The Dark Side of Fate

Chapter 61

The Dark Side Of Fate By Karima Sa’ad Usman Chapter 61

61 Remorse

~Leo~

I did not know the meaning of misery until I found myself living in it. Since I learned that Tamia was getting married to Sylvester, my heart has broken into a million pieces.

I was hoping she would come back one day. Most of the northern captives always do. I wanted to right all my wrongs and seek her forgiveness.

I sat on the couch in my living room. I stared at the invitation to the all-region sports games sent to me by the council, and even though we had responded, I was dreading going there. I was going to see

Tamia in his arms, and my heart could not bear it.

Amanda came out of her room, and that was when I noticed she had packed her bags.

“Where are you going to? You are almost due.” I asked her, and she bowed her head.

“This isn’t the life I wanted for myself,

Leo. I can’t continue living in another woman’s shadow. She has moved on, yet you choose to be miserable. I have pleaded with you several times. You have disgraced me and belittled me. Most of the Lunas mock me now. I do not have a title, and neither are we married. Why did you do this to me, Leo?” She said, and I did not know how to start.

“I can’t forgive myself for what we did to Tamia. She did not deserve all that happened to her here.” I said, confessing my truth, and she sobbed. (1

“Why?” she asked, and I looked at her.

“I broke every promise I made to her because of you,” I said, with my heart wrenching.

“She would have done the same had she found her fated,” Amanda said, and I shook my head.

“She was stronger than me in that regard, Amanda. I know Tamia, and she would die before breaking her promise. She would have risked being weak to stay happy with me.” I said and bowed my head.

“I was her first. She did not want to get with me because we weren’t fated, but I assured her she had nothing to worry about,” I said, and after saying it, I saw myself as a deceiver.

“She did not want me, But I assured her. I told her I would reject my fated and risk being weak. She trained to be strong because of me, and we used to joke about balancing each other’s strength.” I said, and Amanda came to sit next to me while I wept.

“I promised her many things and broke everything that day on the balcony when I did not reject you. You came to my home quite alright, but you did not force me to get into your bed. You did not force me to accept the bond or claim you and did not force me to make her share. I lost my way completely and found myself doing things I couldn’t even imagine to her. Never spending time with her, refusing to go out with her. I did so many things to her, Amanda; I treated her like a burden. And do you know the twisted part of all of this was that I expected her to bear with me and understand? I was a selfish prick,

I said, laughing at myself.

“I hurt her and broke all my promises. I was her first, and I broke everything. I can never forgive myself for what I did to my wife, Amanda. She wanted to have children, and I told her we should wait; I could only understand her pain when she found out you were pregnant. I knew she would be hurt if I did not take the same precautions with you. It was as if I had used her to while away time until my fated came. I had failed completely, so I can’t move on, Amanda.” I said and looked at her.

“I do not hate or dislike you. If anything, you have been with me through this difficult time, but I can’t forgive myself for what I did to Tamia. I saw the pain in her eyes before those men attacked, and I can never shake off the fact that I caused

That pain was a permanent fixture since the dinner party when I met you. I failed her every single time until there was nothing left to salvage,” I said and began to weep.

wife, Tamia was my best friend and confidant. I thought Casper was my best friend, but I was

made me happy and went out of her way to put a smile on my face. had never felt so alone in my life. Although

wrapped her arms around me and let me cry. The irony was that she was the

forgive yourself, Leo.

said with a definite tone,

wiped away my tears, and looked into her eyes.

you know this?” I

peace with Alpha Jake. She has moved on Leo, and she is happy. Why can’t

should do the

all-region games; I am sure you

until you get the closure you want, I know you won’t come around,” She said, and I stopped her from leaving. “You will be due soon,” I said and placed

on this. I want to be there. I want to hold your hand through it, Amanda,” I said, and she

to pick and choose,

either all in or not,” she said, and I understood what she was saying and nodded.

and give me time. I will try to

her, and

tears.

myself. I have done everything to fit into her shoes. I have been training since they took her. I have studied hard and am a work in progress, but you

was playing dirty,

Amanda. I am begging you.” I pleaded with her, and she refused weakly with

said and kissed her

wanting her and I

said and kissed

defences, and Black took over. She was our mate, and we were trying

up to someone banging on my

at the clock, and it

knocking on my door late

up, and I asked her to go back to sleep. She had bought a bigger bed for her room so she could roll comfortably on

could do that. Buying a new house was

hoping to get Tamia back this time; I just wanted to be sure

was being forced by the wolf lord, I planned to help Devin

and advanced toward the main

was Kyle. He was

him into

he would run

he out of his mind? I went to get him

It is twelve midnight. How long did it take you to get

and I knew that was the only explanation for how he could get here in wolf form, still

Kyle had taken over from Linda and

asked

to her,

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