Chapter 0617

Anna's words stayed with me all through the night. I was haunted by them, even as I eventually drifted off to sleep on the air mattress.

Was I truly considering the King's demand because I wanted what was best for the country? Or was I simply hiding, pushing off responsibility to retum to a life of normalcy?

Bridget would make a lousy queen. I knew that.

Anyone would be a better choice.

Even... me?

Could I be queen?

I had labeled the idea as outlandish straight from the start, so much so that I barely considered it even when I tried to think critically about it.

I was constantly making excuses: I knew so little of politics. I knew so little of royalty. Everyone looked down on me. No one would take me seriously.

But these were just excuses, I was realizing now. Anna was right. I was running away.

I needed to do better. I needed to think about how I could actually contribute as a queen, and showcase those abilities. No more hiding. No more putting myself down.

If I wanted a family with Nicholas, I had to earn it.

The thoughts and worries stayed with me even when I woke up again. I had a dreamless sleep, though I felt rested. My body must have decided enough was enough and shut off my brain.

I was resolved to lie on the air mattress until Elva or Anna woke first, but a knock sounded on the door. It was soft at first, but with a growing urgency the longer no one answered.

I wasn't sure who it could be. It seemed too early for the camera crew, and Anna hadn't said she'd been expecting guests.

Crumbling, Anna emerged from her room and slunk herself toward the front door.

"I'm coming! I'm coming!" she shouted, when the knocking continued. "Someone better be dead, to get me up this early."

pulled open the door. The grumbling immediately

she said

easily see the front door. The apartment was still dark, with black out curtains hanging

my pajamas, but Nicholas had

as I came closer. "I

"Can't have a prince standing in the hallway. What will the neighbors

me. "They'll surely think, there

the kitchen light as he

wide eyes. I can't imagine she ever expected to have an actual prince on her doorstep. "So you two can talk.

nodded. "It's a pleasure to meet

when Anna just looked at him

finished with

to giggle, like it was an

wider, pleased

room. "Yes... uh.. same!" She fled. "No one is ever going to believe me,"

to me.

couldn't help myself. It had been less than a day, but his absence had been noted. His presence had been missed. I hated that I couldn't call for him if I needed

time, but he had been

part of myself, deep down, that felt strung

went within them. He closed his arms around me and I felt like home

I heard Anna waking Elva and shuffling around, cleaning no doubt. She'd

smaller than anything he was used too. It even

myself for his

should have known better. Nicholas had never been the judgmental type. He was

he gazed around this place that I used to live, he seemed

me the tour?"

was small, but it had all of the major amenities. Stove, fridge, oven, coffee pot. Not much to

room, we could hear Elva and Anna talking in Anna's

glanced around the living room with interest. His gaze snagged on the boxes in the

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