The Luna Choosing Game by Jane Above Story

Chapter 0619

On the ride back, my thoughts were buzzing. Everything I leamed this trip, combined with the things Susie told me before I left, mixed with my own wants and desires, filled my heart with hopes and worries both.

I needed time to sit with these thoughts, sort through them all, and determine what I should do with them. I was leaning toward action. Towards turning down the King's request and standing up for myself, and for the kingdom that deserved a better queen than Bridget.

But to be so bold was a struggle. If I was wrong, it could cost many lives. If the King was wrong, lives would still be forfeit.

It remained a difficult choice. I wished I could speak to Nicholas about it, but I didn't dare with Elva sitting on the other side of him in the car.

Besides, I wasn't sure where I would begin. Nicholas was even more entangled in this decision than I was. While I was certain he didn't want to be married to Bridget, I didn't want to assume that he would rather be tied down to me.

Ug! I didn't know! It was all so confusing.

Regardless of my choice, I didn't want to tell him until I was sure of it. I absolutely did not want to make life more difficult for him.

Nicholas sneaked me a sideways glance as we journeyed in the car.

Catching my eye, he lifted a brow, as if asking me, You alright?

I nodded.

He didn't seem to believe me. He reached his hand toward mine and laced our fingers together.

The action gave me comfort and I closed my eyes.

I cared so deeply for Nicholas. I wanted to make the correct choice.

The person I needed to talk to most, to bounce my thoughts around with, was Susie. I needed my best friend.

Returning the palace, I couldn't wait to talk to Susie. I went with Elva to our bedroom and helped her settle down for a nap. When Elva was resting soundly, I left her in the care of Charlotte and the nanny and left the room.

door was closed. That was not all that

near the desk. I quickly glanced,

hadn't returned from her trip,

me, I could

been about to ask him. I shook my head. "I take it, you

the paper and pens Susie used to write her letters. She

from her since before she left for

didn't bode

was too early in Susie's pregnancy for her to show. Her family shouldn't have any idea she

sure she's fine," I said, to lift

didn't seem to be in it. His gaze

kept our usual seating

"With a scandal like that, of course they want to keep the entire family at home.

quickly, I nearly toppled

"Who?" I asked.

looked at me, surprised. As did everyone else at the table. After everything that happened, I'd seemed to make it my personal job not to talk to Bridget. I

didn't push me into conversation. She'd been keeping just as

Bridget recovered from her surprise quicker than the rest. "Susie, of course. Didn't you hear? it's a huge scandal.

suspense. I didn't have time for that. I looked to Veronica

a child out of wedlock,"

Olivia said, side-eying Bridget.

quiet

seemed to believe

to talk about such things

think Susie even

"She would bring attention to her family by continuing to be here. Surely someone would ask questions, and the poor, quiet girl wouldn't know how

overheard? I'd never seen him as angry as I had in that flash of his face walking