The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I

last thing I remember

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is silent,

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the

smart enough to keep

me still…

moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness

can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk

I see Rayhan step forward. He had

seen him nor

Fucker.

can I

I find myself saying.

as I walk

lessened, but I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on the

I walk over to

a small glass

a pure black liquid inside.

didn’t put

through me the moment I

to kill a

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it

Dad. 2

but it’s only for a second. Aleric did

”

beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head back to

the room.

is right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at

“I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

frowns but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look at Rayhan.

I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes

I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt him!

My stomach twists.

split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is

him.

never be able to

fear within is

office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to follow.

I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me,

something.

feelings!

pause at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through me.

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our

hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just

Dad is the

heart is pounding as I try to drag my feet which

their

isn’t in my head

Dad’s office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

voice

this… in the privacy of

glimmer. of

I stop

He’s here…

feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

yet he didn’t bother

Royce says quietly.

” You let your daughter’s

how that makes

glad they trust him. I’m praying they have

again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

talk to you.

says before Dad

yet Leo, you have no right

frowns slightly, his sharp

I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t

on me, and

play Daddy’s little

tongue before

cry.

on, tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the

through the link. ” You told

and

says.

he thinks Dad has made a

on, Leo…

up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist,

do

course, I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer

I do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to

on me, but

word and I hear him also walk

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

and when the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

wait for the best

wiping my eyes as I go over

coping?”