The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I

last thing I remember

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the

me. The door is

to keep

me still…

out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the

I can overpower her is growing within me, but just

you alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall

seen him nor

Fucker.

can I take

to pee.” I find myself saying.

walk to the

still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but

walk over to it and move them

I spot a small glass bottle which

black liquid

put

through me the moment I touch the bottle.

enough to kill a Lycan.

flash, and I turn towards the sink,

Dad. 2

for a second. Aleric did

”

I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the

the room.

is right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

say, tossing my hair back as I look at the

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now

but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look

watching me with those

Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think

My stomach twists.

split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way to kill

him.

be able to forgive myself if I

fear within is growing.

Rayhan says quietly,

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust

something.

those feelings! Stop

down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle her

I glance at the door to the hallway

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still be here!

Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as

urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock me up!

Dad is the

as I try to drag

up their

isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and

Dad’s office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

this… in the privacy of his

of dread settles into the pit of my

scent hits me, and I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking

prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to

says quietly.

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your

Tell me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

him. I’m praying

Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

eyes blaze purple

back to Dad.

to talk to you.

says before Dad can even

scoff. “You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl venomously.

slightly, his sharp eyes trained on

fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

all their eyes on me,

to play Daddy’s

my tongue before I

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we

say through the link. ” You

eyes soften, and he

He says.

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

on, Leo… refuse it…

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

do

course, I will.

my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror

I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

stay on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his anger.

can feel Royce’s eyes on me, but he doesn’t

hear him also

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

when the door closes behind them, I almost smile.

All alone…

for

back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down

coping?” I ask softly.