Chapter 13

I sigh and drop my head back on my pillow as I finish my sandwich, curling up tight and pressing my eyes shut, going over every moment of my conversation with Luca in my

head.

Thinking about his handsome face, the way his eyes fell to my mouth, the ran down his spine —

The fact that I did that to him…

This is…

I sigh, feeling suddenly overwhelmed.

Because this is getting into some dangerous grounds, isn’t it?

way

the shiver

Some wonderful grounds, my wolf corrects, curling into a little crescent and tucking her nose warmly beneath the edge of her tail. Sneak back over – let’s see if we can make him go all shivery again!

No, I growl inwardly, shaking my head. Because as much as I’m completely distracted and fascinated by my new connections, I have to resist the urge to explore them right now. There’s far too much at stake –

If I let Luca or Jackson in too much, I could get caught and then I risk losing my shot at trying myself in the Academy and I’ll risk having to go home and fulfill my promise to marry Prince Edward. As much as I’m intrigued…

I have to keep my distance. Which means doing my best to avoid my mates during the two weeks of candidacy.

I can do that, right? Mates are forever – I will have time to explore my connections with them later, and right now I need to turn my mind to other things.

I can do this, I tell myself with a steady nod, my eyes still pressed shut.

No you can’t, my wolf sighs sleepily, closing her eyes.

But I just ignore her, determined, and steady my breathing, willing myself to fall asleep.

When a hand shakes my arm the next morning, I gasp awake out of a much–needed deep.

in

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dreamless sleep.

at me from his perch on the side of my

because it’s so quiet. Usually the mornings here are a mess of noise, all the candidates getting ready at once. I sit up and look around, realizing that everyone’s still in bed. So…

the side of the bed. “We’re going for a walk and a

off and hop down softly, taking note of the single finger pressed to Jesse’s lips as he glances towards the still–sleeping Rafe.

we’re going to be

for our morning ablutions and then out the door of the barracks. As we pass my bunk I smile at my brother’s sleeping form, grateful

there wasn’t much choice but to be

to the barracks and slips a friendly arm around my shoulders as we walk out into the dawn light, the fresh morning air bracing as

why are we able to just walk

pretty morning as we start out on a dirt track that leads towards the hills. “Candidates are all here voluntarily and they’re all determined to hold themselves to the rules. Because

come and

“Some cadets like to go for an early morning run. Which is what we’re doing.”

jaw drops open before I scowl at him. “You

and starting off on the track at a gentle jog. “Come on! You need to keep up!”

I hurry to catch up with my cousin, who I know is only doing this for my benefit anyway. I

for air while he, infuriatingly, barely breaks a sweat. When we get to the top of a hill he signals to

much fitter than me,” I gasp,

since we were kids.” He takes a deep breath, looking out over the gorgeous, hazy countryside with a smile. I follow his gaze as my breathing comes easier, likewise admiring the way that the hills roll and the early–morning clouds

got to become bastions of athletic prowess and I got to train to be a perfect wife and Queen.” I cross my arms, bitter as

Jesse says gently, letting me have my bitterness while still pointing out the truth. “That was all you.

ask, my eyes

your future at your moonlight baptism and that guy was not your mate – so why the hell would we let you go into a marriage that we knew would fail? But Aunt Ella said you had to be free to make your

this. “So, you knew the whole time too? And wait –

runs his hand through his

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a little bit.”

to smack him but laughing as I do. Jesse – he’s always been

your whole life to be a Queen, and it didn’t work out in that way, but the fact that your mate is here? Training for the Academy at the same time you are?” he shrugs and grins at me, a little baffled. “Honestly, I think it

“It

head a little at our inside

a little surprised to hear him use my full name in such serious tones. I raise my eyebrows, inviting him to

what to do, and that you’ve already got an overprotective big brother to play this role. But…” he hesitates and I step closer, wanting to

I ask, a little confused.

he hasn’t figured out who you are

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