Chapter 67

Avery

I knew the person she was referring to.

It was the alpha that got me the wolfsbane I used to stop myself from sensing the mate bond.

Taking wolfsbane was a countermeasure I thought of so I would not know my second chance mate even when we are face to face.

I had been afraid of a second rejection. It would have broken me to pieces.

Thank the moon goddess that Dante was not like scummy alpha Jake.

Back then, Sadie did not tell me that he was her mate.

It was an information she hid from me so the turn of events she mentioned was surprising.

It was like our situation was from a carbon mold.

It seemed her mate had rejected her.

He was like my first first mate, alpha Jake. My first mate wanted to eat his cake while having the intentions of hoarding it.

They were contradictory.

If they want us, why did they reject us?

It can be attributed to their greed.

Compassion for Sadie surged within me.

We experienced similar fates.

I had always looked up to Sadie.

She was my spiritual pillar.

She was smart, outgoing and beautiful.

She did not let the hate surrounding her stump her.

I did not know that she would experience this kind of thing.

The pain of rejection was no joke.

I would never wish that pain on my enemies, not to talk about my dearest friends.

No wonder she changed.

If she did not change, then she was weird and strange.

The same could be said to me. Because of the rejection I experienced, I started having a negative feeling about the mate bond.

The moon goddess could not even convince me to change my mind. My views on the mate bond only changed when Dante showed me that he was an excellent mate.

If Dante had not barged into my life, I would still be filled with that hate the trauma of my rejection caused.

It was a case of being bitten once but being shy twice.

“Why didn’t you say anything to me? I thought we were friends. I told you about my rejection but you hid the fact that you found your mate from me.” I said as I levelled my gaze at Sadie.

I was truly unhappy.

I did not stop her from keeping secrets from me.

Still, she should have known which kind of secrets to keep from me.

She just kept this information to herself and she suffered alone.

If she had told me about it then, I would have stopped her from associating with her mate.

Although then, I had a bad view of the mate bond, it is still alright to stay with each other.

We would have found men that passed our tests as partners.

She disappointed me.

he would not have had

would have

would not have a good

thirst with a poisoned cup

might quench the thirst but that path would still lead to

way about it.

like me

be blinded by love and then let myself be his concubine so I can be with him, I would have a terrible life going

still wanted

to let their

a first concubine,

is only the first time that has an impact. Any time after the first time would be easier.

the mate bonds change people, I was still sceptical about alpha

be able to

scummy

radiance.

like

be as ruthless

breaking off the mate bond between alpha Jake and I, I was able

view was not clouded by

to being his concubine aside from the low status

person that had genuine feelings for me would not suggest to me that I should stay by his side

position.

if he truly loved me and not his

the

able to

the futile effect of drinking poisoned wine to quench her

sinking in a swamp she could have gotten herself out

not truly pinpoint the reason why I did not want to tell you then.

sighed at her apology.

reasons I loved Sadie. She

through a lot.

opportunity to come

was one of the things that was confusing to

pack bordering my former pack. My former pack, Silver

had to be counted in miles.

to

did she get here?

that part.” Sadie said with a playful glare, “You are so impatient.”

smiled at her glare.

another beta lady as his mate, I knew I would not be able to make our relationship work

took her so long to realize.

love her

toying with

hard for Sadie to even notice

things of the heart were elusive. Emotions aren’t something that can

be seeing the red flags in the relationship but her emotions would make her think it would work out in

only the bystander or the observer that can see things clearly.

involved would be influenced by their

him so badly that I finally tried to be with him as a concubine.” Sadie muttered as she studied the dishes that had been brought to

no intent to eat in

at the table that was full of

asked

was in my memory loved herself like a

out of the question for her.

always behaved in a way that assured everybody that she was confident

not

escaped from my former pack, Sadie

was dating had another lady

her mate but I did not

the alpha was someone Sadie was dating

Jake’s offer for me to be a concubine then, she was shocked.

why she jumped into the pit I

that Sadie really loved that alpha.

her to put down her principles and pride was enough prove.

was not worth it.” Her words were neutral but the

had really done a number

into a pit of depression and self abasement.” She

at the pain she went through but I was puzzled by this new

wasn’t decievung you?” I asked in

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