25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or

light the

asked, and he exhaled too.

have nowhere to go back

are connected to

as prisoners; they are

this is their only home for now.

free to leave, but they only leave

Lucland or

am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on.

needs.” He

ever settle down?” I asked

he was silent.

I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw

harem. They

that you do not plan on settling down. I just

am not worried about it. I understand.

a failed marriage, I can

are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was stupid.

turned to his side to

and I

made sure my face bore no

emotions.

those things, and I

the lord of

would want

setting them free and making them forget

hurt because it seemed as if his mindset

I do not

I make my destiny. I do

shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and

it

done.

touched my face

not Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen

on having

with me.

father. My trophies are not prisoners: they

and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,”

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threatening to fall

moment.

the same. Then he pulled

love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with

to

neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and

aren’t my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my

while he rubbed the

and index

and

my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he

I moaned, my vision blurry

racing

in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and

were alive, and

coming through. I let go, and it erupted inside me.

not stop until

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