The Luna Choosing Game by Jane Above Story

Chapter 0178

But his eyes were crystal focused now. Whatever fire that had sparked there had been well contained. He was pulling himself back under control, and I felt cold, mourning the loss

He didn’t apologize, thank God, but he didn’t say anything else either. No explanations. No words of comfort or cruelty

Looking at me, he swallowed hard. Then, finally, he said, “Return to your room, Piper.” His voice was still lust–rough. He cleared it but did not speak again.

He’d made it sound like an order, and not a sexy one. His words were like a bucket of cold water dumped over my head.

I opened my mouth to say something, I honestly wasn’t sure what, when he abruptly turned and all but ran from me. He disappeared into his room, the door closed and locked behind him.

I stood staring after him, trying to collect myself after everything that happened. In the end, I simply felt

abandoned.

Confused and embarrassed, I returned to my room. If Mark noticed my disheveled state of dress, he did not mention it. Good, since it was likely his fault, Nicholas had known to look for me at all. If Mark said something now, I’d likely reply with a cutting remark I didn’t mean and would regret.

The person I was truly hurt by was Nicholas, not Mark. But I was ready to lash out at just about anyone.

Except Elva.

I went to her side to check on her. She was still sleeping peacefully.

Finally, I exhaled and slunk down onto the mattress beside her. Here, in the safety of my room with the

knowledge of Elva safe and happy, I could reflect on whatever the hell had just happened between me

and Nicholas.

My body had ignited when Nicholas had touched me, and I couldn’t blame nostalgia for it this time Before, our intimacy had been shy and experimental. This had been all heat and passion, and even a little

rough. And I loved it.

I had wanted him to continue so badly, I nearly begged for it. I might have, had we gone on longer.

I was a mess.

I only went out to try to find Julian and convince him to save me during the next elimination. Instead, I ended up dry humping Nicholas against his door.

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breakup and with our years

wanted

had it a spark inside of me. I felt like I

my needs secondary to everything else, but now, I

wanted to fall into bed with Nicholas. The problem, of course, was that I

and done with Nicholas. I

needed to put my selfish personal desires back on the shelf where they belonged. This competition was more than just my wants.

wanted.

I couldn’t make selfish choices anymore.

tonight, needed to be locked

put him totally out of

I pressed my fingers against my lips, I didn’t know how I would ever be able to

shown me tonight.

wondered if he was still thinking of me, too.

thinking about

the door separating us, I pressed my ehead against the cool wood and felt myself burn.

plush in my hands. Her hips had been so aight around my waist, beckoning me into the depths of her most sensitive parts.

across us, I

could give her pleasure that Julian could not. He was such an asshole, he was likely

twice before I even thought of entering her. I’d have her

or cry my

of losing Piper, I had fallen into bed with other

from the experience.

knew the female body well, much more so than when I had touched Piper in the past. Now, I knew the

to caress them so that

I had learned, like it had all been a practice just to learn

drive her wild.