A shiver of ice threaded its way through Cicely’s being, chilling her to the core. She rose from his embrace, her freshly dried hair cascading over her shoulders. Her natural, uncolored locks made her complexion appear even more luminous. “What are you getting at?”

Seth stared at her with an inscrutable gaze, his dark eyes betraying none of their secrets.

“I want to be with you, in every way possible. We should live under the same roof, sleep in the same bed, and Hugo should call me Dad and you Mom. We should be a family, officially. So…”

He paused, then continued, “Can we get married? Will you marry me? Can I marry you?”

Cicely blinked, momentarily lost for words. Her mind was a whirl of kitchen knives, blood, and emergency rooms.

“I don’t want to wait anymore.” Seth’s tone was even. “So is it true that if I pay back Issac’s life, you’ll agree to marry me?”d2

Cicely stared at him for a long time, wanting to scoff, but her lips merely twitched. “Am I going to marry a dead man?”

Seth pressed his lips together, “Let’s have the wedding first.”

“Have the wedding and then have me play the grieving widow? I’m telling you, Seth, that’s not happening. If you die, I’ll move on with Hugo and remarry immediately.”

A shadow crossed Seth’s brow, a chill creeping into his gaze. “Try remarrying, and see what happens.”

“What does it matter to you if you’re dead?”

Seth let out a cold laugh, “If you dare remarry, I’d turn the underworld upside down just to come back and find you.”

Cicely caught her breath, instinctively inhaling sharply. “You’re insane.” Anger turned her face ashen, her breathing uneven.

Seth simply pulled her close, guiding her to sit on his lap. “So, did you just agree to marry me?”

Cicely furrowed her brows, “Are you dreaming?”

“Weren’t you talking about remarrying?”

Cicely hesitated, “Were you serious just now?”

Seth’s voice was husky as he kissed her cheek, “Yeah, I want to marry you.”

Cicely looked down, her delicate face tense, “I was talking about Issac!”

Seth didn’t reply, burying his face in the crook of her neck with a soft “hmm.”

Pushing his hands away, Cicely drew back. “That’s enough.”

Seth watched her impassively, his voice deepening, “Enough of what?”

“I said it’s enough.” she reiterated coldly. “You win, okay? I can’t stand to see you hurt or dead. The thought of you in surgery had me scared to death. Is marriage what you want? Fine, I’ll marry you.”

“Damon says the most important thing in life is to be comfortable. Grandpa says the dead will never be as important as the living. Everyone thinks I’m being melodramatic, tossing and turning until I nearly lose you to know fear. They all live so freely and clearly, each one convinced that you love me more than anyone else, dropping hints left and right to make me let go.

“Yes, they’re right. I’m being ridiculously sentimental. I’m holding on to my righteousness too tightly.”

Seth listened quietly, his hand soothingly stroking her back, his expression calm. “Though I dislike others meddling in our affairs, and even less so that you were persuaded by them to be with me, I’m still grateful. As long as there’s a reason for you to be with me, no matter who says it or what they say, I’ll accept it.”

Cicely clenched her fist.

Seth looked up at her, “When you said you still loved me, I was happy, but that was all. You loved me three years ago, yet you still left me. Now, I just want you with me. I don’t expect your love; my love for you is enough. But if your love for me is a reason for you to stay, that’s all I could ever ask for.”

She closed her eyes as her lashes trembled slightly. He’d said too much. More than once, he expressed his determination to be with her.

Before, he would never speak of it, but now, he feared she wouldn’t understand. Some of the words were so honest that one would love them and hate them.

She said she loved him, and to him, it was just a pleasant thought. If he only said pretty words, it wouldn’t be him, and she wouldn’t believe it.

Honesty often grates.

He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself.

Cicely continued, “I’m new at this, not as enlightened as they are. Right or wrong, stubborn or obsessive, it’s fair for them to point things out. But it’s not like I have to agree with everything they say.

“It’s not about forgiveness. I don’t pity you, nor am I compromising because you’re relentless. I don’t have time for convoluted thoughts. I simply want to. I want to make my life better. I still love you, and I won’t fall for another man. I can’t share a bed with another man, let alone… you know. I don’t want to live like a widow at such a young age. You’re rich, powerful, capable, and you love me to death. By being with you, I have everything to gain.”

“Get married?” Cicely echoed, then nodded. “If you take good care of me, provide for me, and can handle my tantrums and mood swings, then I’ll marry you.”

Seth’s caressing hand paused. Cicely looked at him, “What? Can’t do it?”

His eyes darkened, “That’s it?”

“That’s what?”

“Keeping you happy, affording you, and handling your mood swings.”

Cicely raised an eyebrow, “Not enough?”

He pulled her close, his voice muffled against her neck. “Ask for more. Demand more. Otherwise, I won’t feel secure.”

“I’ll think of more later. If you’re insecure, then don’t marry me. Let go. I want to sleep.”

Cicely reached out to push him, only to be held tighter. Seth’s low, husky, dulcet voice coming from the crook of her neck. “I will.”

“Oh, are you still bringing up Issac?”

“Yeah.”

“Good. Then I won’t marry you.”

He hugged her tighter, “I won’t mention him.”

Cicely’s gaze softened, “Let go, I’m tired.”

Seth hesitated, then held her gaze without letting go, “You napped this afternoon.”

“So?”

“You’ve been abstinent for two months. Do you need me to take care of you?”

Cicely stiffened, her face flushing a sudden red as she pushed him away and scrambled onto the bed. “I don’t need it!”

“It’s been two months…”

“I’ve been fine for three years. Get out, Seth. You’re still injured, you must be out of your mind.”

Seth turned and followed her, “I can find other ways to help you.”

Cicely burrowed under the covers, her voice muffled but tinged with irritation. “If you say that again, get off the bed.”

*

The next day, while Cicely was still nestled in the cocoon of sleep, the news of her impending marriage to Seth had swept across the internet like wildfire.

Ever since Seth had parked himself at her place, she rarely had the chance to make Hugo’s breakfast. It wasn’t that she was shirking her duties, but with Aunt Lana and Seth falling over each other to tend to Hugo, sparks flied, and she figured she might as well bow out. It meant more freedom for her.

When she awoke, Seth was nowhere to be seen. She stretched languidly, propped herself up against the headboard, and lazily reached for her smartphone on the nightstand.

When she skimmed through the news, her drowsy gaze sharpened at the sight of headlines blaring about her marriage to Seth.

She headed downstairs for a bite. Seth must have timed her descent perfectly, because the moment she appeared at the top of the stairs, there he was, waiting. “Take a seat in the dining room. Breakfast will be ready in two.”

Sitting down, Cicely leaned on the table, watching Seth bring out breakfast from the kitchen. “Everyone online is talking about us getting married. Did you do this?”

“To ward off any hopeful contenders.” Seth slid into the seat beside her, cracking an egg and peeling it for her. “You don’t like it?”

She shook her head as she picked up her utensils, “Not at all.”

Seth fed her the egg, bite by bite, until it was gone. Then she spoke up again. “Let’s just get the marriage license sorted, no need for a wedding.”

Seth’s gaze darkened slightly, and he reached for a napkin, meticulously wiping his fingers. Silence settled over the dining room.

Cicely had finished her breakfast and set down her fork that Seth stood to clear the plates. Suddenly, she said, “Being together is what matters, right? It’s just a formality. It’s not that important.”

Seth paused with the dishes in hand, waiting for her to finish. “They’re the same wedding planners you hired back in the day, you know. They didn’t think you found weddings unimportant then.”

Cicely hesitated, not expecting him to move so fast, to have already contacted the wedding planners. “Back then, I was young and full of vanity. I wanted a wedding that was grand and exquisite to announce to the world I was marrying you. Now, I think…”

“Cicely,” Seth cut her off, “no woman doesn’t want a wedding.”

She smiled, “Chloe didn’t have one, did she?”

would let

silent. She knew Damon adored Chloe. He’d rushed back for their engagement party, so of course,

want the fuss. Everyone knows we’re getting married. We don’t need a ceremony.” Cicely was firm, her heart set against reliving imperfect memories that would force her

“I’ve already started planning.”

Her tone left no room for

for a long

back into the kitchen, his dejected figure stirring a bitterness in

into the kitchen and wrapped her arms around his waist from behind. “Let’s go get

gaze fixed on the running

an obvious attempt to soothe him,

towel, dried his hands, and turned to face her. “We’ll buy new

smiled, “I’ll shop

was rare for Seth to see Cicely smile like this in his presence, her eyes soft and filled with

*

Cicely to get their marriage license. The entrance to the registry office was swarming

to protect Seth and Cicely, but the

congratulations

where will

the media be invited to the

media outlets dared to cross Seth, and since they couldn’t ask about Danielle, they stuck to the happy occasion. But Seth seemed somber, his face devoid of joy even though he’d just remarried Ms. Cicely and gotten what he

for the well wishes, but a ceremony isn’t

but back then, you didn’t have a ceremony,

didn’t waver, “The wedding isn’t what’s important. What matters

media turned to the silent Seth, finally realizing that he was genuinely unhappy. Sensing

the news of their license and the absence of a wedding spread far and wide.

forward to Ms. Cicely’s wedding, expecting unparalleled luxury, a feast for the eyes, but it fell

all? A beautiful bride, and a handsome groom, just

with them back together, a grand wedding was back on the

bodyguard died saving her wedding dress. Maybe she’s

The conversation dwindled.

it was a big deal, and

*

to

Seth was at the office, and she had time to spare to visit Chloe. To bump into Damon, who should have been busy with business affairs, in broad daylight was just

Years of navigating the high seas of corporate strategy had honed his ability to exert an overwhelming force whenever he spoke, especially around her,

with Damon once, and his response was characteristically blunt. “Cicely’s the type who’s been coddled and praised her whole life.

Sugarcoating words for Cicely was less effective than laying out the stark choices: no way back, move forward or stand

Damon, she wanted to bolt. Even married, she didn’t think

is your choice about the

other people’s weddings?” Cicely snapped, seizing the rare opportunity to

your concern?”

him a defiant look. “So could you maybe also stay out of my business?

I enjoy

what? My wedding is none of your concern,

to fall from my tree desperately needs to be picked. You

scoffed, “So you want to offload

you. Are

speechless. Few dared to question Damon’s words, especially when he said something held “priceless” significance. She

“Keep planning the wedding.”

protested, “I

“I don’t care what you want. I’m determined to get rid of that thing, and you’re going to want it whether you like

are you going to do? Chain me to the wedding

dismissively, “Want

in her throat. Then she watched, stupefied, as Damon

the wedding. Keep

Cicely was speechless.

tossed something at

She was stunned.

you don’t hold that wedding, I’ll be displeased. If he can’t do it, he can just

felt lightheaded, “Is

expression was

of the commotion in the living

the

*

she absentmindedly scrolled through her phone. “Curious about what kind of surprise Damon

top. No need to go abroad. Let’s have it in P City, Grandpa can’t

“Okay.”

*

bill of health, and the wedding day finally

of the arrangements were to Cicely’s

largest hotel was booked out entirely. Every road was cleared from eight to midnight, though no one spoke

bed to continue sleeping. She showed no signs of a bride-to-be. The makeup artists didn’t dare to make a

sat in front of the vanity mirror, stifling a yawn. The makeup artists hesitantly

frowned, stood up, clutching her robe, and asked,

wedding dress

She had no hand in this wedding, yet hadn’t expected that everything would be

dress. Always the dress. Maybe she was never meant to

memories, including the regrets that felt even more poignant today, it all seemed to have been in vain as they came rushing

longer. Mr. Diaz wouldn’t have planned such an elaborate wedding to

increasingly restless

as her patience ran out, there

hope, “It must be

sorry for the

only Ms. Cicely and Mr. Diaz’s

was frantic; time was

“Alright, thank you.”

and thought the

Her heart clenched.

her without regard for his own life, grievously injured yet still looking for a wedding dress for her, and his apology as he lay bloodied, regretting his absence

had promised her, after

shut her eyes tightly, pushing down those memories. It couldn’t be. It was probably just

show up at her wedding. He

in, carrying the wedding dress bag, beaming as if she were the

her expression neutral,

delicately cradling the wedding gown like a precious relic. They knew that the dress chosen for Mrs. Diaz’s wedding would be extraordinary, but upon unveiling it, a collective gasp sliced through the air. It was

dress was adorned with diamonds, draped with chiffon sleeves, traced with silver thread, the train cascaded down like a

the most beautiful bride the world has ever seen,” one

is a

gonna blow everyone

to lack the same joy. It wasn’t that she didn’t appreciate the compliments;

in the mirror, and she took a deep breath, curving

everyone has regrets.”

love, a man who cherishes you more than life itself. You are, and will be, happy. Let the past be the past, along with its regrets. The ones who love you wish for your happiness. So you must

long breath and turned to the makeup artist.

wildly from surprise to anger, to sorrow, to vulnerability, and finally to the brink of collapse. Each expression was a poignant testament

he think it best to cling to the standards of the past, or did he believe she loved this dress so much back then that he simply wanted to

know, this dress, for her, was nothing but a sorrowful memory. He couldn’t have

the makeup artist stuttered, taken aback by

back to reality. She couldn’t believe Seth would make such an arrangement, for their shared memories were even more significant to

But this was…

bowstring. After a long moment, she suddenly burst out of the room, clad only in her robe, flinging open the door of the hotel suite. There was no one in the corridor. The bride’s room was arranged on an absolutely

artist chased after her,

artist’s voice, she turned, a mix of hope

voice broke,

don’t know him.” the artist replied

nervous urgency. “What did

stranger as best as she could. “He

buzzing, her legs nearly giving

A white suit…

her face as she slowly covered her mouth with trembling

him? Was Issac

“Cicely…”

to see a striking woman in a soft green sheath dress, her

in Cicely’s chest, sobbing in a way that shook her poised image.

touched by the woman’s outburst but managed

whispered her

eyes red and accusatory. “You haven’t forgotten

“Congratulations, you’ve become a renowned

seven days earlier, at the International Pine Forest Film Festival, Emiliana had won

too ashamed to face

been helping her. When domestic resources favored Danielle, Seth boldly recommended Emiliana overseas. He provided the learning and

about Seth, Emiliana couldn’t let such an opportunity slip by. Now, with her swift acclaim, she had outshone even

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