#Chapter 86 – Ethan Goes on a Bender

Jane

As I stare at the knife in my hands, I have

to smother a shiver. I’m not sure I could

actually go through with stabbing

someone – and it occurs to me that any

thief or burglar might just as easily take the weapon from my hands and use it

against me. 1

Maybe I should just call the police? I think nervously. Or Ethan, he might be a

pain in my ass but if he thought we were

in danger he’d be here faster than any cop. Still my protective maternal

instincts are in high gear, and I know I’m

willing to risk my own life to defend my

pups.

I’m almost to the peephole, still uncertain if investigating is the most

sensible choice, when I hear a familiar growl. “Janey?” Ethan’s muddled voice

rises on the other side of the door, and I

immediately relax. “I know you’re there,” he slurs in a sing-song voice, “I

can smell you!”

Oh goddess, he’s drunk. I realize, lowering the knife. I set it down on the hall table, striding forward without hesitation. So drunk he can’t open the

damned door.

Wrenching the door open, I almost topple over when Ethan’s big body falls into my legs. He must have been sitting with his back to the door, because now his head is resting against my knee as I struggle to stay upright. Groaning, I bend down and hook my arms beneath his own, “Come on you, on your feet!” I encourage, trying to lift him and failing, “Oh for fuck’s sake, you weight a ton!”

Ethan chuckles, surging to his feet and

reaching out to steady himself by latching onto the nearest object – which

unfortunately happens to be me. The next thing I know we’re tumbling to the

ground together, and despite his clear

inebriation, he does manage to roll so

that my fall is cushioned by his body. Swearing, I try to scramble off of him, but he’s faster, rising to his feet and carrying

me with him. I don’t untense until my

feet are firmly back on the ground. As strong as he is, I don’t trust him to stand on his own two feet right now, let alone support my weight.

“You better not be making a habit of this, Ethan.” I scold. This is the second time

I’ve returned that he’s gone on a bender like

booze.

pups with you… what will it matter if I

you.” I proclaim gently,

up and wallow, or lie around

I do. I’ve

that’s who

my family.” He

along behind me.

insist, closing the

booze talking. You scared me half to death by the way. I thought someone was breaking in.” It’s feeling much easier to

speaking the truth. “What were you even

pups had found

me?”

turning around on the

escape the bedroom, “You’re

but he seems to hone in on me now, looking down at me with tortured intensity. “I’m so sorry, Janey.” He laments. “I didn’t

I never wanted to

you.”

I lie, wanting to get this over with. “Just go to sleep, you’ll feel better

never feel better.”

face between his

please don’t leave. I don’t

you and

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isn’t true, you still have

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him, “We were never

together anyway. Alphas and omegas don’t mix, everyone tried to warn us, it’s

we didn’t

around his wrists,

to detach his

“Besides, for all we know

her.” I

know he won’t remember

so much when it would solve all my problems. Still, the idea has

the first day Ethan and

stuck through our worst days, and even remained after I left

time Linda checked in with me to

Paisley’s status, I kept

her to tell me that he’d found his real

mate

his head so vigorously it makes him dizzy.

so he can hold onto his own

but he’s undeterred. “I don’t.

if the Goddess sends me a

say that until they’ve met the one.” I state, trying to sound like I don’t care, or

tossed to the curb like

if I’ve completely lost my mind. “Don’t you realize I

her.”

repeat, stunned and

I’ve misheard him.

everything went wrong.” He announces, baffling me completely. “She

parrot, apparently incapable of coming up with

me, how much

drink?”

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