The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it

thing I remember is thinking

and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house

beside me. The door is ajar,

smart enough to keep an eye on

me still…

the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face

overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk

see Rayhan step forward. He

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I

pee.” I

walk to the bathroom.

I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to

walk over

spot a small glass

a pure black liquid inside.

didn’t put

the darkness zip through me

enough to kill a

I turn towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

only for a second. Aleric did say he’d

”

but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I head

the room.

is right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at the

to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

but nods as I step out of my bedroom and look at Rayhan.

be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I

is easy… because I’m his little girl,

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst another part

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive

fear within is

quietly, motioning for

nod, not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into

something.

act on those feelings! Stop me! (1)

sobs of a young girl crying

glance at the door to the

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as

his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk

Dad is the

heart is pounding as I try to

their pace.

was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now,

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

in the

opens the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so

own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see me…

Royce says quietly.

”

Tell me how that makes sense!” I

trust him. I’m

at Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.” I

Dad can

have no right to

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes trained on

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state

on me, and

to play Daddy’s little

before I force

cry.

manipulate him the

feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You

soften, and

He says. 1

I know he thinks Dad has made a

Leo… refuse

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms

do this.

course, I

eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror

end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

stay on fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before

Royce’s eyes on me,

I hear

door.

the door, Rayhan,”

the door closes

All alone…

I just wait for the best

take a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk

Raihana coping?”