The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow it to

I remember is

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

the house is silent,

Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching

to keep an

me still…

body moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the

is growing within me, but just when I’m

step forward.

him nor

Fucker.

I take

I find myself

I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on

as I walk over to it and

spot a small glass

black liquid inside.

didn’t put

darkness zip through me the moment

to kill

the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

hesitate, my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second.

”

there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap

the room.

is right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I

to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is

nods as I step out of my bedroom

watching me with those grey eyes

his little girl, and he’ll foolishly

My stomach twists.

sane whilst another part

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I killed Dad.

within is

office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to

nod, not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me,

something.

act on those feelings! Stop me!

stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a

the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through

ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris

Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

as

Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take…

is the target.

pounding as I try to drag my feet which have now

up their pace.

am I doing? It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes

office

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

do this… in the privacy of his

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the

and I stop

He’s here…

All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to

says

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You

she’s staying in?! Tell me how

glad they trust him. I’m praying they have a

Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

rushes through my head as my eyes

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.”

Dad can even

you have no right to command

sharp eyes

not, but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

can feel all their eyes on me, and I

play Daddy’s

before I

cry.

Dad… manipulate him the way only we

feel alone’ I say through the link. ”

eyes soften, and he

says. 1

looks at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and for good

on, Leo…

into his arms. I wrap my arms around

won’t do this.

course, I

prickling with tears as

if I do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his anger.

feel Royce’s eyes on

word and I hear him also

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

the door closes behind them,

All alone…

just wait for the

shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to

is Raihana coping?”