25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

the question.

asked, and he exhaled

back to,

they are connected to

them here as

because this is their only home for

free to leave, but they only leave

love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are

lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in

He

ever settle down?” I

he was silent.

some ladies talking

in your harem. They said

Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,”

about

failed

if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,”

side to look

me,” He said, and I did

sure my face bore

emotions.

those things, and I meant

lord of the north

I doubt I would want

It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

words hurt because it seemed

my fated, I do not care about that

my destiny. I do not care

I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being

knew it was easier

done.

touched my face

nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had

plan on

with me.

am nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are

here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at him,

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threatening to fall at

moment.

sat up and asked me to do the same. Then he

on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with

lips to

you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came

trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my

he rubbed the

and index

moaning, and he growled with approval.

my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass,

my vision blurry

racing fast.

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his

my senses were alive, and I

let go, and it

not stop until

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