The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow it to

last thing I remember is

and her

I’m fucking sorry…

start; the house is silent,

is ajar, and I see Delsanra

enough to keep

me still…

moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on

within me, but just when I’m about

and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the door, I

seen him nor sensed

Fucker.

I take

need to pee.” I find myself

walk to the bathroom.

still

usual self.

I’m glad…

go to the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit

frown as I walk over to it and move them

until I spot a small glass bottle which

a pure black liquid inside.

didn’t put that there…

me the moment I touch the bottle.

to kill a Lycan.

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide me

”

the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head

the room.

is right outside the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my hair

“I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is

frowns but nods as I step out of my bedroom and

to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I

Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt

My stomach twists.

is sane whilst another part is plotting

him.

able to forgive myself if I

within is

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly,

feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t

something.

feelings!

leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

glance at the door to the hallway

If I had, then Chris would

ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our

away, and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock me

Dad is the target.

to drag my

their

in my head right now, it’s almost as if

reach Dad’s office and

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

do this… in the

first glimmer. of dread settles into

I stop dead

He’s here…

me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

he

Royce says quietly.

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into

me how that

trust him. I’m praying they have a plan.

at Royce again,

my silent plea.

as my eyes

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

says before Dad can even

scoff. “You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have

sharp eyes

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your

can feel all their eyes on me, and

Daddy’s little girl.

cluck my tongue before I force myself

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to

and

He says. 1

him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision.

Leo… refuse

walk over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his

do this.

I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his anger.

can feel Royce’s eyes on me, but

a word and I hear him also walk

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

when the door closes behind them,

All alone…

just wait for

my eyes as I go over

coping?” I ask