The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I allow it

thing I remember is thinking

Ri and

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is silent, and

me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from

smart enough to keep

me still…

Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and

growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over

Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

can I take

I find myself

I walk to the bathroom. The pain in

lessened, but I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn

frown as I walk over to it

spot a small glass bottle

pure black

didn’t put that

the darkness zip through me the moment I touch the

to kill

and I turn towards the

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide me

”

need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and

the room.

the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

tossing my hair back as I look

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who

nods as I step out

don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching

I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I

fear within is growing.

office,” Rayhan says quietly,

burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up to

something.

those feelings! Stop me! (1)

the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle her sobs.

to the

ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris

Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make

jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk

Dad is the

as I try to drag my feet which have now

up their

different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my

Dad’s office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

voice

I can do this… in the privacy of his office

the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit

hits me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

but feel a sharp pang of pain that

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so

he didn’t bother to come to see me…

says quietly.

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into

me how that

glad they trust him. I’m praying they have

again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

you. Alone.” I

before Dad can

“You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command

sharp eyes

fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

their eyes on me, and I hate

play Daddy’s little

cluck my tongue before I force

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the

say through the link. ” You told

soften, and he

He says. 1

made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

on, Leo… refuse it…

over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my

do

I will.

thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims

end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to

feel Royce’s eyes on me, but he doesn’t

I hear him also walk

door.

the door, Rayhan,”

says and when the door closes behind them, I

All alone…

for the best time…

my eyes as I go over to his

Raihana coping?” I