The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow

thing I remember

and her

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house is silent,

room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the hallway.

to keep

me still…

moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a

I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she

Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against

seen him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I take

I find myself saying.

watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in

lessened, but I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl

as I walk over to it and move them

spot a

a pure black liquid

didn’t put that

zip through me the moment I touch the

to kill a Lycan.

flash, and I turn towards the sink,

Dad. 2

for a second. Aleric did say he’d

”

beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I

the room.

the

smirk.

She was listening…

my

“I want to talk to Dad,”

frowns but nods as I step out

take both… he’s watching me

Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

split. Half of me is sane whilst another part

him.

never be able to forgive myself if I killed

within

Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to

bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust

something.

those feelings! Stop me! (1)

pause at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying

to the hallway bathroom,

If I had, then Chris

ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

Heaven is crying.” I murmur as we make our way downstairs.

to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk

Dad is the

I try to drag my feet

their

from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my own mind.

office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

can do this… in the privacy of his office

opens the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my stomach.

hits me, and I stop dead in

He’s here…

here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking

prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see me…

says quietly.

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your

in?! Tell me how that

they trust him. I’m

Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

as my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.” I say

Leo says before Dad can even

Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.”

sharp eyes trained on

of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

on me,

Daddy’s

my tongue before I

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way

feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to you.’

eyes soften, and he

He says. 1

made a stupid decision. He

Leo… refuse

over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist,

won’t do

course, I will.

prickling with tears as sheer terror swims

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

were you,” Leo growls before he storms

on me, but

hear him

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

just wait for the best

breath and move back, wiping my eyes as

is Raihana coping?” I ask