The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I allow it to take

thing I remember is thinking

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

the

room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me

enough to

me still…

moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the

but

step forward. He had been leaning against the wall

him nor sensed

Fucker.

can I take

pee.” I

face relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The

still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but

walk over to it and move

spot a small glass bottle which

pure black liquid

put

the darkness zip through me the moment I touch the

to kill a

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide me

”

there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and

the room.

the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as

Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

nods as I step out of

be able to take both… he’s watching me with those

little girl, and he’ll foolishly think

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is plotting

him.

be able to forgive myself if I killed Dad.

within is

says quietly, motioning

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up

something.

on those feelings! Stop

soft sobs of a young girl crying

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling

I had, then Chris would still be here!

ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we

rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just

is

pounding as I try to drag

their

doing? It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost

office and

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

I can do this… in

of dread settles into

and I stop dead

He’s here…

can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking far…

a prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to

Royce says

shake my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!”

glad they trust him. I’m praying they have a plan.

Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my

back to Dad.

to talk to you.

Leo says before Dad can

yet Leo, you have

his sharp

need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion.

eyes on me, and I hate

play Daddy’s

my tongue before I force myself

cry.

to Dad… manipulate

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can

soften, and he nods.

He says.

has made a stupid decision.

Leo…

up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around

won’t do

I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as

do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

before he storms out of the

eyes on me, but he

word and I hear him

door.

Rayhan,”

door closes

All alone…

just wait for the

a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk

is Raihana coping?” I