25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

eyes? The ones in the cell or

light the

asked, and he exhaled

nowhere to go back to,

connected to me;

as prisoners; they

because this is their only

leave, but they only

move to Lucland or another part

their own volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also

He said.

ever settle down?” I asked

and he

some

harem. They

woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if

am not worried about it. I

of a failed marriage,

would not

turned to his side

He said, and I did

made sure my

emotions.

those things,

the lord of the

would want to tie

of setting them free and making them forget

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not

I do not care about

I make my destiny. I do not care

woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a

there, I knew it was easier said

done.

face gently and smiled.

said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again.

plan on having anything serious

with me.

like my father. My trophies are

a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I

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threatening to

moment.

do the same. Then he

want to make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’

to my neck.

mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of

my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and

he rubbed the other

thumb and index finger. 1

had started moaning, and he growled with approval.

and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate

moaned, my vision blurry

heart racing

I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the

alive, and I felt the

go, and it erupted inside me.

did not stop until I

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