Chapter 10

“Ari’s just curious, Rafe,” Jesse says, still laughing and grinning, looking around to see if anyone noticed, but there’s no one behind us in line for the shower stalls yet and everyone else is too busy to care. “He’s led a sheltered life.”

“And he’s going to continue to lead a sheltered life,” Rafe growls, glaring first at Jesse and then at me. “I’m serious, Ari – this is not…” he stumbles now, searching for words.

“A meat market?” Jesse whispers wickedly, making me blush again.

“Fine,” Rafe snaps, taking another step forward as another shower clears. “For a lack of a better term, yes.” He grabs my arm, leaning down to hiss in my ear. “We took you from home a virgin, Ariel, and whenever it is that you go home? You’ll be returning the same way. So, if you had any ideas otherwise, get them out of your head now.”

I gasp, appalled, and shove my brother away. “Ew, Rafe! How did that!?” I look between Rafe and Jesse, shocked.

– how do

how do you even know

“Oh, come on, Ari,” Jesse says, giving me a sad little smile. “When would you have had the chance? Uncle Dominic keeps you locked down –“

My jaw drops again as I stare between them, realizing that…that…

“Oh my god,” I gasp, looking between them. “Are you two…are you not virgins!?”

Jesse laughs and gives a little shrug, playing it off like it’s not a big deal, but Rafe just clenches his jaw and stares forward at the shower stalls. Only a faint touch of pink on his cheekbones gives away the fact that he’s hiding something from me.

“Rafe!” I shriek, swatting at him. “Who was it!?”

“Stop. Shrieking,” he snaps, glaring at me and knocking my hand away. I purse my lips, tucking my hands behind my back and admitting, at least internally, that – okay – maybe that was a little more girlish than I’d like. But still!

“Seriously, Rafe,” I say, lifting my chin at him and demanding an answer. “Who did – who did you

-“I blush again and curse my stupid cheeks.

“We’re not talking about this,” Rafe snaps, ending the conversation as he strides into a newly vacated shower stall, whipping the curtain closed behind him.

I spin on Jesse now, the same question in my eyes.

“I don’t kiss and tell,” Jesse says, shaking his head with a smirk. I glare at him and he laughs, but then he gestures forward to an empty stall. “Go on, Ari. I’ll see you on the other side.”

and hurry into the stall, yanking the curtain closed and stripping down before letting the hot water run all over me, fuming over the hypocrisy of my

I guess the less thought on that,

the hot water

do? I mean, my attraction to my mates is undeniable, and my wolf basically salivates after them all day – but emotionally, am I ready for that? And even if I were…the Academy is notoriously rigorous, and there are more cuts once you’re admitted as a cadet. Half the reason that

two mates just be an incredible distraction, if I even get inside the castle walls? Am I really willing to

Or more?

as I turn the water off, shaking my head, not knowing at all how I feel or what I want. But…maybe I don’t have to decide today, right

the way Jackson smells,

memory of both sends shivers down my spine.

probably have brought a set of fresh fatigues or something else to change into – I still haven’t decided what I think or feel about any of it. Jesse steps immediately forward and subtly scent marks me at my neck

wearing your dirty clothes,” Jesse murmurs, slinging an arm around my shoulders as

OP

a towel wrapped around their waists like most of the other candidates.

I twist

side, glancing to the right to where Luca and Jackson’s beds are, subtly considering that maybe it’s

go get dinner,” Rafe says, quickly pulling on a t–shirt and a pair of soft pants that he’ll sleep in before heading off to the mess hall. Evening meal is simple for the first couple of months – they give us hot breakfast in the morning and a big lunch, but it’s just wrapped sandwiches and bottled water

sits down on his bunk, patting the next to him in

on, Ari,” he says, friendly but stern.

spot

able to look him in the eye, but desperately tempted to tell him. Jesse – he’s always been a friend and a great listener, and I’m

Will

me about it, or I tell Rafe and let him interrogate

at him with big pleading

I would, cousin,” he says, bumping his shoulder into mine. “But when tackle me in bed and make me scent

way out of this, and I…tell him.

it – about how I wanted to get clean, and how the showers were

covering his face with his hands and falling back on his mattress. “Who caught you?” Jesse’s

even though he can’t see me. “Secret’s safe.”

little so he can see my

to him about it. When my wolf gives me an encouraging little prod with her nose, telling me to trust him, I lean forward.

open for way too long – until I start to worry

hiss, giving him a sudden shove

snapping out of it and sitting up fast. He grabs me by my shoulders. “Are you…are you

eyes wide and scared like I’ve told him the worst thing

heard.

Well, my

says, turning in an anxious circle inside of me. At least

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