The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it

thing I remember

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house is silent, and

The door is ajar, and

enough to keep an eye on

me still…

the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness

within me, but

forward. He had been leaning

seen him nor sensed

Fucker.

I take both?

to pee.” I find myself

face relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The

but I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

go to the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn

I walk over to it and move them

spot a small glass

a pure black

put

feel the darkness zip through me

to kill a Lycan. 3

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink,

Dad. 2

only for a second. Aleric did say

”

how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head back to

the room.

is right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

tossing my hair back as I

Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is

out of my bedroom

I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey

his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt him!

My stomach twists.

split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way to kill

him.

be able to forgive myself if I killed Dad.

within is

Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

act on those feelings!

I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying

at the door to the

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then

Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our way downstairs.

him and rip

Dad is

heart is pounding as I try to drag my feet

their pace.

commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if

Dad’s office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

in

of dread settles into the

and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking far…

he didn’t bother

Royce says quietly.

head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist

staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

I’m praying they have a plan.

at Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

pain rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

you. Alone.” I say

Dad can even

are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have

sharp

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We

their eyes on me, and

to play Daddy’s

before I

cry.

Dad… manipulate him the way only

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ”

soften, and he nods.

He says.

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust

on, Leo… refuse it…

his arms. I wrap my arms

won’t do this.

course, I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he

eyes on me, but he doesn’t

I hear him also walk

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

for the best time…

breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over

coping?” I ask