The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I allow

last thing I remember is

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

start; the house

beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from

they’re smart enough to keep

me still…

bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness

is growing within me, but just when

Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I

I find myself

walk to the bathroom. The pain in my body

but I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of

as I walk over to

spot a small glass bottle which

a pure black liquid inside.

put

the darkness zip through me the

enough to kill a Lycan. 3

flash, and I turn towards the sink,

Dad. 2

hesitate, my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide

”

it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head back

the room.

right outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my

1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as

as I step out

to take both… he’s watching me with those

easy… because I’m his little girl, and

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way to kill

him.

to forgive myself

fear within is

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me.

something.

those feelings! Stop me! (1)

the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of

the door to the

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our way downstairs.

and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they

is

heart is pounding as I try to drag my feet which have

their

his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts

Dad’s office

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

this… in the privacy of his

the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit

hits me, and I stop dead in

He’s here…

here and I can’t help but feel a

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking

in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother

says quietly.

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

Tell me how that makes sense!”

they trust him. I’m praying they have a

Royce again, wishing he could

my silent plea.

my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.” I

Dad

are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or

slightly, his sharp eyes trained on

the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion.

can feel all their eyes on me, and I hate it.

to play Daddy’s

cluck my tongue before

cry.

on, tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we

feel alone’ I say through the link. ”

soften, and he

He says.

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me

on, Leo…

his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

won’t do this.

course, I

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears

end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

you,” Leo growls before

can feel Royce’s eyes on me,

word and I hear

door.

the door, Rayhan,”

and when the door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

for the best

breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down

Raihana coping?” I ask softly.