The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow it to take

last thing I remember is thinking

and

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is silent,

Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I

they’re smart enough to keep an eye

me still…

stands up, pasting a smile on her

I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about

see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the door,

him nor

Fucker.

I

pee.” I find

watching as I walk to the bathroom.

I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but

as I walk over to it and

spot a small

black

didn’t put

darkness zip through me the moment I

kill a Lycan.

I turn towards the

Dad. 2

hesitate, my heart thumping, but it’s only for

”

flush the toilet

the room.

outside the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

won’t try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look

to Dad,”

as I step out of my bedroom and

don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes

I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part

him.

able to forgive myself if I killed

within is growing.

says quietly, motioning

can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me.

something.

feelings! Stop me! (1)

leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of

the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris

Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

as we

her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk

is the

pounding as I try to drag my feet which have

up their pace.

was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head

office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

this… in the privacy of his

door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into

I stop

He’s here…

All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking

mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

Royce says quietly.

Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist

Tell me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

they trust him. I’m praying they have a plan.

Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

as my eyes blaze

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

Leo says before Dad

Leo, you have no right

slightly, his sharp

king to

all their eyes on me, and I

play Daddy’s little girl.

before I force myself

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the way only we

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to

soften, and he nods.

says. 1

looks at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and

Leo… refuse it…

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his

won’t do

course, I

eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through me.

if I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his anger.

eyes on

word and I hear

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

the door closes behind them,

All alone…

wait for the best time…

wiping my eyes as I go over

coping?”