The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow it to take

thing I remember is thinking

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is silent, and

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I

smart enough to keep an eye on

me still…

pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in her

I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to

alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall

nor

Fucker.

can I take both?

need to pee.” I

relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain

still

usual self.

I’m glad…

smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl

I walk over

a small glass bottle

a pure black liquid inside.

didn’t put

feel the darkness zip through me the moment I touch the bottle.

to kill a

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second.

”

I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before

the room.

the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

say, tossing my hair back as I look at the

“I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who

nods as I step out

think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey

because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt

My stomach twists.

of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best

him.

never be able to

within

says quietly, motioning for me to

bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think

something.

feelings!

sobs of a young girl crying

to the

should have ousted Aleric! If I had,

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make

rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock me

is

is pounding as I try to drag my feet

their pace.

was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s

Dad’s office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

this… in the privacy of his office

as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my

hits me, and I stop

He’s here…

I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest

He’s here.

I’m here.

so

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to

Royce says quietly.

looking at Dad bitterly. ”

how

glad they trust him. I’m praying they have a

stare at Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.” I say

Dad can even reply.

have no right to command or make

slightly, his sharp eyes

fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t

their eyes on me, and I

Daddy’s

my tongue before

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we can…

say through the link. ” You told me…

soften, and he nods.

He says.

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid

on, Leo…

me into his arms.

won’t do

I will.

thumping, my eyes prickling with

I do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room,

eyes on me, but he

I hear

door.

the door, Rayhan,”

Rayhan says and when the door closes behind them, I almost smile.

All alone…

I just wait for the best

wiping my eyes as I

coping?”