The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow it to

I remember

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the hallway.

enough to keep an eye

me still…

bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in

that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just

and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

can I take

need to pee.” I

and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

still

usual self.

I’m glad…

windowsill but it’s not the escape route that

I walk over

a small glass bottle

a pure black liquid

put

me the

to kill a

I turn towards the sink, slipping it

Dad. 2

thumping, but it’s only for a second.

”

it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds

the room.

the

smirk.

She was listening…

run…” I say, tossing my hair

want to talk to Dad,”

as I step out of my bedroom and look

I don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those

I’m his little girl,

My stomach twists.

brain is split. Half of me is sane whilst

him.

be able to forgive myself if I

fear within is

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to

reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

those feelings! Stop me! (1)

sobs of a young girl crying in

the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

If I had, then Chris

Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

as we

away, and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts

Dad is

pounding as I try to drag my feet which have

their

Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now,

office

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

I can do this… in the privacy of his office

first glimmer. of dread settles into

hits me, and I

He’s here…

weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to

Royce says quietly.

head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into the very

how that makes

trust him. I’m praying they have a

at Royce again, wishing

my silent plea.

head as my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

to talk to you.

before Dad

Leo, you have no right

his sharp eyes trained on

but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We

eyes on me, and I hate it.

play Daddy’s

my tongue before I force myself to

cry.

on, tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

through the link. ”

eyes soften, and

He says. 1

has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

on, Leo… refuse

into his arms. I wrap my arms around

do

I will.

prickling with tears as

end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

Leo growls before he

feel Royce’s eyes on me, but he

I hear him also

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

Rayhan says and when the door closes

All alone…

wait for the best

back, wiping my eyes as I go

Raihana coping?” I