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I can’t believe what I’m hearing. Ethan must not mean what I think – he must be suggesting some other solution and I simply don’t understand.

There’s no way he’ d offer to let me sleep with him, and while I’d like to say that I would never contemplate cuddling up to someone who’s been so cruel to me, the truth is that my wolf has no such pride. She wants me to climb right into Ethans strong arms and never leave again.

I’m saying that I’ll stay with you if you need me to at a distance, of course.” He supplies simply.

At a distance. i repeat in my head. Of course. It would be crazy to think he’d ever want to sleep beside me again, that he would willingly touch me. I should have learned my lesson earlier when I offered to become his slave again. What a proud moment that was. “That won’t do any good.”I finally reply, my tone rough and distant.

Why not?” Ethan inquires, clearly displeased with being refused. I clench my eyes shut, wishing I was big or strong enough to shake my former mate – his mood swings are every bit as wild and volatile as my own – and I’m pregnant! I don’t know how to cope with this strange new Ethan, it’s like the battle with Aimon unhinged him somehow. I don’t recognize the man in front of me, and the only flashes of the old Ethan I can find are when he’s with our pups.

“Because my nightmares are about you.’ I answer hoarsely, sharing a truth I fully intended to keep buried. “So you being there would only make them worse.

Ethan growls, and I fight the instinct to flinch.

Then I’ll give you a sleeping pill.” He grumbles.

Either way, you need to rest.”

Fine.” I mutter glumly. “Whatever you say, Ethan.

That’s what you meant by being civil, isn’t it? That I just follow your orders and obey your every whim?”

confirms, turning his mind to our earlier conversation. Parker was hurt before we finished discussing his proposal – that we pretend to get along in front of

mask my misery. “I haven’t had a say in any of this, so why should

of my reply. “This is my last Christmas with the pups, I want to make

me thought he would make an exception

from the pups door until we’re out of hearing range. “We can’t keep going around in circles like this – we

earlier. “I know you do! I can see it in your eyes every time you look at them. This doesn’t have to be their last Christmas with you… can’t you just keep an open mind? You don’t know how you’ll feel in a few years, it’s too soon to

pulling me away from “And I won’t have

us.” I argue. That’s why we’re here, because I

hurt he wanted you, because at the end of the day, your bond with them is stronger than mine will ever be.” He surveys me closely. “When you’ re back on your feet you’ll see

he thinks I’II ever be

fallen so low in the first place. “And just how are you planning on fixing me, Ethan?” I snipe, “forcing me to sleep and telling the pups I love them won’t undo

worry about taking care

I’ll handle

future leader? Parker is your heir and Ryder will be a strong Alpha one day.” I reminds

how to

an ideal role

responsibility, Ethan is being incredibly iresponsible. It simply doesn’t compute. The more time I spend with him the more I think I must be missing something. His behavior is too erratic, too out of character

making things better – enough

get into a routine and eventually when I start calling less and less, they’ll stop expecting to hear from me. When they grow up they’ll realize

rather than emotion. “Children don’t forget that easily.” I inform him. And I still don’t understand why you’re

you to understand.” He replies. Just accept it, move on and find someone new –

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