The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I

I remember

and her

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house is

Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I

they’re smart enough to

me still…

up, pasting a smile on her face despite the

I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to

alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the door, I

him nor

Fucker.

can I take

I find

as I walk

I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

the escape route that

walk over to it

a small glass

a pure black liquid inside.

put that there…

feel the darkness zip through me the moment I touch

enough to kill a Lycan.

towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

but it’s only for a second.

”

what I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few

the room.

outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

tossing my hair back as

to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is

I step out of

to take both… he’s watching me with those

is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt him!

My stomach twists.

sane whilst another part is plotting the best way to kill

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself

fear within

Rayhan says quietly, motioning for

Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They

something.

on those feelings! Stop me! (1)

down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to

door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

Aleric! If I had,

ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make our

his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they

is the

try to drag my

their pace.

although his voice isn’t in my head

office and

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

can do this… in the

as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit

scent hits me, and I

He’s here…

both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking far…

yet he didn’t bother to come to see me…

says quietly.

at Dad bitterly. ”

me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

glad they trust him. I’m praying they have a

at Royce again,

my silent plea.

my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.” I say

Leo says before Dad can

you have no right to command or

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes trained

the fucking title of king to state my

eyes on

play Daddy’s little girl.

my tongue before I force

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me…

eyes soften, and he nods.

He says.

looks at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

on, Leo…

and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging him

won’t do this.

I will.

heart is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims

end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his

on me,

I hear him also walk to

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

and when the door closes

All alone…

for the best

shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down

Raihana coping?” I ask softly.