25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?”

the question.

I asked, and he exhaled

have nowhere to go back to, I am

they are connected to me;

here as prisoners; they

because this is their

but they

to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are

monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually

needs.” He said.

ever settle down?” I asked

he was silent.

ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out the

women in your harem. They said you

down. I just want to know

not worried about it. I

out of a failed marriage,

would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself

to his side

He said, and

sure my face bore

emotions.

indeed said those things,

lord of the north with

doubt I would want to tie

of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

it seemed as if his mindset had not changed.

I do not

my destiny. I do not

has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I

I knew it was easier

done.

touched my face

with tears because I was a fool all over again. I

on

with me.

trophies are not prisoners: they are free,

Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are

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threatening to fall at that

moment.

Then he pulled me close and

love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could

my lips to my neck.

linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to

He linked me and sucked my nipples one at

sucked while he rubbed the other

thumb and index finger. 1

and he growled with

legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at

moaned, my

heart racing

in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release. 1

senses were alive,

go, and

stop until I came down.

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