The Luna Choosing Game by Jane Above Story

Chapter 0425

My wolf cowered inside of me, hurt crashing in on all sides. Rejection. It seeped into every pore and every bone.

I knew I shouldn’t feel that way. Nicholas was pragmatic and cautious. He wouldn’t want to have a baby out of wedlock with anyone, even me.

But my wolf’s reaction is visceral, as if I had been directly rejected by my

mate.

It took every sliver of willpower I had to keep from whimpering and pulling myself into the fetal position. I bury it all down deep, right there alongside

dream I secretly held of making a family with Nicholas.

any

When he glanced at me again, he found me just as closed off as he was.

Slowly, I began to slink out of bed.

“Piper? Where are you going?” He sat up in the bed, watching me as I gathered my clothing off the ground and shimmied back into them.

“I’m going to head back to my room.”

A bit of hurt flashed through his eyes. I tried to ignore it.

“You can stay here the night. Sneak back in the morning,” he said.

“It’s safer if I go now,” I said.

Safer for who? That was the question left unanswered. My heart was already cracking. If I stayed, it might implode into dust.

I slipped out of Nicholas’s room, thinking I might find comfort in the solitude of the hallway. Instead, I only felt emptier somehow.

The walk back to my room felt even longer than usual, and I wasn’t even particularly careful. It was by pure luck that I returned to my room without being seen.

At rehearsals the next day, I avoided Nicholas as much as possible. It was difficult to do with Elva in tow. I wouldn’t deny Elva from spending time with her Nick–lass, even when I’d rather not see him. So I wasn’t terribly shocked when five seconds into entering the ballroom, Elva made a B–line straight for Nicholas.

“Nick–lass!”

kneeled down to hug her. Over her head, he looked up at me. That smile dimmed by

Nicholas,” I said, using his formal title. I hadn’t done that

warm smile, when Elva pulled away to

him.

be in the

critically. “It’s a very special

do

to help show you. If that’s okay with your mom?” Nicholas

insides were all twisted up. I’d rather keep Elva far, far away from Bridget. But that was unfair. Elva wanted a part and Bridget was the best one

done.

a movie buff. Elva deserved a chance to

a real life honest–to–goodness

I watched as Nicholas led my daughter away, up onto the stage that was fully completed now, to where Bridget waited. Bridget seemed so excited to see Elva, that they immediately hugged like old friends.

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heart ached. They looked like a family up there

they hed her to her starting spot, then walked with her across the stage, showing her the route she would

words, but Bridget was bright and energetic and she was making Elva laugh

sunk down to my stomach.

could have sneaked up on me, or just walked up while I was so enamored with the others on the stage, I wasn’t sure. Either way, I jumped and he laughed, “Careful, Piper. I didn’t mean

shaking it off. “I didn’t sleep

to hear about your exploits with

because of that,” I said. Though, in hindsight, I really

you sleep?” he

just a little. I didn’t want to talk about it, not even with him. I wasn’t ready. I didn’t

The rejection too

just didn’t want

hurt talking. I tried to remind myself, Nicholas was just being careful. If I got pregnant, the entire royal house of cards could come tumbling

Mark and Susie. We couldn’t just run away

love.

even for

stage again and again, I shifted my focus from one

even want more? It was so difficult to think of wanting anyone else. My wolf was so sure Nicholas