The Forgotten Luna by Cassandra M

Chapter 32

ADESSA.

"The men who took you, did they hurt you?" He asked, and I contemplated whether I should admit my crime, but I didn't want to. Telling someone I killed two people meant I really did it. I was still trying to pretend it was just a nightmare. "No. I was able to get away." I replied before throwing another question to distract him. "So, you and Desiree. Did you get married?"

"What?"

"You said your wife might be hunting you and..."

"I'm sure I said that so he wouldn't wonder why people are looking for you just in case they come here."

"Well, I just want to know." I smiled, pleased that he got distracted, but I knew sooner or later, we would be back on this topic. "Nope. Not married. Not engaged. Divorcee here." He said.

I dropped my gaze away from him, shaking my head and forcing a laugh. "Yeah, right."

Then, my stomach growled.

My head tilted up, and I met Kael's eyes. I smiled, embarrassed, as I placed my hands against my tummy. "I'm sorry."

His eyes flew to the side table where a phone was sitting. "Do you know the number for the reception?"

"Just press 9," I replied.

Kael didn't say more and picked up the phone. He pressed the button connecting to the man downstair and asked him if he could buy us something to eat. The man informed him that there was a fast food place nearby. They agreed, and Kael would pay him for the food and his service when he delivered it up here.

I was sure I heard the man accept the extra job excitedly, knowing he would get paid more.

me eat first because I was really hungry. I was not even sure how I could stand straight at the moment because I was already feeling dizzy while

you ate?"

was really hungry. So I decided to tell him the truth. "Last night. I ate the last of my food stock, which was

creased before his eyebrows raised, waiting for me to explain further, so

"And the groceries I bought just now, I had to drop them because they were making me slow down

the items I picked up to make sure I wouldn't go over my allowed expenses only for me to throw

to stop more tears from falling, but I wasn't succeeding. "I don't know what I did wrong that everything is falling apart for me. These past few days, these past few weeks, I felt like a mouse trapped in this world,

"Adessa..."

coma. I washed you, clipped your nails, and shaved your beard. I brushed your hair. I changed your clothes. I took care of you, and the first thing you did when you woke

"Adessa..."

ask me how I was while you were sleeping. You were nice to everyone except me.

at the window, looking at the

wiped my tears and sat on the bed,

I wanted to say more but stopped myself. It

to be stronger these past two weeks-stronger than I had been my whole life. I refused to cry and

confused."

while. The room

it felt bigger, fuller and more

the ones Dexter attached to him for his daily medication. It was also why I was not there with him, as I didntlike seeing him prodding

coming out of his

him flinch

I had a wedding ring. Then, I was told I was married. Of course, I thought I

me. All the words I wanted to say got stuck in my throat, and I ended up

me with guilt. I could only imagine the pain she went through when I left her for you. And the fact that I

a while before