25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in

the question.

asked, and he exhaled

nowhere to go back to, I

connected to

them here as prisoners; they

because this is their only

leave, but

to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here

lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also

needs.” He

you ever settle down?” I asked

he was silent.

but I overheard some ladies talking

women in your harem. They said

do not plan on settling down. I

worried about it. I

failed marriage,

I am okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him was stupid.

turned to his side to

said, and I

my face bore no

emotions.

those things,

As the lord of the north

would want to tie

down. It was my way of setting them free and

it seemed as if his mindset had not

my fated, I do not care about that

my destiny. I do

there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in

it was easier

done.

face gently

Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a

did not plan on having anything

with me.

nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners:

a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said,

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to fall at that

moment.

me to do the same. Then he pulled me

stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and

to my neck.

me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to

Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a

sucked while he rubbed the

and

had started moaning, and he growled with

spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at

I moaned, my vision

racing

in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the

senses were alive,

through. I let go,

did not stop until I came down.

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