I can't help it. I just get incredibly jealous.

"Tell me," Jackson urges, feeling the shift in my emotions, tightening his arms

around me.

"I just want to do that," I say, laughing a little, shaking my head, feeling petulant. "It sounds so cool, and important, and... vivid. I want to do that work, Jacks. I want to help."

He nods, humming his understanding, letting me have the space to speak.

"I just...Jacks, I don't know if I'm going to be a very normal kind of mom," I say quietly, worried about it. "I don't think I can do it."

"What's a normal mom?" Jackson asks, genuinely curious.

"Like my mom," I say quietly. "Dedicated to raising the kids and keeping the family together. Letting the man in the house take charge."

"She does more than that."

"I know," I say on a sigh. "But...mom and dad fall into some really normal gender roles. It works for them. Family has always come first for mom - she loves it."

don't think you'll love

the window at our vast and beautiful country. "But I love other things too. I think I'm more like my dad. I think I want and need to

know that he means it. “If it helps, I don't think I'm going to be a normal

turning to him, smiling up into his face. "You're going

cuddle closer, pressing a kiss to his

Jackson murmurs "And...I don't have any knowledge to back this up with, but I think that's all that really matters. And I

if they don't?" I ask, a little

his voice clearly belying the fact that he has no idea what he's talking about. Or what that punishment would even

he'd ever actually have the heart

burst out laughing

a great deal. Marigold looks over at us at the noise and smiles, two little pony toys clutched in

great at it," Jackson whispers,

resting against

hums, confidence running through him alongside his very real worry that we have no idea what we're doing. But the confidence

question is," Jackson says.

you want to do?" I whisper,

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