The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow

last thing I

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

the

the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the hallway.

to

me still…

body moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face

that I can overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over

step forward. He had been leaning against the wall

him nor sensed

Fucker.

can I take both?

pee.” I

and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The

I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but

over

until I spot a small glass bottle which

black

didn’t put that

the darkness zip through me the moment I touch

enough to kill a Lycan.

towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket.

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d

”

the toilet and open

the room.

right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look

am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as

but nods as I step out of my bedroom

I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey

little girl, and he’ll foolishly think

My stomach twists.

whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

able to forgive myself if I killed

within is

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to

to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into

something.

on those feelings!

leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through

should have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris would still

Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our way downstairs.

on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t

Dad is the target.

to drag my feet which have now

up their pace.

commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

in

door as the first glimmer. of dread settles

I stop dead in

He’s here…

can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking far…

in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

Royce says quietly.

bitterly. ” You let your

in?! Tell me how that makes

I’m praying

again, wishing he

my silent plea.

my eyes blaze

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

says before Dad can even

have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl

sharp eyes trained on

fucking title of king to state my

their eyes on me, and I

to play Daddy’s little

tongue before I force myself to

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we

I say through the link. ”

soften, and he

says. 1

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision.

Leo… refuse it…

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms

do this.

course, I will.

eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims through

do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

Leo growls before he storms out of

feel Royce’s eyes on

hear him also walk to the

door.

door, Rayhan,”

and when the door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

for the best time…

my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit

coping?” I ask softly.