25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

green eyes? The ones in

the question.

I asked, and

have nowhere to go back to, I am their

are connected to me; I

here as prisoners;

is their only home

free to leave, but they only leave if

to Lucland or another part of the

the women to fall in love eventually

He

ever settle down?” I

and he

to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw

in your harem. They said you

Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to

am not worried about it. I understand.

of a failed marriage, I can

not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince

turned to his side to

said, and I did

my face bore

emotions.

indeed said those things, and

As the lord of the north with

I doubt I would want to tie

them free and

because it seemed as if his mindset had not

do not care

my destiny. I do not

for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and

knew it was easier said

done.

face gently and smiled.

Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with

on having anything serious

with me.

are not prisoners: they are free, but I

a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he

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threatening to fall

moment.

up and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on mine,

the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes

to my neck.

sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse.

them,” He linked

sucked while he rubbed

his thumb and

and he growled

back down on the grass, looking at the stars

my

racing

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running

were alive, and I

through. I let go, and it erupted

did not stop until

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