The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow it

I remember

and

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house

look around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and

enough to keep an

me still…

involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in her

is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she speaks.

Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He

him nor

Fucker.

can I take

to pee.” I find

and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain

still

usual self.

I’m glad…

the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on

I walk over to it and move them

I spot a

black liquid

put

through me the moment I touch

kill

the sink, slipping it

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide me

”

beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a

the room.

outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look

1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is

step out of my bedroom and

to take both… he’s watching me

I’m his little girl,

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way to kill

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself

within

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t

something.

act on those feelings!

sobs of a young girl crying in the

door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

should have ousted Aleric! If I had,

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make our

away, and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might

Dad is

is pounding as I try to

up their pace.

my head right

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

do this… in the

of dread settles

I stop

He’s here…

expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so

a prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come

says

bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into

she’s staying in?! Tell me how that makes

glad they trust him. I’m praying

Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

eyes blaze

back to Dad.

to you.

says before Dad

King yet Leo, you have no right

slightly, his sharp eyes

of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know

on

Daddy’s little girl.

cluck my tongue before I force

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me…

soften, and

He says.

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

Leo… refuse

up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

do

course, I

eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror

do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his

on me, but he

hear him also walk to

door.

Rayhan,” Dad

and when the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

I just wait for

my eyes as I go over to his

coping?”