The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

and I allow it

last thing I

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

a start; the house is

is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me

smart enough to

me still…

of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in her

her is growing within me, but just when I’m about to walk over to her,

asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I take both?

need to pee.” I

as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my body

still weaker than

usual self.

I’m glad…

smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals

walk over to it and move

until I spot a

black liquid

didn’t put that

the darkness zip through me the moment I touch the bottle.

to kill

turn towards the

Dad. 2

but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d

”

need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a

the room.

outside the door,

smirk.

She was listening…

say, tossing my hair back

“I want to talk to Dad,” I say as

but nods as I step out of my bedroom and

he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I

is easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst

him.

be able to forgive myself if I

fear within is growing.

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me

I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust

something.

those feelings! Stop me!

at the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of

at the door to the hallway

I had, then Chris

you ok Skyla?” Rayhan

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as

him and rip his

Dad is the

as I try to drag my feet which have now

up their

when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his

office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

can do this… in the privacy of his office

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my

I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking far…

yet he didn’t bother to come

says

” You let your daughter’s rapist into the

me how

I’m

stare at Royce again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

eyes

back to Dad.

to you.

Dad

the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right

slightly, his sharp eyes trained on

don’t need the fucking title of king to state

feel all their eyes on

play Daddy’s little girl.

cluck my tongue before I force

cry.

tears, get through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk

eyes soften, and he nods.

He says. 1

know he thinks Dad has made

Leo… refuse

to Dad, and he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging

do this.

course, I will.

my eyes prickling with tears

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

if I were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to calm his

eyes on

word and I hear him also

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

when the door closes behind

All alone…

just wait for

eyes as I go over to his desk and sit

Raihana coping?” I