The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it to take

thing I

Ri and

I’m fucking sorry…

the house

is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the hallway.

enough to keep an

me still…

moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite

that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to

alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I take

I

and she nods, watching as I walk to

still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking

as I walk over to

until I spot a small glass bottle

pure black

didn’t put

me the moment I

kill a

I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide

”

how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few

the room.

outside the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I

past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake, watches

as I step out of my bedroom and look at Rayhan.

both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part is

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I killed Dad.

within

Rayhan says quietly,

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They

something.

feelings! Stop me!

hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in

I glance at the door to the

I had, then Chris would still be

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make our way

away, and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock me up!

Dad is

as I try to drag my

up their

commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s

Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

can do this… in the privacy of his

door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead in

He’s here…

Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so

mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

Royce says quietly.

looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

me how that

trust him. I’m

Royce again,

my silent plea.

rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

says before Dad

the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl

sharp eyes

title of king to state my fucking opinion.

their eyes on me, and I hate

play Daddy’s little girl.

my tongue before I force

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You

soften, and he nods.

He says. 1

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust

on, Leo… refuse it…

he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging him tightly.

do this.

course, I

my eyes prickling with tears as

I do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to

Royce’s eyes on me, but he

and I hear him also walk

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

the door closes behind them, I almost smile.

All alone…

wait for the best time…

back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and

is Raihana coping?” I