25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

light the question.

trophies,” I asked, and he exhaled too.

nowhere to go back

and they are connected to me; I

as

because this is their only home for

leave, but they only

or want to move to Lucland or another

lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and

needs.” He said.

ever settle down?” I asked him

he was silent.

ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out the

harem. They said you

down. I just want

not worried about it.

out of a failed marriage, I can

your fated, it would not be an issue,”

his side to look

and I did what

and made sure my face bore

emotions.

things, and I meant

As the lord of

I would

It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about

his words hurt because it seemed as if his

my fated, I do not

Tamia. I make my destiny. I do

or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will

I knew it was easier said than

done.

my face gently and smiled.

am not Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with

not plan on

with me.

nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they

prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are

5/10

were threatening to fall at that

moment.

and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on

want to make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently,

my lips to my

wait to claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose my

Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

while he

thumb and index

started moaning, and he

spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars

my

heart racing fast.

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating

were alive,

let go, and it erupted inside me.

stop until I came

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