25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

ones in the

the

and he exhaled

have nowhere to go back to,

are connected to me;

keeping them here as

because this is their only home

to leave, but they only leave

or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all

a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually

He

down?” I asked him

he was

I overheard some

in your harem. They

plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,” I

about

of a failed

your fated, it would not be an issue,”

side to look at me.

He said, and I did what he

sure my face bore no

emotions.

said those things, and I

the lord of the north

doubt I would want to tie

was my way of setting them

his words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset

my fated, I do not care about

destiny. I do not care

been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and

I knew it was easier said

done.

my face gently

my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen

did not plan on having

with me.

like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are

you aren’t a trophy; you

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were threatening to fall at that

moment.

to do the same. Then he

love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my

lips to my neck.

my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose my breasts.

aren’t my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

he rubbed the other

his thumb and index finger. 1

moaning, and he growled with

rolled down my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the

my vision blurry and

racing fast.

let this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his

were alive, and I felt

go,

stop until

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