The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I

thing I remember is

and

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the

The door is ajar, and I

smart enough to keep an eye on

me still…

and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting

that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about

forward. He had been

him nor

Fucker.

I

I find myself saying.

relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in

I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but

as I walk over to it and

a small glass bottle

a pure black liquid inside.

didn’t put that

through me the moment

to kill a Lycan.

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it

Dad. 2

only for a second. Aleric did

”

need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds

the room.

right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now

nods as I step out of my bedroom

able to take both… he’s watching me with

little girl, and he’ll foolishly think

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is plotting

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive

within is

office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to follow.

I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust

something.

on those feelings! Stop me!

down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through me.

ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make

him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they

is the

try to

up their

Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s

reach Dad’s office

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

do this… in the

as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my stomach.

hits me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so

a prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

Royce says

at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the very

Tell me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

him. I’m

stare at Royce again,

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.” I say

before Dad can

have no right to command or make

slightly, his sharp eyes trained on

title of king to state my fucking

eyes on me, and I hate

Daddy’s little girl.

before I force myself to

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk

and he nods.

says.

I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid

Leo…

stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

won’t do this.

I will.

heart is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror

if I do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying

feel Royce’s eyes on

word and I hear him also walk to

door.

Rayhan,” Dad

the door

All alone…

for

move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to

is Raihana coping?” I ask