The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it to

I remember is

Ri and

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house is

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I

enough to keep an

me still…

moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her

can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her,

step forward. He had been

nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I take both?

I

I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m

walk over

I spot a

pure black liquid inside.

didn’t put that there…

me the moment I touch the

to kill a Lycan.

I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did

”

is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the

the room.

is right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my hair back

Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look at

don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I don’t trust them…

girl, and he’ll foolishly

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst another

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself

fear within is

Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to

nod, not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think

something.

act on those feelings! Stop me!

pause at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle her

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still

ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make our way

away, and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but

is the

is pounding as I try to drag my feet

up their

commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now,

Dad’s office and

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

I can do this… in the privacy of his

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my stomach.

hits me, and I

He’s here…

are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so

prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t

Royce says quietly.

” You let your daughter’s rapist into the very

Tell me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

glad they trust him. I’m praying they have

at Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

head as my eyes

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.”

says before Dad

the fucking King yet Leo, you have no

frowns slightly, his sharp

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t

on me, and

to play Daddy’s

before I force

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the

feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You

soften, and he

He says.

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and for good

Leo…

walk over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his

won’t do

I will.

with tears as sheer

I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the

on

I hear

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

when the door closes behind them,

All alone…

for the

take a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and

Raihana coping?”