The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it to

last thing I remember

Ri and

I’m fucking sorry…

start; the house is silent,

Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me

smart enough to keep an

me still…

the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness

her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her,

step forward. He had been leaning against the wall

nor sensed

Fucker.

can I take both?

to pee.” I find myself saying.

she nods, watching as I walk to the

still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

to the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to

I walk over to

until I spot a small

black

didn’t put

me the moment I

kill a Lycan.

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

only for a second. Aleric did say

”

got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet

the room.

is right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

won’t try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back

“I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

step out of my bedroom and

take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I don’t

Dad… Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I killed

within is growing.

Rayhan says quietly, motioning

bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up

something.

act on those feelings! Stop me!

hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to

to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

Aleric! If I had,

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

murmur as we

looks away, and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might

is the target.

pounding as I try to drag my feet which have now

up their

his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice

I can do this… in the privacy

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit

scent hits me, and I stop dead in

He’s here…

me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking

in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to

Royce says quietly.

shake my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s

she’s staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

they trust him. I’m praying

again,

my silent plea.

my eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.” I

before Dad can

you have no

his sharp

title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your fucking

their eyes on me, and I hate

Daddy’s little

cluck my tongue before

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we

” You told me… I can talk

eyes soften, and he

He says. 1

made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and for good

Leo…

pulling me into his arms. I

won’t do

course, I will.

eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror

I do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his

eyes on me, but

hear him also

door.

Rayhan,” Dad says.

door closes behind

All alone…

for

wiping my eyes as I go over to his

Raihana coping?” I