew it was easier said than

done.

touched my face

welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with

did not plan on having anything serious

with me.

are not prisoners: they are free, but

Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and

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threatening to

moment.

to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips

make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had

my lips to my neck.

mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my

yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

sucked while he

thumb and index finger. 1

moaning, and he growled with

rolled down my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate me.

I moaned, my vision blurry and

racing fast.

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release. 1

senses were alive,

through. I let go,

did not stop until I

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