25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or

the question.

trophies,” I asked, and he

to go back

are connected

them here as prisoners; they are

their only home for now.

to leave, but

or

lord, not a monster. I expect the women

needs.” He said.

settle down?” I

and he

overheard some ladies talking about how

harem. They said you

a woman called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just want to know if it is true,” I

worried about it. I

of a failed marriage,

that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself more that falling for him

side to look at me.

me,” He said, and I did what

and made sure my face bore no

emotions.

those things, and I

Tamia. As the lord of the north

would want to tie

setting them free and making them forget about me,”

because it seemed as

for my fated, I do not

my destiny. I

for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled at him.

knew it was

done.

face gently

but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I

plan on

with me.

are not prisoners: they are free, but

prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled at

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were threatening to fall at

moment.

the same. Then he pulled me close and

my clothes gently, and I could not believe he

lips to my

claim you as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the crook of my neck and opened my blouse. to

my trophy, Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked my

he rubbed the

and

started moaning, and

rolled down my panties and spread my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at

my

heart racing fast.

prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair

senses were alive,

let go, and it erupted inside

did not stop until I

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