Chapter 144
For Me
SKYLA.
Warmth.
It’s so warm…
And it smells so good…
I open my eyes, and my heart skips a beat.
Royce.
I’m in Royce’s arms…
I died.
I smile softly. That’s why it’s so peaceful…
‘Death is not what you deserve, Lycan princess.’
Bastet?
“Then what do I deserve?’
‘Embrace every part of you that makes you… you fought him, and you broke his hold upon you. You did that, child.’ 3
‘Yeah, by killing myself.’
‘Attempted to kill yourself. You did not succeed.’
My eyes snap open as I stare up at Royce’s neck.
His scent, the feeling of his body against mine.
This feels so real…
What?
‘Your life was saved and for a good cause, your death would mean Apophis will always have a hold on this world. Always.’
‘How are you speaking to me now? You were gone?’ I ask.
‘Hecate’s daughters helped channel my energy to you.” 1
‘I see… I’m a danger to them, to them all.’
‘In the bathroom when you took a stand, refusing to hurt anyone any longer, and determined that even death is better than hurting those whom you loved. It was then that you broke the hold he had upon you.’
Bastet’s voice comes. 1
The guilt and regret return to me, a dull ache in my chest.
‘You freed yourself and with it, our connection was rebuilt. He has been meddling with you for a long time. Injecting you not once but thrice. He has been planning this for far longer than we thought.
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I frown, ‘So all along, his plan was to pull me under his control? Why?”
be able to attain all … only the Solaris King
the blood moon… we had thought we needed to be careful because of my ties to Bastet, not knowing that he already had his eyes on me. I was his target.
now?’ I ask.
tinkling laugh
know the answer, child. Embrace and trust in yourself.’
She’s gone.
and their fucking cryptic shit. 6
“You’re awake.”
skips a beat at
crushing guilt fills me again, along with the fact I
waiting, waiting for that urge to awaken inside
at peace, just like I used
Royce.
his thick lashes curtaining
He’s beautiful…
can hate me. I really don’t mind. I hate me too.” I say quietly, breaking our eye contact. 1
my voice is a little
heart races as he raises his
in his large hand. “I can never hate
but before I can his lips are
rush through me as he kisses me with such intensity that my mind goes
I don’t.
even when he pulls me on top of him, deepening the kiss, there is one thing I
every ounce of his being, even when
my cheeks, and he tenses, breaking
up slowly
edge… I could hurt you right
“You won’t.”
so confident,” I say, cupping the back of his
fool… if you will have me, my
and I can’t hold it in. Lowering my head, I break
me against him. My hands curl
really is a fool for wanting
back, kissing my shoulder and
and did things that even an apology doesn’t fucking
up to you. I’m fucking sorry. I feel like shit for what
need to tell him that I’m so
made. that clear when they mated me to that cunt. You
“Look at me.”
that’s you. You are all I want, nothing more, and there is a way to make it up to me… if
my vision blurring with tears. “Don’t ask me to forgive myself, because I can’t.”
kisses my nose and I scrunch
you’ll want to get rid of
let me help you, let me heal the hurt in your heart. Let me be a part of your pain. Love, let me be there for you.” He says so softly, so gently, that it makes a fresh wave of tears trickle down my
my
right to get
I accused you of raping me. That’s not something
I don’t give a rat’s ass about my reputation, just my girl.
and kisses my knuckles softly. “For me to be able to do that, you need
look into his glittering eyes, knowing he
self-loathing I feel… the
me so long to break free… and even that is thanks to the crystals and stuff. I fucking tried to kill my dad, I tried to
–
the guilt hits me. “This is why I’m better off
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