The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I allow it to take

I

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the

the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the

enough to keep an eye

me still…

up, pasting a smile on her face

I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about

see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I take

pee.” I find myself

I walk

still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to

I walk over to

spot a small

black

didn’t put

me the

enough to kill

and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

thumping, but it’s only for a

”

beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for

the room.

outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

my

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake, watches

out of my bedroom and

he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I

I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

is sane whilst another part is

him.

be able to forgive

fear within is

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly,

burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

on those feelings! Stop me! (1)

leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still be here!

ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make our

on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a

is the target.

try to drag my feet which have

their pace.

his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my own

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

I can do this… in the privacy of

of dread settles into the pit of

and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

a sharp pang of pain

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

Royce says

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s

how

glad they trust him. I’m praying they have a

stare at Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

my head as my eyes blaze purple

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.”

Dad

fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to

his sharp eyes trained on

need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know

on me,

Daddy’s little girl.

my tongue before I force myself to

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the

say through the link. ” You told me… I

and he nods.

says.

know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

Leo… refuse

me into his arms. I

won’t do

course, I will.

thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims

end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

stay on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out

on me, but

word and I hear him also walk to

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

and when the door

All alone…

I just wait for

take a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go

Raihana coping?” I ask softly.