The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow it to take

I remember is

and her

I’m fucking sorry…

the house is silent,

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar,

smart enough to keep an

me still…

slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile

that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she

step forward. He had

nor sensed

Fucker.

I take

pee.” I find myself

I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my body

but I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m

as I walk over to it and

spot a small glass bottle which

pure black liquid

put that there…

darkness zip through me

enough to kill a Lycan. 3

the sink, slipping it into my

Dad. 2

hesitate, my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric

”

I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head back

the room.

is right outside the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at the

“I want to talk to Dad,” I say as

as I step out

don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt him!

My stomach twists.

whilst another part is plotting the best way to

him.

able to forgive myself

within is

says quietly, motioning for me

burning into

something.

those feelings! Stop me!

at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of

the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through

Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still

Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

murmur as we make our way downstairs.

Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me,

is the

pounding as I try to drag my

up their pace.

his voice isn’t in my head right

office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice comes.

I can do this… in the privacy of

of dread settles into the pit of

scent hits me, and I

He’s here…

here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking far…

own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see me…

says

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s

she’s staying in?! Tell me how that

they trust him. I’m praying they have a plan.

Royce again, wishing he could

my silent plea.

eyes blaze purple

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

Dad can

fucking King yet Leo, you have no right

his sharp

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking

feel all their eyes on

play Daddy’s little girl.

before I force

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we can…

feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk

and

says.

and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

on, Leo… refuse

Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his

won’t do this.

course, I will.

thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through me.

I do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room,

eyes on me, but

and I hear him also walk

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

Rayhan says and when the door closes

All alone…

wait for

and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down on it.

Raihana coping?” I ask