Ethan

At first I thought I was hallucinating. It wasn’t possible that Jane and the pups were here. I assumed I was dreaming, that my imagination was putting their scents in my head – that I’d lost my mind faster than any of us could have expected. However the closer I draw to the door I know it’s real, my wolf is racing around in circles in my mind’s eye.

Overjoyed to see his mate and our pups- happy for the first time since I injured my spine.

No, no, no. I think, even as he dances and howls like a puppy. They can’t be here what are they doing here? Surely they didn’t figure it out surely my beta or Linda didn’t betray my confidence.

I brace myself for the overwhelming emotions of seeing my family, as well as the confrontation I know is inevitable now. After rejecting Jane in the hospital I thought I wouldn’t have the strength to survive doing so twice, but now it’s obvious I don’t have a choice. I can’t very well hide in my apartment while they bang on the door, and the truth is I’m beyond excited to see them.

Being away from Jane and the pups after everything we went through in the Southern Isles has been nearly impossible. I’ve struggled every day not being able to see them and hold them, to feel with my own two hands that they’ re safe. The only way I’ve been able to manage my protective instincts is by telling myself that they’re safer in the Dark Moon pack.

I’m barely breathing as I open the door, and then they’re there in front of me, as if they never left. The pups are beaming and jumping up and down, and Jane is looking as though she’s frightened and determined at once. I can immediately sense she’s as on edge and agitated as I am, and I don’t like her coloring one bit. She seems far too pale, and as though she might have recently been sick.

“Daddy! The pups cry, throwing their small bodies at my legs. I catch them before they can connect with my lower body and feel the metal braces holding me upright, scooping them into my arms.

for a full month? They’re warm and sweet and every bit as perfect as I remember. I swear my heart swells three sizes just being near them. For once my wolf is perfectly content, and

are you doing here?”

but Paisley will always have a special place in my heart. She’s the one who helped me survive losing Jane. She was the first, the most fragile and the most closely bonded to me. I’m

I’m so happy to see you,

now, but I can’t help it. I feel like I’ve been drowning in darkness lately, and they’re finally giving me some light at the end of the tunnel. Later I’Il find

exclaims. “It

and settling on the couch. What have you been up to? I want

pack!'” Paisley shares, pouting and shaking her head

my face hurts when I go outside. I

see so I can count and be sure.” I occupy myself with kissing all of Paisley’s digits, letting the sounds of her giggles fill me with warmth and repeating the test with the others. Of course the

her ch3st. She hasn’t spoken a single word, seeming to prefer standing on the sidelines and watching me like a

not to look at Jane directly. I’m not sure I can survive seeing how badly I’ve hurt her. I know it’s weak of me – not being brave enough to face the consequences of my actions, but if I see her in pain I don’t know if I’ll be able to do what’s necessary to keep her at arm’s length.

spend her best years playing nursemaid to a madman, especially when I’ve already stolen her freedom once before. Besides, she and the pups aren’t safe with me, and not only because I can’t protect them anymore. It’s the people closest to me who will be

running away from me, Jane throwing herself in front of the little ones, begging me not to hurt them. I imagine not being able to recognize her amidst my psychosis, of looking down to see my hands covered in blood when I finally regain my senses, and finding Jane’s lifeless body at my

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