The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow it

I remember

Ri and

I’m fucking sorry…

start; the house

Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the

to keep an eye

me still…

I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile

within me, but just when I’m about to walk over

alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been

seen him nor

Fucker.

I take both?

I find myself saying.

as I walk to the bathroom. The

lessened, but I’m still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl

as I walk over to

a small glass bottle

black liquid inside.

didn’t put that

the darkness zip through me the

enough to kill a Lycan.

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide

”

got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a

the room.

the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my

Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is

but nods as I step out of my

think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes

because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d

My stomach twists.

of me is sane whilst another part

him.

to forgive myself if I killed Dad.

within

says quietly, motioning for me

I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into

something.

on those feelings! Stop me! (1)

pause at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle her sobs.

door to the hallway bathroom, feeling

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still be here!

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our way downstairs.

The urge to jump at him and rip

is the

as I try to drag my

up their

me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my

office

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

can do this… in the privacy

as the first glimmer. of dread settles into

me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that

He’s here.

I’m here.

so

he

Royce says

at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s

she’s staying in?! Tell me how that makes

glad they trust him. I’m praying

stare at Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

Leo says before Dad can even

have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl venomously.

slightly, his sharp

I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking

all their eyes on me, and I hate

Daddy’s little girl.

cluck my tongue before I force myself to

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the

say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to

eyes soften, and he

He says. 1

has made a stupid decision.

on, Leo… refuse it…

pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

do this.

I will.

my eyes prickling with tears as

I do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room,

can feel Royce’s eyes on

I hear him also walk

door.

Rayhan,”

and when the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

wait for the best time…

as I

Raihana coping?”