Chapter 67

Avery

I knew the person she was referring to.

It was the alpha that got me the wolfsbane I used to stop myself from sensing the mate bond.

Taking wolfsbane was a countermeasure I thought of so I would not know my second chance mate even when we are face to face.

I had been afraid of a second rejection. It would have broken me to pieces.

Thank the moon goddess that Dante was not like scummy alpha Jake.

Back then, Sadie did not tell me that he was her mate.

It was an information she hid from me so the turn of events she mentioned was surprising.

It was like our situation was from a carbon mold.

It seemed her mate had rejected her.

He was like my first first mate, alpha Jake. My first mate wanted to eat his cake while having the intentions of hoarding it.

They were contradictory.

If they want us, why did they reject us?

It can be attributed to their greed.

Compassion for Sadie surged within me.

We experienced similar fates.

I had always looked up to Sadie.

She was my spiritual pillar.

She was smart, outgoing and beautiful.

She did not let the hate surrounding her stump her.

I did not know that she would experience this kind of thing.

The pain of rejection was no joke.

I would never wish that pain on my enemies, not to talk about my dearest friends.

No wonder she changed.

If she did not change, then she was weird and strange.

The same could be said to me. Because of the rejection I experienced, I started having a negative feeling about the mate bond.

The moon goddess could not even convince me to change my mind. My views on the mate bond only changed when Dante showed me that he was an excellent mate.

If Dante had not barged into my life, I would still be filled with that hate the trauma of my rejection caused.

It was a case of being bitten once but being shy twice.

“Why didn’t you say anything to me? I thought we were friends. I told you about my rejection but you hid the fact that you found your mate from me.” I said as I levelled my gaze at Sadie.

I was truly unhappy.

I did not stop her from keeping secrets from me.

Still, she should have known which kind of secrets to keep from me.

She just kept this information to herself and she suffered alone.

If she had told me about it then, I would have stopped her from associating with her mate.

Although then, I had a bad view of the mate bond, it is still alright to stay with each other.

We would have found men that passed our tests as partners.

She disappointed me.

would not have had the chance to

have been fine.

have

with a poisoned cup

that path would still lead to a dead end. She would still end up

way about it.

me and alpha Jake.

be his concubine so I can be with him, I would have a terrible life

that had a mate but still wanted a concubine

to let their no be no and

alpha Jake can take a first concubine, he can take a

that has an impact. Any time after the first time would be easier.

bonds change

he would never be able to wash off

scummy

radiance.

mate was like that too.

could not be as

alpha Jake and I, I

clouded by rose tinted glasses

I was resistant to being his concubine

feelings for me would not suggest to me that I should stay by his

position.

a proper position if he truly loved me and not

leaving my past behind, if I had no intent to brave the odds that were against me, my children would not have been able to motivate me to fight against my

not able to see what I

of drinking poisoned wine to quench her

sinking in a swamp she could have gotten herself

reason why I did not want to tell you then. I was led away by his lies. I thought I could make it work.” The sadness in her

sighed at

loved Sadie. She was quick to admit her

have gone through

next? How did you get the opportunity to come

things that was confusing to me.

pack was the pack bordering my former pack. My former

distance had to be

to use the teleportation

did she get here?

to that part.” Sadie said with a playful glare, “You

smiled at her glare.

his mate, I knew I would not be able to make our relationship work anymore. My hopes died then but

so long to

alpha don’t love her at

was toying with

for Sadie to even notice this,

things of the heart were elusive. Emotions aren’t something that can

the relationship but her emotions would make her think it would

or the observer that

be influenced by their bias.

him so badly that I finally tried to be with him as a concubine.” Sadie muttered

no intent to eat

just looking at the table that was full of dishes

I asked in

was in my memory loved herself like

out of the

assured everybody that

concubine was not something she would do.

remember wrongly, the day I escaped from my former pack, Sadie had

was dating had another lady that everybody recognized while

I did not know

alpha was someone

offer for me to be a concubine then, she was shocked.

don’t know why she jumped into the pit I had to run

could see that Sadie really loved that

principles and pride was enough

not worth it.” Her words were neutral

done

of depression and self abasement.” She paused, “I even had the thought to end my life but then, in my

she went through but I was

wasn’t decievung you?”

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