25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

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It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

the question.

trophies,” I asked, and he exhaled

have nowhere to go back to, I am their

connected to me; I

keeping them here as

this is their only

leave, but they only leave if

Lucland or another part of the

not a monster. I expect the women to

He

you ever settle down?” I

and he was silent.

to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw

harem. They said

Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want

not worried about

a failed marriage, I

would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling

his side

and I did

my

emotions.

those things, and

the lord of the north

would

them free and making

seemed as if his mindset had not changed.

do not care about that

I make my destiny. I do not care

woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I

I knew it was easier said than

done.

touched my face

my eyes were already welling up with tears because I

not plan on

with me.

like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are

aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and

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to fall

moment.

asked me to do the same. Then he

want to make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’

my lips to my

Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook

to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at

sucked while he rubbed

and index finger. 1

and

laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while

my vision blurry and

heart racing fast.

moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through

were alive, and I

coming through. I let go,

did not stop until

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