25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in the cell or the trophies?”

the question.

and he exhaled

have nowhere to go back

connected to me;

here as prisoners; they

is their only home

are free to leave, but they

or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They

not a monster. I expect the women to

needs.” He

settle down?” I asked

and he was silent.

some ladies talking about how you threw out the

harem.

on settling down. I just want to know if it

not worried about it. I understand.

of a failed marriage, I

fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more

side to look at me.

me,” He said, and I did

made sure my face

emotions.

things, and

of the north with

would

my way of setting them free and making

seemed as

my fated, I do not care about that

Tamia. I make my destiny. I

and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat

there, I knew it was easier

done.

touched my face gently

and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with

on having anything serious

with me.

My trophies are not prisoners: they are

You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I

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threatening to fall at that

moment.

me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and

love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my

lips to

wait to claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to

Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a time.

he

and

and he growled with

my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking

moaned, my vision blurry

racing fast.

I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running

senses were alive, and

go, and it erupted inside

did not stop until I came

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