The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

I allow

last thing I

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

the house is silent,

me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra

enough to keep

me still…

body moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile

within me, but just when

step forward. He had been leaning against the wall near

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I

pee.” I find myself saying.

and she nods, watching as I walk

lessened, but I’m still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

the bathroom and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of

walk over

spot a

black liquid inside.

put that there…

through me the

kill a Lycan. 3

eyes flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket. (1)

Dad. 2

it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d provide me

”

what I need… but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a

the room.

right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my hair back as I look

1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I

I step out of my

I’d be able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey

easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never hurt him!

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way to

him.

to forgive myself

within is growing.

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning

reply. I can feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They

something.

on those feelings!

hear the soft sobs of a young girl

at the door to the hallway

I had, then Chris would

Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

is crying.” I murmur as we make our way downstairs.

Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me,

is the target.

is pounding as I try to drag

their

was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s

office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

I can do this… in

as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of

familiar scent hits me, and I

He’s here…

both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking far…

own mind, yet he didn’t bother to

says

” You let

in?! Tell me how

they trust him. I’m praying

Royce again,

my silent plea.

rushes through my head as my eyes blaze purple and I snap my attention

back to Dad.

to you. Alone.”

Dad can

have no right to command or make decisions.” I

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes trained on

I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know

on

Daddy’s

tongue before

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the way

say through the link. ” You

and

says. 1

thinks Dad has made a stupid

Leo… refuse

me into his arms. I

won’t do

I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with tears as

end up doing

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

I were you,” Leo growls before he storms

Royce’s eyes on me, but he

word and I hear him also walk to the

door.

Rayhan,” Dad

and when the door closes behind them,

All alone…

I just wait for the

back, wiping my eyes as

coping?” I ask