The Dark Side of Fate

{Book 2} Chapter 53 – ~Devin~

I was unable to sleep. I was eager to see Susan even though I had told her it would be strictly friendship. My wolf wasn’t happy with me for it, but it was necessary.

As much as she meant everything to me, loving her was killing me, and it was wrong.

Love isn’t meant to kill. It is intended to build and nurture.

I heard when Susan entered the house, and my heart began to beat fast.

I was nervous and eager at the same time. I knew Rex was causing it, but I tried to control myself.

I heard her gentle footsteps on the passage and a door open.

I figured she had chosen a room already.

I did not know if it would be wise to check on her.

Maybe it was best she believed I was sleeping. That would help set the boundaries.

I laid still in bed, fighting myself from getting up and going to her, when I heard the knob on my door turn.

I shut my eyes immediately, trying to pretend that I was asleep.

I knew it was childish, but I wouldn’t let her know I stayed up for her. So I closed my eyes and regulated my breathing.

“Devin,” she said gently, and I fought the urge to wake up.

I usually had sensitive hearing, and I was a light sleeper. If she called me again, I would have to pretend to wake up, or she would know I was pretending to sleep. Susan was an intelligent woman.

“Devin,” she said a bit louder, and I pretended to wake.

I gently sat up in bed, pretending to be waking up, and looked in her direction.

I was stunned by what I saw.

She was just as beautiful as the last time I saw her.

She had on a sexy nightgown. I wondered if she had come to my house dressed like that. I wouldn’t put it past her. She must have hoped I would be awake.

Susan did not play fair.

I averted my gaze from her body and looked at her face.

I could see her eyes were swollen, and she had been crying.

“Hey,” I said, trying hard not to look at her see-through robe that showed sexy lingerie like a nightgown underneath it. It was black, and it had to be lace. Susan was unfair. I fought myself from grabbing her.

“Devin,” she said, calling my name but maintaining her distance.

The lights were low, so she looked exquisite in the soft light.

and she walked

tell her to maintain her distance, but I

sat beside

she bowed her head and

the morning, for fuck sake. She had turned me on, and now I had to

have gotten some rest?” I asked her,

I knew she

to give me time,” I

knew if she did, I would bury myself in her. It will happen faster than I would be able

room already,” I said with a strong voice but as gentle as

sighed and then got off

smell her arousal, but she could not always have her

and not think she could switch us on

cheated on me since we were together, but being hung on Sylvester was too much for

her leave the room and lay back on

Sleep eluded me completely.

down. I knew

the early hours, and I

wasn’t enough, but it was better than

the day and left my

of breakfast when I stepped out of my

the kitchen, and Susan was making breakfast in her favourite t-shirt,

wasn’t a great cook and hated being in the kitchen. I guess she wanted to

what she was doing and looked at

hair was a mess, but she

on her skin. She was gorgeous, and she had a great heart too. My pack members loved her and wanted

at me, and I returned the

I greeted

and I wondered why

Devin?” I

friends now, so I respect the boundaries. If you want me to call you Devin, I will,”

hiding her hurt, but I

be fine then,” I said, and she

some burnt bacon and toast in the trash and ignored it so she did not feel

the restroom, so they got burnt,”

learning my way about the kitchen,”

improved. How can I be a luna

did not tell anyone, but we broke up because I proposed, and she said

topic, I drummed my hand on the kitchen Island and sat on the

I said and

and her

and placed the frying

her tears. I did not know

was about to turn

Try the food. You will like it, I hope,” she said with a fake grin,