The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I

last thing I remember is

and her

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house is silent, and

room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from

smart enough to keep an

me still…

slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the

within me, but just when I’m about to

Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning

nor

Fucker.

I take both?

pee.” I find myself saying.

walk to the bathroom. The pain

still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to

as I walk over to it and move

until I spot a small

pure black liquid inside.

didn’t put

feel the darkness zip through me the

enough to kill

towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

only for

”

I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet

the room.

right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

say, tossing my hair back as I look

to Dad,”

I step out of my bedroom

both… he’s watching me with those

little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

split. Half of me is sane whilst

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself if

within

quietly, motioning

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up to

something.

on those feelings! Stop me! (1)

pause at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

door to the

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we

hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk

Dad is the

pounding as I try to drag my

up their pace.

was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice

do this… in the

glimmer. of dread settles into the

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

says quietly.

looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let

staying in?! Tell me how that makes

they trust him. I’m praying they have a plan.

Royce again,

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.” I

says before Dad can even reply.

the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make

sharp eyes trained on

don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We

feel all their eyes on me, and I hate

to play Daddy’s little girl.

tongue before I

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate

alone’ I say through the link. ” You told

soften, and he nods.

He says. 1

I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision.

on, Leo… refuse

pulling me into his arms. I

won’t do

course, I

with tears as sheer terror

end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the

can feel Royce’s eyes on me, but

a word and I hear

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

says and when the door closes

All alone…

wait for the best time…

take a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his

is Raihana coping?” I ask softly.