25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

ones in the cell or

light the question.

and he exhaled

to go back

they are connected to me; I

them here as prisoners; they are

is their only home

free to leave, but they only

Lucland or another

lord, not a monster. I expect the

needs.” He

ever settle down?” I asked

he was

sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking

women in your harem. They said you

settling down. I just want to know

about

a failed

and I am okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for

his side to look

me,” He said, and I did what

my face bore no

emotions.

indeed said those things, and

the lord of the north with a

doubt I would want to tie

of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had

do

Tamia. I make my destiny. I

lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I

there, I knew it

done.

my face

am not Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I

did not plan on

with me.

like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I

trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and

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threatening to

moment.

same. Then he pulled me

stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the

my lips to my

the spot on my neck, and my

trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a

he rubbed

thumb and

had started moaning, and he growled with

back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate me.

moaned, my vision blurry and

racing

let this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his

alive,

I let go, and it erupted inside

not stop until I came down.

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