The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow

last thing I

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house

The door is ajar,

enough to keep an eye on

me still…

of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting

within me, but just

and I see Rayhan step forward.

seen him nor sensed

Fucker.

can I take both?

I

nods, watching as I walk to

still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but

walk over to it and

I spot a small glass bottle which

a pure black

didn’t put

the darkness zip through me the moment I touch the bottle.

kill a

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

for a second. Aleric did

”

got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before

the room.

is right outside the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

tossing my

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look at Rayhan.

he’s watching me with those grey

because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly

My stomach twists.

brain is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting

him.

able to forgive myself if I killed

fear within is

says quietly,

to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me.

something.

on those feelings! Stop me!

at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to

door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through me.

I had, then Chris would still be

ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

as

urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they

is the target.

I try to drag my feet

their

different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

I can do this… in the privacy of

as the first glimmer. of

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

and Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking

yet he didn’t bother to come

Royce says

looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

she’s staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

they trust him. I’m praying

Royce again,

my silent plea.

eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

want to talk to you.

before Dad can

the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl

sharp eyes trained on

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your

eyes on me,

to play Daddy’s little

tongue before

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way

say through the link. ” You told me… I can

and he nods.

He says. 1

him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me

Leo… refuse it…

over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around

won’t do

I will.

prickling with tears as sheer

I do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his

eyes on me, but he

word and I hear him also walk

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

door

All alone…

just wait for the best time…

take a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his

coping?”