25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

light the question.

I asked, and he

back to, I am their

and they are connected to me; I

here as prisoners; they

their only home for

leave, but they

or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They

expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know

needs.” He

ever settle down?” I asked him

and he was silent.

but I overheard some

harem. They said you

that you do not plan on settling down. I just want

am not worried about it. I understand.

failed

fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself

his side to look

and I did what

my face bore no

emotions.

indeed said those things,

Tamia. As the lord of the north with a

would

my way of setting them free and making them forget about

hurt because it seemed as if his mindset

my fated, I do not care

Tamia. I make my destiny. I do

or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He

it was easier said than

done.

my face gently and

said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had

plan on

with me.

am nothing like my father. My trophies are not

aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you

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to fall at that

moment.

up and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me

on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me. He moved

my lips to my

the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my

yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

he rubbed the

his thumb and index finger. 1

and he growled with approval.

my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking

I moaned, my vision blurry and

heart racing

prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his

senses were alive, and I felt

go, and

did not stop until

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