25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?”

light the

asked, and he

nowhere to go back to, I am their

they are connected to me; I

keeping them here as prisoners; they are

their

to leave, but they only leave

want to move to Lucland or another part of

a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on.

needs.” He said.

settle down?” I asked him

he was silent.

am sorry to ask, but I overheard some

harem. They

not plan on settling down. I just

about it. I

out of a failed marriage, I can

not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for

his side to look at me.

said, and I did what he

my face bore

emotions.

things, and

Tamia. As the lord of the north

I doubt I would want to tie

down. It was my way of setting them free and making them

because it seemed as if his mindset had not

for my fated, I do not

destiny. I do not care

a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and

it was easier said than

done.

my face

welling up with

not plan on

with me.

my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I

a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled

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threatening to

moment.

Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on mine,

love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not

my lips to

and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my

my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked

while he

his thumb and index

moaning, and he growled with

I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate

I moaned, my vision

racing fast.

pleasure, running my fingers through his

were alive, and I felt the

I let go, and

until I came down.

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