The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it

I remember

and her

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house is silent,

the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the

enough to keep an eye on

me still…

slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and

but just when I’m about to walk

you alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the door,

seen him nor

Fucker.

I

I find myself saying.

I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my body

still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on the glass

frown as I walk over to it and move

until I spot a small

black liquid inside.

put that there…

the darkness zip through me the

kill a Lycan.

I turn towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second. Aleric did say

”

he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds

the room.

the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

won’t try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I

“I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya,

as I step out of my

I’d be able to take both… he’s watching

Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d

My stomach twists.

whilst another

him.

able to

fear within is growing.

says quietly, motioning for me

Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m

something.

act on those feelings! Stop me! (1)

leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl

to the hallway bathroom,

I had, then Chris

Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our

The urge to jump at him and rip

is the

heart is pounding as I try to drag my feet which have

their

It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right

Dad’s office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

this… in the privacy of

of

scent hits me, and I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God before me.

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking far…

own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to

says quietly.

bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist into

in?! Tell me how that makes sense!” I

they trust him. I’m praying they have a

Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

my eyes blaze purple and

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.” I

says before Dad

“You are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl venomously.

his sharp eyes

don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your

on me, and I hate

play Daddy’s little

my tongue before

cry.

manipulate him the way

I say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk

soften, and he

He says. 1

has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

on, Leo… refuse

over to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging him tightly.

won’t do this.

I will.

eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror

if I do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

growls before he storms out of

on me, but

a word and I hear him

door.

door, Rayhan,”

says and when the door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

just wait for

take a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down on

coping?” I