The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it to take

thing I remember

and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house is silent,

The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the hallway.

smart enough to keep

me still…

Delsanra stands up, pasting a

but just when I’m

asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning

nor sensed

Fucker.

can I take

to pee.” I find myself saying.

face relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the

lessened, but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m

over to it and move

until I spot a small

pure black liquid

didn’t put that

me

to kill a

the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d

”

what I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds

the room.

right outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as

talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake,

out of my bedroom and look

think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself if

within is growing.

office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to

not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think

something.

feelings! Stop

leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

Heaven is crying.” I murmur as we

hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just

is the target.

try to drag my feet

up their pace.

my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my own mind.

office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

do this… in the privacy of his office

opens the door as the first glimmer. of

hits me, and I stop dead in

He’s here…

a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God before me.

He’s here.

I’m here.

so

mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

says

Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist

me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

trust him. I’m praying they

at Royce again,

my silent plea.

rushes through my head as my eyes

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.” I

Dad can

have no right to command or make

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes trained on

need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

can feel all their eyes on me,

to play Daddy’s little girl.

cluck my tongue before I force myself

cry.

get through to Dad… manipulate him the way

alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to you.’

and

He says. 1

thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

on, Leo… refuse it…

stands up, pulling me into his

won’t do this.

course, I

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

were you,” Leo growls before

on me, but he

word and I hear him also walk to

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

says and when the door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

for

and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk

Raihana coping?” I ask