25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he asked,

light the question.

I asked, and he exhaled too.

back to, I am their

are connected to me;

keeping them here as

this is their only home for

leave, but they

love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all

I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know

He

ever settle down?”

and he was silent.

but I overheard some ladies talking about

in your harem. They

a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want

am not worried about it. I understand.

failed

your fated, it would not be an issue,”

his side to look

and I did

sure my face bore no

emotions.

things, and I meant

As the lord of the north with a

would want to tie

down. It was my way of setting them free and making them forget

because it seemed as if his mindset

for my fated, I do not care

make my destiny. I do not

thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said,

I knew it was easier

done.

my face gently

but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool

did not plan on having anything serious

with me.

father. My trophies are not

here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,”

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were threatening to fall

moment.

the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed

tugging on my

lips to my neck.

on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook

yourself to them,” He linked me

he

and index finger.

started moaning, and he growled with approval.

back down on the grass, looking at the

moaned, my vision blurry and

heart racing fast.

while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running

were alive,

through. I let go, and it erupted inside

until I came

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