The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it to take

I remember is thinking

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house is silent,

me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra

to keep an

me still…

and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in her eyes.

overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her,

forward. He

seen him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

can I take both?

pee.” I

nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain

but I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit

frown as I walk over to it and move

a small

pure black liquid inside.

didn’t put that

the darkness zip through me the

enough to kill

and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket.

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say

”

me. I flush the toilet and open

the room.

right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my

talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

I step out

I don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I

his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt him!

My stomach twists.

of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

be able to forgive myself if I killed

fear within is growing.

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to

eyes burning into

something.

act on those feelings!

pause at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a

the door to the hallway

ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our

arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock me

is

pounding as I try to drag my feet

their pace.

from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

do this… in

first glimmer. of dread settles into the

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

mind, yet he didn’t bother

says

head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the very

she’s staying in?! Tell me how that makes

trust him. I’m praying they have a

Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

my eyes blaze purple and I snap my

back to Dad.

talk to you.

Dad can even

King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make

slightly, his sharp eyes trained

of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your fucking

on me,

Daddy’s little

cluck my tongue before I force

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate

say through the link. ” You told me…

soften, and he

says.

know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

on, Leo…

into his arms. I wrap

do this.

course, I will.

thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as

I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

Leo growls before he storms out of the room,

Royce’s eyes on

I hear him

door.

Rayhan,” Dad

door closes behind them,

All alone…

just wait for the best time…

as I go

is Raihana coping?”