The Luna Choosing Game by Jane Above Story

Chapter 0619

On the ride back, my thoughts were buzzing. Everything I leamed this trip, combined with the things Susie told me before I left, mixed with my own wants and desires, filled my heart with hopes and worries both.

I needed time to sit with these thoughts, sort through them all, and determine what I should do with them. I was leaning toward action. Towards turning down the King's request and standing up for myself, and for the kingdom that deserved a better queen than Bridget.

But to be so bold was a struggle. If I was wrong, it could cost many lives. If the King was wrong, lives would still be forfeit.

It remained a difficult choice. I wished I could speak to Nicholas about it, but I didn't dare with Elva sitting on the other side of him in the car.

Besides, I wasn't sure where I would begin. Nicholas was even more entangled in this decision than I was. While I was certain he didn't want to be married to Bridget, I didn't want to assume that he would rather be tied down to me.

Ug! I didn't know! It was all so confusing.

Regardless of my choice, I didn't want to tell him until I was sure of it. I absolutely did not want to make life more difficult for him.

Nicholas sneaked me a sideways glance as we journeyed in the car.

Catching my eye, he lifted a brow, as if asking me, You alright?

I nodded.

He didn't seem to believe me. He reached his hand toward mine and laced our fingers together.

The action gave me comfort and I closed my eyes.

I cared so deeply for Nicholas. I wanted to make the correct choice.

The person I needed to talk to most, to bounce my thoughts around with, was Susie. I needed my best friend.

Returning the palace, I couldn't wait to talk to Susie. I went with Elva to our bedroom and helped her settle down for a nap. When Elva was resting soundly, I left her in the care of Charlotte and the nanny and left the room.

rushed toward Susie's room. The door was closed. That

glanced, but he was the only

Susie's things were gone. It was almost as if she still hadn't returned from her trip, but that couldn't be. I had been told I was the last

I could see the worry in his

was just what I had been about to ask him. I shook my head. "I take it, you haven't

the paper and pens Susie used to

her since before she left

that didn't bode

her to show. Her family shouldn't have any idea she was pregnant. They shouldn't have any reason to

fine," I said, to lift both our

be in it. His gaze

kept our usual seating regardless. I sat across from Veronica and Tiffany, with Jessica nearby. Lilliana, Olivia, and Bridget sat at the far end of

to keep the entire family at home. What sort of shame she would face coming back here, even if she isn't the

sat so quickly, I

"Who?" I asked.

me, surprised. As did everyone else at the table. After everything that happened, I'd seemed to make it my personal job not to talk to Bridget. I ignored her as much as

She didn't push me into

from her surprise quicker than the rest. "Susie, of course. Didn't

suspense. I didn't have time for

a child

Olivia said, side-eying Bridget. "She's far

the quiet ones,"

one else seemed to

disgraceful to

family won't let her come back because of the scandal. They think Susie even being here would only bring attention to them. At least, that's what the

to be here. Surely someone would ask questions, and the

the door and saw Mark storming past. Had he overheard? I'd never seen him as angry as I had in that flash of his face walking in front of