The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow

thing I

and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house is silent,

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the hallway.

enough to keep an

me still…

out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face

overpower her is growing within me, but

alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall

him nor

Fucker.

I take both?

to pee.” I

I walk

lessened, but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of

over to it and

a small glass bottle which

pure black liquid inside.

didn’t put that there…

feel the darkness zip through me the moment I

kill a Lycan.

turn towards the

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second. Aleric did say

”

what I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds

the room.

outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

won’t try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at the clock.

Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake, watches

frowns but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look

watching

because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way to

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I killed

fear within

says quietly, motioning for me to follow.

not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They

something.

on those feelings!

I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying

at the door to the hallway

Aleric! If I had, then

Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make

his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock me

is the

as I try to drag

up their

I doing? It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if

office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

in

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead

He’s here…

but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so

a prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to

Royce says quietly.

at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

in?! Tell me how that makes sense!”

glad they trust him. I’m praying they have a

again, wishing

my silent plea.

rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

to talk to you.

says before Dad can even reply.

are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command

sharp eyes

to state my fucking opinion. We all know you

feel all their eyes on me, and I

play Daddy’s

my tongue before I

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the

say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to

eyes soften, and he nods.

He says.

and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision.

on, Leo… refuse

me into his

do this.

course, I will.

thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

growls before

eyes on me, but

I hear him

door.

Rayhan,”

the door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

I just wait for the best

eyes as I go over to his desk and

is Raihana coping?” I ask softly.