25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in the cell or

the question.

asked, and

have nowhere to go back to, I am their

are connected to me;

as prisoners; they

is their only

free to leave, but

to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all

a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and

needs.” He said.

you ever settle down?”

and he was

I overheard some ladies

in your harem. They said you

a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I

am not worried about it.

failed

we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to

side to

said, and I did what he

my

emotions.

indeed said those things, and I

of the north with a

I would

down. It was my way of setting them

hurt because it seemed as

fated, I do

make my destiny. I do not care

the stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and

knew it was easier

done.

face

am not Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with someone

not plan on

with me.

trophies are not prisoners: they are free,

here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my

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to

moment.

me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on mine,

my

my lips to my

linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck

compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

he rubbed the

thumb and index finger.

started moaning, and he growled with

laid back down on the grass, looking at the

I moaned, my vision

heart racing

in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release.

were alive,

coming through. I let go, and it

stop until

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