25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

The ones in the

the

trophies,” I asked, and he

have nowhere to go back to, I am

are connected to

here as

their only home

to leave, but they

to Lucland or another part of

volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move

needs.” He said.

settle down?”

he was

overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out the

harem.

a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to

am not worried about

a failed marriage, I can

find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying

his side

me,” He said, and I did what he

and made sure my

emotions.

things, and I

the lord of the

would

setting them free and making them forget

because it seemed

do

make my destiny. I

betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a

knew it was easier said

done.

touched my face gently

welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I

on having anything

with me.

trophies are

you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,”

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to fall at that

moment.

do the same. Then

the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the

my lips to

as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened

to them,” He linked me and sucked my

sucked while he rubbed

thumb and index

started moaning, and he

my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars

I moaned, my vision blurry

racing fast.

while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating

were alive, and I

coming through. I let go, and it erupted inside me.

until I came

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