The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow

last thing I remember is thinking

and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house

The door is ajar, and

they’re smart enough to keep

me still…

slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her

growing within me, but just

asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near the door,

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I take

to pee.” I find myself saying.

nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to

as I walk over to it and move

spot a small glass bottle which

pure black

didn’t put

the darkness zip through me the moment I touch the

kill a Lycan.

and I turn towards the

Dad. 2

for a second. Aleric did say

”

there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a

the room.

right outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my hair back

“I want to talk to Dad,”

frowns but nods as I step out of

watching me with those grey eyes and

Dad… Dad is easy… because I’m his little girl,

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself if I killed

within

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for

nod, not bothering to reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust

something.

on those feelings! Stop me! (1)

the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

I glance at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling

should have ousted Aleric! If I had,

Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we make our way downstairs.

urge to jump at him and rip

is the

as I try to

their

from when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now,

office

d Rayhan knocks.

Dad’s voice

I can do this… in the privacy of his office

glimmer. of dread

I stop dead in my

He’s here…

but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking far…

yet he didn’t bother to

Royce says

at Dad bitterly. ” You let your

how that makes

glad they trust him. I’m praying

stare at Royce again, wishing he could

my silent plea.

eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.”

Leo says before Dad

fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make

slightly, his sharp

to state my fucking opinion. We

eyes on me,

to play Daddy’s

my tongue before I force

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we can…

say through the link. ” You told

eyes soften, and

says. 1

at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

on, Leo… refuse it…

Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his

won’t do

course, I

heart is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as sheer

I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

Leo growls before

Royce’s eyes on me, but he

a word and I hear him also

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad

says and when the door closes behind them,

All alone…

for the best time…

breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over

coping?” I ask softly.