#Chapter 83 – Ethan’s Confession

How did it come to this? I think morosely. How did everything go so wrong so quickly?

I’d like to think I’ve been shielding the pups from the truth about what happened between Jane and I all those years ago for their own safety and peace of mind, but if I’m honest, I think I’ve been protecting myself. I know how horribly I messed up with Jane, and as badly as it hurt to see my former mate looking at me with that expression of utter betrayal, seeing it on the faces of my innocent pups is worse. When I left the house this morning I was their hero,

now I’m their villain.

“Why don’t you come sit down.” I suggest to the pups, hoping they’ll agree. How am I ever going to explain this to them? They’re too young to even understand a fraction of it.

Despite my tormented thoughts, they obey. One by one they toddle into the living room,

settling on the sofa while I take a seat on the edge of the coffee table in front of them. I search their young faces for any hint of

openness, but they all seem completely

closed off.

“Listen.” I begin, not even knowing where I’m going with this. “I made a lot of

mistakes in the past, and I did a lot of things

I’m not proud of, but I love you and I love

your Mommy more than anything.”

The quadruplets exchange meaningful glances, “what does that mean?” Ryder

questions.

“It means that it’s true. Eve tricked me into

believing something terrible about Mommy,

and… I punished her.” I confess, “I put her

on house arrest.”

“But how could you b’lieve Eve?” Riley

demands, clearly affronted on her mother’s

behalf.

“Because I didn’t know how evil she was

then.” I explain, “I don’t have any other

excuse. I was a fool – I let her make a fool of

me, and believing her is the biggest regret of

my life, second only to how I treated your Mommy afterwards.”

“Wha’s house arrest?” Parker inquired,

clearly distracted by my previous choice of

words.

“It’s like what Paisley said, a permanent

time out.” I share.

“So you made Mommy a prisner,” Riley

summarizes, “for something she didn’ do.’

“Yes.” I concede. “That’s right. I made her

and I’ll never

more.”

affection for

them. If someone

mother what I did

how quickly things have flipped upside down. A

them. I

your own fault. A little voice says

after all, if you

be able to hold it against

and stupid.

the blurry

of youthful indiscretions,

To them I’m the evil man that hurt

find out?” I

suddenly came

were both out

admits,

I’ve just kicked a

To my horror,

actually flinch away

If I thought I felt ashamed before, it’s nothing

I caution, softening my tone,

((

sorry. I was just surprised.”

murmurs, looking as

sigh, feeling a rush of pure hatred for the other man. “People aren’t

are you?” Ryder asks grumpily,

at

like to think I’m a good man who was tricked into doing something terrible, but I don’t know if your Mommy would agree.

I can tell you is that I’m not the same man I was then.” I proclaim, praying they

understand.

They don’t.

Riley demands, “you weren’t

You’ll see when you get older, sometimes you can change so much over the years that you don’t even recognize the person you used to be, and having children is one of those things that can transform a person.

understand.” Ryder

saying he has two

explains in a stage

I chuckle humorlessly, “I

I just… I would never treat

way today, but I can’t change the fact that I did it in the past.

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you were bad before, but

now?” Parker

not anymore, but that’s not for me to decide. It’s for you

once, he could do it ‘gain.”

trouble’ gain. Was dis your fault too?” She asks

I

mother.” I insist.

you think?”

dunno.” She whimpers, “I love Daddy,

‘I love Mommy.”

reminds her, “He locked

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I can say a word, Riley, Parker and Ryder put their heads together, murmuring to

low voices, I catch the

we should leave.” Riley is saying. 1

is much nicer to Mommy.” Ryder

agrees.

right, Mommy’s scared.” Parker

“I don’ want her to

we should leave.”

The other two murmur, pulling away and looking

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