The Dark Side of Fate

Chapter 25

25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in

light the

and he exhaled

to go back

they are connected to me; I

keeping them here as prisoners; they

is their only home for

free to leave, but

to Lucland or another

a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they

needs.” He

you ever settle down?” I asked

he was

some ladies talking about how you threw

in your harem.

called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is

not worried about it. I

a failed marriage,

it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to

turned to his side to look at

said, and I did what he

and made sure my

emotions.

things,

lord of the north

war, I doubt I would want to tie

way of setting them

his words hurt because it seemed

fated, I do

destiny.

a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I

there, I knew it was easier said

done.

face

and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a

did not plan on having anything serious

with me.

trophies are not prisoners: they are

go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy;

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were threatening to fall at that

moment.

the same. Then he

the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word

lips to my neck.

on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of

Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked

he rubbed

and index finger. 1

and he

and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he

moaned, my vision blurry

racing fast.

be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running

were alive, and I

go, and

not stop until

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