The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow

I remember

and

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house

door is ajar, and I see Delsanra

they’re smart enough to

me still…

up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in her

is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she

and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the door, I

seen him nor

Fucker.

can I

pee.” I find myself

as I walk to the

but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on

over

until I spot a small glass

pure black liquid inside.

put that

through me the moment I touch

to kill a

I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide me

”

need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for

the room.

right outside the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my hair

just past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

I step out

to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I

is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part

him.

to forgive myself if I killed

within is

Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

nod, not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me,

something.

on those feelings! Stop

the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle her

the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through

ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris

ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our way

looks away, and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me,

is the

pounding as I try to drag my feet which have

up their pace.

when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as

reach Dad’s office and

d Rayhan knocks.

voice

do this… in the privacy of his

glimmer. of dread settles into the pit

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

help but feel a sharp pang of pain that

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking

he didn’t

Royce says quietly.

Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s

in?! Tell me how

him. I’m praying they have a

again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

my head as my eyes blaze purple

back to Dad.

you. Alone.”

Dad can even reply.

you have

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes trained

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking

on me, and I hate it.

to play Daddy’s little girl.

before I

cry.

get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we can…

I say through the link. ”

eyes soften, and he nods.

says. 1

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust

on, Leo…

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his

do this.

course, I

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying

feel Royce’s eyes on me,

word and I hear him also

door.

Rayhan,”

Rayhan says and when the door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

for the best

a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over

coping?” I ask