The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow it to

I remember is

and

I’m fucking sorry…

start; the house is silent, and

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me

smart enough to keep an eye on

me still…

I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face

but just when I’m about to walk over

you alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against

seen him nor

Fucker.

can I take

I

and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in

still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking

over to it

I spot a small glass

a pure black liquid inside.

put

zip through me the moment I

kill a Lycan.

turn towards the sink,

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second.

”

how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds

the room.

the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

my hair

past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as

frowns but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look at Rayhan.

he’s watching me with those grey

is easy… because I’m his little girl, and

My stomach twists.

brain is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is

him.

never be able to forgive myself if

within

says quietly, motioning

burning into me. They don’t trust me,

something.

on those feelings!

leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the

the hallway bathroom,

ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still be

ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

as we make our

on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock

Dad is the

is pounding as I try to drag

up their pace.

was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s

Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice

this… in the privacy

the door as the first glimmer. of

familiar scent hits me, and I stop

He’s here…

are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see me…

says

looking at Dad bitterly. ” You

me how that

him. I’m praying they have a plan.

at Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

you. Alone.”

before Dad

Leo, you have no right to command or make

sharp eyes trained on

not, but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t

all their eyes on me, and I

play Daddy’s

cluck my tongue before I

cry.

manipulate

say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to you.’

and he nods.

He says. 1

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision.

on, Leo… refuse it…

up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

do

course, I

my eyes prickling with tears as

do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his anger.

eyes on me, but

I hear him also walk

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

Rayhan says and when the door closes behind them,

All alone…

wait for the best time…

take a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go

Raihana coping?” I ask