The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I allow it to take

thing I remember is thinking

Ri and

I’m fucking sorry…

start; the house is

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see

to

me still…

stands up, pasting a smile on

overpower her is growing within me, but just when

I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against

him nor sensed

Fucker.

can I take both?

I find

face relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The

but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

not the escape route that

frown as I walk over to it and

until I spot a small glass

pure black

didn’t put that

through me the

kill

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

for a second. Aleric did say

”

need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head back

the room.

outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back

past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,”

frowns but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look

think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst another

him.

be able to forgive myself if I

fear within is growing.

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up to

something.

those feelings! Stop

the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying

at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through me.

I had,

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

murmur as we

on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I

Dad is the target.

pounding as I try to

up their

Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my

office and

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

this… in the privacy of his

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles

me, and I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

and Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God before

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking far…

prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see me…

Royce says quietly.

bitterly. ” You let

staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I

they trust him. I’m praying they have a

Royce again,

my silent plea.

head as my eyes blaze

back to Dad.

to talk to you.

Dad

the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I

his sharp eyes trained on

I’m not, but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

eyes on me, and I hate

play Daddy’s little girl.

cluck my tongue before I force

cry.

Dad… manipulate

through the link. ” You told me… I can talk

soften, and he nods.

He says.

him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

Leo… refuse it…

me into his arms. I

do this.

course, I will.

thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims

do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the

eyes on me, but he

hear him also walk to the

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

and when the door closes behind

All alone…

just wait for

my eyes as I go over to his desk and

is Raihana coping?” I