25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in

the question.

I asked, and he exhaled too.

nowhere to go back to,

are connected to

as prisoners; they

this is their only home for now.

free to leave, but they

to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all

the women to fall in love eventually and move on.

needs.” He

you ever settle down?”

and he

overheard some

women in your harem. They said

not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,” I said.

about it.

failed marriage, I

where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I

side to look at me.

and I did what he

my face bore

emotions.

things,

As the lord of the north with

would want to tie any

way of setting them free and making them

words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not changed.

my fated, I do not care about

my destiny. I do

I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled at

I knew it

done.

my face

but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was

plan on having anything serious

with me.

am nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free, but

you go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy;

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threatening to fall

moment.

do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed

said, tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me. He

to

he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened

to them,” He linked me and sucked my nipples one

he rubbed the other

his thumb and index

started moaning, and

down my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the stars while

moaned, my vision

heart racing

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through

senses were alive, and

go, and

not stop until I came

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