25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

in

light the

and he exhaled

go back to, I

are connected to me;

keeping them here as prisoners; they are

is their

leave, but they only leave

to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here

I am a lord, not a monster. I expect the women to fall in

needs.” He

settle down?” I asked

and he was silent.

am sorry to ask, but I overheard some

harem. They said

called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just

not worried about it.

out of a failed marriage,

okay where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for

to his side to look at me.

at me,” He said, and

sure my

emotions.

those things, and I

of the north with a

war, I doubt I would want to

of setting them free and making them forget

because it seemed as if his mindset had

I do not care

my destiny. I

me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He

I knew it was easier said than

done.

touched my face gently and

nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen completely in

not plan on having anything

with me.

nothing like my father. My trophies are

trophy; you are

5/10

to

moment.

Then he

said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me. He

my lips to my

my body came apart; he moved

them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

he

his thumb and index

and he growled with approval.

back down on the

I moaned, my vision

heart racing fast.

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and

alive, and I felt

coming through. I let go, and

did not stop until I came

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