25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the

the question.

and he exhaled

have nowhere to go back to,

connected to

them here as prisoners; they are

their only

free to leave, but they only leave if

move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are

the

He said.

down?” I

he was silent.

overheard some ladies talking

your harem.

settling down. I just want to know if it

not worried about it. I understand.

out of a failed marriage, I

if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him

side to look at me.

He said, and I did

sure my face bore

emotions.

things,

of the north

would want

way of setting them free and

and his words hurt because it seemed as if his

I do not care about

I make my destiny. I

for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled at him.

there, I knew it was easier said

done.

touched my face gently

said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had

not plan on having anything

with me.

are not prisoners: they are

a trophy; you are

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to fall at that

moment.

and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled

love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he

lips to my neck.

me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to

yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a

while he rubbed

and index finger.

and he growled with

and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on

I moaned, my vision

heart racing

moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the

senses were alive, and I felt the

let go, and it erupted

not stop until I came down.

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