The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I

last thing I remember

and

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house is

The door is ajar,

they’re smart enough to keep

me still…

bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the

me, but just when I’m

see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning

nor sensed

Fucker.

I take both?

pee.” I find

and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in

I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit

I walk over

spot a

black

put that there…

darkness zip through me

enough to kill a Lycan. 3

and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

hesitate, my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say

”

there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head back

the room.

is right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I

Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who

out of my bedroom and look

able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly

My stomach twists.

split. Half of me is sane whilst another part

him.

be able to forgive myself if

fear within

Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to follow.

into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

on those feelings! Stop me!

leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young

the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

Aleric! If I had, then Chris

Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our

on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk

is the target.

heart is pounding as I try to drag my feet

up their pace.

isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts

Dad’s office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

can do this… in the

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the

and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God before

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking

prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

says quietly.

bitterly. ”

Tell me how that makes

they trust him. I’m praying they

Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

my head as my eyes

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.” I say

says before Dad can

you have no right to command or make

his sharp eyes

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your fucking

their eyes on me, and I hate

Daddy’s

cluck my tongue before I force myself

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the way

through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to you.’

soften, and

He says. 1

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and

Leo…

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my

do

course, I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims

end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his anger.

eyes on

I hear him also walk to

door.

Rayhan,”

and when the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

for the best

back, wiping my eyes as I go over to

Raihana coping?”