The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow

last thing I remember is

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

the house is silent, and

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar,

they’re smart enough to keep

me still…

slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile

her is growing within me, but just when I’m

alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the

him nor

Fucker.

I take

I find myself

nods, watching as I walk

but I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the

over to

until I spot a small glass

pure black

put that

feel the darkness zip through me the moment I touch the

kill

and I turn towards the

Dad. 2

but it’s only for

”

the

the room.

is right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

tossing my hair back

to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is

but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look at Rayhan.

I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes

Dad… Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself if

fear within is growing.

his office,” Rayhan says quietly,

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and

something.

those feelings! Stop me! (1)

hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom,

to the

If I had, then Chris would still

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our

at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s

Dad is the

try to drag

their

me… although his voice isn’t in my head right

office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

voice

this… in

glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of

hits me, and I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking far…

yet he didn’t bother to come to see

says

” You let your

staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

trust him. I’m praying they

again,

my silent plea.

pain rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.”

Dad can even reply.

have no right to

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes trained

of king to

their eyes on me, and I hate it.

Daddy’s little

before I force myself

cry.

on, tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we can…

say through the link. ” You

eyes soften, and he

He says.

Dad has made a stupid decision. He

Leo… refuse

me into his arms. I wrap my arms

won’t do this.

course, I

prickling with tears as sheer

I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

before he storms out of the room, trying to calm

Royce’s eyes on me,

a word and I hear him also walk

door.

door, Rayhan,”

and when the door closes

All alone…

I just wait for the best

eyes as I go over to his desk and

Raihana coping?” I