Ethan

At first I thought I was hallucinating. It wasn’t possible that Jane and the pups were here. I assumed I was dreaming, that my imagination was putting their scents in my head – that I’d lost my mind faster than any of us could have expected. However the closer I draw to the door I know it’s real, my wolf is racing around in circles in my mind’s eye.

Overjoyed to see his mate and our pups- happy for the first time since I injured my spine.

No, no, no. I think, even as he dances and howls like a puppy. They can’t be here what are they doing here? Surely they didn’t figure it out surely my beta or Linda didn’t betray my confidence.

I brace myself for the overwhelming emotions of seeing my family, as well as the confrontation I know is inevitable now. After rejecting Jane in the hospital I thought I wouldn’t have the strength to survive doing so twice, but now it’s obvious I don’t have a choice. I can’t very well hide in my apartment while they bang on the door, and the truth is I’m beyond excited to see them.

Being away from Jane and the pups after everything we went through in the Southern Isles has been nearly impossible. I’ve struggled every day not being able to see them and hold them, to feel with my own two hands that they’ re safe. The only way I’ve been able to manage my protective instincts is by telling myself that they’re safer in the Dark Moon pack.

I’m barely breathing as I open the door, and then they’re there in front of me, as if they never left. The pups are beaming and jumping up and down, and Jane is looking as though she’s frightened and determined at once. I can immediately sense she’s as on edge and agitated as I am, and I don’t like her coloring one bit. She seems far too pale, and as though she might have recently been sick.

“Daddy! The pups cry, throwing their small bodies at my legs. I catch them before they can connect with my lower body and feel the metal braces holding me upright, scooping them into my arms.

sweet and every bit as perfect as I remember. I swear my

what are you

in my heart. She’s the one who helped me survive losing Jane. She was the first, the most fragile and the most closely bonded to me. I’m not surprised to see she’s crying even as the others cheer, and horrible guilt consumes me as she sobs into the curve of

cuddlebug.” I croon, bouncing them gently. I’m so

help it. I feel like I’ve been drowning in darkness lately, and they’re finally giving me some light at the end of the tunnel. Later I’Il find the strength to fight with Jane,

Daddy!” Parker exclaims. “It feels like

each of their precious faces in turn and settling on the couch. What have you been up to? I want

pack!'” Paisley shares, pouting and shaking her head

my face hurts when I go outside. I don’t like

giggles fill me with warmth and repeating the test with the others. Of course the k!sses

to prefer standing on the sidelines and watching me like a hawk, as if she’s afraid I might mistreat the pups as

badly I’ve hurt her. I know it’s weak of me – not being brave enough to face the consequences of my actions, but if I see her in pain I don’t know if I’ll

spend her best years playing nursemaid to a madman, especially when I’ve already stolen her freedom once before. Besides, she and the pups aren’t

throwing herself in front of the little ones, begging me not to hurt them. I imagine

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