The Day I Kissed An Older Man by Cher the Cherished

'Am I really going to sacrifice my entire life for a woman who has never once returned my affection unless she wants to get something out of me? But, I've already done so many things for her...' Previously, out of concern for Tracy's unfair treatment on the set, Roland helped her deal with Melody. As for Penny, he decided to 'take care of her' because he did not want Tracy to dirty her hands. Yet, Tracy treated him worse than crap. She did not love him at all. It was only at that moment that he became acutely aware of this fact.

Moreover, he was plotting to harm a young girl in these deep mountains and old forests for Tracy's sake, yet she was most probably at home enjoying some red wine.

It was as if all of the scheming had nothing to do with Tracy. She ruined his life.

"Don't you feel pathetic to throw away your entire life for such a woman?" Lucas spoke at the right moment.

Roland immediately glared at him. "What do you know? You don't understand how much I love her. I can give up everything for her. You wealthy people can never understand our feelings!" "Oh? Is that so? But does she love you back?"

question as he knew deep down that Tracy never loved him. At best, he was just a lackey to her.

in the sky, something a person like me can never reach in my lifetime. Just being able to

his love, but what Lucas said next instantly shattered his perception of his

Stop making yourself sound like the greatest lover that has ever lived. Do you really think your love is

front of him. "What did you say?! Of course someone wealthy

you deaf or something? I said stop thinking your love is noble and use it as an excuse for your

that Lucas' words

to have shifted his focus from Penny to Lucas after being

harder to become better, rather than expressing your self-righteous love in a place like this!" Roland had never thought of that before, so he