The Love that Never Really Dies (Sasha and Sebastian)

Chapter 1455 I Was So Wrong

Nancy, if you’re reading this letter, I’m probably no longer in this world.

I’m sorry for saying goodbye like this. I am in so much pain. Many times when I regained consciousness, I would find myself holding a piece of glass, or my arms would be full of needle holes. Nancy, I’m sick. So I came to the psychiatric hospital, hoping that they could cure me.

But turns out, it is useless. Brandon used to appear in my mind when I fell asleep. But now, it’s Solomon.

Nancy, I’m really crazy.

I don’t know what I’ve done these few years. I used to be obsessed with Brandon deeply. But after I saw Solomon take Ichika home, I realized I could not be bothered regardless of how badly Brandon had treated me.

But instead, I am upset seeing Solomon being so in love with Ichika. It feels as though a thousand needles are stabbing through my heart. I even wanted to destroy their relationship and drive Ichika away.

Nancy, am I scary? Am I a shameless person?

Yes, even I can’t accept myself.

So, I chose to leave you guys. Maybe it’s because I have a terrible marriage with Brandon. I got jealous when I saw Solomon and Ichika being so happy. After I left Brandon and went back to my own life, I figured everything would be fine.

it

sufferings didn’t stop but got worse. When I locked myself up in the psychiatric hospital these two months, I felt like dying. I kept thinking about those days back in Clear, and I’m desperate to go back to that time. Back then, I could eat at

two. I’m not the youngest among us, but because the two of you are too outstanding and because of your care, I became someone who only knew how to create troubles.

guys are

this time, after what happened with

I can’t cry in your arms and I can’t find Solomon as I want and live

I can’t anymore.

I end up

said that Solomon has suffered too much. He needed someone who could be patient with him. Indeed, that was what I failed to do after being by his side for so many

I’ve never thought of

that he would never love another woman besides

long letter, and the glass in her hand fell to the

glass

outside, rushed in after hearing

“Are you all right?”

and stared at Sebastian, her

means she’s been in love