25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

The ones in the

the question.

and he exhaled too.

nowhere to go back

and they are connected to

keeping them here as prisoners;

this is their only home for

leave, but they only leave

or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north.

I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move

He said.

down?”

he was silent.

ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out the

harem. They said you

Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it

am not worried about it. I

of a failed

where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that

side to

He said, and

and made sure my face bore

emotions.

said those things, and I

As the lord of the north

I doubt I would want

of setting them

it seemed as if

I do not

my destiny. I do

won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so.

knew it was easier said than

done.

touched my face gently

with tears because I was a fool all over again. I

did not plan on having anything serious

with me.

nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free,

prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my

5/10

threatening to fall at

moment.

Then he pulled me close and crashed

under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with

lips to my

my body came apart; he moved to the crook of

aren’t my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

sucked while he

his thumb and index finger. 1

moaning, and

and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he

my vision blurry and

racing

writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release. 1

my senses were alive, and I felt

I let go, and

not stop until I came

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