Chapter 67

Avery

I knew the person she was referring to.

It was the alpha that got me the wolfsbane I used to stop myself from sensing the mate bond.

Taking wolfsbane was a countermeasure I thought of so I would not know my second chance mate even when we are face to face.

I had been afraid of a second rejection. It would have broken me to pieces.

Thank the moon goddess that Dante was not like scummy alpha Jake.

Back then, Sadie did not tell me that he was her mate.

It was an information she hid from me so the turn of events she mentioned was surprising.

It was like our situation was from a carbon mold.

It seemed her mate had rejected her.

He was like my first first mate, alpha Jake. My first mate wanted to eat his cake while having the intentions of hoarding it.

They were contradictory.

If they want us, why did they reject us?

It can be attributed to their greed.

Compassion for Sadie surged within me.

We experienced similar fates.

I had always looked up to Sadie.

She was my spiritual pillar.

She was smart, outgoing and beautiful.

She did not let the hate surrounding her stump her.

I did not know that she would experience this kind of thing.

The pain of rejection was no joke.

I would never wish that pain on my enemies, not to talk about my dearest friends.

No wonder she changed.

If she did not change, then she was weird and strange.

The same could be said to me. Because of the rejection I experienced, I started having a negative feeling about the mate bond.

The moon goddess could not even convince me to change my mind. My views on the mate bond only changed when Dante showed me that he was an excellent mate.

If Dante had not barged into my life, I would still be filled with that hate the trauma of my rejection caused.

It was a case of being bitten once but being shy twice.

“Why didn’t you say anything to me? I thought we were friends. I told you about my rejection but you hid the fact that you found your mate from me.” I said as I levelled my gaze at Sadie.

I was truly unhappy.

I did not stop her from keeping secrets from me.

Still, she should have known which kind of secrets to keep from me.

She just kept this information to herself and she suffered alone.

If she had told me about it then, I would have stopped her from associating with her mate.

Although then, I had a bad view of the mate bond, it is still alright to stay with each other.

We would have found men that passed our tests as partners.

She disappointed me.

alpha mate, he would not have had the chance to hurt her

would have

would not have a good time

was like quenching thirst with a poisoned cup of

but that path would still lead to a dead end. She would still end

no way about

me and alpha Jake.

then let myself be his concubine so I can be with him, I would have a terrible life

that had a mate but still wanted a concubine was

let their no be no

alpha Jake can take a first concubine, he can take a

time that has an impact. Any time after the first time

goddess had assured me that the mate bonds change people, I was still sceptical

would never be able to wash off his

scummy

radiance.

was like

be as

off the mate bond between alpha Jake and I, I

not clouded by rose tinted glasses anymore.

was resistant to being his concubine aside from

me, a person that had genuine feelings for me would not suggest to me

position.

proper position if he truly loved me

to brave the odds that were against me, my children would not have been able to

was not able to see what I

effect of drinking

swamp she could have gotten herself out

am sorry for not telling you. I can not truly pinpoint the reason why I did not want to tell you then. I was

at her

loved Sadie. She was quick to admit

through

How did you get the opportunity to come to Zera

was one of the things that was

was the pack bordering my former pack. My former pack, Silver Crescent was

to be counted in

come here, I had to use the

did she get

said with a playful glare, “You are so impatient.”

smiled at her

as his mate, I knew I would not be able to make our relationship

took her so

love her at

was toying

it was hard for Sadie to even notice this,

things of the heart were elusive. Emotions aren’t

her emotions would make her think it would work out in the

the bystander or the observer that can

influenced by their bias.

as a concubine.” Sadie muttered as she studied the dishes that had been brought to

intent to eat

the table that was full of dishes in absentmindedness.

I asked in

memory

this was out of

behaved in a way that assured everybody that she was confident in herself.

was not something she would do.

I did not remember wrongly, the day I escaped from my

I asked her what was wrong, she said the alpha she was dating had another lady that everybody recognized while she

not know she was

was someone

I had informed Sadie of alpha Jake’s offer for me to be a concubine then, she

the pit I had to run away to avoid.

see that Sadie really loved that

her principles and

I would change him and my situation but he was not worth it.” Her words were

had really done a

off with him but it wasn’t easy. I fell into a pit of depression and self abasement.” She paused, “I even had the thought to end my life but then, in my

pain she went through but I was puzzled by

benefactor wasn’t decievung you?” I

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