25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the

the question.

trophies,” I asked, and

go back to, I am their

connected to me; I am

them here as prisoners;

because this is their only home for

are free to leave, but they only leave

find love or want to move to Lucland or another part of

monster. I expect the women

He said.

ever settle down?” I asked

and he

overheard some ladies talking about how you threw

your harem. They said you

plan on settling down. I just want to

worried about it. I

out of a failed

we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I

turned to his side to look

said, and I did what

my

emotions.

said those things,

Tamia. As the lord of the

would want to tie

was my way of setting them free and making them forget

seemed as if his mindset

I do not care about

make my destiny. I do

my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her

I knew it was easier said than

done.

touched my face gently

I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over

not plan on

with me.

My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but

go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my

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moment.

same. Then he pulled me close and crashed

the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had

lips to my

you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to

Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my

sucked while he rubbed the other

thumb and index finger. 1

moaning, and he growled with

back down on the grass,

I moaned, my vision

heart racing

in pleasure, running my

my senses were alive,

coming through. I let go, and it erupted

until I

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