25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell

light the

trophies,” I asked, and he exhaled

go back to, I

connected

as prisoners;

is their only home for now.

are free to leave, but they

to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all

the women to fall in love

needs.” He said.

ever settle down?”

and he

some ladies talking about how

harem. They said you

plan on settling down.

worried about it. I understand.

out of a failed marriage, I can

your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him

to his side

me,” He said, and I did what

sure my

emotions.

those things, and I meant

of the north with a

would want

them free and making them

words hurt because it seemed as

for my fated, I do not care about that

I make my destiny. I do not

for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being

there, I knew it was

done.

touched my face gently

but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I

on having anything serious

with me.

am nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are

Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are

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were threatening to fall at that

moment.

me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on mine,

stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the

lips to

on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my

yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

he rubbed the other

thumb and

had started moaning, and

back down on the grass, looking at the

I moaned, my

racing

pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating

alive, and I felt the

coming through. I let go, and it

until I came

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