#Chapter 86 – Ethan Goes on a Bender

Jane

As I stare at the knife in my hands, I have

to smother a shiver. I’m not sure I could

actually go through with stabbing

someone – and it occurs to me that any

thief or burglar might just as easily take the weapon from my hands and use it

against me. 1

Maybe I should just call the police? I think nervously. Or Ethan, he might be a

pain in my ass but if he thought we were

in danger he’d be here faster than any cop. Still my protective maternal

instincts are in high gear, and I know I’m

willing to risk my own life to defend my

pups.

I’m almost to the peephole, still uncertain if investigating is the most

sensible choice, when I hear a familiar growl. “Janey?” Ethan’s muddled voice

rises on the other side of the door, and I

immediately relax. “I know you’re there,” he slurs in a sing-song voice, “I

can smell you!”

Oh goddess, he’s drunk. I realize, lowering the knife. I set it down on the hall table, striding forward without hesitation. So drunk he can’t open the

damned door.

Wrenching the door open, I almost topple over when Ethan’s big body falls into my legs. He must have been sitting with his back to the door, because now his head is resting against my knee as I struggle to stay upright. Groaning, I bend down and hook my arms beneath his own, “Come on you, on your feet!” I encourage, trying to lift him and failing, “Oh for fuck’s sake, you weight a ton!”

Ethan chuckles, surging to his feet and

reaching out to steady himself by latching onto the nearest object – which

unfortunately happens to be me. The next thing I know we’re tumbling to the

ground together, and despite his clear

inebriation, he does manage to roll so

that my fall is cushioned by his body. Swearing, I try to scramble off of him, but he’s faster, rising to his feet and carrying

me with him. I don’t untense until my

feet are firmly back on the ground. As strong as he is, I don’t trust him to stand on his own two feet right now, let alone support my weight.

“You better not be making a habit of this, Ethan.” I scold. This is the second time

returned that he’s gone on a bender like

booze.

to leave, and take the pups with you… what will it matter if I become a drunk?”

isn’t you.” I proclaim gently, leading him towards his

up and wallow, or lie around feeling sorry for

I do. I’ve never been completely

maybe that’s who

family.” He

along behind me.

I insist, closing the door

scared me half to death by the way. I thought someone was breaking in.” It’s feeling

be speaking the truth. “What were you even thinking, coming

had

me?”

He answers hazily, turning around on the spot.

before he can escape the bedroom, “You’re already here. Just get into bed.” I

hone in on me now, looking down at me with tortured intensity. “I’m so sorry, Janey.” He laments.

to hurt you, I never wanted to

you.”

wanting to get this over with. “Just go to sleep, you’ll

I wont. I’ll never feel

face

don’t leave.

and

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true, you still

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were

together anyway. Alphas and omegas don’t mix, everyone tried to warn

we didn’t listen.”

wrists, though I

to detach his hands from

all

fated mate out there waiting for you to find her.” I say, speaking one of my deepest, longest hidden secrets

he won’t

a very strange thing, to fear something so much when it would solve all my problems. Still, the idea

from the first day Ethan and

worst days, and even remained after

time Linda checked in with me to

Paisley’s status,

that he’d found

mate

He insists, shaking his head so vigorously

can hold onto his

but he’s undeterred. “I don’t.

don’t care if the Goddess sends me a hundred mates,

like I

get tossed to the

scoffs, shaking his head as if I’ve completely lost my

her.”

I repeat, stunned and certain

I’ve misheard him.

fated mate – years ago, before everything went wrong.” He announces, baffling me completely. “She

apparently incapable of coming up with any other words. “Ethan

me, how much did you have to

drink?”

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