25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or

light the

asked, and he

to go back to,

are connected to me; I am

them here as prisoners; they

because this is their

leave, but they only leave

move to Lucland or another

I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on.

He said.

ever settle down?” I asked him

he

to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out

your harem. They

not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,” I said.

worried about it.

failed marriage, I

that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was

turned to his side to look at

He said, and I

my

emotions.

things, and I meant

Tamia. As the lord of

war, I doubt I would

setting them free and making them forget about me,”

his words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset

my fated, I do

my destiny. I do not care

for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and

knew it was easier

done.

my face gently and smiled.

am not Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again.

not plan on

with me.

my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but

you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled

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to fall

moment.

asked me to do the same. Then he pulled

on my

lips to my

claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved

yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

he rubbed the other

his thumb and index finger.

had started moaning, and he

laid back down on the

moaned, my vision blurry and

heart racing

be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running

were alive, and I felt

go, and it

did not stop until I

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