The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it to

thing I

Ri and

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is silent, and

The door is

to keep an eye

me still…

up, pasting a smile on her face despite the

is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her,

alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the door,

him nor sensed

Fucker.

I

I

watching as I walk

I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

go to the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the

I walk over to

spot a small

black

put

darkness zip through me

to kill a Lycan. 3

towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide

”

how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the

the room.

outside the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at

Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who

I step out of my

take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part

him.

can’t. I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I

within

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to

into me. They don’t trust me, and they

something.

on those feelings! Stop

pause at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl

door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through

had, then

Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as

him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock

is

is pounding as I try to drag

up their

commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have

reach Dad’s office and

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

this… in the privacy of

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles

hits me, and I stop dead in my

He’s here…

feel a sharp pang of

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so

mind, yet he didn’t bother to

Royce says

shake my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You

she’s staying in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I

they trust him. I’m praying they have

at Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

want to talk to you.

before Dad can

you have no right to command or

his sharp

to state my fucking opinion.

their eyes on

Daddy’s little

tongue before I force myself

cry.

Dad… manipulate him the way

say through the link. ” You told me… I can

eyes soften, and

says. 1

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me

on, Leo… refuse

walk over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap

do

I

prickling with tears as sheer

if I do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

fucking watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his anger.

on me, but he

word and I hear him also walk to the

door.

Rayhan,” Dad says.

the door closes behind them, I almost smile.

All alone…

I just wait for the best time…

as I go over to

coping?” I ask softly.