The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it to take

last thing I remember is thinking

and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is silent,

around the room. Kataleya’s sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see

enough to keep an eye on

me still…

body moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the tiredness and

me, but

Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

I take both?

I find myself

nods, watching as I walk to the bathroom. The pain in my

still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to

walk over

until I spot a small glass

pure black

put that

darkness zip through me the moment I touch

to kill a Lycan. 3

I turn towards the sink, slipping it into

Dad. 2

my heart thumping, but it’s only for

”

but how he got it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and

the room.

outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

my hair back as I look at

Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake,

frowns but nods as I step out of my bedroom and

able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and

easy… because I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly

My stomach twists.

Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way to kill

him.

to forgive myself if I

within is growing.

says quietly, motioning for me to

feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They

something.

on those feelings! Stop me!

the soft sobs of

at the door to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

ousted Aleric! If I had,

ok Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make our way

The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I won’t take…

Dad is the target.

pounding as I try to drag my feet

their

me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my

office and

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

in

glimmer. of dread

scent hits me, and I stop dead in my tracks.

He’s here…

and Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest as I stare at the

He’s here.

I’m here.

yet so fucking far…

my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to see

Royce says

my head, looking at Dad bitterly. ” You

she’s staying in?! Tell me how that makes

him. I’m praying

at Royce again, wishing he could

my silent plea.

my head as my eyes blaze purple

back to Dad.

want to talk to you. Alone.” I

Leo says before Dad can even

are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl venomously.

sharp eyes

don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We

on me, and I

play Daddy’s little

tongue before I force myself to

cry.

to Dad… manipulate him the way

I say through the link. ” You told

eyes soften, and he nods.

says. 1

looks at him, and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He

on, Leo… refuse

he stands up, pulling me into his arms. I

do

I will.

thumping, my eyes prickling with

I do end

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

Leo growls before he storms out of the room, trying

eyes on me,

hear him also walk to

door.

door, Rayhan,”

door closes behind them, I almost

All alone…

just wait for

and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk

Raihana coping?” I