The Mating Run by Leeka

Obsession

I once had this plant, you know? It was this tiny thing, nestled in a little pot on my windowsill. I thought I was doing it a favor by showering it with water every single day. Like, who wouldn’t want a daily dose of hydration, right? Little did I know, I was drowning the poor thing in my overzealous attempt to be a stellar plant parent.

Every morning, without fail, I’d grab that watering can and unleash a torrent of liquid affection upon my leafy companion. I thought I was being the best plant mom ever. I mean, what plant doesn’t want to be surrounded by water? It’s like their thing, isn’t it?

But you know what happened? Despite my unwavering dedication, that little. green buddy of mine started looking… well, not so lively. Its leaves began to droop, and the vibrant green hue turned into a sad shade of brown. It was like a slow–motion botanical disaster right there on my windowsill.

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One day, as I gazed at the wilted state of my once–thriving friend, it hit me like a ton of bricks maybe, just maybe, I’d been a tad too enthusiastic with the watering routine. You’d think I’d learn from the first few signs of distress, but nope. I kept pouring on the H2O, convinced it was the elixir of life for my little leafy buddy.

It’s funny, you know? How we sometimes think we’re doing the right thing, pouring all our efforts into something, only to realize we might be suffocating it instead. I guess I had this grand vision of my plant thriving under my care, standing tall and proud. Instead, it was gasping for air in soil that had become a watery bog.

Now, I can almost hear you thinking, “Why didn’t you just Google it?” And yeah, you’re right. I could have, but there’s this stubborn streak in me that insists I know what’s best. Google? Pfft. Who needs it when you’ve got sheer determination to drown out common sense?

So, there I was, facing the harsh reality that my plant–parenting skills were, well, lacking. But you know what’s even more comical? In my quest to be the best plant parent ever, I ended up being the reason for its demise. Irony, right?

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I remember standing there, pot in hand, soil soaked beyond recognition, and leaves that looked more like they belonged in a compost heap than on a thriving plant. It was a moment of reflection, a botanical reckoning, if you will. I had to

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accept it my once–green companion was now a casualty of my overenthusiastic approach to nurturing.

In the silence of that plant funeral, a realization dawned on me.

Maybe, just maybe, less is more.

Fast forward to the present, and here I am, navigating the curious waters of Ettie’s intentions. It’s like she’s armed with a watering can of goodwill, pouring it over me with the conviction that she knows what’s best. The irony isn’t lost on me from the over–nurturing plant parent to being on the receiving end of Ettie’s overbearing protectiveness.

Ettie, in her own way, thinks she’s doing what’s good for me. Just like I believed drowning my plant in daily showers of affection was the key to botanical bliss. The intentions are golden, right? But the execution, oh boy, that’s where things get a bit tangled.

Ettie’s become a sort of guardian, a protector with an unyielding belief that her ways are the path to salvation. It’s oddly familiar – the misguided sense of knowing what’s best for someone else. In her eyes, she’s watering my metaphorical leaves, ensuring I thrive under her watchful gaze.

The thing is, just like my poor plant, I’m feeling a bit suffocated. Ettie’s care, while well–intentioned, has this weight to it. It’s as if every gesture is an attempt to shield me from the perils of the world, to cocoon me in safety. And while safety is nice, there’s a thin line between protection and suffocation.

We’ve had our moments, Ettie and I. Conversations where I try to express that her version of protection feels more like confinement. She doesn’t see it that way, of course. To her, the world is a perilous jungle, and she’s the fierce hunter ready to fend off any threat.

I’ve tried to make her understand that sometimes, I need space. Like my poor plant needed room to breathe between watering sessions, I need moments where I

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every step is monitored. It’s a tricky conversation, though, because it’s hard to articulate the need for independence without

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one hand, I appreciate the concern, the genuine desire to shield me from harm. On the other, I find myself yearning for the

moments of attempted conversation, I’ve glimpsed the frustration in Ettie’s eyes. It’s like she can’t fathom why I’d want anything other than her vigilant protection. And there’s the rub – the gap between what she thinks is best for me. and what I feel

feeling like a lamb caught in the den of a wolf. Elijah’s dried blood stains

a harsh reminder of the madness that unfolded not too long ago. And as Ettie casually walks around, like nothing is

down my spine. I can’t shake the feeling that I’m at the mercy of forces beyond my control, and it’s suffocating. Ettie

bag with a casual demeanor. It’s disconcerting, the way she seamlessly transitions from hunter to caretaker.

desperate bid for escape from this unsettling scene. But where would I go? The forest outside is a labyrinth of dangers, and the howls of unseen creatures serve as

in her gaze – a recognition, a shared secret, or perhaps just a brief acknowledgment of the

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that glance signifies.

an accomplice,

a nonchalant smile on her face.

“Everything okay?”

manage a nod, my voice caught In my throat. Her hand reaches out, a gesture that could either be comforting or threatening. I

wonder – am I truly safe here? Is this hut a sanctuary, shielding me from the horrors lurking outside, or have

linger in the air, a haunting symphony that plays on

wooden floorboards, anything to distract me from the weight of uncertainty pressing

again, this time with a hint

sure you’re

words pierce through the fog of my thoughts,

smile.

processing everything.”

reply, a feeble attempt to convey composure.

the crinkled map tucked inside my pocket. It feels like a lifeline, a fragile plece of paper that might hold the

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the hut.

unfold the map without making a

paper protests with each cautious move, whispering a tale of my clandestine plans.

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attention seems fixed on something in the corner,

paths with my eyes, searching for the route that leads far

squint at the names of places I’ve never been. A forest of uncertainty lies beyond those marked boundaries, but it’s a gamble I’m willing to take. I can’t stay here, tethered to