The Mating Run by Leeka

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“Alina, this is why you’re such an easy target,” Ettie says, her voice bearing a weight that seems foreign. “That’s why you always end up in these life–threatening situations. You’re too kind, and not everyone out there deserves that kindness.”

The words hit me like a sudden punch, taking me by surprise. Trust too easily? In a world where survival often demands a hardened exterior, is kindness. considered a liability?

“You said it was okay to trust him!” With each word I utter, I can sense the ache of hurt growing, making me aware of how my own nature could be a vulnerability in this unforgiving place.

Before I can find the words to reply, Ettie continues speaking, her voice becoming softer as if she can sense the inner turmoil I’m experiencing.

“I know what I said. That’s why I kept saying sorry, that’s why I fixed my mistake. Look, I’m not saying this to hurt you, Alina. I’m saying it because I’ve seen what happens when people let their guard down. I’ve seen it way too many times in

this run.”

She pauses, allowing me to take in the weight of her words.

“I know you mean well, Alina,” Ettie says, her eyes locked in a steady, unwavering stare. “Your kindness is one of the things I really like about you. But in this place, being nice won’t do the trick. It won’t guarantee your safety. You have to be more discerning, more cautious.”

I bite my lip, her words hurting and making me even more confused. Is it a mistake to believe in the goodness of others? In a world where everyone’s out for themselves, does being kind just lead to getting stabbed in the back?

“I’m not asking you to become like them,” Ettie adds, her voice filled with a comforting tenderness. “I just want you to be aware. There are those who will take advantage of your trust. You can’t afford to be naive here.”

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Ettie places her hands on her hips, her eyes locked onto me.

“And if someone is of no use, you should get rid of them.”

Ettie says, her tone matter–of–fact, devoid of any remorse, her words cutting through the silence. Those words sink deep into my consciousness, anchoring, themselves like a ship in turbulent waters.

Elijah’s fate serves as a stark reminder, a tangible embodiment of Ettie’s merciless practicality. Yes, he had served a purpose in their survival, but the moment he crossed a line, the trust Ettie had for him shattered. Now, all that remains is a gruesome testament to the consequences of being discarded in her

ruthless evaluation of worth.

As her words sink in, a subtle feeling of unease begins to wash over me.

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Our little shack isn’t feeling too safe these days. It’s like the walls know something sketchy about our secret hideaway. Ettie used to be comforting, but now she’s all over the place, doing whatever it takes to stay alive.

The gap between us is widening on its own, as I instinctively protect myself from the unknown emotions stirring in Ettie. My feet tremble as I take a step back from her, propelled by raw instinct. Our trust is slowly fading away because of her

indifferent heart.

“Alina, why are you moving away from me?” Ettie’s gaze sharpens, a

disconcerting intensity emanating from her eyes. “I’m just giving it to you straight. In this run, you gotta make some hard decisions to stay alive. Holding onto dead weight just brings you down.”

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Her words are cold and logical, no room for feelings. I’m struggling with conflicting emotions trying to balance self–preservation and compassion in this harsh place.

“But he was a person, Ettie,” My voice stammers, barely audible, as a hesitant. protest escapes my lips. “He helped us. He was… he was alive, and now he’s not.”

There’s no hint of remorse in Ettie’s response, her expression remaining

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steadfast.

And Elijah, the moment. he touched you, became a

by the realization, as if I’ve been slapped in the face- Ettie’s definition of necessity

all. I just ate your food, took space in your home. So, if that’s how you determine usefulness, am I also on the chopping block? Are you

over her face, revealing her unease. The question lingers, its weight palpable in the air, reminding us of the harsh reality we’re caught in.

but with a hint

attempt to assuage my concerns only adds

ally and adversary becomes hazy, leaving me unsettled by the idea that my survival depends on someone’s subjective assessment of my

seeking answers. “What if, in your eyes, I no longer contribute? Will I end up

a ghostly presence that taints our delicate conversation. Ettie’s response carries a hesitant undertone,

laced with an undeniable sense of unease. “I did what I had to do to protect you. I won’t let anyone harm

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over her face, creating new lines I’ve never noticed.

figure it out. I need you to

understand.”

the air. However, Ettie’s silence acts as a fortress, guarding against the vulnerability that lurks

to talk about it anymore,

final. I can sense the walls she’s built,

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now, when my determination is at its peak. The air is heavy with uncertainty, making every decision feel weighty.

This confusion is driving

be, a

demise.

then turns to snap at me, her words piercing through the air with a harsh and unyielding tone. The sheer

a Hider, and I’m a Hunter. We have different roles and different

mean by that?”

hidden and the realization that avoiding the truth will only widen the rift. “Hiders need protectors, Alina. It’s always been like that, you know? That’s the way it

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is written all over

I’ve never noticed.

to discuss this. I need to figure it

voice resonates in the air. However, Ettie’s silence acts as a fortress, guarding against the

talk

cut through the air as she retorts, her tone sharp and final. I can sense the walls she’s built, walls that loom like

1. US.

cannot back down, not now, when my determination is at its peak. The air is heavy with uncertainty, making every decision feel weighty.

This confusion is driving me

the air, a reminder of what we used to be, a stark contrast to the strained dynamics that have taken root in the aftermath of Elijah’s

demise.

her breath escaping in a heavy, burdened exhale. She then turns to snap at me, her words piercing through the air

you’re a Hider, and I’m a Hunter.

mean by that?”

gaze flickers, torn between the desire to keep hidden and the realization that avoiding the truth will only widen the rift. “Hiders need protectors, Alina. It’s always been

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Ettie’s words fills the air with an unspoken meaning. “Are you saying…. you want

doing little to quell

I’m a Hunter, a protector. It’s

never considered. Yet, the innate dread of being bound, of yielding to the

want to mark

my voice as the question slips

hut, the air is filled with an unspoken tension, creating an atmosphere of unease. The weight of Ettie’s silence, so deep and introspective, sends shivers down my spine. As I ask myself whether she desires to mark me, the echo of the question fills

as I repeat, barely audible, in the face of the unknown that looms ahead. “I ask you

that eludes my understanding. It feels like

shake off Ettie’s past words, a haunting chorus of promises and declarations that have weaved a complicated tapestry of protection and