25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

ones in the cell or the

light the question.

and he

back

they are connected to me; I am

as prisoners; they are

because this is their only

but they only leave if

want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here

the women to fall in

needs.” He said.

ever settle down?” I

and he

I overheard some ladies

harem. They

plan on settling down. I just want to know

not worried about it. I understand.

of a failed marriage, I can

that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more

his side to look

and

and made sure my face bore

emotions.

things, and I

Tamia. As the lord of the north with

war, I doubt I would want

setting them free and making them

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not

fated, I do not care about

my destiny. I do not

through thick and thin, because

I knew it was easier

done.

my face gently

were already welling up with tears because

not plan on having anything serious

with me.

My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but

a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my

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were threatening to fall at that

moment.

same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on mine,

my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used

to my neck.

he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the

Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He

he rubbed the

thumb and index finger. 1

and he growled with

panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on

my vision

heart racing

moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his

my senses were alive, and I

through. I let go, and it erupted inside me.

not stop until I came

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