25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

green eyes? The ones in the

the question.

and he exhaled

to go back to, I

they are connected to me;

as prisoners;

their only home

to leave, but they only leave

or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They

not a monster. I expect the

needs.” He

settle down?” I asked him

and he was silent.

I overheard some ladies talking about how

women in your harem. They

woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I

about it. I understand.

a failed marriage, I

okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that

turned to his side to look

at me,” He said, and I did what

and made sure my face bore

emotions.

said those things, and I

lord of the

I doubt I would want to tie

setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not

for my fated, I do not care about

make my destiny. I do not care

has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,”

I knew it was easier said

done.

my face

I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears

on

with me.

are not prisoners: they

and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I

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to fall

moment.

same. Then he pulled me

on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’

lips to my neck.

the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to

aren’t my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

he rubbed the

his thumb and index

and he growled with

rolled down my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate

my

racing fast.

writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the

alive,

through. I let go,

not stop until I came

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