The Luna Is Gone by Angelique Quinn

Chapter 87

Nathan’s pov

“I admit I pay attention to Zoe partly because she looks like Avia, but I have never seen Zoe as Avia’s substitute. I mean, Zoe’s existence is no different from any of my previous lovers.”

In fact, the bigger reason why I was with Zoe was actually Diana.

Because at that time, I suddenly realized that I seemed to be paying attention to Diana’s every move. I even fantasized about Diana when I slept with other women.

But… I clearly hated Diana so much.

I attributed it to the inevitable reaction brought by mate bond.

So I deliberately brought Zoe back and gave her my greatest favor, just to prove that I didn’t like Diana.

I even despicably enjoyed Diana’s sad gaze when she saw me with Zoe.

Because the sadder she was, the more she loved–me.

I never thought she would leave me because of this.

In my opinion, she loved me so much that no matter what I did, she would choose to endure.

But she did leave, and it was a whole year.

I didn’t want to admit it, but I really regretted it.

I found that I have truly fallen in love with Diana, not because of mate bond.

“Then Avia…” Cameron seemed to still not believe it, speaking without hesitation, “But Avia saved us, you should…”

“I should fall in love with her just because she saved me?” I sneered, “This statement is a bit absurd. You said Avia saved me and you. Besides me, there’s also you. Will you fall in love with her because of this? Aren’t you treating her like a daughter?”

“Are they the same?” Cameron looked at me awkwardly.

“What’s different?” I asked back, “For me, Avia’s life–saving kindness did make me consider her the most important person in my life, but it’s not because of love.”

Cameron couldn’t speak for a long time.

After a while, she sighed and said, “So, you still loved that bitch Diana.”

I did not deny it.

“But you can’t be together.” Cameron’s attitude became tough, “Don’t forget what Diana has done to Avia.”

to investigate it again,” I

“Do you think we’ve all wronged Diana? Avia

when the truth comes out,” I said.

in shock. “Do you think we’ve all wronged Diana?

truth comes

confused by

will have my

about Avia’s life?” Cameron asked.

confusion and said,

mean?”

tone became much sadder as she said, “Avia committed suicide three times during your absence.”

My nerves twitched.

had given up

if you don’t like Avia, she really likes you. She has encountered…” Cameron couldn’t continue, “Anyway, she feels like she can’t face you now. She’s traumatized. She hates everything around her. She hates herself after… that thing

live.” Cameron’s tears fell down.

I hesitated.

was true that I didn’t like Avia, but it was also

1. me.

watch her die in

I couldn’t.

a long time, “Then get engaged first. As

okay to get engaged first. I’ve already

invitations?” I

afraid to look

to calm down Avia’s emotions, so that she wouldn’t commit suicide anymore, so…”

said, “So when

Wednesday,” Cameron whispered.

had a

could change

Cameron said, “After you rest, go see Avia.

much.”

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answer with a cold face, and Cameron closed the

behavior, considering Avia’s emotions, I still went to Avia’s ward the next morning.

burst of excited laughter

in confusion.

was bad? How could she laugh

pushed the door open and

of the dressing mirror, leisurely putting on her