The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow

last thing I

and

I’m fucking sorry…

the house is

look around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is

smart enough to keep an eye

me still…

slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile

within me, but just when I’m

Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He

seen him nor

Fucker.

can I take

to pee.” I

she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my body

lessened, but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to

as I walk over to it and

until I spot a

a pure black liquid inside.

put that there…

through me the moment I touch the bottle.

to kill a

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

but it’s only for a

”

I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head back to

the room.

outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

run…” I say, tossing my

“I want to talk to Dad,” I say as

I step out of

don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself

within

office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m

something.

on those feelings!

sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying

to the hallway bathroom,

I had,

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

murmur as we make our way downstairs.

puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I

Dad is

is pounding as I try to drag my feet which have

up their

me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

I can do this… in the privacy of his

the door as the first glimmer. of

me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as

He’s here.

I’m here.

so

yet he

says

Dad bitterly. ”

in?! Tell me how that makes sense!”

they trust him. I’m praying they have a

Royce again,

my silent plea.

rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

Leo says before Dad can even

scoff. “You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no

his sharp

don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your fucking

can feel all their eyes on me, and

to play Daddy’s little

my tongue before I force myself to

cry.

on, tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

through the link. ” You told me… I can talk

eyes soften, and he nods.

says.

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and for good reason.

Leo…

he stands up, pulling me into his arms.

do this.

course, I will.

with tears as sheer terror swims

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his anger.

feel Royce’s eyes on me, but he

I hear him also walk to

door.

door, Rayhan,”

says and when the door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

for the

move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to

is Raihana coping?” I ask