The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I

thing I remember is

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is

look around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me

enough to

me still…

out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her

growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her,

Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the door,

nor

Fucker.

can I take

to pee.” I

nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The

lessened, but I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl

walk over to it and move them

a small glass bottle which

black liquid inside.

put that

darkness zip through me the moment I touch

kill a Lycan. 3

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide

”

beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a

the room.

right outside the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair

to Dad,” I

out of my bedroom and look

think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with

Dad… Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

is sane whilst another

him.

never be able to forgive myself if I killed

within is growing.

office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into

something.

act on those feelings! Stop me!

I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to

the hallway bathroom,

ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still be here!

ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our

rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might

Dad is the target.

pounding as I try to drag

their

voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s

office

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

this… in

as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my

I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so

yet he didn’t bother to come to see

says quietly.

” You let your daughter’s rapist into

me how that makes

him. I’m praying they have a

again, wishing he

my silent plea.

eyes blaze purple and

back to Dad.

you. Alone.” I say

Dad can even reply.

you have no right

slightly, his sharp eyes trained

I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your fucking

feel all their eyes on me, and I

Daddy’s

before

cry.

Dad… manipulate him the way only we

link. ” You told me…

soften, and he nods.

He says. 1

made a stupid decision. He

on, Leo… refuse it…

stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

won’t do this.

course, I

heart is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror

if I do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out

on me, but he

word and I hear him also walk

door.

Rayhan,”

when the door closes behind them, I almost smile.

All alone…

I just wait for the best

as I go over to his desk

is Raihana coping?” I ask