The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow it to take

thing I

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

the house is silent,

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I

they’re smart enough to keep an

me still…

pasting a smile

I can overpower her is growing within me, but just

Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the door,

seen him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

can I take

need to pee.” I find

walk to the bathroom.

still weaker

usual self.

I’m glad…

staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals

frown as I walk over to it

spot a small glass bottle

pure black liquid inside.

put that

zip through me the moment I touch

kill

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

it’s only for a

”

but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the

the room.

is right outside the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

my hair back as I

past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

frowns but nods as I step out of my

take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I don’t trust

easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I killed Dad.

within is growing.

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning

eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up

something.

act on those feelings! Stop

sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom,

at the door to the hallway

I had, then Chris would

ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

Heaven is crying.” I murmur as we

puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his

is

I try to drag my feet

up their pace.

from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

do this… in the privacy

glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my

and I stop dead in

He’s here…

are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

he didn’t bother

says quietly.

looking at Dad bitterly. ”

how that makes

trust him. I’m praying they have

Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

as my eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.”

Dad can even reply.

have no right to command or make

slightly, his sharp eyes trained

to state my fucking opinion.

feel all their eyes on me, and

to play Daddy’s little

tongue before

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the way only we

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to you.’

eyes soften, and he

says.

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

on, Leo…

over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his

won’t do this.

course, I will.

thumping, my eyes prickling with

if I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room,

eyes on

I hear him also walk to the

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

the door closes behind

All alone…

wait for the best time…

shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to

Raihana coping?” I