The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I allow it

thing I remember is thinking

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house

look around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra

enough to keep

me still…

Delsanra stands up, pasting a

confidence that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she speaks.

Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the

seen him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I take

pee.” I find myself saying.

watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in

lessened, but I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on the

walk over

spot a small glass bottle

black

didn’t put that there…

feel the darkness zip through me the moment I

enough to kill a

towards the sink, slipping it

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say

”

beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds

the room.

outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I

1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I

out of my bedroom and look at Rayhan.

both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I don’t trust them…

his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt him!

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself

fear within is

quietly, motioning

feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust

something.

on those feelings! Stop me!

the soft sobs of

the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

had,

Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make

hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I

is the target.

as I try to drag my feet which have now

their

isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice

I can do this… in the privacy of his

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the

me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens

He’s here.

I’m here.

so

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see me…

says

looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your

me how that

him. I’m praying they have a

stare at Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

my head as my eyes

back to Dad.

want to talk to you.

Leo says before Dad can even

“You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl

slightly, his sharp eyes trained on

the fucking title of king to state my fucking

their eyes on me,

Daddy’s little girl.

my tongue before I force myself

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we

the link. ” You

eyes soften, and he

He says.

Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

Leo… refuse

Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap

do this.

course, I

eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

I do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

stay on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms

Royce’s eyes on me, but he doesn’t

and I hear him also

door.

the door, Rayhan,”

when the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

for the best time…

shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I

Raihana coping?” I