The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I allow it

thing I remember is

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

start; the house

Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the

smart enough to keep an eye on

me still…

pasting a smile on her face despite the

I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about

Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the

nor

Fucker.

can I

to pee.” I

face relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain

but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being

I walk over to it and move them

a small glass

a pure black liquid inside.

put

zip through me the

to kill a

the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

heart thumping, but it’s only for a

”

got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a

the room.

right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my

Dad,” I say as

but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look at

I don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

is sane whilst another part is plotting the

him.

to

fear within is growing.

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up

something.

those feelings! Stop

hear the soft sobs of

to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our way downstairs.

her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock me

Dad is the

as I try to drag my feet which have

up their pace.

isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my

Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

can do this… in the privacy

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my stomach.

and I

He’s here…

here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking far…

he didn’t bother to come to see me…

says

bitterly. ” You

Tell me how

I’m

again, wishing

my silent plea.

rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

talk to you.

before Dad can

have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl

sharp eyes trained on

not, but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking

their eyes on me, and I

to play Daddy’s little

my tongue before

cry.

Dad… manipulate

through the link. ” You told me… I can talk

soften, and he

He says.

him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid

on, Leo…

his arms. I wrap my arms around

do this.

I will.

heart is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through me.

do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

Leo growls before he storms out

can feel Royce’s eyes on me, but he doesn’t

hear him also walk

door.

door, Rayhan,”

and when the door

All alone…

just wait for the

shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as

is Raihana coping?” I