The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it

last thing I remember is thinking

and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is

The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from

they’re smart enough to keep an eye on

me still…

the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite

her is growing within me, but just

Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall

nor

Fucker.

I take both?

pee.” I find

walk to the bathroom. The pain in my body

lessened, but I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals

as I walk over to

until I spot a small glass bottle

black liquid inside.

put that

darkness zip through me the moment I touch the bottle.

enough to kill a Lycan. 3

flash, and I turn towards the sink,

Dad. 2

only for a

”

I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap

the room.

the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

won’t try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at

just past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who

out of my

don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I don’t trust

because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is

him.

never be able to forgive myself if I killed Dad.

fear within is growing.

says quietly, motioning for me to follow.

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and

something.

on those feelings! Stop me!

the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying

the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

had, then Chris would still

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

murmur as we

rip his

Dad is

try to drag

up their

It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts

office

d Rayhan knocks.

voice

this… in the privacy

door as the first glimmer. of dread

I

He’s here…

there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God before

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking

own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

Royce says quietly.

head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into

staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I

trust him. I’m praying they have a

stare at Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

head as my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

Leo says before Dad

the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to

slightly, his sharp

don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking

feel all their eyes on me, and I hate

play Daddy’s little girl.

my tongue before I

cry.

get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

link. ” You told me… I can talk to

and he nods.

says.

looks at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

on, Leo… refuse

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his

do

I

eyes prickling with tears as

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the

can feel Royce’s eyes on me, but

word and I hear him also walk to

door.

Rayhan,” Dad

the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

for

and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk

Raihana coping?” I ask softly.