25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the

light the question.

trophies,” I asked, and he exhaled too.

to go back to,

they are connected

keeping them here as prisoners;

this is their only

but they only

Lucland or another

volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they

He

you ever settle down?” I

he

am sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out

in your harem. They

plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,” I

not worried about it.

failed marriage, I

where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was stupid.

to his side to

He said, and I did what

sure my face bore no

emotions.

those things, and I meant

of

I would want to

way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

seemed as if his mindset

I do not

my destiny. I do not

a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I

knew it was easier

done.

touched my face gently and smiled.

and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because

plan on having anything

with me.

like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are

You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my

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to fall at

moment.

same. Then he pulled me close and

love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my

to

Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose

compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples

sucked while he rubbed the

his thumb and index finger.

moaning, and

panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while

my vision blurry

racing fast.

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his

were alive, and I felt the

through. I let go, and it erupted

stop until I came

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