25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

eyes? The ones in the cell or

the question.

trophies,” I asked, and

have nowhere to go back to,

they are connected to me; I am

as prisoners;

this is their only home for now.

to leave, but

or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They

own volition. I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually

He said.

you ever settle down?” I asked

and he was silent.

sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how

in your harem. They said you

do not plan on settling down. I

am not worried about it. I understand.

of a failed

are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not

turned to his side

He said, and I did what

and made sure my face

emotions.

things, and I meant

of the north

I doubt I would want to tie

of setting them free and making them

his words hurt because it seemed as if

fated, I do not

destiny. I do not

through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat

I knew it was easier said

done.

my face gently and

Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over

not plan on having anything

with me.

are

aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy;

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threatening to fall at

moment.

sat up and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips

said, tugging on my clothes gently,

lips to my neck.

can’t wait to claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook

my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

he rubbed the

thumb and

had started moaning, and

I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he

I moaned, my vision

heart racing fast.

while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers

my senses were alive, and I

go, and

did not stop until I came down.

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