The Luna Choosing Game by Jane Above Story

Chapter 0425

My wolf cowered inside of me, hurt crashing in on all sides. Rejection. It seeped into every pore and every bone.

I knew I shouldn’t feel that way. Nicholas was pragmatic and cautious. He wouldn’t want to have a baby out of wedlock with anyone, even me.

But my wolf’s reaction is visceral, as if I had been directly rejected by my

mate.

It took every sliver of willpower I had to keep from whimpering and pulling myself into the fetal position. I bury it all down deep, right there alongside

dream I secretly held of making a family with Nicholas.

any

When he glanced at me again, he found me just as closed off as he was.

Slowly, I began to slink out of bed.

“Piper? Where are you going?” He sat up in the bed, watching me as I gathered my clothing off the ground and shimmied back into them.

“I’m going to head back to my room.”

A bit of hurt flashed through his eyes. I tried to ignore it.

“You can stay here the night. Sneak back in the morning,” he said.

“It’s safer if I go now,” I said.

Safer for who? That was the question left unanswered. My heart was already cracking. If I stayed, it might implode into dust.

I slipped out of Nicholas’s room, thinking I might find comfort in the solitude of the hallway. Instead, I only felt emptier somehow.

The walk back to my room felt even longer than usual, and I wasn’t even particularly careful. It was by pure luck that I returned to my room without being seen.

At rehearsals the next day, I avoided Nicholas as much as possible. It was difficult to do with Elva in tow. I wouldn’t deny Elva from spending time with her Nick–lass, even when I’d rather not see him. So I wasn’t terribly shocked when five seconds into entering the ballroom, Elva made a B–line straight for Nicholas.

“Nick–lass!”

smile was bright for my little girl. “Elva.” He kneeled down to hug her. Over her head, he looked up at me.

formal title. I hadn’t

back into a warm smile, when Elva pulled away to

him.

I can be in the play?” she

very

do it

can get Bridget to help show you. If that’s okay with your mom?”

course it’s okay,” I said, even though my insides were all twisted up. I’d rather keep Elva far, far away from Bridget. But that was unfair. Elva wanted

done.

actress. I wasn’t even a movie buff. Elva deserved

a real life honest–to–goodness

fully completed now, to

2/5

sad, lonely heart ached. They looked like

starting spot, then walked with her across the stage, showing her the route

words, but Bridget was bright and energetic and she was making Elva laugh and smile. Elva

heart sunk down to my stomach.

with

shaking it off. “I didn’t sleep much

to hear about your exploits

hindsight, I really didn’t need to clarify that.

you

even with him. I wasn’t ready. I didn’t know if I’d ever be ready. The hurt

The rejection too raw.

He just didn’t want

being careful. If I got pregnant, the entire royal house of cards could come

and Susie. We couldn’t just run away together.

love. Or

even for me.

frolic across the stage again and again, I shifted my focus from one hurt to another.

couldn’t have Nicholas’s children, did I even want more? It was so difficult to think of wanting anyone else.