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I can’t believe what I’m hearing. Ethan must not mean what I think – he must be suggesting some other solution and I simply don’t understand.

There’s no way he’ d offer to let me sleep with him, and while I’d like to say that I would never contemplate cuddling up to someone who’s been so cruel to me, the truth is that my wolf has no such pride. She wants me to climb right into Ethans strong arms and never leave again.

I’m saying that I’ll stay with you if you need me to at a distance, of course.” He supplies simply.

At a distance. i repeat in my head. Of course. It would be crazy to think he’d ever want to sleep beside me again, that he would willingly touch me. I should have learned my lesson earlier when I offered to become his slave again. What a proud moment that was. “That won’t do any good.”I finally reply, my tone rough and distant.

Why not?” Ethan inquires, clearly displeased with being refused. I clench my eyes shut, wishing I was big or strong enough to shake my former mate – his mood swings are every bit as wild and volatile as my own – and I’m pregnant! I don’t know how to cope with this strange new Ethan, it’s like the battle with Aimon unhinged him somehow. I don’t recognize the man in front of me, and the only flashes of the old Ethan I can find are when he’s with our pups.

“Because my nightmares are about you.’ I answer hoarsely, sharing a truth I fully intended to keep buried. “So you being there would only make them worse.

Ethan growls, and I fight the instinct to flinch.

Then I’ll give you a sleeping pill.” He grumbles.

Either way, you need to rest.”

Fine.” I mutter glumly. “Whatever you say, Ethan.

That’s what you meant by being civil, isn’t it? That I just follow your orders and obey your every whim?”

was hurt before we finished discussing his proposal – that we pretend to get

any choice.” I admit, not bothering to mask my misery. “I haven’t had a say in any of

part of my reply. “This is my last Christmas with the pups, I want

an exception for the pups every once in a while,

to have this argument again.” Ethan declares, pulling me away from the pups door until we’re out of hearing range. “We

do! I can

asserts, pulling me away from “And I won’t have you

argue. That’s why we’re here, because I tried to go it alone and it

them is stronger than mine will ever be.” He surveys me closely. “When you’ re back on

ridiculous, I don’t know how he thinks I’II ever be

is the reason I’ve fallen so low in the first place. “And just how are you planning on fixing me, Ethan?” I snipe, “forcing me to sleep and telling the pups I love them won’t undo the damage you’ve inflicted, especially

just worry about taking care of

orders. I’ll handle

pack? Are you going to deprive it of its future leader? Parker is your heir and Ryder

can’t learn how to run a

wasn’t exactly an ideal

and responsibility, Ethan is being incredibly iresponsible. It simply doesn’t compute. The more time I spend with him the more I think I must be missing something. His behavior is too erratic, too out of character and unpredictable. Yet I can’t

– enough that the pups

and that starts with giving them a happy holiday with their family. In the new year they l start school, they’ll get into a routine and eventually when I start calling less and less, they’ll

of logic and strategy rather than emotion. “Children don’t forget that easily.” I inform him. And

He replies. Just accept it, move on and find someone new – someone who can be a better role

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