The Mating Run by Leeka

Chapter 52

Fake

My eyes flutter open, and I am met with the comforting sensation of being held. by Zeke.

In any other circumstance, being held in such an embrace upon waking up offers a sense of comfort, a quiet reminder of our strong connection. As my consciousness fully returns, a disconcerting truth settles heavily on my shoulders.

Zeke’s arms, which were once a comforting embrace, now feel constricting and suffocating. It isn’t the gentle embrace I expect upon waking; it’s a hold that leaves. me feeling confined.

I shift, feeling increasingly uncomfortable as my senses pick up on the presence of another camera. The camera’s unblinking lens is fixed on us, as if freezing the vulnerability of the moment in time. It’s as if a punch to the gut, the realization washes over me – we are being watched again, our every intimate moment exposed to unseen eyes.

And I just know that it is Zeke’s idea, as the sound of his voice echoes in my

mind.

Anger and betrayal surge through me, overwhelming my emotions.

I carefully untangle myself from Zeke’s embrace, the once gentle motion now filled with a hint of desperation. The weight of my emotions threatens to spill over, creating a heavy atmosphere around me. I crave distance, a breath of air to bring clarity to my thoughts.

I feel manipulated, like a pawn on a chessboard with every move carefully plotted.

The sound of something shifting beside me causes me to tense up, and I let out a quiet curse.

“Alina, what’s wrong?”

Through the silence, Zeke’s voice rings out, carrying a palpable sense of worry. Standing there, I can feel his gaze on me, his eyes filled with confusion. With a tired sigh, he rubs his eye and lets out a quick yawn. Although I despise it, a surge of concern for him floods my being.

At first, I remain silent, not answering. As he continues to stare at me, I let out a frustrated sigh. I mumble under my breath, the words barely escaping my lips.

“I just need to get out and get some air.”

As I speak, my voice trembles with the same intensity as the brewing storm

within.

Zeke’s voice echoes through the air once more, tinged with both anxiety and

perplexity.

“Alina, please. Tell me what’s wrong.”

In that fleeting moment, the weight of my emotions makes me contemplate opening up to him, as if the words are begging to be released. I want to ask the question that lingers in my mind – what are we? And what does this mean for us? I fall silent, that we are still being watched, and that someone or something is

aware

observing our every move.

fact that he probably orchestrates all this, making himself appear like a concerned potential mate, fills

tear my eyes away from the rain–soaked ground. “Just, you know, think

filled

emotions.

together. If things aren’t

and in any other situation, I would welcome the sentiment. However, things are anything but normal, and judging by

Sun, 10 Mar

Fake

seems far

to him, our eyes locking in

give me some space, Zeke?”

tension hangs in the air, and with each step I take away from

the intrusive gaze of the cameras, and allow the rain to drench me. As the rain pours down, my tears blend with the raindrops, silently releasing the emotions that have been suffocating me. Like a bitter aftertaste, the feeling of being used as a pawn in

within me.

our connection? Even when Zeke and I have tender moments, it feels wrong because we

soaked to the bone and feeling exposed, and Zeke’s worried

and tenderness. I can feel the stark difference between the comforting warmth of the shelter and the biting cold of the rain–soaked world

of urgency, Zeke swiftly covers me with

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sense of security. I hug

voice, dripping with genuine concern, pierces through the heavy silence of the rain. With a gentle touch, he reaches out and brushes away my tears, his thumb leaving a

whisper, careful not to

voice falls on deaf

“What?”

deep breath, the weight of the unspoken truths pressing on my chest. “Zeke,” I begin,

and closes his mouth, unable to find the right

me, the intensity of my

palpable.

keep ignoring this or I’ll lose my mind. Give it to me straight. Tell me, what exactly are

storm inside me. Facing Zeke, my emotions boil over with anger,

through me like an unstoppable flood, and I can no longer keep them

anger as I unleash my pent–up emotions. As raindrops fall, they mingle with my tears, distorting my view of the person who has become both my comfort and

torment.

punch to his chest. “Stop doing all this stuff to me if you can’t even learn to like me in

and silent, taking in every blow without uttering a single word. The combination of understanding and regret etched on his face makes the silence all the moré infuriating. As if

the ground and drowning

cracks with a blend of

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as all my hidden emotions come pouring out. I feel

plead, my fists pounding against his chest. “Tell me this is real. That you’re not acting!”

meet, I can see a whirlwind of emotions brewing

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