25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in the cell or the trophies?” he

light the question.

I asked, and he

to go back to,

are connected

here as prisoners; they are

because this is their only home for

are free to leave, but they only leave

Lucland or another part of the north.

a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and

He

you ever settle down?” I asked

and he was silent.

am sorry to ask, but I overheard some

women in your harem. They

called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want

worried about it.

a failed

would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was

turned to his side to look at me.

and I did what

and made sure my face bore no

emotions.

those things, and I

the lord of the north with

I doubt I would want

of setting them free and

words hurt because it seemed

fated, I do not

destiny. I do not care

me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject

knew it was easier

done.

my face gently and

with tears because I was a fool all

not plan on having anything

with me.

are not prisoners: they are free,

a trophy;

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threatening to fall at that

moment.

up and asked me to do the same. Then

want to make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me. He moved

lips to my

can’t wait to claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my

aren’t my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a time.

he

his thumb and index

started moaning, and he growled with approval.

spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars

moaned, my vision blurry

heart racing

prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair

senses were alive, and I

coming through. I let go, and it

until

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