25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

The ones in the cell or the trophies?”

light the

and he exhaled

go back to, I

and they are connected to me;

here as prisoners; they are

their only home for now.

are free to leave, but

Lucland or another part of the north. They are

expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they

He

ever settle down?” I

he was silent.

sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you

harem.

called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know

about it. I

of a failed marriage, I

where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him

to his side to look at

said, and

made sure my

emotions.

said those things,

lord of the north with a

doubt I would want to tie any

way of setting them free and making

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not changed.

my fated, I do not care

make my destiny. I

stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk

it was easier

done.

touched my face

not Leo, Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love with someone

not plan on having anything serious

with me.

like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I

you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are

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to fall at

moment.

sat up and asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on mine,

said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could

my lips to my

can’t wait to claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook

to them,” He linked me and

while he

his thumb and index finger. 1

moaning, and he growled

spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking

I moaned, my vision blurry and

heart racing

while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and

my senses were alive, and I

go, and it erupted inside me.

stop until I

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