The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

darkness beckons and I

last thing I remember is

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

with a start; the house is silent, and

beside me. The door is ajar, and I see

they’re smart enough to keep an

me still…

involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite the

me, but just when I’m about to walk over

alright Sky?” Delsanta asks and I see Rayhan step forward. He had been leaning

nor sensed

Fucker.

can I

pee.” I find myself

she nods, watching as I walk

still weaker than my

usual self.

I’m glad…

smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that

I walk over to it

until I spot a small

a pure black

didn’t put that

the darkness zip through me the

kill a Lycan. 3

flash, and I turn towards the sink, slipping it into my

Dad. 2

heart thumping, but it’s only for a second. Aleric did say he’d

”

me. I flush the toilet and open the tap for a few seconds

the room.

the door, and I

smirk.

She was listening…

won’t try to run…” I say, tossing my hair back as I look at

to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now

as I step out of my bedroom and look at

don’t think I’d be able to take both… he’s watching

I’m his little girl, and he’ll foolishly think

My stomach twists.

me is sane whilst another

him.

never be able to forgive

fear within is growing.

in his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning

eyes burning into me. They don’t trust me, and they think I’m up to

something.

those feelings! Stop

the stairs leading down. I can hear the soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

to the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab

have ousted Aleric! If I had, then Chris

Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

crying.” I murmur as we

and Delsanra puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his

Dad is the target.

try to

up their

Aleric was commanding me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts and wishes have taken over my

reach Dad’s office and Rayhan knocks.

d Rayhan knocks.

voice

do this… in the

the door as the first glimmer. of dread settles into the pit of my stomach.

me, and I stop

He’s here…

here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my chest

He’s here.

I’m here.

close yet so fucking far…

own mind, yet he didn’t bother to

says quietly.

Dad bitterly. ” You let your daughter’s rapist

Tell me how that makes

glad they trust him. I’m praying

stare at Royce again,

my silent plea.

eyes blaze purple and I snap

back to Dad.

you. Alone.” I

Dad can even reply.

are not the fucking King yet Leo, you have no right to

frowns slightly, his sharp eyes trained

I don’t need the fucking title of king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your

all their eyes on me, and I hate

Daddy’s little

cluck my tongue before

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only we can…

through the link. ” You told me… I can talk to

soften, and

He says. 1

thinks Dad has made a stupid decision.

on, Leo…

pulling me into his arms. I wrap my

won’t do this.

I will.

is thumping, my eyes prickling with

do end up

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

watch if I were you,” Leo growls before he

Royce’s eyes on me,

a word and I hear him also

door.

door, Rayhan,” Dad says.

Rayhan says and when the door

All alone…

for the best time…

my eyes as I go over to his desk and

Raihana coping?” I ask softly.