Chapter 42

“What, is your subconscious homophobic?” I ask, continuing to be frustrated and a little annoyed at him for not believing me even though I’m telling him the truth and spilling a serious secret for his own good.

Because honestly! I could make out with him here! And I would be the only one who knew that it was real!

I’m doing this for him, to be fair, and yet he persists in not believing me! It’s very rude.

“It might be,” Luca says with a shrug, still looking down at me. “I wouldn’t think that it was, but here you are, still not kissing me, even though I keep trying. Honestly, Ari, being shut down by the figment of my own imagination is very annoying –”

“I’m real!” I insist again, this time through my teeth.

“Prove it,” he says, shrugging.

“Ask me anything!”

“That won’t work,” he says, turning his head to the side. “Anything you say is something I already know or think I know. No way to verify that it’s true.

“Fine,” I say, crossing my arms and lifting my chin. “Ask me something tomorrow, in real life – something impossible, that you’d never predict. I’ll give you the same answer here as I do then.”

Luca turns his head a little, considering. “That could work,” he murmurs, but then he turns back to me with a sly smile. “But in the meantime, you and I could, you know, fool around a little…”

In the distance, my wolf howls with delight.

“Whoa,” Luca says, turning to look for her. “What was that?”

“It was my wolf,” I sigh.

“Really?” he asks, and then the turns back to me, smirking. “Your wolf does…not sound adverse to the idea.” He leans more fully against the tree now, bringing his body closer to mine and kind of pinning me back against the trunk in a way that…

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Chapter 42

That I do not mind at all.

“Luca,” I sigh, and honestly I have to close my eyes as I turn my face away from him, because if I spend even a moment longer looking up at the shadows his long lashes cast against his cheeks…I am definitely going to do something I regret.

“What?” he asks softly, cupping my cheek in his palm and turning my face back to his, his hand and his voice both impossibly gentle. “What do you want, Ari?”

And his question…I know instinctually that there are layers to it. That he’s asking me what I want, but also what I like –

want to

precisely I want him to

or not I want him to pull me tight against him as he

in a way that feels….god, it feels fucking amazing, his body pressed flush against mine. “I want you to ask me a question.”

laughs darkly and my eyes fly open, already glaring. “Not that kind of question,” I

the skin of my cheek. “Real–Ari had my

cream,” I answer immediately, “with

because I stand by what I decided last time. It is not fair to be in this dream state with him and

both very clearly want

going to know that it’s real.

top?” Luca asks, teasing – because, I mean, it is a very girly desert. “Of course sprinkles,” I murmur,

for one last second. I hesitate, but then I lift my hands, and let

imagine what his bare skin would feel like under my fingertips.

passes through

he growls, leaning in

I turn my head, and press my eyes shut, and will the dream

I clench my teeth with a groan, turning and burying my face into

sorry for myself, cursing myself vehemently for having a sense of ethics and the willpower to stop Luca from doing something

it I wanted to kiss

have the chance – because Luca, he just wanted to kiss the figment of his imagination that looks like me so he can figure out how he’s feeling. As

run screaming

I sigh, curling up in my pillows and wrapping myself up in my soft white duvet, considering it. Because Luca – he still thinks I’m a boy, and as much as he’s willing to subconsciously

think that he is straight, and that I’m just unfairly confusing him because I’m his mate underneath this boy

revealed today how tenuous my secret already is. And as much as I’m fine with Ben knowing… Luca? My mate? It’s a

school, because failing to do so means

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just, just gotten hold of the thing I never knew I always wanted:

all ready to give that up

for the chance to

to try and go back to sleep – a state which feels very, very far away right

and Rafe wake up early, some kind of Alpha alarm clock that I was not

little cousin!” Jesse shouts, throwing a pillow into the open curtain of my nook. I jump and shrick when it hits me right in the head.

growl, pulling the blankets

says, laughing and yanking my

duvet

I ask, sitting up finally when I realize they’re not going to leave me in

he walks out of the bathroom, brushing as he strides around the room in his underwear, getting ready

and grab it, yawning so wide my jaw cracks. As I pull my boot on I hope that there’s coffee with breakfast – because while dream states do happen while you’re

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