The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I

I remember is

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is silent, and

look around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from

smart enough to keep an

me still…

of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on

overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she

alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

can I take both?

I find myself

I walk to the bathroom.

I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl

walk over to it and

until I spot a

black liquid

didn’t put that there…

zip through me the moment

kill a Lycan. 3

turn towards the sink, slipping it

Dad. 2

heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric

”

beyond me. I flush the toilet and open

the room.

is right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now

out of

take both… he’s watching

little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I

within is

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning

into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up

something.

on those feelings! Stop

the soft sobs of a

door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

Heaven is crying.” I murmur as we

on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take…

is the target.

try to drag

up their pace.

although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my own

office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

in the privacy

as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit

hits me, and I stop dead in

He’s here…

weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so

my own mind, yet he

says

bitterly. ” You let

in?! Tell me how that makes sense!”

they trust him. I’m praying they have a plan.

at Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

head as my eyes

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.”

Dad can

“You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command

sharp eyes

title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your fucking self.”

feel all their eyes on me, and I hate it.

to play Daddy’s little

tongue before I

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we can…

I say through the link. ” You told me… I can

soften, and he

says.

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

on, Leo… refuse

over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms

do

I

prickling with tears

I do end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm

feel Royce’s eyes on me, but

I hear him also

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

and when the door closes behind

All alone…

I just wait for

take a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I

Raihana coping?” I ask softly.