It has been another week, it’s been three weeks now and it is hard not to lose hope. Much too soon after I felt his presence near, Griffin seemed to have left the area again. Convincing David I am giving him a second chance seems harder than I expected too. He had soon grown bored of my squabbles with Hannah,

Expecting me to do something for him in return on the occasion he did defend me. I wasn’t stup id either I knew they still sneaked off to have sex. I should be more bothered with it if I was really giving him a chance. But it kept me off his back it would always be the same. He would be on my case for two days. Telling me how much he missed me. How much he loved me and how he would prove to me that he was my only true mate.

Nodding along, giving vague hints of me wanting to believe him or seeing he was trying more and more already took everything out of me. He would then follow his word with touches. Rough demanding touches I was sure he figured would please me. They never would not even if I did actually feel something for him. All his touches did was make it clear to me that I dodged a bullet when he rejected me.

The problem was no matter how much I wanted to play along. No matter how important it was for me to make David believe that he stood a chance with me. I could not stop my body from shuddering, backing away on instinct from his repulsive touch. He would get frustrated, Hannah would notice and she would start brushing up on him when she brought us our supplies. She would call him Alpha in sensual whispers, barely dressed.

He would always grunt he was going to see her out and be gone for at least thirty minutes. Often, even more, coming back with the stench of

sex and Hannah surrounding him. I would scrunch up my nose on instinct at the smell of it. Something he seemed to take pleasure from. Maybe in his mind, this was a part of him breaking me down. Showing me how easy it was for him to be with someone else. To try and make me so jealous that I would want him to mark me, so I had some claim over him.

The cruel thing about this is, that if your mate has sex with another wolf you feel it. It is one of the cruelest things you can do to your mate. It feels like your heart is breaking, your skin will crawl. And the blood in your veins will get so boiling hot it hurts and burns you from the inside out. As your body spams trying to fight the overwhelming sensation flooding your body.

I was sure David and I weren’t mates, in fact, Hannah and him didn’t seem to be able to keep their hands to themselves when they were close. So he should just mark her and go on with his life. With their lives. But he didn’t because he was still so convinced that I was his mate. And yet thinking I was, he risked hurting me like that every time he took Hannah outside to f uck her. I saw this place as a dungeon, he saw it as the home he built for the two of us. Talking like he didn’t care about being the Alpha anymore as long as he had me. So in his mind, he was cheating on his mate, doing so on or against the home he built her. Enjoying any reaction he would get from me when he returned.

It showed me the depths of his insanity and wickedness. Making me wonder how in eighteen years of being friends I missed how horribly vile he was. How dark and evil the boy I thought I loved for so many years truly was.

members, I figured she liked his status. She loved the idea of becoming his Luna. The leader of the pack but the more I saw the

when he would growl at me that he would see her out. It

choose her. It did make me wonder why she had seemed so excited about the idea of Griffin choosing her as his chosen mate. Even now she seemed to get deadset on getting Griffin instead. Was she just doing what David wanted to make him happy? Was she so sacrificial in her love for him? I could hardly imagine Hannah as sacrificial, then again I never considered her capable of loving either. And somehow she did. Somehow she managed to love the most despicable person known to our kind. She knew about him killing his parents and she

make him believe in the fact that I was getting used to the idea of taking him back as my mate. I was certain she really did love David. The other thing I was certain of was the fact that he would have sex with her again today. Since I had been refusing him for three

dungeon. Where on days like this he would normally tell me he was going to walk her out. He didn’t even look at her now when he dismissed her. Thanking her for the supplies and

sure the sex was consensual. Which it would never be,

would be worse was the knowledge that Griffin would feel the pain of his mate having sex with- someone else. He might even understand or feel it was not consensual

been so close only to leave again. I was

are about to see your sister-in- law again” David addressed me completely ignoring

remarks.

me going out. And the petrified look in Hannah’s eyes made me swallow with fear. There was a ball stuck in my throat now blocking it so I could not swallow down my breakfast. Something was so

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like I was a da mn dog with silver spi kes. If I tried to run away from him the spi kes would stab me in the throat and they were long enough to kill me. I had no other option than to obediently

opposite direction of where I believed the pack would be. Until I noticed a shallow grave in the woods, my heart clenched hoping it was just a coincidence we

stopped I knew it

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