25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he asked,

the

I asked, and he exhaled too.

nowhere to go back

connected to me; I

here as prisoners; they

their only

but they

to Lucland or

a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I

He

you ever settle down?” I asked

and he

I overheard some ladies talking about

in your harem. They said you

that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to

not worried about it. I understand.

failed marriage, I

where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying

to his side to

and I did what he

and made sure my

emotions.

things, and

the lord of

I would want to tie

of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

and his words hurt because it seemed

my fated, I do

make my destiny. I do not

through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject

knew it was easier said

done.

my face gently and

but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had

not plan on having

with me.

my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t

Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my

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moment.

and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me

to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I

lips to my

the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse.

compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my

while he rubbed the

his thumb and

had started moaning, and he

laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars

moaned, my vision blurry and

racing

while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running

senses were alive, and

through. I let go, and it erupted

not stop until I came

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