The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow it

I remember

Ri and

I’m fucking sorry…

the house is

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and

they’re smart enough to keep an eye on

me still…

pasting a

but just when I’m

I see Rayhan step forward. He had

nor sensed

Fucker.

I

need to pee.” I find

she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

lessened, but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on

walk over

spot a

pure black

put that

feel the darkness zip through me the moment I touch

enough to kill a

towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket.

Dad. 2

for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide

”

but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds

the room.

the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

tossing my hair back as I

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake, watches

nods as I step out of

I’d be able to take both… he’s watching

Dad… Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d

My stomach twists.

brain is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting

him.

to forgive myself if I killed

fear within is

Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They

something.

those feelings!

hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

at the door to the hallway

If I had, then Chris would still be here!

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our way downstairs.

arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I

Dad is the

as I try to drag my

their

isn’t in my head right now,

office

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

I can do this… in the privacy

as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead in

He’s here…

but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking

my own mind, yet he

Royce says quietly.

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ”

me how that makes sense!” I

him. I’m praying they have a plan.

at Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

says before Dad can even

yet Leo, you have no right to command

his sharp eyes

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state

eyes on me, and I hate

Daddy’s little

cluck my tongue before I force

cry.

Dad… manipulate him the way only

say through the link. ” You told me… I

and he

says.

made a stupid decision. He

Leo…

walk over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I

won’t do

I will.

eyes prickling with tears as sheer

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

Leo growls before he storms out of

can feel Royce’s eyes on me,

and I hear him also walk

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

when the door closes behind

All alone…

I just wait for the best

and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down on

coping?” I