The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow

last thing I remember is

and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

start; the

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra

enough to

me still…

moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on

can overpower her is growing within me, but just when

step forward. He had been leaning against

him nor sensed

Fucker.

can I

I find

as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my body

I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on

as I walk over to it and

until I spot a small

black liquid

put that there…

feel the darkness zip through me the moment I touch

kill a Lycan.

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it

Dad. 2

hesitate, my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide me

”

got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and

the room.

the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

run…” I say, tossing my hair

to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now

but nods as I step out

to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes

I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt him!

My stomach twists.

is sane whilst

him.

to forgive myself if

fear within is

Rayhan says quietly,

feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m

something.

feelings!

sobs of a young girl crying in

to the hallway bathroom, feeling

had, then Chris would

Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

murmur as

her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out

is the

to drag my feet

their

his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my own

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

in the

of dread settles into the pit of

me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

here and I can’t help but feel a

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking far…

own mind, yet he

says

looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist

in?! Tell me how

him. I’m

at Royce again,

my silent plea.

head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

you. Alone.” I say

says before Dad

are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to

slightly, his sharp eyes trained

I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking

on me, and

to play Daddy’s little girl.

tongue before I force

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we

the link. ” You told me… I can talk to you.’

soften, and he nods.

says. 1

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and

Leo…

he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his

won’t do this.

I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

if I do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his anger.

can feel Royce’s eyes on me, but he

hear him also walk to

door.

door, Rayhan,”

Rayhan says and when the door closes

All alone…

I just wait for the best

breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down

coping?” I ask softly.