The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow it

thing I remember is thinking

and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

the house

beside me. The door is

enough to keep

me still…

out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and

that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to

and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the door, I

nor sensed

Fucker.

I take both?

pee.” I find myself saying.

I walk to the

but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

go to the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals

as I walk over

spot a small glass bottle which

pure black liquid

didn’t put that

darkness zip through me the moment

to kill a Lycan.

towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket.

Dad. 2

only for

”

is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before I

the room.

the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

say, tossing my hair back

am… “I want to talk to Dad,”

step out of my bedroom and look at Rayhan.

both… he’s watching me with those grey

Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself if

within is

quietly, motioning for me

nod, not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think

something.

feelings!

hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through

have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make our way

his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock

is

heart is pounding as I try to drag my feet which have now

up their

It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his

Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

can do this… in the privacy of his office

as the first glimmer. of

and I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

says quietly.

head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You

in?! Tell me how that makes

trust him. I’m praying they have a

again, wishing

my silent plea.

head as my eyes blaze purple

back to Dad.

talk to you.

Dad can even reply.

yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I

slightly, his sharp

I’m not, but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know

feel all their eyes on me, and I hate it.

Daddy’s

my tongue before I force myself

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

” You told me… I can

and

says. 1

made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me and

Leo… refuse

pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

do this.

course, I

prickling with tears as

I do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

before he storms out of the room, trying to

can feel Royce’s eyes on me, but

and I hear

door.

Rayhan,”

door closes behind them, I almost smile.

All alone…

I just wait for the best

wiping my eyes as I go over

Raihana coping?”