25 Affirmations

Tamia-

Things got intense between Sylvester and me, and I found myself completely in love.

with him.

I was afraid that I would repeat history, but my heart was beyond my control.

He knew how to act, what to say and what to

He made me feel like the most important person in his world, and I slowly found myself saying, ‘this is it’ but I had said that before, not so long ago, and I came out

burnt and broken.

I wasn’t willing to make that jump again.

It was a scary situation to be in. I tried to fight my feelings and kept telling myself it

was casual.

I tried to think through the situation to

guard my heart. The fact that Sylvester and I

weren’t fated scared the shit out of me.

Questions of the future plagued my mind. What if she shows up one day just like Amanda? Where will that leave me?

He had never told me he loved me. This

could be a fun and exciting thing for him.

I scolded myself for catching feelings.

Every day we would wake up, eat, and train

together. I let him go and handle his duties, and then we met in the evening and did

whatever we liked. 1

It was fun and scary because I had fallen in

love with him.

When I decided to speak to Sylvester about

my fears, we were lying on the grass in the

western garden, a part of the estate people rarely visited.

“Sylvester,” I said gently; we were lying side

by side and looking at the stars that graced

the night sky.

It was a beautiful sight and a lovely moment. I was afraid that I might ruin it.

“Yes,” he replied, and I exhaled.

“Do you ever let your prisoners go?” I asked him, and he chuckled.

the prisoner’s, green eyes? The ones in the cell or the trophies?” he

light the

and he exhaled too.

nowhere to go back to, I am their

they are connected to

keeping them here as prisoners; they are

this is their

leave, but they only leave if

to move to Lucland or another

monster. I expect the women to fall in love eventually and move on. I also know they

needs.” He

settle down?” I asked

and he was silent.

some ladies talking about how you threw out the

in your harem.

called Arya that you do not plan on settling down. I just

worried about it. I

out of a failed marriage, I can

not be an

to his side

said, and I did

made sure my

emotions.

those things, and

of

I doubt I would want to tie any

down. It was my way of setting them free and making them

it seemed as if his

do not care about that

I make my destiny. I do not

stars say. I won’t lose my shit or betray a woman that has been there for me. through thick and thin, because fate said so. I will reject her in a heartbeat and risk being weak,” He said, and I smiled at him. Having

it was easier said than

done.

face gently and

but my eyes were already welling up with tears because I was a fool all over again. I had fallen

plan on having anything serious

with me.

are not prisoners: they

You aren’t a prisoner here, and you aren’t a trophy; you are

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threatening to fall at that

moment.

do the same. Then he pulled

tugging on my clothes gently, and I could not believe he had used the word ‘love’ with me. He

my lips to my neck.

as mine, Tamia,’ he linked me, sucking on the spot on my neck, and my body

Tamia. Never compare yourself to them,” He linked

sucked while he rubbed the other

his thumb and

had started moaning, and

legs wide. I laid back down on the grass, looking

my vision blurry and

racing

this be it; I prayed while I writhed, moaning in pleasure, running my fingers through his hair and anticipating the release. 1

alive, and I

I let go,

stop until I came down.

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