The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse

The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin by Moonlight Muse Chapter 138

Moments I’ll Regret

SKYLA.

Chris is dead.

The voices are a blur as they all try to hold things together.

The emotions that are seeping off everyone are overwhelming. Giving birth to a

restlessness that I cannot get rid of.

I can still see Mama Mari’s face when she learned about her daughter losing her mate…

The way Heaven froze before she ran from

the room…

The way Tatum’s eyes filled with tears before he walked to his Mama’s side and hugged her, telling her to stay strong… 2

Trying to be the man of the family now that his father was gone. 7

He shouldn’t have to. He’s still young.

Rayhan’s pain, Sienna’s… Ahren’s… Dad’s…

The pain in my chest is becoming suffocating, and it takes my all not to shift into my Lycan and let it all out.

This is happening because of me… I sided

with Aleric and because of me, he was able to

do this…

I’m no fucking Lycan. I’m a fucking excuse

for a werewolf.

Useless.

Pathetic.

I slowly walk up the stairs, unable to take any more of the painful atmosphere of the room downstairs. I see Azura and Kat move

when they see me leave.

I know they’re watching me. I’m not a fucking idiot.

Whilst they pretend not to.

I move fast, heading to my room and walk

into my closet, trying to control my anger that is beginning to blind me.

I’m not sure if he has a hold of my Lycan, but

… he wants me to kill Dad… and even if he’s

not there, I’ve been analysing and assessing

him.

The urge has overcome me

everal times

too, but I’m glad they’re keeping an eye on me because it’s stopping me from acting out. 1

Dad isn’t downstairs right now. He stepped out for a smoke.

I should kill him now! 3

Fuck, stop Sky!

I just wish they fucking tossed me in a prison cell. I’m not safe to be around!

I find some of my secret stash of the powerful wolfsbane vials I had made and, without thinking, I unscrew one and knock it back. 1

The liquid burns my throat and I clutch at it, just as my door opens.

I quickly toss the bottle back and grab a chewing gum, not wanting anyone to pick up the scent.

The reason I chewed gum so much in the past was to get rid of the smell… especially

when I used to take wolfsbane in small

doses, just to take the edge off my Lycan’s

rage.

“Sky!” Azura says as stabbing pain rushes through me.

“What? I’m just tired.” I say as I look at the bed, trying to focus.

I need to get to it…

I walk over to the bed, my body screaming at me. With such intense pain, I can’t breathe properly, my vision blurs and I sit down, glad I made it to the bed.

I lay down and pull the blanket over me.

“Sky…” Kataleya asks concerned.

I ignore her, my entire body burning with

pain.

Breathe… breathe….

Tears sting my eyes as I feel Azura sit down on the bed as I feel myself lose

consciousness.

“Good… night…” I murmur, feeling Malevolent nudge her soft body against my

head, meowing pitifully.

I want to pull her close, to hold her and cuddle her, but I can’t. My body refuses to

acknowledge her.

I love you, Mal…

I love you… Roy…

beckons and I allow it

I remember is thinking

Ri and her family.

I’m fucking sorry…

start; the house is silent, and

sleeping beside me. The door is ajar, and I see Delsanra

they’re smart enough to keep

me still…

body moves involuntarily, and I slip out of the bed. Delsanra stands up, pasting a smile on her face despite

overpower her is growing within me, but just

forward. He had been leaning against

him nor sensed him.

Fucker.

can I take

I find myself saying.

as I walk to the bathroom. The pain

lessened, but I’m still

usual self.

I’m glad…

and smile as I find myself staring at the windowsill but it’s not the escape route that I’m looking at but I’m being drawn to the bowl of

frown as I walk over to it and move

a small glass

pure black liquid inside.

put that there…

darkness zip through me the moment I touch the

to kill a

turn towards the sink, slipping it into my pocket.

Dad. 2

but it’s only for a second.

”

it there is beyond me. I flush the toilet and

the room.

is right outside the door, and

smirk.

She was listening…

I say, tossing my hair back as I look

just past 1 am… “I want to talk to Dad,” I say as Kataleya, who is now awake, watches

frowns but nods as I step out

able to take both… he’s watching me with those grey eyes and I don’t trust them…

girl, and he’ll foolishly think I’d never

My stomach twists.

split. Half of me is sane whilst another part is plotting the best way to kill

him.

able to forgive

within

his office,” Rayhan says quietly, motioning for me to follow.

feel Delsanra’s eyes burning into me. They don’t trust

something.

those feelings! Stop me! (1)

soft sobs of a young girl crying in the bathroom, trying to stifle

the hallway bathroom, feeling guilt stab through

If I had, then

Skyla?” Rayhan asks.

I nod slowly.

I murmur as we make our

puts her hand on his arm. The urge to jump at him and rip his heart out tempts me, but it’s a risk I

Dad is the target.

heart is pounding as I try to drag

their pace.

me… although his voice isn’t in my head right now, it’s almost as if his thoughts

office

d Rayhan knocks.

voice comes.

in the privacy of his office

the first glimmer. of dread settles

and I stop

He’s here…

and Leo are both there. All three weren’t expecting me here and I can’t help but feel a sharp pang of pain that tightens my

He’s here.

I’m here.

so fucking far…

prisoner in my own mind, yet he didn’t bother to come to

says

Dad bitterly. ” You let your

Tell me how that makes sense!”

trust him. I’m

again, wishing he could feel

my silent plea.

through my head as my eyes

back to Dad.

talk to you. Alone.” I say quietly.

says before Dad can even reply.

have no right to command or make decisions.” I snarl venomously.

slightly, his sharp eyes trained

king to state my fucking opinion. We all know you ain’t your

their eyes on me, and

Daddy’s little girl.

my tongue before I force

cry.

through to Dad… manipulate him the way only

alone’ I say through the link. ” You told me… I can talk

and he nods.

He says.

and I know he thinks Dad has made a stupid decision. He doesn’t

Leo… refuse

stands up, pulling me into his

won’t do this.

course, I

eyes prickling with tears as sheer terror swims

do end up doing something?

“LEAVE.” Dad growls.

were you,” Leo growls before he storms out

eyes on me, but he

word and I hear him also walk to

door.

Rayhan,”

Rayhan says and when the door closes behind them,

All alone…

just wait for the best

breath and move back, wiping my eyes as I go over to his desk and sit down on

is Raihana coping?” I