The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I

last thing I

Ri and her

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is silent,

door is ajar, and I see Delsanra watching me from

smart enough to keep

me still…

pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and hesitance in her eyes.

is growing within me, but just

Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward.

seen him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

can I take

need to pee.” I find myself

walk to the

but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of crystals

frown as I walk over to

until I spot a small glass bottle which

black

didn’t put that there…

darkness zip through me the moment I touch

enough to kill a Lycan.

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric

”

the toilet and

the room.

outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my hair back as I look

just past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake,

out of my bedroom and look at Rayhan.

able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey

I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d

My stomach twists.

is split. Half of me is sane whilst

him.

I’ll never be able to forgive myself if

fear within

says quietly, motioning for me to follow.

reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and

something.

on those feelings! Stop

down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young

the hallway

If I had, then Chris

Skyla?”

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we

him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take…

Dad is the

try to drag my feet which

their pace.

when Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my

office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

this… in the privacy of his

door as the first glimmer. of dread settles

familiar scent hits me, and I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

yet he

says quietly.

head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist

me how

I’m praying they have a

stare at Royce again, wishing he could

my silent plea.

my head as my eyes blaze purple and I

back to Dad.

you. Alone.” I say quietly.

says before Dad can even reply.

fucking King yet Leo, you have no

slightly, his sharp

I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my

eyes on

Daddy’s little girl.

before I force

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we can…

alone’ I say through the link. ” You

eyes soften, and he nods.

says. 1

has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

Leo… refuse

his arms. I

do this.

I

heart is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears

end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

were you,” Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying to

on me, but

and I hear him also walk to

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

and when the door closes

All alone…

I just wait for the best

wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and

Raihana coping?” I