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I can’t believe what I’m hearing. Ethan must not mean what I think – he must be suggesting some other solution and I simply don’t understand.

There’s no way he’ d offer to let me sleep with him, and while I’d like to say that I would never contemplate cuddling up to someone who’s been so cruel to me, the truth is that my wolf has no such pride. She wants me to climb right into Ethans strong arms and never leave again.

I’m saying that I’ll stay with you if you need me to at a distance, of course.” He supplies simply.

At a distance. i repeat in my head. Of course. It would be crazy to think he’d ever want to sleep beside me again, that he would willingly touch me. I should have learned my lesson earlier when I offered to become his slave again. What a proud moment that was. “That won’t do any good.”I finally reply, my tone rough and distant.

Why not?” Ethan inquires, clearly displeased with being refused. I clench my eyes shut, wishing I was big or strong enough to shake my former mate – his mood swings are every bit as wild and volatile as my own – and I’m pregnant! I don’t know how to cope with this strange new Ethan, it’s like the battle with Aimon unhinged him somehow. I don’t recognize the man in front of me, and the only flashes of the old Ethan I can find are when he’s with our pups.

“Because my nightmares are about you.’ I answer hoarsely, sharing a truth I fully intended to keep buried. “So you being there would only make them worse.

Ethan growls, and I fight the instinct to flinch.

Then I’ll give you a sleeping pill.” He grumbles.

Either way, you need to rest.”

Fine.” I mutter glumly. “Whatever you say, Ethan.

That’s what you meant by being civil, isn’t it? That I just follow your orders and obey your every whim?”

his proposal – that we pretend to get along in front of the pups.

any choice.” I admit, not bothering to mask my misery. “I haven’t had

he didn’t hear the second part of my reply. “This is my last Christmas with the

about rejecting us, but part of me thought he would make an exception for the pups every once in a while, like the holidays. “Please don’t say

pulling me away from the pups door until we’re out of hearing range. “We can’t keep going around in circles like this

like an accusation, as if I’m indicting him for some terrible crime. Why is it so hard for him to admit? He’s never shied away from showing affection before and it’s especially galling after the lecture he gave the pups earlier. “I know you do! I can see it in your eyes every time

Ethan asserts, pulling me away from “And I won’t have you in my

they need both of us.” I argue. That’s why we’re here, because I tried to go it alone and it

the end of the day, your bond with them is stronger

ever be able to

I snipe, “forcing me to sleep and telling the pups I love them

about taking care

I’ll

Parker

to

father wasn’t exactly an ideal role model and I figured it out.

nothing but harshness and neglect from Ethan, but this is too much. For a man who is obsessed with duty and responsibility, Ethan is being incredibly iresponsible. It simply doesn’t compute. The more time I spend with

I ask at last, “how do you intend on making things better – enough that

happy holiday with their family. In the new year they l start school, they’ll get into a routine and

strategy rather than emotion. “Children don’t forget that easily.” I inform him. And I still don’t understand why you’re so determined

find someone new – someone who can

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