The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow it

thing I

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

the house is silent, and

beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra

enough to

me still…

involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a

within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her, she speaks.

step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I take both?

to pee.” I find myself

and she nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

lessened, but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

go to the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals that sit on the glass tray.

over

until I spot a small glass

pure black

put

me the moment I touch

kill a Lycan.

towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second.

”

the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before

the room.

the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I

to talk to Dad,” I say

but nods as I step out of my

don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

I’m his little girl, and

My stomach twists.

sane whilst another part is plotting the best way

him.

I’ll never be able to

fear within is growing.

quietly, motioning for me

to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up

something.

those feelings! Stop me! (1)

leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom,

to the hallway

If I had, then Chris would still be

ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

murmur as we make our way downstairs.

at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they might just lock me

Dad is the target.

to drag my feet which have now

up their

doing? It’s different from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my own mind.

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

can do this… in the privacy of his

first glimmer. of dread

I stop dead

He’s here…

can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens

He’s here.

I’m here.

so

mind, yet he didn’t bother to

says quietly.

bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist

me how that makes sense!” I hiss.

trust him. I’m praying

at Royce again,

my silent plea.

my eyes blaze purple and I snap my

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.”

says before Dad can even

the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl

his sharp eyes trained on

I’m not, but I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your

eyes on me,

Daddy’s little girl.

before I force myself

cry.

get through to Dad… manipulate

just… feel alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can

and he nods.

says. 1

he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me

on, Leo…

pulling me into his arms. I

do

I will.

with tears as

end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

growls before he storms out of

eyes on me,

and I hear him also

door.

the door, Rayhan,” Dad

when the door closes behind them, I almost smile.

All alone…

I just wait for

and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his

coping?” I