25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he asked,

the question.

I asked, and he exhaled

to go back to, I am

and they are connected to me; I am

as

this is their only home

but they

or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are

monster. I expect the women to fall in

needs.” He said.

you ever settle down?” I asked

and he was

some ladies talking about

women in your harem.

you do not plan on settling down. I just

worried about it. I

failed marriage, I

am okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself

side to look at

me,” He said, and I

made sure my face

emotions.

indeed said those things, and

the lord of the

I doubt I would want to

way of setting them free and making them forget

because it seemed as if his mindset had

for my fated, I do not care about that

I make my destiny.

stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He

knew it

done.

my face gently and smiled.

already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in

did not plan on having anything serious

with me.

my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but I

prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you

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were threatening to

moment.

me to do the same. Then he

make love to the woman I love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he

lips to my

on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose

Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

he rubbed

his thumb and index

started moaning, and he growled

panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while he ate

moaned, my vision blurry and

racing fast.

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release.

alive, and I felt the

let go, and it erupted

not stop until I

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