The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow it to

I

and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

start; the house is silent,

The door is ajar, and

to keep

me still…

stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite

can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she

I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near

him nor

Fucker.

can I take

pee.” I find

and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on the

as I walk over to it

spot a small glass bottle

black liquid inside.

didn’t put that

feel the darkness zip through me the moment

to kill a Lycan.

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

it’s only for a

”

the

the room.

outside the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

won’t try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at the clock.

“I want to talk to Dad,” I say as

nods as I step out of

he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way to

him.

to

fear within

office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning

nod, not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They

something.

on those feelings! Stop me!

down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make our way

puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip

Dad is the target.

to drag my feet which

their pace.

when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes

office and

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

this… in the privacy of his office

the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of

I stop dead

He’s here…

weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking

in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

Royce says

” You let your

in?! Tell me how that

him. I’m praying

stare at Royce again,

my silent plea.

my head as my eyes blaze purple and

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

says before Dad can even reply.

Leo, you have no right

slightly, his sharp eyes trained

the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

on me, and I hate it.

play Daddy’s little girl.

before I force myself

cry.

Dad… manipulate him the way only we can…

” You told me… I can talk

eyes soften, and he nods.

He says.

Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust

on, Leo… refuse

walk over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging him

do

I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror

do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his anger.

eyes on me,

word and I hear him also walk to

door.

Rayhan,”

says and when the door closes behind

All alone…

wait for the

shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and

Raihana coping?” I ask