25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

The ones in the cell or

light the question.

trophies,” I asked, and he exhaled

to go back to, I am their

and they are connected to me;

keeping them here as prisoners; they

their only home for

are free to leave, but

to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They

the women to fall in love

He said.

down?”

and he was

to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how

your harem. They said you

woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just

worried about it. I understand.

of a failed marriage, I can

are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying

his side to

and I did

my face bore

emotions.

things, and I meant

of the north

would want to tie any

It was my way of setting them free and

his words hurt because it seemed as

for my fated, I do not care about

Tamia. I make my destiny. I

stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject

I knew it was

done.

my face

Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen

plan on having

with me.

like my father. My trophies are

aren’t a trophy; you are

5/10

were threatening to fall

moment.

up and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his

under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used

my lips to my neck.

spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and

compare yourself to them,” He linked me

while he rubbed the other

his thumb and index finger. 1

started moaning, and he growled

rolled down my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he

moaned, my vision blurry

heart racing fast.

writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating

my senses were alive, and I felt the

go, and it erupted inside me.

not stop until

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