25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in the

light the

asked, and he

back to, I am

connected to me;

them here as prisoners;

this is their

but they

or another part of the north. They

a lord, not a monster. I expect the

He said.

you ever settle down?”

and he

sorry to ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you threw out

your harem. They

you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,”

about it.

a failed

it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince

turned to his side to look at

at me,” He said, and I

made sure my face bore

emotions.

indeed said those things, and I

Tamia. As the lord of the

I doubt I would want to tie

way of setting them free and

words hurt because it seemed as if his

for my fated, I do not care about

I make my destiny. I

won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and

it was easier said than

done.

my face gently and

with tears because I was

did not plan on having anything

with me.

am nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they

prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at

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were threatening to

moment.

Then he pulled me close and crashed

under the stars,” he said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me.

to

on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened

them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

sucked while he rubbed the other

thumb and index finger.

moaning, and he growled with approval.

laid back down on the grass, looking at

moaned, my vision blurry

heart racing

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running

senses were alive, and I felt

through. I let go, and

stop until I

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