25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

light the question.

asked, and

back

and they are connected

them here as

their only

leave, but they only

find love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all

a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to

He

ever settle down?” I asked him

and he was

to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about

harem. They

plan on settling down. I just want to know

am not worried about it.

out of a failed marriage, I

you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was stupid.

turned to his side to look at me.

at me,” He said, and I did what

sure my face bore

emotions.

things, and I

As the lord of the north

I doubt I would want to

It was my way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

it seemed as if

my fated, I do not

I make my destiny. I do not

the stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He

I knew it was easier said

done.

face

up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had

not plan on having anything

with me.

like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but

you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,”

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to fall

moment.

up and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me

want to make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he

lips to my neck.

me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse.

He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a time.

while he rubbed the other

thumb and

had started moaning, and

spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate me.

my vision blurry

heart racing fast.

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and

senses were alive, and

coming through. I let go, and it erupted

stop until I came down.

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