The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it to take

last thing I remember is

and

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house

look around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from

they’re smart enough to keep an eye

me still…

I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the

but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she speaks.

see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I

need to pee.” I find myself saying.

and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my body

I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit

as I walk over to it and

I spot a

black

didn’t put that there…

me the moment I

kill a

flash, and I turn towards the sink,

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for

”

but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head

the room.

outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my

to Dad,” I say as

out of my bedroom and look

be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey

I’m his little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best

him.

be able to forgive myself if I killed Dad.

fear within

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly,

reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust

something.

feelings!

down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young

glance at the door to the

Aleric! If I had, then Chris

Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make our way

puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock me up!

Dad is the

as I try to drag my feet

their pace.

his voice isn’t in my head

Dad’s office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

this… in the privacy of

first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit

and I stop dead in

He’s here…

here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking

own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see me…

says quietly.

bitterly. ” You

me how that makes sense!” I

they trust him. I’m praying they

Royce again,

my silent plea.

head as my eyes

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.” I say

says before Dad can even

not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes

not, but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state

all their eyes on me, and I hate it.

play Daddy’s little

my tongue before I force myself to

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the way only we can…

through the link. ”

and he nods.

says.

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

Leo… refuse

pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms

do this.

I

with tears as sheer terror

if I do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out

on me, but

a word and I hear him also walk

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

when the door closes behind them,

All alone…

wait for the best

back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his

Raihana coping?” I ask softly.