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Griffin was right, I knew I was not coping well with all that had happened to me. It has been too much, but I just needed to go on. Or I thought I had to, but today showed me I needed to take more breaks. Take better care of myself and unfortunately, it meant I needed to therapy again. It’s not like I mind therapy, it is just so time–consuming, Not just the sessions but everything but the aftermath too.

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I needed to do better though, for myself, for Griffin, and for our pup. Whether I am pregnant or not. Because if not now then I will be soon. And I want my pup to have a stable, happy mother. No longer held back by issues from the past.

“No, you’re right baby, I will set up an appointment tomorrow so I can get back to regular therapy,” I tell Griff, and I mean it.

But not I just want to eat the delicious meal Griffin made me and then go to bed and sleep. I feel so emotionally drained right now. And it’s making me feel tired.

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The next morning when I woke up I felt nauseous, Griffin is getting all excited. Thinking it is a sign that I really am pregnant. I feel it might be, because I am so nervous about setting up the therapy appointment. As

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go, as much as I was genuine with Griffin yesterday. It

truly kicks off tomorrow. Even the weekends will not be completely free of training. Isabella did keep our desire to spend the weekends together not working in her mind. She did make sure that in the weekends much like yesterday and today it’s just some reading. Today though I needed to figure out if Griffin and I would plead Lizzy and her family’s case to Rodrick and Isabelle, if they agreed. Which they most likely will, we need to introduce them to the rest of the pack so

mind. had been elsewhere, after re–reading the same line until I fell asleep yesterday. I decided not to try anymore and just go to bed. So not only do I have to look at the situation with Lizzy. I needed to catch up on reading, and I needed to finally find a Gemma. Krystel is going to be an amazing Beta, she already is even before she officially is. Like Gerald and Dillion are to

to know the pack members a lot better, still to appoint someone as your Gemma you either need to be really close to them. This isn’t possible for me yet, not with only knowing the pack members

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pack that was my old pack when I became a Silver Moon pack member. I wanted my Beta and Gemma to be part of the Silver Moon pack when I chose them. Not after I did so, I wanted to show I was so much a part of–the pack that I did not need to get my assistants–from another pack. The only exception would have been Jessa, but she was never an option. Leaving me with only one last option, having interviews to see who wants to be my Gemma. And then

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it still felt weird to hear her

to not just be my assistant. I want to become friends too. All the Beta’s and Gemma’s I have ever seen were friends of their Alpha or Luna. To me, that makes

the next one in Krystel,” I told

far all the candidates had been she–wolves, I suspected they would be. Even if I had made it clear anyone regardless of anger and gender could apply for the job. Sure, someone around my own age, around Griffin and the others would

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anyone before ever talking to

was every applicant so far a she–wolf, they were all about the same age as I was. I was okay with that, even without excluding them I had some doubts if a person much older would fit in with the rest of us That wouldn’t matter too much in regard to work. It would make becoming friends and doing things in

wolf I had spoken with a handful of times, walked into

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