The Perfect Luna by Marissa Gilbert

Chapter 44. Ash

Ash let out a heavy sigh and went all the way into the centre of the room, sitting in the exact chair where the mystery guest was sitting just a few seconds ago. He sniffed the air around him and his head snapped in Riannon’s direction. She simply nodded confirming his suspicions and then sat back into the opposite armchair.

“So?” she looked at him hopefully. It had to be something important if he decided to put away catching the intruder personally and stayed to talk to her instead.

“Do you remember how my mate died?” he asked, and she clenched her lips, giving him a

nod again.

“How can I forget?” Ria lifted her knees all the way to her chest and hugged them, (This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com)“Chloe was one of my best friends at school.”

“I remember,” he smiled, “She used to call you and Maya her sisters.” “That’s what she was for me,” Riannon admitted, “Family.”

“After she died,” he gulped and looked at her, but meeting her gaze chose to look away and out of the open balcony door, “I was shattered. Broken…”

“I remember that too,” his Luna said quietly.

“She was my light,” he rested his head on the back of the chair, “My everything. And after her death, nothing mattered anymore. I was in the darkness. The darkness that nobody could understand. Nobody but you.”

He looked at her again and she nodded silently. Ash lost his mate a few years after she lost her siblings. She did know very well what he was going through. Although they said that losing a mate was worse than anything. But still, the experience was similar.

She remembered that after giving him some space to grieve, she saw that he was slipping away. And she remembered how she fought to make him stay and live the life he was

supposed to live. As the new Beta of their pack.

Brayden was angry at times because he couldn’t personally get any of this and had to commence his Alpha training alone, without his Beta. At some point, he even wanted to choose a different Beta, but Riannon talked him out of this. Luckily, back then her opinion mattered to him. He gave them time to “fix” his friend while he covered for him.

Slowly, day by day, Ash was getting stronger. He was never the cheerful guy they used to know back at school again, but he remained reliable and loyal, which was way more important.

But when a tragedy happened and her and Brayden’s parents were killed, Ash suddenly stepped in for the sake of them both. They could trust him in their hard time and he performed

Ria always thought that he found a new purpose in life when Brayden finally became the Alpha and named him his Beta. This was Ash’s turning point according to her.

life, Riannon,” Ash told her and this time he pierced her

that,” she shrugged her shoulders, “I know we never

friends before that,

he stopped her before she could finish that sentence,(This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com) “This is not how I see you, Riannon. You

hurt her to some extent, but she chose not to show

and took her hands, locking his

“ When Brayden introduced you to me, I was only sorry that I didn’t get to meet you

Chloe?” she tried to walk away from the uncomfortable

he sighed, “She filled my heart and soul, made me believe that what I felt for you was just a childhood crush. But she was gone, Riannon. And I knew that she would never come back. I fell into despair after her death, thinking that

not even trying to say anything anymore. This was a new

was gone and although I remembered our bond, you were the one helping me heal. Even

She furrowed her brows.

“But that’s…”

more my old feelings were coming back. Chloe was letting go of me and… To be honest, sometimes I think that she blessed us. As

she didn’t know how to get out

palms in his, “Just think about it, okay? I know that you didn’t see that coming. I tried to keep

the realisation struck her. But they weren’t happy anymore. Everything changed and Ash saw a possibility for them to be together. What if that was why he always took Brayden’s side in the past? Each time he did

something that you don’t like. You became my peace once, now let me be yours. I am ready to do whatever it takes. If you want to keep this façade of marriage and stay the Luna, will be your lover in the shadows.(This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com) If you want to leave Brayden and start a new life, I will gladly become your

as they became too dry and his eyes lingered on them.

done.

be with you.” She stared at him

fully, of course. But in regards to

grasp, making him sigh from disappointment, “I can’t.

rubbed his eyes, trying to focus, “He is sha.gging his mate all over the

his eyes which she had to destroy, “But it doesn’t change anything. Ash, you… remind me of my dead brother. You don’t see me as a friend, but this is what I see you as. And for me, you are Chloe’s mate. I couldn’t do that even after her death. It’s

could try,” he stood up and

stood up again, “I respect you enough, to be honest with you. This would never happen. I need you in my life but as a friend,

that this is all that I am to you?”

take my side as my friend and support me until the end? Or will you stay with

Beta,” he reminded