The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow it

I remember is thinking

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is silent,

look around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and

smart enough to keep

me still…

of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face

confidence that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she

Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been

him nor

Fucker.

can I take

to pee.” I find

nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in

lessened, but I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals

walk over to it and move them

spot a

black liquid inside.

put

zip through me the moment I touch

kill

the sink,

Dad. 2

heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did

”

he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds

the room.

right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

run…” I say, tossing my hair

talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake, watches

but nods as I step out of my bedroom

take both… he’s watching me with those grey

Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl,

My stomach twists.

is sane whilst another part is plotting the

him.

able to forgive myself if

fear within

Rayhan says quietly, motioning for

feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t

something.

act on those feelings!

hear the soft sobs of

the hallway bathroom,

If I had, then Chris would

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

Heaven is crying.” I murmur as we

Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take…

is the

try to drag my feet which

their pace.

me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now,

reach Dad’s office and

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

in the privacy of his office

door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of

familiar scent hits me, and I

He’s here…

help but feel a sharp pang of

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking far…

in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see me…

says quietly.

” You let your daughter’s rapist

in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I

they trust him. I’m praying they have a plan.

at Royce again,

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.” I say

says before Dad can

King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl

slightly, his sharp

of king to state my fucking opinion. We all

can feel all their eyes on me, and I hate

play Daddy’s little

before I force myself to

cry.

manipulate him

I say through the link. ”

eyes soften, and he nods.

He says.

I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust

Leo… refuse

he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist,

won’t do

I will.

with tears as sheer terror swims through

end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying

eyes on me, but

hear

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

when the door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

wait for the best

wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down

coping?”