#Chapter 83 – Ethan’s Confession
How did it come to this? I think morosely. How did everything go so wrong so quickly?
I’d like to think I’ve been shielding the pups from the truth about what happened between Jane and I all those years ago for their own safety and peace of mind, but if I’m honest, I think I’ve been protecting myself. I know how horribly I messed up with Jane, and as badly as it hurt to see my former mate looking at me with that expression of utter betrayal, seeing it on the faces of my innocent pups is worse. When I left the house this morning I was their hero,
now I’m their villain.
“Why don’t you come sit down.” I suggest to the pups, hoping they’ll agree. How am I ever going to explain this to them? They’re too young to even understand a fraction of it.
Despite my tormented thoughts, they obey. One by one they toddle into the living room,
settling on the sofa while I take a seat on the edge of the coffee table in front of them. I search their young faces for any hint of
openness, but they all seem completely
closed off.
“Listen.” I begin, not even knowing where I’m going with this. “I made a lot of
mistakes in the past, and I did a lot of things
I’m not proud of, but I love you and I love
your Mommy more than anything.”
The quadruplets exchange meaningful glances, “what does that mean?” Ryder
questions.
“It means that it’s true. Eve tricked me into
believing something terrible about Mommy,
and… I punished her.” I confess, “I put her
on house arrest.”
“But how could you b’lieve Eve?” Riley
demands, clearly affronted on her mother’s
behalf.
“Because I didn’t know how evil she was
then.” I explain, “I don’t have any other
excuse. I was a fool – I let her make a fool of
me, and believing her is the biggest regret of
my life, second only to how I treated your Mommy afterwards.”
“Wha’s house arrest?” Parker inquired,
clearly distracted by my previous choice of
words.
“It’s like what Paisley said, a permanent
time out.” I share.
“So you made Mommy a prisner,” Riley
summarizes, “for something she didn’ do.’
“Yes.” I concede. “That’s right. I made her
I’ll never regret anything
more.”
see their affection for
blame them. If someone
I did to Jane, I’d
things have flipped upside down. A little while ago I was happier than I’ve been
and now I’m awash with shame, guilt, and despair. I’m losing them. I think forlornly, I only just
A little voice
head, after all, if you hadn’t
to Jane they wouldn’t be able to hold it against
young and stupid. I argue
the blurry
white shades of youthful
I’m the
you find out?” I ask
why this suddenly came
were both
us.” Parker admits, looking
I’ve just
I growl. To
Ryder actually flinch
frightened I’ll lash out at them. If I thought I
now,” I caution,
((
I was
were a monster.” Paisley murmurs, looking as though the sky is
of pure hatred for the other man. “People aren’t angels or demons. Good people do bad things sometimes, and bad people do good things.”
you?”
at me.
into doing
tell you is that I’m not the
understand.
They don’t.
that possible?” Riley demands, “you weren’t you
hand through my hair, “but people change as time passes. You’ll see when you get older, sometimes you can change so much over the years that you don’t even recognize the person you used to be, and having children is
don’ understand.” Ryder admits.
think he’s saying he has two
in
humorlessly, “I
just… I would
the fact that
})
were bad before, but you’re not
now?” Parker presses.
I’d like to think I’m not anymore, but
if he did the bad thing once, he could do
in trouble’ gain. Was dis your fault too?”
everything I can to help
mother.” I insist.
think?” Parker
whimpers, “I love Daddy,
‘I love Mommy.”
Daddy hurt Mommy.” Riley reminds her,
})
can say a word, Riley, Parker and Ryder put their heads together, murmuring to each other under their
towards their low voices, I
we should leave.”
much nicer
agrees.
Mommy’s scared.” Parker
her to be scared. I think
we should leave.”
pulling away and
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Master The Luna and her Quadruplet Pups novel depicts a woman, Jane, who is in a loveless and sexless marriage with a man named Ethan, who is also the Alpha of their pack. Ethan is having an affair with another she-wolf named Eve, and while Jane is aware of the affair, Ethan does not know that she knows. During a sexual encounter, Jane confronts Ethan about his infidelity and tells him that their sex life is not worth anything and that they should get a divorce. Ethan is shocked when Jane hands him a large envelope, revealing that she has filed for divorce. Jane reflects on how she has known for a while that Ethan does not truly love her and that she is only staying with him for his status and money.. We invite you to follow and read at Novelxo.com Chapter 83
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