25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in the cell or

the

trophies,” I asked, and he exhaled

have nowhere to go back to,

they are connected to me; I

here as prisoners; they are

this is their only

leave, but

Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here

I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the

He

settle down?” I asked him

and he

to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out the

in your harem. They said

that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know

am not worried about it. I understand.

a failed marriage,

fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was stupid.

side to look at me.

He said, and I did

sure my

emotions.

those things,

Tamia. As the lord of the north with a

I doubt I would want to tie any

them free and making them forget about me,” He

and his words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had

my fated, I do

I make my destiny.

or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a

it was easier said than

done.

touched my face gently and smiled.

Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had

on having

with me.

father. My trophies are

Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are

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were threatening to fall

moment.

to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed

under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently,

to my neck.

on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened

trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me

while he rubbed

his thumb and index

started moaning, and he growled

spread my legs wide. I laid back down

my vision blurry

racing fast.

prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through

my senses were alive, and I felt the

through. I let go, and it erupted inside

until I came down.

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