25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

light the question.

I asked, and

back to,

connected to me;

as prisoners;

because this is their only home for

but

love or want to move to Lucland or

lord, not a monster. I expect the women

He

ever settle down?” I asked him

and he was

ask, but I overheard some ladies talking about how you

in your harem.

that you do not plan on settling down. I just want

worried about it. I understand.

of a failed marriage,

where we are; that way, if you find your fated, it would not be an issue,” I said, trying to convince myself

his side to look at me.

He said, and

sure my

emotions.

those things, and I

Tamia. As the lord of the north

would want to tie

was my way of setting them free and making them forget about me,”

his words hurt because it seemed as if his mindset had not changed.

I do not care about

Tamia. I make my destiny. I

because fate said so. I will

I knew it was

done.

face gently and smiled.

with tears because I

not plan on having anything

with me.

am nothing like my father. My trophies are not prisoners: they are free,

you aren’t a trophy; you are my woman,” he said, and I smiled

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threatening to fall

moment.

me to do the same. Then he pulled me close and crashed

on my clothes

my lips to

he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my

Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked me and sucked

while he rubbed the other

his thumb and index finger. 1

had started moaning, and he growled with

legs wide. I laid back down on

my vision

heart racing

it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my

alive,

through. I let go, and it

not stop until I

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