25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in

the question.

and

nowhere to go back

connected to

here as prisoners; they

this is their

free to leave, but they

to move to Lucland or

volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to

needs.” He said.

you ever settle down?” I

he was

sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how

your harem. They

a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down.

not worried about it. I

out of a failed

where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince

to his side to

and I did what

my face bore

emotions.

things, and

lord of the north with

would want to tie

It was my way of setting them free and making

it seemed as if his mindset had not changed.

my fated, I do not care about that

make my destiny. I do

say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will

it was easier said

done.

face gently and

my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I

on having anything

with me.

nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are

here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at him, but

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to fall at

moment.

sat up and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and

said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the

to my

as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened

compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

while he

thumb and index finger.

had started moaning, and he growled with

legs wide. I laid back down on

my vision

racing fast.

let this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release. 1

senses were alive, and I felt

go, and it erupted inside

until I came down.

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