The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I

thing I remember is

and

I’m fucking sorry…

the house is silent, and

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from

smart enough to keep an

me still…

slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a

I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she

and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the

nor sensed

Fucker.

can I take

I

I walk to the bathroom. The

still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on

over to it and move

I spot a

a pure black

didn’t put that there…

through me the moment I

enough to kill a Lycan. 3

I turn towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

but it’s only for a

”

need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head

the room.

outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I

past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake,

I step out of my bedroom

I don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me

easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt

My stomach twists.

brain is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best

him.

to forgive myself if I killed

fear within

quietly, motioning

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t

something.

those feelings! Stop

leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to

at the door to the hallway

ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still

Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make our way

and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take…

is the

I try to

their pace.

am I doing? It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s

Dad’s office

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

this… in

as the first glimmer. of dread settles into

me, and I

He’s here…

a sharp pang of

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking far…

own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see me…

says quietly.

head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

they trust him. I’m praying they have a

Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

pain rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.”

Leo says before Dad

you have no right to command or make decisions.”

sharp eyes

need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your fucking self.”

feel all their eyes on me, and I hate

to play Daddy’s little

tongue before I force

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate

feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me…

eyes soften, and

says. 1

I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

on, Leo… refuse

walk over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around

do

I will.

heart is thumping, my eyes prickling with

I do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

before he storms out of the

can feel Royce’s eyes on me,

hear him also walk to the

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

when the door closes behind them,

All alone…

wait for

a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit

is Raihana coping?”