25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in

the question.

asked, and

go back to,

connected to me; I

keeping them here as prisoners; they

their only home for

free to leave, but they only

love or want to move to Lucland or another part of

lord, not a monster. I expect the women

He

ever settle down?”

he

sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out the

women in your harem. They said you

woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it

worried about

a failed

not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was stupid.

turned to his side to look at

said, and I did what he

sure my face bore

emotions.

said those things, and I meant

As the lord of the

would want to tie

It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not

for my fated, I do not care about

my destiny. I do not care

thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled at

I knew it was easier said

done.

face gently and

with tears because I

plan on having anything serious

with me.

trophies are

You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,”

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threatening to

moment.

and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his

to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’

lips to

me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body

He linked

while he

his thumb and index finger. 1

had started moaning, and he growled

back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate me.

my vision blurry and

heart racing

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and

alive,

I let go, and it erupted inside

did not stop until I

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