25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he asked,

the question.

trophies,” I asked, and he exhaled too.

back

they are connected to me; I

as prisoners; they

this is their only home for now.

free to leave, but they only leave

Lucland or another part of the

I expect the women to fall in love eventually and

needs.” He said.

ever settle down?” I asked him

and he was

but I overheard some ladies talking about how

harem. They said

you do not plan on settling down. I

worried about it. I understand.

failed

where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him

side to

He said, and I did what

made sure my face

emotions.

indeed said those things, and I meant

of the north with a

doubt I would want to tie any

my way of setting them free and making them

and his words hurt because it seemed

do not care about

I make my destiny. I do

through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled at

I knew it was

done.

face gently and

up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had

not plan on having anything serious

with me.

father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I won’t

aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are

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were threatening to

moment.

me to do the same. Then he pulled me close

stars,” he said, tugging on my

lips to

sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose my

them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

sucked while he rubbed the other

thumb and index finger.

started moaning, and he growled with approval.

my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate me.

my vision

heart racing

moaning in pleasure, running

alive, and I felt

through. I let go, and it erupted inside

stop until I

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