25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in

light the question.

asked, and he

have nowhere to go back to, I am their

are connected to me; I am

them here as prisoners;

is their

leave, but they only leave if

want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are

the women to fall

needs.” He

settle down?” I asked

and he

ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out the

your harem. They

settling down. I just want to know

worried about it. I

a failed marriage, I can

find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said,

to his side to look at

at me,” He said, and I

made sure my face bore

emotions.

indeed said those things,

As the lord of

would want to

my way of setting them

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not

I do

I make my destiny. I do not

thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and

it was easier said

done.

face gently

already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with someone

did not plan on having anything serious

with me.

my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I

aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said,

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to fall at

moment.

asked me to do the same. Then he

to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me. He moved

to

linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and

my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He

he rubbed the other

his thumb and index finger.

started moaning, and he

back

my vision blurry

heart racing fast.

in pleasure, running my fingers through his

my senses were alive, and I felt the

coming through. I let go, and it erupted inside

not stop until

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