The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow

thing I remember is thinking

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

the house is

me. The door is ajar, and I see

smart enough to

me still…

up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness

confidence that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just

asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the

him nor

Fucker.

I take both?

I

she nods, watching as I walk to the

but I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on the glass

frown as I walk over to it and move

I spot a small glass bottle

pure black liquid

put that there…

zip through me

to kill

eyes flash, and I turn towards the

Dad. 2

heart thumping, but it’s only for

”

it there is beyond me. I flush the

the room.

is right outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back

just past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake,

nods as I step out of

both… he’s watching me with those

because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly

My stomach twists.

brain is split. Half of me is sane whilst

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I

fear within

quietly, motioning for

not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust

something.

those feelings!

down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle her sobs.

door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris

you ok Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as

her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart

is

try to

up their pace.

voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

in the privacy of

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the

I stop dead

He’s here…

three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking

yet he

Royce says

”

Tell me how

glad they trust him. I’m praying

again, wishing

my silent plea.

eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

says before Dad can even reply.

scoff. “You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I

sharp eyes trained

the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your fucking self.”

can feel all their eyes on me, and I hate it.

to play Daddy’s

cluck my tongue before I force

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to you.’

soften, and he

He says.

him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid

Leo…

he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I

won’t do this.

I will.

prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

if I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

before he storms out of the room, trying

eyes on me, but he

a word and I hear him also walk

door.

the door, Rayhan,”

the door closes behind

All alone…

just wait for

and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over

Raihana coping?” I