Chapter 42

“What, is your subconscious homophobic?” I ask, continuing to be frustrated and a little annoyed at him for not believing me even though I’m telling him the truth and spilling a serious secret for his own good.

Because honestly! I could make out with him here! And I would be the only one who knew that it was real!

I’m doing this for him, to be fair, and yet he persists in not believing me! It’s very rude.

“It might be,” Luca says with a shrug, still looking down at me. “I wouldn’t think that it was, but here you are, still not kissing me, even though I keep trying. Honestly, Ari, being shut down by the figment of my own imagination is very annoying –”

“I’m real!” I insist again, this time through my teeth.

“Prove it,” he says, shrugging.

“Ask me anything!”

“That won’t work,” he says, turning his head to the side. “Anything you say is something I already know or think I know. No way to verify that it’s true.

“Fine,” I say, crossing my arms and lifting my chin. “Ask me something tomorrow, in real life – something impossible, that you’d never predict. I’ll give you the same answer here as I do then.”

Luca turns his head a little, considering. “That could work,” he murmurs, but then he turns back to me with a sly smile. “But in the meantime, you and I could, you know, fool around a little…”

In the distance, my wolf howls with delight.

“Whoa,” Luca says, turning to look for her. “What was that?”

“It was my wolf,” I sigh.

“Really?” he asks, and then the turns back to me, smirking. “Your wolf does…not sound adverse to the idea.” He leans more fully against the tree now, bringing his body closer to mine and kind of pinning me back against the trunk in a way that…

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That I do not mind at all.

“Luca,” I sigh, and honestly I have to close my eyes as I turn my face away from him, because if I spend even a moment longer looking up at the shadows his long lashes cast against his cheeks…I am definitely going to do something I regret.

“What?” he asks softly, cupping my cheek in his palm and turning my face back to his, his hand and his voice both impossibly gentle. “What do you want, Ari?”

And his question…I know instinctually that there are layers to it. That he’s asking me what I want, but also what I like –

want to be

want him to put

want him to pull me tight against him as he presses his

against the tree in a way that feels….god, it feels fucking amazing, his body pressed flush against

fly open, already glaring. “Not that kind of question,” I growl, and he laughs

he whispers, playing my game even as he strokes his thumb along the skin of my cheek. “Real–Ari had my nan’s coffee cake tonight, which is my favorite desert. What’s yours?”

I answer

last time. It is not fair to be in this dream state with him and be

both very clearly want

both going to

very girly desert. “Of course sprinkles,” I murmur, sighing as I take one last look of

last second. I hesitate, but then I lift my hands, and let my

moment, I let myself imagine what his bare skin would feel like under my fingertips.

hard shudder passes through Luca’s body.

it, Ari,” he growls, leaning

my head, and press my eyes shut, and will the

fly open in my bed and I clench my teeth with a groan, turning and burying my face into a pillow to stifle the sound

cursing myself vehemently for having a sense of ethics and the willpower to stop Luca from doing something

damn it, god damn it I wanted

wanted to kiss the figment of his imagination that looks like me so he can figure out how he’s feeling. As soon

going to run screaming from the

pillows and wrapping myself up in my soft white duvet, considering it. Because Luca – he still thinks

just unfairly confusing

tenuous my secret already is. And as much as I’m fine with Ben knowing… Luca? My mate? It’s a different story – an unpredictable level of

school, because failing to do so means

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gotten hold of the thing I never knew I always wanted: a chance at

I am not at all ready to give that

chance to make

I sigh, turning over again in my blankets, and I close my eyes and force myself to try and go back to sleep – a state which feels very, very

kind of Alpha alarm clock that I was not born with making them rise before sun.

throwing a pillow into the open curtain of my nook. I jump and shrick when it

extra hour of sleep,” I growl,

if they want breakfast, they don’t,” Rafe says, laughing and yanking my

duvet

ask, sitting up finally when I realize they’re not going to leave me

Jesse says around his toothbrush as he walks out of the bathroom, brushing as he strides around the room in his underwear, getting ready for

direction as he takes Jesse’s place in the bathroom. I sigh and grab it, yawning so wide my jaw cracks. As I pull my boot on I hope that there’s coffee with breakfast – because while dream states do happen while you’re dreaming, I’m not sure

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