The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I allow it to take

thing I remember

and

I’m fucking sorry…

the house is silent, and

the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar,

enough to

me still…

of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance

but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she

asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He

seen him nor sensed

Fucker.

I take

need to pee.” I find myself

as I walk to the bathroom. The

but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

to the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the

over

I spot a small glass bottle which

a pure black

didn’t put that

through me the moment I

kill a

towards the sink, slipping it into my

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide me

”

beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before

the room.

right outside the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

run…” I say, tossing my hair back as

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake,

frowns but nods as I step out of my bedroom

think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with

is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best

him.

be able to forgive

fear within

quietly, motioning for me to

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up

something.

those feelings! Stop

soft sobs of

at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

I had, then Chris would still be

Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

as we

puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out

Dad is the target.

heart is pounding as I try to drag my feet which have now

their pace.

isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his

reach Dad’s office and

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

can do this… in the privacy of

door as the first glimmer. of dread

and I stop dead in

He’s here…

I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God before me.

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so

in my own mind, yet he

Royce says

bitterly. ” You let your

in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

they trust him. I’m praying they

again, wishing he could

my silent plea.

pain rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

want to talk to you.

says before Dad

not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to

his sharp

fucking title of king to state my

all their eyes on me, and I

to play Daddy’s

my tongue before I

cry.

manipulate him the way only

through the link. ”

and

says.

has made a stupid decision. He

on, Leo… refuse it…

into his arms. I wrap my arms around

do

course, I

heart is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

you,” Leo growls before he storms out

can feel Royce’s eyes on

I hear him also walk

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

door

All alone…

for the best time…

and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and

Raihana coping?” I ask