Chapter 0172 ASHANTI'S POV.

My eyes keep flickering to the wall clock. The time reads seven pm. I have not been summoned by Alpha Reagan which means I'll be sending the night here today. I don't know how I feel about that. Last night, sex with him was emotionless and almost brutal. I don't ever want to have that kind of sex with him again. But then I miss being around him. Being with him. I've gotten so used sleeping on his bed that sleeping on another now makes me sad.

I don't want to go to him and let him f c k me brutally again, that's why I'm happy that he hasn't summoned me, but the thought of spending the night on a bed that's not his makes me sad. In the end, I don't know how I feel.

"It seems we'll be spending the night together today." Tessa says, emerging from the closet. with a scary face mask on. She has been obsessed with skincare routines these days.

I let out a heavy sigh when she sits by my side.

"Yeah. Yeah." I reply gloomily.

"You don't look too happy about that.

"I don't know how I feel."

"What do you mean?" There's concern in her voice, as usual. I sigh heavily and tell her. everything that's going on, From the meeting with the elders to how cold Alpha Reagan has een treating me lastly and the emotionless sex we had last night. By the time I'm done, she looks just as confused as I am about the situation.

"Wow!" She exclaims, scratching the back of her head. "That's... that's really not cool. I can. only imagine how heartbroken you feel right now."

I tell her in

to me. "I know you're going through a though

even if they do, it's okay. Have you ever thought of discussing this with Alpha Reagan?" "I have." I look at her with teary eyes. "But I'm too scared to bring it up. He hasn't been

to him especially when he's the sole author of those worries. For me, I think you should talk to him.

"I'm scared."

"Until when?"

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15 BONUS

She's right.

if I want to understand what is going on, I have to

I'm try to

It's better than sulking here all day and feeling bad for yourself." She goes to her bed, leaving me alone with my thoughts. It's true that I have to talk to Alpha Reagan and I intend to do

door opens and one of

and Tessa turns to look at me. My heart starts hammering in my chest when I understand the

call,

wave of shock scattes down my spine as her

here to see me at this

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