Jane

I haven’t spoken to Ethan through the entire car ride to the capital. In fact, I was feeling so petty after he forced me to promise to leave him behind if the worst should happen, that I refused to sit next to him. Instead I climbed into the back seat and cuddled up to Linda, even knowing that I would be more likely to get car sick this way.

I’ve felt Ethan’s eyes on me throughout the trip, watching me with the sharp focus of a worried mate, and it’s taken all of my willpower not to cave and speak to him – or perhaps more likely, crawl into his la*p and cry. However thus far l’ve been able to hold out – letting him feel the depth of my anger and betrayal over his high-handed demand.

After many hours on the road, we’ve finally arrived.

Ethan parked the car outside of a small bed and breakfast, and Linda and I waited while he went inside to check for vacancies.

“How are you doing?” My friend asks, squeezing my hand.

“1 don’t know.” l answer honestly. “I’m really beside myself Linda. I don’t know how I’ll survive if anything happens to the pups… and now Ethan demanded this damned promise. I just want one day of my life to be without struggle – is that too much to ask?

“Of course not” She croons, “it’s only natural that you would want that – anyone would.”

“How about you?” l inquire. “This can’t have been easy for you.”

“Honestly?” Linda responds, “l’m glad that Eric and l got to be together as mates, no matter what else happens. If I lose him, I’ll always have those nights on the ship together… ” She trails off, looking into the distance and -I suspect -fighting tears. “But I really don’t want to lose him.” She admits thickly. “I only just got him. It would be too cruel to lose him so quickly:”

That’s kind of how l feel about Ethan” I confess. “I only just got him back. The pups only just got their father – I cant’ bear the idea of losing him.”

“Whatever the men say, you and I don’t have to abide by their rule. We’re strong, independent she-wolves.” Linda suggests.

“He made me promise, Linda.” I explain, “a true, Alpha’s order. I can’t defy it.”

he didn’t

Ethan even if I cannot. That idea gives me a spark of hope, but it certainly doesn’t fix everything. I’m more upset that Ethan made the request

Ethan is there, smelling incredible and

our things in and then we

easily, pressing me up against the car and bracing his arms on either side of my body. “Please don’t be

tilt my chin up defiantly. “l’m

look cross.” He replies, grazing his knuckles over the high plane of my

l insist, trying and falling to

Ethan rumbles, pulling me back and pressing up against me. I can feel every inch of his muscular body against my own, and his warmth seeps into my bones. My wolf is getting excited being so near her mate, and I have to forcibly

I’m sorry.”

were really sorry, you wouldn’t have done

“I grumble petulantly.

at me.” Ethan orders, an edge of steel in his beseeching tone. I turn my gaze up to his dark eyes, pouting petulantly. He circles his powerful hand around my nape, applying just enough pressure to make me squirm. “You know how much I love

ask, pecking up

“To the ends of

to my l!ps. I want to

continues. “You think I like the idea of you all being without me, of not

having more babies

emotion rising up inside me. I don’t want to live without Ethan either. I want my second chance with him, especially

pregnant. I need him to do everything he can to stay free, to ensure he comes home with us. However, the more I think about that idea, the more I think it would be a mistake. My current pups are still in danger, and they need me. If Ethan thinks there’s a chance l’m pregnant he might forbid me from getting involved

is it, sweetheart?” He prompts when I

you really want more babies?” I end

is already

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