25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

ones in the cell or

light the question.

and he exhaled too.

back to,

and they are connected to me; I am

keeping them here as

is their only home for

leave, but they only leave

to Lucland or another part of the

a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to

He

ever settle down?” I asked

he

I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out the

your harem.

a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I

not worried about

a failed marriage,

that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I

side

said, and I did what

sure my face bore

emotions.

things, and I meant

lord of the

would want

setting them free and making them

and his words hurt because it seemed as if

fated, I do not care about

I make my destiny. I

thin, because fate said so. I

there, I knew it was easier said than

done.

my face gently and

nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in

plan on having anything serious

with me.

am nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they

Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are

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threatening to fall at that

moment.

to do the same. Then

said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I

lips to my

you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose my

Never compare yourself to them,” He linked

sucked while he

and index finger. 1

started moaning, and he growled

and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on

I moaned, my vision blurry and

racing

let this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through

alive,

I let go, and it

did not stop until

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