25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

the

and he

have nowhere to go back

they are connected to me;

keeping them here as prisoners;

because this is their only

are free to leave, but they

love or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here

a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I

needs.” He said.

ever settle down?” I

he was silent.

I overheard some ladies

women in your harem. They

do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,” I said.

worried about

out of a failed marriage,

are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be

turned to his side

and I did what he

made sure my

emotions.

said those things, and

the lord of the north

would want to tie

them free and making them

hurt because it seemed as

I do not care

destiny.

there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and

there, I knew it was

done.

touched my face gently and

said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all

not plan on having anything serious

with me.

trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but

Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my

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threatening to

moment.

and asked me to do the same. Then he

want to make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently,

lips to my neck.

he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the

Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one at a time.

he rubbed the other

and index finger. 1

started moaning, and he growled with approval.

back down on the grass, looking at the stars

my

heart racing

be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release. 1

alive, and

through. I let go, and it erupted inside

not stop until I came

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