The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow it to take

last thing I

Ri and

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house is silent,

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and

smart enough to keep an eye

me still…

Delsanra stands up, pasting a

is growing within me, but just when

I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the

nor

Fucker.

I take

I find myself

nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain

still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route

as I walk over to it and

until I spot a small glass

a pure black liquid inside.

put that

me the moment I

to kill

turn towards the sink,

Dad. 2

for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide me

”

I flush the toilet and open the tap for a

the room.

right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

my hair back as I

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

but nods as I step out of my bedroom

to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

split. Half of me is sane whilst another part

him.

able to forgive myself if I

within is growing.

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning

Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

on those feelings!

sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom,

the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling

I had, then Chris would still

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as

on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts

is the

I try to drag my

up their pace.

my head right

Dad’s office

d Rayhan knocks.

voice

can do this… in the privacy of his office

the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my stomach.

I stop dead in

He’s here…

here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking

my own mind, yet he didn’t

Royce says

at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the very

staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

glad they trust him. I’m praying they have a plan.

Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.”

before Dad can even reply.

the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl venomously.

sharp eyes

need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all

eyes on me, and I hate it.

Daddy’s little

before

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

I say through the link. ” You told me… I can

eyes soften, and he

says.

made

Leo…

into his arms. I wrap my arms

won’t do

course, I

with tears as sheer terror swims through me.

end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

you,” Leo growls before he storms out of

eyes on me, but he

word and I hear him also

door.

Rayhan,” Dad says.

says and when the door closes behind

All alone…

just wait for the best

eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down

coping?” I