The Perfect Luna by Marissa Gilbert

Chapter 44. Ash

Ash let out a heavy sigh and went all the way into the centre of the room, sitting in the exact chair where the mystery guest was sitting just a few seconds ago. He sniffed the air around him and his head snapped in Riannon’s direction. She simply nodded confirming his suspicions and then sat back into the opposite armchair.

“So?” she looked at him hopefully. It had to be something important if he decided to put away catching the intruder personally and stayed to talk to her instead.

“Do you remember how my mate died?” he asked, and she clenched her lips, giving him a

nod again.

“How can I forget?” Ria lifted her knees all the way to her chest and hugged them, (This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com)“Chloe was one of my best friends at school.”

“I remember,” he smiled, “She used to call you and Maya her sisters.” “That’s what she was for me,” Riannon admitted, “Family.”

“After she died,” he gulped and looked at her, but meeting her gaze chose to look away and out of the open balcony door, “I was shattered. Broken…”

“I remember that too,” his Luna said quietly.

“She was my light,” he rested his head on the back of the chair, “My everything. And after her death, nothing mattered anymore. I was in the darkness. The darkness that nobody could understand. Nobody but you.”

He looked at her again and she nodded silently. Ash lost his mate a few years after she lost her siblings. She did know very well what he was going through. Although they said that losing a mate was worse than anything. But still, the experience was similar.

She remembered that after giving him some space to grieve, she saw that he was slipping away. And she remembered how she fought to make him stay and live the life he was

supposed to live. As the new Beta of their pack.

Brayden was angry at times because he couldn’t personally get any of this and had to commence his Alpha training alone, without his Beta. At some point, he even wanted to choose a different Beta, but Riannon talked him out of this. Luckily, back then her opinion mattered to him. He gave them time to “fix” his friend while he covered for him.

Slowly, day by day, Ash was getting stronger. He was never the cheerful guy they used to know back at school again, but he remained reliable and loyal, which was way more important.

But when a tragedy happened and her and Brayden’s parents were killed, Ash suddenly stepped in for the sake of them both. They could trust him in their hard time and he performed

Ria always thought that he found a new purpose in life when Brayden finally became the Alpha and named him his Beta. This was Ash’s turning point according to her.

to life, Riannon,” Ash told her and this time he pierced her with

have wanted that,” she shrugged her shoulders,

friends before that,

stopped her before she could finish that sentence,(This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com) “This is not how I

to some extent, but

when he kneeled before her and took her hands, locking his eyes with

more to me. Even before Chloe, I saw you more than a friend,” he said, “ When Brayden introduced you to me, I was only sorry that I didn’t get to meet you first. No offence, but Bray never saw you for who you were. He cared for your looks, your strength and your skills. But not for the

met Chloe?” she tried to walk

would never come back. I fell into despair after her death, thinking that everything was over and there would be nothing good in my life ever again. This was when you entered my life

was a new side of Ash she had

my Chloe,” he smiled with sadness in his eyes, “She was gone and although I remembered our bond, you were the one helping me heal. Even my wolf

She furrowed her brows.

“But that’s…”

dryly, “I know. But this is exactly what happened to me. The more time I spent with you, the more my old feelings were

she didn’t know how to get out of

okay? I know that you didn’t see that

changed and Ash saw a possibility for them to be together. What if that was why

let me be yours. I am ready to do whatever it takes. If you want to keep this façade of marriage and stay the Luna, will

too dry and

done.

Just let me be with you.” She stared at him and he did not blink or budge. His hands were still holding hers and she knew that she had to be honest

course. But in regards to him and his

hands out of his grasp, making him sigh from disappointment, “I can’t. I

anymore!” he snapped momentarily and then rubbed his eyes, trying to focus, “He is sha.gging

she had to destroy, “But it doesn’t change anything. Ash, you… remind me of my dead brother. You don’t see me as a friend, but this is what I see you as. And for me, you are Chloe’s mate. I couldn’t do

up and turned away, “Slowly

you enough, to be honest with you. This would never happen. I need you in my

that this is all that I am to you?” he

is the decision that you would have to make. Will you take my side as my friend and support me until the

am his Beta,” he