The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I allow

last thing I remember is thinking

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

awake with a start; the house is silent, and

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and

enough to keep an

me still…

slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in her eyes.

is growing within me, but

you alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been

nor

Fucker.

I

to pee.” I find myself

as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

lessened, but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m

frown as I walk over to

I spot a small

a pure black liquid inside.

didn’t put

me the moment

to kill a Lycan.

the sink, slipping it

Dad. 2

thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide

”

how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before

the room.

outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

say, tossing my

1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,”

out of my bedroom and look at

to take both… he’s watching me

little girl, and he’ll

My stomach twists.

is sane whilst another part is

him.

never be able to forgive

fear within

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly,

feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and

something.

those feelings! Stop me!

down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

Heaven is crying.” I murmur as we

and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s

is the target.

to drag

their

in my head right now, it’s almost

office

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

this… in the privacy of

door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead

He’s here…

and Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

in my own mind, yet he

says

at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist

me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

him. I’m praying they have a plan.

stare at Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple

back to Dad.

you.

Leo says before Dad can even reply.

fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl

slightly, his sharp

title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your

feel all their eyes on me, and I hate it.

play Daddy’s little

cluck my tongue before I force myself to

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to you.’

eyes soften, and he nods.

says.

made

on, Leo…

and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap

do this.

I

with tears as

if I do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

watch if I were you,” Leo growls before

can feel Royce’s eyes on me, but he

hear him also

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

Rayhan says and when the door closes behind them, I almost smile.

All alone…

just wait for the

as I go over to his desk and

is Raihana coping?”