The Luna Choosing Game by Jane Above Story

Chapter 0629

Elva held tightly onto her teddy bear. She looked down at it with sad eyes.

"I don't understand, Mommy," Elva said. "Why do we hate bears now...?"

I lowered myself down to her level. Holding her shoulders, I explained, "We don't hate bears, honey. But... they could be dangerous right now. They're all pretty grumpy about some things that happened a few years ago. Until that gets sorted out, we need to be extra careful."

Elva nodded, soaking in my words. Then she held out her bear toward me. "Do we report Mr. Fuzz Bear?"

My heart cracked down the middle. How could I possibly, properly explain this situation to Elva, a child? She couldn't see the difference between wolves and bears. To her, they were all her tea-party guests.

"No, Elva," I said, gently pushing Mr. Fuzz Bear back toward Elva. "Mr. Fuzz Bear is a bear we can trust. It's every other bear that we see that we must stay away from and report, okay?"

She didn't seem to understand, her face still scrunched up in confusion. But, she eventually nodded and pulled Mr. Fuzz Bear back into her arms. "Okay..." she said in a tiny voice.

Slowly, we walked back to our room. I hadn't told Elva yet that I would be leaving without her today. I knew she was going to be upset about it.

As I dressed in less flashy clothes for the adventure, Elva stood in the closet doorway and asked me, "Where you going, Mommy?"

"I just have to go out for a little while."

"What about the bears?"

"I'll be okay," I told her. "Nicholas will be there to protect me."

"Can I come?" Elva asked.

Absolutely not. I would endanger my own life, but I'd never put Elva at risk. "No, honey," I said. "Not today." "But Mommy-"

"I'll be fine," I said, "But it's too dangerous for little girls."

was apparently the wrong thing to say. She scrunched up her nose in frustrated

you can go, I can go

"No, Elva."

"Why?" she asked.

though even I could admit that my reasoning wasn't very sound, at least from her perspective. If I could choose to endanger myself,

"Why, Mommy?" she demanded.

knock sounded at the door, abruptly ending the argument. Nicholas

dressed casually too, a suggestion made by Julian. They didn't want to stand out as princes

jeans and a polo shirt. It was odd to see

at a bad time?"

into the

smile immediately fell. "I can't, princess, I'm

want to

answer is

moment his heart broke, having to deny her. He even placed a hand to his chest, as if that would

be back before you know it,"

shook her head. She was still

a hug goodbye?" Nicholas

forward and he wrapped her in the safety

I told her. "I love you," I said and kissed

Nicholas and I left Elva in the care of

to

to turn her down. Even though I

at her age, but I

"I can see that."

when she doesn't understand why I am willing to risk my

your lives," Nicholas said. "But Elva's safety is paramount." He shook his head a little. "I will do my best to bring you safely back to her. I hate that anyone has to be