The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow it to

I remember

and her

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is silent,

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra

smart enough to keep an eye

me still…

and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in

overpower her is growing within me, but just when

see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the

him nor

Fucker.

can I

pee.” I find myself saying.

nods, watching as I walk

still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to

I walk over to it and move them

a small glass bottle which

a pure black liquid

didn’t put

darkness zip through me the moment

to kill a Lycan. 3

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

thumping, but it’s only for

”

need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few

the room.

right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

tossing my hair back as

to talk to Dad,” I say

step out of my bedroom

able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I

Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

whilst another part is plotting

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to

fear within is growing.

Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to follow.

bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

feelings!

the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to

to the

had, then Chris would still

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

Heaven is crying.” I murmur as we make our

jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a

is

heart is pounding as I try to drag my

their

commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my own

office and

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

can do this… in the privacy of

of dread settles

I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking

yet he didn’t

says quietly.

shake my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let

how that

I’m praying they have

again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.”

Dad can

“You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command

sharp eyes

need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

feel all their eyes on me,

play Daddy’s little

before

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we

through the link. ” You

and he nods.

says. 1

know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and for good reason.

Leo…

over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging him

do this.

course, I

thumping, my eyes prickling with tears

if I do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

stay on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms

eyes on me, but

and I hear him also walk

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

Rayhan says and when the door closes

All alone…

for

and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and

coping?” I ask