25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the

light the question.

and he exhaled too.

have nowhere to go back to, I am their

and they are connected to me; I am

here as

is their

free to leave, but they only leave

love or want to move to Lucland or

monster. I expect the women to

He said.

down?” I asked

and he

I overheard some ladies talking about how you

harem. They said you

Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just

about

of a failed

it would not be

side to

He said, and

made sure my face

emotions.

said those things, and I

of the north with a

I would

way of setting them free and making them forget about me,” He

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had

I do

I make my destiny. I do not

that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled at him.

there, I knew it was easier

done.

touched my face gently and smiled.

and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in love

not plan on having anything

with me.

like my father. My trophies are

Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at him,

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to fall at

moment.

asked me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and

love under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had

my lips to

wait to claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to expose my

Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and

sucked while he rubbed the

his thumb and index finger.

had started moaning, and he growled with

back down on the grass, looking at the

my

racing

in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair

senses were alive, and I

go, and it erupted inside me.

not stop until I came

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