Chapter 0370

He shrugs, stopping there, perhaps sensing that I don't want all the details. Or wanting to keep them for himself. But I don't begrudge him that.

I frown a little, though, at this phrasing. "So..." I say carefully, softly. "Did you not..."

*If you're asking if I wanted to," he murmurs, lifting his eyes to mine. "I did. That wasn't...the problem."

"Was there a problem?"

"No," he replies, earnest. "I mean, I liked it. I liked it a lot. We did it again, a couple more times after that day. They sent us out into the woods more often, and we'd collect wood, and sometimes she'd be there and sometimes she wouldn't. But when she was there, I was thrilled - and she was happy too, I could tell. We got closer, enjoyed each other's company, liked..." he sighs, and shakes his head a little like he doesn't know how to explain it. "We liked the physical stuff too I know we did."

"That's good, though," I murmur, reaching out a hand and lightly tracing my fingers through his hair. "Isn't it?"

out into the woods still, but I just gathered wood,

the hell is going on in his world, that his girl was able to find him for a season and then

him carefully and we're both quiet for a long couple

do you feel about it?" I ask quietly, not knowing precisely how to feel myself and wanting his guidance. Because, on one hand, that sounds like....well, kind of like a perfectly lovely and acceptable way to lose your virginity. Two young people meeting in

I know that it's more complicated

we didn't even know we were unhappy in the barracks, not really, because...we didn't have

that I'm starting to. I sense, though, that there are so many layers to this - a depth of complication and emotion that I can't even get to, because

the other hand?" I murmur, continuing to run my fingers through

in anger. "Is that... didn't even....know what was happening. I was

a moment, not getting, and he inhales deeply, figuring out how

distance. "But I had

hair, because it is weird to talk about masturbation with people. Such a

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