25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

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It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?”

light the question.

I asked, and he

nowhere to go back to, I am

are connected to me; I am

as prisoners;

their only home for

free to leave, but they only leave if

find love or want to move to Lucland or

own volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women

He

you ever settle down?”

and he was silent.

I overheard some ladies talking about how you

your harem. They said you

a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is

am not worried about it. I

a failed marriage,

it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself

side to look at

He said, and

and made sure my face bore no

emotions.

said those things, and I

Tamia. As the lord of the north with a

war, I doubt I would want

way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

seemed as if his mindset

fated, I do not care about that

destiny. I do not

because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled

it

done.

my face

am not Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again.

plan on having

with me.

My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t

Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and

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were threatening to

moment.

up and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled

he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’

lips to

mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse.

compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a

sucked while he rubbed

and index finger.

started moaning, and he

spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at

moaned, my vision

racing

in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating

my senses were alive,

I let go, and

did not stop until I

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