25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?”

the

asked, and

back to, I am

connected to me; I am

them here as prisoners;

because this is their only home for now.

are free to leave, but they only

move to Lucland or another part of the north. They

not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also

needs.” He

down?” I asked him

he was

sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw

women in your harem. They said

not plan on settling down. I

about it. I understand.

a failed marriage, I

fated, it would not be an

to his side to look

said, and I did what

my face bore no

emotions.

indeed said those things,

the lord of

I would want to tie

way of setting them free and making them forget about

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset

fated, I do

destiny. I do not care

stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled

it was easier said

done.

touched my face gently

already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again.

on having

with me.

trophies are not prisoners: they

and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I

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threatening to fall

moment.

asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and

love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me. He moved

lips to

me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose my

aren’t my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

he rubbed the

and index finger.

moaning, and he growled with approval.

laid back down

my vision blurry and

heart racing

I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the

senses were alive, and I felt

through. I let go, and it erupted inside me.

not stop until

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