The Luna Choosing Game by Jane Above Story

Nicholas held Elva safe and secure in his arms as he stood to his full height. Elva buried her face into the corner of his neck and shoulder. He gently patted her back.

He glanced down at Elva, his gaze so tender that it made my heart clench.

“There, there,” he whispered. “You are safe now.”

“Oh my God,” said one of the other girls in the room, fanning herself. “Of course he’s good with children.”

“Someone pinch me,” said another. “I think I’m dreaming.”

Nicholas’s soft expression hardened as he glared out at the rest of the room. “Whose child is this? Why is she here?”

I started forward, but the girl in the pink dress spoke before I could reach him.

“An outsider sneaked in, unless she’s a maid.”

Some of the other girls snickered at my expense.

“She can’t be a participant,” another girl fake-whispered, loud enough for half-the room to hear. “I thought we had to be virgins, and she’s got a kid.”

I wanted to disappear into a corner. Whether virgin or not, I was nothing compared to the rest of these girls.

My clothes weren’t as nice as theirs, and my figure wasn’t like what it had been at the Academy. I’d lost much of my musculature. I was skinny from too many nights of skipped dinners.

Elva’s wellbeing had always come before my own.

Her sake was the only reason I continued forward rather than hide in embarrassment. I stopped only when I reached Nicholas.

He looked at me, and I looked at him.

I’d forgotten how gorgeous his eyes were, golden brown with flakes of green. When we’d dated, I had spent hours looking at them, trying to memorize that color, but it had seemed different each time.

Before, when I’d stared long enough, I could earn a bashful smile from him. Now, his face was totally devoid of emotion. He looked at me like I was a stranger.

Did he… not recognize me?

to become unrecognizable. Unless he truly had sealed me away in his past

be a great embarrassment to him, showing up here, years after leaving

Maybe he hated me.

is the outsider.” The girl in pink motioned

even his voice was monotone. Another moment of staring at me blankly, then he turned and walked

followed him. He led me to an adjoining

him. “Your Royal Highness, please remember that per the selection rules, you aren’t to

at the man, who

is an exception,” Nicholas

The man bowed

the room. I went inside after them. A servant stepped forward and closed the door behind us, leaving Nicholas, Elva, and I

I might be sick. I had never imagined I’d

think of me, to see me as I was? To see me here, as part of the selection?

must have cried herself

once, his perfect façade

his hands stayed gentle on Elva,

dare you hide my child from

blinked once, twice, but, no,

Eloquently, I said, “Huh?”

glanced at Elva, softly sleeping in his arms. She was three years old. That lined up with our breakup

We’d been so young

I couldn’t remember where he was when he’d climaxed. But, hadn’t he been wearing

face retained its anger, but the certainty that fueled it seemed to slide into bewilderment. His gaze shifted, like

mistaken,” I said, hoping to

to hide a child from him would have been a cruelty. He would likely have struggled forever over the guilt for

That’s her name. But

eyes widened a moment, before the anger

say, he seemed to struggle to get it out. He swallowed

between me and Elva.

tell that to Nicholas. Elva was mine in every way that mattered. I would not

seemed to answer some unspoken question for him, and he started to

startled. What could cause

his arms, and he immediately cut off

Elva down onto one of the

mad at Mommy,” came