A shiver of ice threaded its way through Cicely’s being, chilling her to the core. She rose from his embrace, her freshly dried hair cascading over her shoulders. Her natural, uncolored locks made her complexion appear even more luminous. “What are you getting at?”

Seth stared at her with an inscrutable gaze, his dark eyes betraying none of their secrets.

“I want to be with you, in every way possible. We should live under the same roof, sleep in the same bed, and Hugo should call me Dad and you Mom. We should be a family, officially. So…”

He paused, then continued, “Can we get married? Will you marry me? Can I marry you?”

Cicely blinked, momentarily lost for words. Her mind was a whirl of kitchen knives, blood, and emergency rooms.

“I don’t want to wait anymore.” Seth’s tone was even. “So is it true that if I pay back Issac’s life, you’ll agree to marry me?”d2

Cicely stared at him for a long time, wanting to scoff, but her lips merely twitched. “Am I going to marry a dead man?”

Seth pressed his lips together, “Let’s have the wedding first.”

“Have the wedding and then have me play the grieving widow? I’m telling you, Seth, that’s not happening. If you die, I’ll move on with Hugo and remarry immediately.”

A shadow crossed Seth’s brow, a chill creeping into his gaze. “Try remarrying, and see what happens.”

“What does it matter to you if you’re dead?”

Seth let out a cold laugh, “If you dare remarry, I’d turn the underworld upside down just to come back and find you.”

Cicely caught her breath, instinctively inhaling sharply. “You’re insane.” Anger turned her face ashen, her breathing uneven.

Seth simply pulled her close, guiding her to sit on his lap. “So, did you just agree to marry me?”

Cicely furrowed her brows, “Are you dreaming?”

“Weren’t you talking about remarrying?”

Cicely hesitated, “Were you serious just now?”

Seth’s voice was husky as he kissed her cheek, “Yeah, I want to marry you.”

Cicely looked down, her delicate face tense, “I was talking about Issac!”

Seth didn’t reply, burying his face in the crook of her neck with a soft “hmm.”

Pushing his hands away, Cicely drew back. “That’s enough.”

Seth watched her impassively, his voice deepening, “Enough of what?”

“I said it’s enough.” she reiterated coldly. “You win, okay? I can’t stand to see you hurt or dead. The thought of you in surgery had me scared to death. Is marriage what you want? Fine, I’ll marry you.”

“Damon says the most important thing in life is to be comfortable. Grandpa says the dead will never be as important as the living. Everyone thinks I’m being melodramatic, tossing and turning until I nearly lose you to know fear. They all live so freely and clearly, each one convinced that you love me more than anyone else, dropping hints left and right to make me let go.

“Yes, they’re right. I’m being ridiculously sentimental. I’m holding on to my righteousness too tightly.”

Seth listened quietly, his hand soothingly stroking her back, his expression calm. “Though I dislike others meddling in our affairs, and even less so that you were persuaded by them to be with me, I’m still grateful. As long as there’s a reason for you to be with me, no matter who says it or what they say, I’ll accept it.”

Cicely clenched her fist.

Seth looked up at her, “When you said you still loved me, I was happy, but that was all. You loved me three years ago, yet you still left me. Now, I just want you with me. I don’t expect your love; my love for you is enough. But if your love for me is a reason for you to stay, that’s all I could ever ask for.”

She closed her eyes as her lashes trembled slightly. He’d said too much. More than once, he expressed his determination to be with her.

Before, he would never speak of it, but now, he feared she wouldn’t understand. Some of the words were so honest that one would love them and hate them.

She said she loved him, and to him, it was just a pleasant thought. If he only said pretty words, it wouldn’t be him, and she wouldn’t believe it.

Honesty often grates.

He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself.

Cicely continued, “I’m new at this, not as enlightened as they are. Right or wrong, stubborn or obsessive, it’s fair for them to point things out. But it’s not like I have to agree with everything they say.

“It’s not about forgiveness. I don’t pity you, nor am I compromising because you’re relentless. I don’t have time for convoluted thoughts. I simply want to. I want to make my life better. I still love you, and I won’t fall for another man. I can’t share a bed with another man, let alone… you know. I don’t want to live like a widow at such a young age. You’re rich, powerful, capable, and you love me to death. By being with you, I have everything to gain.”

“Get married?” Cicely echoed, then nodded. “If you take good care of me, provide for me, and can handle my tantrums and mood swings, then I’ll marry you.”

Seth’s caressing hand paused. Cicely looked at him, “What? Can’t do it?”

His eyes darkened, “That’s it?”

“That’s what?”

“Keeping you happy, affording you, and handling your mood swings.”

Cicely raised an eyebrow, “Not enough?”

He pulled her close, his voice muffled against her neck. “Ask for more. Demand more. Otherwise, I won’t feel secure.”

“I’ll think of more later. If you’re insecure, then don’t marry me. Let go. I want to sleep.”

Cicely reached out to push him, only to be held tighter. Seth’s low, husky, dulcet voice coming from the crook of her neck. “I will.”

“Oh, are you still bringing up Issac?”

“Yeah.”

“Good. Then I won’t marry you.”

He hugged her tighter, “I won’t mention him.”

Cicely’s gaze softened, “Let go, I’m tired.”

Seth hesitated, then held her gaze without letting go, “You napped this afternoon.”

“So?”

“You’ve been abstinent for two months. Do you need me to take care of you?”

Cicely stiffened, her face flushing a sudden red as she pushed him away and scrambled onto the bed. “I don’t need it!”

“It’s been two months…”

“I’ve been fine for three years. Get out, Seth. You’re still injured, you must be out of your mind.”

Seth turned and followed her, “I can find other ways to help you.”

Cicely burrowed under the covers, her voice muffled but tinged with irritation. “If you say that again, get off the bed.”

*

The next day, while Cicely was still nestled in the cocoon of sleep, the news of her impending marriage to Seth had swept across the internet like wildfire.

Ever since Seth had parked himself at her place, she rarely had the chance to make Hugo’s breakfast. It wasn’t that she was shirking her duties, but with Aunt Lana and Seth falling over each other to tend to Hugo, sparks flied, and she figured she might as well bow out. It meant more freedom for her.

When she awoke, Seth was nowhere to be seen. She stretched languidly, propped herself up against the headboard, and lazily reached for her smartphone on the nightstand.

When she skimmed through the news, her drowsy gaze sharpened at the sight of headlines blaring about her marriage to Seth.

She headed downstairs for a bite. Seth must have timed her descent perfectly, because the moment she appeared at the top of the stairs, there he was, waiting. “Take a seat in the dining room. Breakfast will be ready in two.”

Sitting down, Cicely leaned on the table, watching Seth bring out breakfast from the kitchen. “Everyone online is talking about us getting married. Did you do this?”

“To ward off any hopeful contenders.” Seth slid into the seat beside her, cracking an egg and peeling it for her. “You don’t like it?”

She shook her head as she picked up her utensils, “Not at all.”

Seth fed her the egg, bite by bite, until it was gone. Then she spoke up again. “Let’s just get the marriage license sorted, no need for a wedding.”

Seth’s gaze darkened slightly, and he reached for a napkin, meticulously wiping his fingers. Silence settled over the dining room.

Cicely had finished her breakfast and set down her fork that Seth stood to clear the plates. Suddenly, she said, “Being together is what matters, right? It’s just a formality. It’s not that important.”

Seth paused with the dishes in hand, waiting for her to finish. “They’re the same wedding planners you hired back in the day, you know. They didn’t think you found weddings unimportant then.”

Cicely hesitated, not expecting him to move so fast, to have already contacted the wedding planners. “Back then, I was young and full of vanity. I wanted a wedding that was grand and exquisite to announce to the world I was marrying you. Now, I think…”

“Cicely,” Seth cut her off, “no woman doesn’t want a wedding.”

She smiled, “Chloe didn’t have one, did she?”

would let

adored Chloe. He’d rushed back for their engagement party, so of course, he wouldn’t

getting married. We don’t need a ceremony.” Cicely was firm,

“I’ve already started planning.”

Her tone left no room

silent for a long

and walked back into the kitchen, his dejected figure stirring a bitterness

her arms around his waist from behind. “Let’s go get

his gaze fixed on the running

obvious attempt to soothe him, were clear. “Did you wear out the bed set I bought back

hands, and turned to face her.

smiled, “I’ll shop

to see Cicely smile like this in his presence, her eyes soft and filled with smile. He couldn’t resist leaning in to kiss her nose,

*

Seth took Cicely to get their marriage license. The entrance to the registry office was swarming

protect Seth

congratulations

will the

be invited to

about Danielle, they stuck to the happy occasion. But Seth seemed somber, his face devoid of joy even though he’d just remarried Ms. Cicely and gotten what he

well wishes, but a ceremony isn’t

back then, you didn’t have

isn’t what’s

silent Seth, finally realizing that he was

news of their license and the absence of

expecting unparalleled luxury, a

bride, and a

with them back together, a grand wedding was back on the cards,

wedding dress. Maybe she’s afraid

The conversation dwindled.

it was a

*

didn’t want to

spare to visit Chloe. To bump into Damon, who should have

honed his ability to exert an overwhelming

Damon once, and his response was characteristically blunt. “Cicely’s the type who’s been coddled and praised her whole life. If you’re all sweetness and light with her,

than laying out the stark choices: no way back, move forward or

wanted to bolt. Even married, she didn’t think he would let

choice

blush mentioning other people’s weddings?” Cicely snapped, seizing

any of your concern?” Damon’s voice

you maybe also stay out of my business? Whether I want a wedding

you think I enjoy meddling in

what? My wedding is

tree desperately needs to be picked. You hold a wedding, and I’ll

you want to offload that

you. Are you sure you don’t want

words, especially when he said something held “priceless”

“Keep planning the wedding.”

“I

was unyielding, “I don’t care what you want. I’m determined to get rid of that thing, and you’re going to want it whether you like it or

to

dismissively, “Want to try

throat. Then she watched, stupefied, as Damon called

wedding. Keep the arrangements

Cicely was speechless.

at Cicely. It

She was stunned.

well have been saved by me. You like to play with life and death, huh? Well, if you don’t hold that wedding, I’ll be displeased.

lightheaded, “Is

expression was unreadable,

in the corner, playing piano with Hugo, fully aware of the commotion in the living room

stormed off, leaving the pistol on the coffee

*

asked her why she suddenly agreed to a wedding. Cicely’s mood was erratic as she absentmindedly scrolled through her phone. “Curious about what kind of surprise Damon has in store.” Each word seemed

to go abroad. Let’s have it in P City,

“Okay.”

*

bill of health, and the wedding

to Cicely’s liking from three years

largest hotel was booked out entirely. Every road was cleared from

the hotel, flopping onto the bed to continue sleeping. She showed no signs of

shower, wrapped herself in a bathrobe, and sat in front of the vanity mirror, stifling a yawn. The makeup artists hesitantly approached to do her makeup. Once done, they

stood up, clutching her robe,

wedding dress hasn’t arrived

wedding, yet hadn’t expected that everything

dress. Maybe she was

she had done, the deliberate suppression of memories, including the regrets that felt even

longer. Mr. Diaz wouldn’t have planned such an elaborate wedding to mess up the

restless and

there was a

makeup artists lit up with hope, “It must be the dress.” They hurried to the door

for the delay. May I

dress. There’s only Ms. Cicely and Mr. Diaz’s wedding in this hotel today. You

was frantic;

“Alright, thank you.”

the inner room, overheard the conversation and

Her heart clenched.

memory of that man, protecting her without regard for his own life, grievously injured yet still looking for a wedding dress for her, and his apology as he lay bloodied, regretting his absence from

had promised her, after

memories. It couldn’t be. It

would never show up at her wedding.

makeup artist came in, carrying the wedding dress bag, beaming as if she were the bride. “Mrs.

neutral, and walked into the

wedding gown like a precious relic. They knew that the dress chosen for Mrs. Diaz’s wedding would be

chiffon sleeves, traced with silver

swear, Mrs. Diaz is gonna be the most beautiful bride the world has

dress is a

gonna blow

seemed to lack the same joy. It wasn’t that she didn’t

gaze dropped to her reflection in the mirror, and she took

has regrets.” She

your love, a man who cherishes you more than life itself. You are, and will be, happy. Let the past be the past, along with its regrets. The ones who love you wish for your

turned to

on the wedding dress being held aloft by two assistants. Her emotions fluctuated wildly from surprise to anger, to sorrow,

the past, or did he believe she loved this dress

he should know, this dress, for her, was nothing

makeup artist stuttered, taken aback by

make such

But this was…

thoughts ground to a halt, her mind taut as a bowstring. After a long moment, she suddenly burst out of the room, clad only in her robe, flinging open the door of the hotel suite. There was no one

artist chased after

the sound of the makeup artist’s

voice broke,

know him.”

urgency. “What

makeup artist hesitated, fearing her words might crush Cicely’s spirit, but she described the stranger as best as she could. “He

heart skipped a beat, her world buzzing, her legs nearly giving way beneath

A white suit…

her face as she slowly

it be him? Was Issac

“Cicely…”

behind. Cicely turned to see a striking woman in a soft green sheath dress, her makeup light and refined, her figure delicate and graceful, her hair softly curled, radiating

woman’s eyes and spilled over. Her lips quivered as she ran to Cicely and embraced her, burying her head in Cicely’s chest, sobbing in a way that shook her poised image. “I hate you. Are you crazy? So many people

own emotions, was touched by the woman’s outburst but

whispered her

red and accusatory. “You haven’t forgotten

slightly. “Congratulations, you’ve become a renowned international

International Pine Forest Film Festival, Emiliana had

would’ve been too ashamed to face you

been helping her. When domestic resources favored Danielle, Seth boldly recommended Emiliana overseas. He provided the

an opportunity slip by. Now, with her

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