25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

eyes? The ones in the cell or

light the

asked, and

to go back to,

are connected to me;

keeping them here as

this is their only home

free to leave, but they

want to move to Lucland or another part of

not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually

He said.

you ever settle down?”

he was silent.

to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw

women in your harem.

Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want

not worried about it. I understand.

out of a failed marriage,

if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself

turned to his side to

He said, and I

made sure my face

emotions.

things, and I meant

lord of the north

would want to

setting them free and making them forget about me,”

seemed

do not care

my destiny. I do

say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a

knew it was easier

done.

my face gently and

but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool

on having anything

with me.

my father. My trophies are

You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said,

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to fall at that

moment.

same. Then he

the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the

to my neck.

claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose my

He linked me and sucked my nipples one at

while he rubbed

thumb and index finger.

had started moaning, and he

my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking

moaned, my vision blurry and

racing

pleasure, running my fingers through his hair

alive, and I

let go, and

not stop until I came

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