The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I

thing I remember is

and her

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house

door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from

enough to keep an eye on

me still…

Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance

overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about

alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the

him nor

Fucker.

can I

pee.” I find myself

relaxes and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom.

still

usual self.

I’m glad…

but it’s not the escape route that

walk over to it

until I spot a small

black liquid

put

the darkness zip through me the moment I

kill a Lycan. 3

turn towards the sink, slipping it

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide

”

how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the

the room.

right outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

say, tossing my hair back as I look at the

am… “I want to talk to Dad,”

as I step out

he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is plotting the

him.

be able to

within

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

on those feelings!

at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt

had, then Chris would still be

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make

jump at him and rip his heart out

is the

as I try to drag my feet which have now

their pace.

although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts

Dad’s office and

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

I can do this… in the privacy of his

first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my

me, and I

He’s here…

there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking far…

he didn’t bother to come to

says

shake my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You

me how that makes sense!”

trust him. I’m praying they have a plan.

at Royce again, wishing he could

my silent plea.

my eyes blaze purple and

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.” I

Dad can even reply.

King yet Leo, you have

frowns slightly, his sharp

not, but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state

feel all their eyes on me, and I hate it.

Daddy’s little

tongue before I force myself to

cry.

manipulate him the way only

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I

eyes soften, and he nods.

says.

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made

on, Leo…

pulling me into his arms.

won’t do

course, I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room,

feel Royce’s eyes on me, but he

word and I hear

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

when the door closes

All alone…

wait for the best

eyes as I go

is Raihana coping?” I ask