The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it

thing I

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

the house

door is ajar,

to keep

me still…

moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in

that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she

Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near

him nor sensed

Fucker.

I take

to pee.” I find myself saying.

walk to the bathroom. The pain

still

usual self.

I’m glad…

and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl

walk over to it and move

I spot a small glass bottle which

black

put

darkness zip through me the moment I touch the bottle.

enough to kill

I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

hesitate, my heart thumping, but it’s only for

”

I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before

the room.

is right outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

tossing my

1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who

as I step out of my bedroom

take both… he’s watching me with those

his little girl,

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst

him.

be able to forgive myself

within is

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning

burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up

something.

those feelings! Stop me!

at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of

the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling

should have ousted Aleric! If I had,

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

murmur as we make

his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they

Dad is the

as I try to drag

their pace.

was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my

office and

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

do this… in the privacy of his

the first glimmer. of dread

familiar scent hits me, and I

He’s here…

help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking far…

in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother

Royce says

bitterly. ” You let

staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I

him. I’m praying they have a

stare at Royce again, wishing he could

my silent plea.

as my eyes blaze purple

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

before Dad can even reply.

fucking King yet Leo, you have no

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes

of king to state my fucking

on

play Daddy’s

my tongue before

cry.

manipulate him

I say through the link. ” You told me… I can

soften, and he

says.

looks at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and

Leo…

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms

do

course, I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims

end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of

feel Royce’s eyes on me, but

I hear him also walk to the

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

door closes behind them, I almost smile.

All alone…

for the best time…

wiping my eyes as I go over to

is Raihana coping?”