Chapter 183

Sabrina’s POV:

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My head swam with all that I had just heard. The king’s words rang in my head. His apologies, the softness he spoke with, the things I had never imagined that he would admit to me. It felt surreal, like I was in a hazy dream of sunlight and glitter.

After we were done talking, I headed down to the room I had stayed in, back in Caldan’s wing. Being back here did bring back a lot of memories but I was too in shock by the king’s confession to actually dwell on any of them.

I wasn’t going to lie and say that my girly little heart didn’t feel flattered by all he said, by the way he felt about me. And I was glad, relieved even that we shared the same feelings for each other..what I felt for him, he felt for me too.

There was no shame, no judgment, just plain truth.

But at the same time, his actions to me did hurt me a lot. And that wasn’t going to be fixed with a simple “I’m sorry.”

I paused, startled.

What was I saying? I had already forgiven him. The moment he laid his heart bare at my feet. I forgave him.

“Oh well,” I said to myself with a lazy shrug. I may have forgiven him, but things were still stagnant between us.

I wasn’t going to jump into his bed. No. Not that easily.

For him to have that access to me again, he would have to work for it. My forgiveness may have come too hasty and too easy, but everything else won’t be like that.

It’s fine. That makes up for the quick forgiveness.

I looked around the room and i sighed. I remember the conversation we had before I came down here.

“Pack up your things,” He had said after he stepped back from the hug he forced me into. “You’re coming back to my wing”

challenged his eyes. “I am not coming back as a prisoner or as

I didn’t mean for my words

narrowed my eyes, still shocked

vulnerable he had gotten with

wake up and I was

as an emotionless and heartless monster. I wasn’t used to this raw display of emotion and feelings. I appreciated it, a lot and

a knock had sounded on that door, it was Caldan behind it. Trying to get in and into

But Caldan was gone. At least

opened and Rose walked in. I exhaled a soft breath of

morning miss, I came to find you. You weren’t here, and I thought you were in sir Caldan’s room.” She

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gag. “Please, do not bring it up every again. I

nodded. “Do you need anything? A bath, some

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what to do with her, Caldan gave her to me as my maid, and now he’s gone I don’t see

should I take her with me to the King’s

had much time to establish a relationship, so I don’t think I can

I’ll take care of what I need.” I said as kindly as I could,

frowned, disturbed. “Is everything

fine. Don’t worry about

then she nodded and bowed. “Have a good day. I’ll be there if you need

“Thank you, Rose.”

left, leaving me to try and

the room, wondering what to pack. At

me of Caldan. The clothes I wore, each gown had a memory of him etched to it. And the last thing I wanted was to remember him. My plan was to fully erase every trace of him in my life.

All the depraved things he said to me, the ways he was going to violate and

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