Ethan

Christmas carols fill the air as I watch Riley, Ryder, Paisley and Parker zoom around the skating rink, giggling and laughing as they play tag and stage races. Fairy lights and boughs of holly have been strewn around the edges of the rink, and the scent of apples and cinnamon waft through the falling snow from a nearby hot cider booth.

My first afternoon back with the pups is the best day I’ve had since they were kidnapped – and certainly since I was paralyzed. It’s true that I’m heartbroken over Jane, but being with my children again at long last is pure joy. Ice skating has always been Paisley’s favorite Christmas pastime, but I’ve never seen her share the experience with anyone but me. It’s magical to see her playing with the others, so carefree. In the old days I had to hold her hand the whole time, she was never healthy enough to get rambunctious on the ice. Now she has no problem keeping up, and I couldn’t be prouder.

That said, every few minutes she comes racing over to the sidelines to beg me to come onto the ice with her. She doesn’t understand why I’m not out there with her like I always have been in the past.

Unfortunately my mechanized braces are great for pretending to walk, but there’s no way they can handle ice skating – the movement is too smooth, and the balance too precarious.

“Daddy please!””Paisley begs, giving me huge puppy dog eyes. “We came all this way to sees you and you’re not even skating!

“Daddy’s still recovering from his surgery.” I lie.

You remember how careful you have to be when you’re healing.”

But how much longer is it gonna take? She inquires. “I wanna play with you.”

I want to play with you too, angel. And I will- I’m just not up to skating.” I sigh. Besides you don’t need me anymore, you have your brothers and sister.”

Is not the same.” Paisley frowns. I never had to worry ’bout falling before. You were always there to catch me! What if I falls?”

“Sweetheart, you’re healthy enough to fall now.

I continue. You can’t go through your whole life holding Daddy’s hand. You have to branch out on your

let Paisley keep holding my hand as long as she wants to after all, those years when pups want to be that close with their parents are so fleeting. However if I’m going to let them stay here it can’t just be for Jane, I have to take the opportunity to get my pups used to the idea of living without me. I have to teach her these lessons while I still have the chance. After talking

In hindsight, I should have done this from the beginning, but I didn’t have the braces

talking about?” She demands. “I

us ever want to grow up. But it happens

her eyes. “Daddy, you’re being

“I know, I’m

and Mommy are both being weirds.” Paisley continues. “Is somefing going

That’s Jane’s doing- her genes were clearly stronger than mine

Parker and

continues watching me for a long moment, but eventually she turns to her sister. “Wha’s a

can’t let go even if other peoples are coming towards you!”

to weave and dodge and try to stay together as longs

Paisley agrees excitedly, forgetting her

spoken a word to me since we fought this morning, and her eyes are still red from crying. She’s trailed behind the pups and I

mouth into a hard line. “They know something is up. You

glaring at me. “I’m trying, alright? I’m trying to do what’s right, I’m trying to shield them as best I

together

entirely to walk away from her when she’s so raw and fragile. Part of

She’s in this state because of me. Even if I do get better, I need to let her go. She deserves to find

going to make them more suspicious if there’s too much

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