The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I

thing I remember

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house is silent, and

room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me

to keep an eye on

me still…

pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance

growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over

Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near

nor

Fucker.

I take

need to pee.” I find

walk

but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl

as I walk over to

I spot a small

pure black liquid

didn’t put that

through me

enough to kill a Lycan.

turn towards the

Dad. 2

for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide me

”

what I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open

the room.

the

smirk.

She was listening…

my hair back as I look

to Dad,” I say as

but nods as I step out of my

be able to take both… he’s watching

little girl, and he’ll foolishly think

My stomach twists.

of me is sane whilst another part is

him.

be able to forgive myself if I killed Dad.

fear within

office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think

something.

those feelings!

pause at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the

door to the hallway

If I had, then Chris would still be here!

Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our way downstairs.

at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just

Dad is

to drag my

up their

in my head right now, it’s almost as if his

Dad’s office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

can do this… in the privacy of

the door as the first glimmer. of dread

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

says quietly.

” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

she’s staying in?! Tell me how that

I’m praying they have a plan.

stare at Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my

back to Dad.

want to talk to you.

before Dad can even

fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or

frowns slightly, his sharp

need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

on me, and

to play Daddy’s little

before I force myself to

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

the link. ” You told me… I can talk to you.’

eyes soften, and he

He says.

thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and for

on, Leo… refuse

walk over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his

do this.

I

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through me.

I do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his

on me, but he

I hear

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

says and when the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

I just wait for

wiping my eyes as I go

Raihana coping?” I ask