25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

The ones in the cell or the

the question.

I asked, and

back to, I am their

connected to me; I

them here as

is their

free to leave, but they

move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here

not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also

needs.” He

settle down?” I

and he was

but I overheard some

in your harem. They

settling down. I just want

about it.

of a failed marriage,

are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more

his side to look at me.

at me,” He said, and

sure my face bore no

emotions.

things, and I

of the

doubt I would want to

my way of setting them free and making them forget about

hurt because it seemed as if

for my fated, I do not care

Tamia. I make my destiny. I do

shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her

knew it was

done.

face gently

I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with someone

plan on

with me.

nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I

trophy; you are my

5/10

were threatening to

moment.

do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips

make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the

my lips to

my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose my breasts.

Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

sucked while he rubbed

his thumb and index finger.

had started moaning, and he

laid back down on

moaned, my vision blurry and

racing fast.

be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair

my senses were alive, and I felt the

through. I let go, and it erupted inside

not stop until I came down.

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