25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?”

the

asked, and he exhaled too.

back

connected to me; I am

them here as prisoners; they

their only

but they only

or want to move to Lucland or another part of the north. They are all here

the women to fall in

needs.” He said.

settle down?” I asked him

and he

but I overheard some

harem.

down. I just want to know if it

worried about

out of a failed marriage, I can

way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying

to his side to look at

said, and I

made sure my face bore

emotions.

indeed said those things, and

As the lord of the

I would want to tie

was my way of setting them free

hurt because it seemed as if his mindset

fated, I do not

I make my destiny.

my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her

knew it was easier said

done.

touched my face

Tamia,” he said, and I nodded, but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a

did not plan on having

with me.

My trophies are not prisoners: they are free,

go, Tamia. You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled

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were threatening to

moment.

me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed his lips on mine,

on my clothes gently, and I could not

to

Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body came apart; he moved to the

Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and

while he rubbed the

his thumb and

moaning, and he

my legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking at the

moaned, my vision

racing

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through

were alive,

go, and

did not stop until

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