The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it to take

thing I remember is

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

start; the house is

beside me. The door is ajar, and I

smart enough to

me still…

stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite

confidence that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just

Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the

seen him nor sensed

Fucker.

I

I find myself

nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain

still

usual self.

I’m glad…

escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the

I walk over to it and move

a small

a pure black

didn’t put

darkness zip through me the moment I touch the bottle.

to kill

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

hesitate, my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say

”

beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head back to

the room.

is right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

tossing my hair back

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I

out of my bedroom and look at

take both… he’s watching

because I’m his little girl,

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part is

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I killed

within is growing.

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly,

eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

act on those feelings! Stop me!

stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in

to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through me.

Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still be here!

Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our way

and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I

is the

as I try to

up their pace.

me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his

Dad’s office and

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

can do this… in the privacy of

glimmer. of dread settles into the pit

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead in

He’s here…

here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking

a prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother

Royce says quietly.

bitterly. ” You let your

how that makes sense!” I

I’m praying

at Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

as my eyes blaze purple

back to Dad.

you. Alone.”

Leo says before Dad can even reply.

you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl

slightly, his sharp

king to state my fucking opinion. We all know

can feel all their eyes on

play Daddy’s little

before I force myself

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we

link. ” You

and

He says.

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and for good reason.

Leo… refuse

over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

won’t do

I

with tears as sheer terror swims through me.

if I do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

before he storms out of

Royce’s eyes on

and I hear him also

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

Rayhan says and when the door closes behind

All alone…

wait for the best time…

take a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down on

is Raihana coping?” I ask softly.