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Sophie’s pov

I feel the blood drain from my face as I read the note over and over again.

And every single time, I felt nausea crawl up my throat and feel the squeezing of my heart.

It’s painful.

Knowing he slept with her brought on pain, it hurt me so badly that I couldn’t breathe properly. I shakily closed the draw in disgust, my eyes filling up with tears.

Did he fuck her before he fucked me or after?

My heart squeezed even more as the thought hit me.

I gripped the phone harshly, my fingers trembling.

I bit into my bottom lip, nearly splitting it in the process.

This hurts.

And I know it shouldn’t.

I breathed out a shaky breath, blinking but that only re- sulted in the tears to roll down my cheeks.

My lungs burn and I shakily place the phone on the desk.

Come on Sophie. Get a grip!

He has hurt you before, you knew he was a manwhore. Nothing has changed. Why are you still making this hurt you?

I let out shaky breaths, hoping to ease my heart and stop the burning in my throat.

I was supposed to be strong when it comes to him and yet I am still the girl who gets butt hurt when Aiden does things like this.

I gripped the edge of the desk and pushed the chair back a little and buried my face in my hands.

whispered, soaking my palms

tears.

all my fault for making him hurt me when he clearly didn’t have

feeling

grip on yourself! If Mila was here she’d surely smack you across your head or yell at you to pull

to comfort myself but instead, the tears kept flow- ing because inwardly I knew that my stupid heart still loved Aiden. Even after all these

didn’t mean that I had to succumb to these

thought we were over crying over him, Sophie? My con-

and it’s not like you two were ever a thing. You were never a thing in high school,

you and

My conscience reminded

was right. Aiden would always hurt me. And I should’ve seen this coming, even if it was unintentional-

should’ve guarded my heart for this. I was stupid. Those little words he just said to me messed with my head and my heart again and I unknowingly opened my heart for him again, not knowing that

Now pull yourself together and show him that you don’t care for him at

what he does or who he’s

eyes, straightening

I got this.

the nasty red lace thong

Focus on Ashton. Not his asshole of

my hand through my hair and then wiped the remaining tears that

eyes and cheeks are dry, I make sure the phone is working

rings five times before her curious and confused voice

knocking on each other and

at a bad

cleared my throat. “Mila it’s

you steal because….” She drawled out

tightly before opening them to con- fess. “I’m at

my hand brutally, my throat hurt- ing when I said his

he do?” Mila rushed

I felt a migraine lurk behind my lids. “He uhm….” Sighing

his shoulder and literally didn’t let me go until we got

with- in shockingly

She was that crazy.

good thing? You

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