25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

of the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?”

the question.

I asked, and he exhaled

to go back to, I am

and they are connected to me;

them here as

is their only home for

are free to leave, but they only

love or want to move to Lucland or another

lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they

He said.

down?”

and he

overheard some ladies talking about

harem. They said you

called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want

worried about it. I understand.

a failed

your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling

side to look

He said, and I did what he

made sure my face bore

emotions.

those things,

As the lord of the north

doubt I would want to tie

It was my way of setting them free

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not

do not

my destiny. I

my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a

I knew it was

done.

touched my face gently

up with tears because I

did not plan on having anything serious

with me.

nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners:

go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he

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were threatening to

moment.

to do the same. Then he pulled

under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with

to

mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body

aren’t my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

he rubbed the other

his thumb and index

had started moaning, and he

spread my legs wide. I laid back

my

racing fast.

I writhed, moaning in pleasure,

senses were alive, and I

through. I let go, and it erupted inside

not stop until I

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