25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

green eyes? The ones in the cell

the

trophies,” I asked, and he

have nowhere to go back to, I am

and they are connected to

them here as prisoners; they are

this is their only home for

to leave, but they only

to Lucland or another part

lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on.

needs.” He said.

settle down?” I asked

he was

some ladies

your harem. They

plan on settling down. I just

about

of a failed marriage,

way, if you find your fated, it would not be an

turned to his side to

He said, and I

my face

emotions.

indeed said those things, and I meant

As the lord of the north with a

war, I doubt I would want to

way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had

fated, I do not care

make my destiny. I do

or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled at him. Having

there, I knew it was easier said than

done.

my face gently and smiled.

nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in

did not plan on having anything

with me.

nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t

and you aren’t a trophy;

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to

moment.

the same. Then he pulled

the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used

lips to my neck.

you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my

my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a time.

sucked while he

thumb and index

moaning, and he growled with approval.

I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate me.

I moaned, my vision blurry and

heart racing fast.

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the

were alive, and I

I let go, and it erupted

not stop until I came down.

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