The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow it

last thing I remember is thinking

and

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house is silent, and

me. The door is ajar,

to keep an eye

me still…

and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite

that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk

Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning

nor sensed

Fucker.

can I take

need to pee.” I find myself saying.

she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

go to the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at

frown as I walk over to

spot a small

black liquid

didn’t put that

the darkness zip through me the moment I touch the

to kill a Lycan.

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second.

”

what I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the

the room.

the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

my

Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look

both… he’s watching

girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive

within is growing.

quietly,

nod, not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t

something.

feelings! Stop

can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle her sobs.

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

If I had, then Chris would

ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we

at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they

Dad is

heart is pounding as I try to drag my feet

up their pace.

isn’t in my head right now,

Dad’s office

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

in the privacy of his office

the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit

me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

own mind, yet he didn’t bother to

Royce says

looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

she’s staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!”

him. I’m praying they

Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.” I

Dad can even reply.

King yet Leo, you have no

his sharp eyes

title of king to state my fucking opinion. We

all their eyes on me,

play Daddy’s little girl.

cluck my tongue before I force

cry.

manipulate him the way only we can…

the link. ” You

and he nods.

says.

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

on, Leo… refuse it…

pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms

won’t do this.

I

prickling with

if I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

were you,” Leo growls before

on

hear him also walk to

door.

door, Rayhan,”

Rayhan says and when the door closes behind them, I almost smile.

All alone…

I just wait for the

and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk

is Raihana coping?” I ask