The Perfect Luna by Marissa Gilbert

Chapter 36. Tell Me What Happ…

Riannon couldn’t believe her own happiness when she opened her eyes and saw him lying in front of her and watching her.

Amate. She had a mate. A real one. Not a chosen one. A smile curled onto his lips and she reciprocated it. There were no regrets. Whatsoever.

This was very different from what she had with Brayden back in the day. Now that she thought about it, if this was what Brayden felt when he met his own mate, she could

understand why he couldn’t reject Roxanne.

• She would never reject Gideon if she knew.

.

.

This did not cancel all the horrible things that Roxy did to her and to others in their power struggle. But she could understand now.

Partially.

This was not changing her plan. But it gave her some understanding. “Onyx,” she called her wolf, “Are you there?” At first, all she heard was silence. But then the familiar voice sounded in her head.

“I will be soon…”

She tried calling her again, asking what was going on. But Onyx spoke no more.

However, this was better than nothing. This was a promise. And just knowing that her wolf didn’t abandon her made Riannon smile wider.

The motion did not go unnoticed. Gideon pulled her closer. So that her head was now

tucked into his chest, and he was able to dig his face into her hair and breathe in her scent that

he loved so much was able to enjoy for the first time.

“I can’t believe this is real,” he muttered, “From the moment I saw you… I dreamt of this. of holding you like this, of having you as mine.”

She looked up at his handsome face and slid her hand to brush his cheek with a short stubble that prickled her fingers slightly.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” She asked. “Would you believe me if I simply told you?” He arched his brow at her.

“I guess not,” she admitted honestly. She had too much on her plate to simply believe some lycan who approached her out of the blue insisting that she was his mate: Even if he was a king. Not to mention that Onyx, the little hyena, never told her that they were mates on the rare moments she spoke to her. She couldn’t believe her wolf would waste her strength to tell

everything

On the other hand, Onyx was smarter than regular wolves. Ria always knew that. She proved it to her many times. And to be honest, maybe it was for the best that she did not throw them into a situation where Riannon knew that he was her mate from the very beginning yet

did not feel the connection. In that way, Gideon had to work for it and earn her trust.

Yes, that wolf of hers wasn’t simple at all. She took a bet and look at where it got them…

“Yesterday,” he traced his fingers over her bare hand, “You said the word. You called me Mate. How did you know?”

“Onyx called you that,” Ria decided to confess. Now that they were together, she did not want secrets from him. It was hard starting to trust the new man in her life but what they had was so much different from what she experienced before.

It was bigger. And better. And so special. Everything one could wish for.

“Is Onyx back?” Gideon asked with hope in his voice. They were already together but he would still feel much better if he knew that the wolf was there.

“Partially,” Ria gave him a vague smile, “I feel her presence somewhere there inside of my soul but she is not at full strength yet. I think she is trying to restore after.”

She stopped talking and he suddenly got serious. This was not a joke to him at all. He knew about a few people who had lost their wolves. He started reading about them when he found out about Onyx’s absence. This was rare. But it did happen several times in shifter’s common history.

When the beast was lost, the host was becoming just an empty shell as half of their soul

That did not happen to Ria yet. But a mostly

that he wanted for his

bothered him. Those people he read

fought in battles. Sometimes against forces much stronger than

few cases known in history, it was always the same. When on the brink of death, the wolves, foxes, bears or other creatures sacrificed themselves to protect their hosts. The hosts survived but at the same time were deadly wounded and hardly ever lived longer

died, the owner was slowly becoming

worse than death.

your beast’s eyes, to stop sensing what he

sense…

losing hearing, sight, and ability to move properly at once for humans. Probably even worse because something inside was missing as well. Everything was lessened,

everyone could cope

tell that Riannon was one of those who would be able to cope, though. She

that kind of

everything

part in. As far as his research on her showed, and his spies were among the best, her life was

done to her in that pack behind the closed curtains that made her almost lose

this again. Regardless of me asking you this earlier. But this time I want you to be absolutely honest. You can trust me. All

she

was about

Gideon tried not to show it,

way

and no,” she sighed. How could she tell him everything that

be

he hurt you physically?” the Lycan

to calm

at him, “Something that made you want not only divorce but fight for your pack. Something

she spoke. She tried to convince herself that

their chosen

was everything? And more…

up, wrapping the Egyptian cotton sheets around herself, Gideon following her motion not to miss any trace of emotion on her beautiful face.” You will probably think I was crazy,”

away so that she could see him. He hoped that she would understand that no matter what was happening, he was going to

himi..

am hard to scare off, Riannon,” he gave her a soft smile. “Let’s hope so,” she gave him

letting it out, “I already lived this part of my life. With Brayden and his mate Roxy in my pack. He never rejected her as he promised, and she took everything away from me. She killed the people I cared about, made Brayden reject and humiliate me, taking my title. And even then, after I already lost everything, she still killed me with the help of one of the wolves from my own pack. It was horrible. But then I somehow came back to the very moment it all started. Gideon, I literally opened my eyes when the door opened and the two of them walked in into our packhouse. This was when I lost Onyx. And since that day I had to live again during the most horrible days of my life. Only that I didn’t want for everything to repeat. I wanted to change what happened. And I started tweaking things one by one. Big and little. I changed them and they were

when she noticed the frozen expression on his face. Did she overdo it? Was it too much for him? Should she have stopped after

that she was joking at first, but she was too serious and nervous about that. And now that he was

of the things did. Their very first conversation.

husband brought out his mate and mistress for everyone to see. Anyone would be crushed by that. But

exactly the opposite.

she spoke to him. No one was that bold. Unless…

her lip. He could see how worried she was about everything and wanted to tell him

her and pulled her into the tightest of

he believed her. And

her hair as he couldn’t

around him too, embracing his warmth and his wonderful scent. Embracing the feeling of safety that he gave her. And for the first time ever she

to let it all out. The pain, the loneliness, the fight, all her raw emotions

felt so much

her in his arms as long as she needed, hurting together with her. Even Mars was howling inside feeling their mate’s

was done way faster than he expected. But his beautiful Luna never ceased

looked at him with puffy eyes, embarrassed by her

away

the whole next day in his room. Only ordering food in

started with the rebirth and then went on to their previous life.

later they started to simply

how to work in a team. She was doing it with Brayden for years. But it was so different with Gideon. And not at all what she expected. They weren’t finishing each other’s