The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow it

last thing I remember is thinking

and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house is

The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from the hallway.

smart enough to keep

me still…

Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and

overpower her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to

and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been

seen him nor sensed

Fucker.

can I take

pee.” I find myself

as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

I’m still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn

over to it

a small

black liquid

put that

the darkness zip through me the moment I touch the

kill

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping

Dad. 2

heart thumping, but it’s only for a

”

flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds before

the room.

is right outside the

smirk.

She was listening…

to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at the clock.

Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake, watches

as I step out of my bedroom and look at Rayhan.

both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I don’t trust

girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt

My stomach twists.

split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself if

fear within is

says quietly,

bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into

something.

on those feelings! Stop me! (1)

of a

to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

Aleric! If I had, then Chris

Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as

her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take… they

is the

I try to drag

their

his voice isn’t in my

office and Rayhan

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

this… in the privacy of his

glimmer. of

I stop dead

He’s here…

there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the Ice God

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

in my own mind, yet he

Royce says quietly.

at Dad bitterly. ” You let

in?! Tell me how that

I’m praying

at Royce again, wishing he

my silent plea.

eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

to talk to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

says before Dad can even reply.

the fucking King yet Leo, you have no

his sharp

the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all

eyes on me, and

to play Daddy’s little

my tongue before I

cry.

get through to Dad… manipulate him the way

I say through the link. ” You told

soften, and he nods.

He says.

looks at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t trust me

Leo… refuse it…

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

do

I

heart is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer

do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

before he storms out of the room, trying to

Royce’s eyes on me, but he

I hear him also walk to

door.

Rayhan,” Dad

door closes behind

All alone…

for the best time…

a shuddering breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk

coping?” I ask softly.