25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

The ones in the cell or the

the question.

asked, and he

nowhere to go back

they are connected to me;

as prisoners; they are

is their only home for

to leave, but they

or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north.

volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they

He

you ever settle down?” I asked him

and he

overheard some ladies

your harem.

settling down.

worried about it. I understand.

of a failed marriage, I can

fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying

side to look at me.

and

sure my face bore

emotions.

indeed said those things, and

the lord of the

would want to

It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

it seemed

do not care about that

destiny. I

say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,”

it was easier

done.

touched my face gently and

already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in

plan on having

with me.

my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are

a trophy; you are my woman,” he

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threatening to

moment.

Then he pulled me close and

to make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the

lips to my neck.

on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and

Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at

he rubbed the

thumb and index finger.

had started moaning, and he growled with

panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back

I moaned, my vision blurry and

racing

while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through

senses were alive, and I

go, and

did not stop until I came

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