The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I allow it

I remember is thinking

and her

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house is

me. The door is

to keep

me still…

moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in

is growing within me, but just when I’m about

asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He

nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I take

need to pee.” I find myself

relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The

still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on

walk over to it and

I spot a small glass bottle

pure black

didn’t put

the darkness zip through me the moment I touch the

enough to kill a Lycan.

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for

”

flush the toilet and open the tap for a few

the room.

is right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back

to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is

out of my bedroom and look at Rayhan.

both… he’s watching me with

easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d

My stomach twists.

is sane whilst another

him.

to forgive myself if I killed

within is

says quietly, motioning for me

nod, not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into

something.

on those feelings! Stop me!

soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying

the hallway bathroom,

have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris

Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

murmur as we make our way downstairs.

puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart

Dad is

heart is pounding as I try to drag my feet

up their

voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

can do this… in

first glimmer. of dread settles

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God before

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking

own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see me…

says

bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into

me how that

him. I’m praying they

at Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze purple and

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.”

before Dad

“You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl venomously.

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes trained

need the fucking title of king to

can feel all their eyes on me, and

Daddy’s little girl.

before I

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told

and

says.

I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and

on, Leo…

Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around

won’t do

course, I

my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims

I do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

you,” Leo growls before he

can feel Royce’s eyes on

a word and I hear him also

door.

door, Rayhan,”

the door closes behind them,

All alone…

wait for the best

take a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over

is Raihana coping?” I ask