The Rejected Werewolf Princess by Didiadeyemi

Chapter 52

As soon as I was within the safety of the pack walls, I allowed my façade fall and I leaned against the wall to catch my breath. I thought dealing with Ryker would be the hardest part of this ceremony but I did not account for Tyson.

I have done well all these years to keep him at the back of my mind. It’s not like I am still hung up over what he did to me. I found my own way to get over and through it but seeing him is like dumping me back in ice cold water with no way to swim.

I had half a mind to call off the entire thing but I knew I couldn’t. I wouldn’t even allow myself do that simply because of two men. That would be setting the kingdom back by thousands of years. Just because I have a duty though doesn’t mean that I want to do it.

“Hey, are you okay?” Christine asked as she walked over to me.

Audrey was walking right next to her and I nodded as I slid down to kneel on the floor and opened my arms out for my daughter. She walked right in and I buried my face in her hair so I could get her perfect scent to calm me down. She allowed me hold her tightly and all she did was wrap her tiny little hands around me.

“That man was mean mommy,” she whispered, “Is he going to come back?”

“Yeah he will,” I admitted and I saw her smile fall, “He has to be at that ceremony that your grandmother organized. You won’t have to see or talk to him though. You are going to sit right next to Christine and grandma.”

That seemed to lift her spirits because she squealed and clapped her hands together in barely contained glee. Her happiness was infectious and I found myself smiling alongside her as I finally stood to my feet and kept my hand entwined with hers. She liked the fact that I was holding her hand because she leaned her head against me as we walked back into the castle.

my

Although we had just eaten less than two hours ago, the interaction I just had brought a hollowing feeling in stomach and I just wanted to snack on something. I realized my tendency to stress eat when I was pregnant and Christine gave me a healthy alternative.

-I would snack-on fruits or healthy snacks basically. It didn’t give the same high that greasy junk food gave but it was enough to allow me realize that I was actually full and didn’t want to eat. I noticed that Audrey had also started picking up the habit and I’m just grateful that it is healthy food and not junk.

As if the maids knew why I was there, they didn’t even ask what I wanted to eat, they just brought a bowl of fruits and put in front of Audrey and I. They tried to give Christine one and she politely refused them but settled for stealing from my bowl.

“Was that Tyson?” she whispered after a few minutes of silence and I nodded, “I pictured him different.

“Different how?” I asked and she shrugged.

“Ugly, disgusting, body odor, I thought his bad attitude would bleed into his appearance,” she said and I had to hold back my laughter, “Ryker is hotter though.”

my eyes, “I don’t care about who is hotter.

was a close call,” she said with a jerk in Audrey’s direction. “I wasn’t even paying attention, it wasn’t until she mentioned the yelling that I looked and saw what was going on. They’re going

later, hopefully twenty

her the chance to know her

was sitting absentmindedly and shoving fruits in her mouth, I realized that one day, she wouldn’t be a child anymore. She will grow up and start asking about her dad. One day I might have to face the reality that my daughter will want to know

to do it. I would have to meet Ryker and I would have to be cordial with him for her sake. It might have been

“I’m not ready to

of humor. It might

the coronation. I will

if she didn’t believe me,

opened and my

paused in front of Audrey and pressed a soft kiss to her hair. Audrey practically fluttered under the praise and she smiled wide. I saw a smile tug at my mother’s lips but she quickly smothered it and turned to face me.

drawled with amusement. “How

us after all.” I

throat, “We have a meeting with the Alpha’s, get ready.”

a sound came out of my throat. It sounded like a mix between a squeak and a squeal, I thought it sounded like a dying rat but

her eyes as

was a last minute arrangement on my part, I will admit. But the Alphas don’t seem to know personal boundaries so

of them aren’t even here yet.” I scrambled for any reason to not have

they aren’t here yet then they can wait to see you on the day. Over half of

turned to Christine who offered me a comforting smile and

guide themselves to my room where the dress designers were already waiting with one of my dresses. I moved on autopilot as I took a long bath and allowed the maids work

and I was ushered into the dress. I zoned out completely

and took myself in. My hair was tied up in an elegant half up and half down do, I had very minimal makeup on to appear more casual than business oriented and the dress, it was somehow better than the last time I saw it. I’m sure they had it altered to perfectly frame

sparkled under the right light and the train looked longer than I remembered but I knew my mother would be in something more dazzling so I was sure to get only a few curious stares. My shoulders were bare and

allowed them lead me downstairs and when I got to the front of the

mine to shame. It was clearly over the top but I don’t think she cared. Her lips were painted the color of blood and on her head