Chapter 165

CAMILLA’S P.O.V

I awoke with a gasp. The remnants of what was my dream swirled around my head ready to be taken away with the morning wind. I reached blindly for the dresser until I found my journal and ink and I started writing. I wrote down everything I could remember in a hurry. The sun was standing in the middle of the sky but I might as well have still been in the dark with how disoriented I was. I furiously scribbled until the blank pages were filled with words, half of which didn’t make a lot of sense to me.

“Baby,” I looked up to see Ryker staring down at me with concern in his eyes. I I

wasn’t sure how long he had been standing there, all I knew was that there was worry in his features.

He looked like he wasn’t sure whether he wanted to pull me away or come to me. I slowly set down my pen and gave him the most easy going smile I could muster but that did little to ease his worry. He moved slowly, as if he were scared of spo oking me. I tracked every movement with my eyes until he was standing directly in front of me. He stretched out his hand to me and I took it. it wasn’t until our skin connected that I realized just how cold I was.

“F uck,” he cursed as he pulled the nearby blanket and draped it over my shoulders. “Are you alright? You are ice cold. Do you want me to run you a hot bath?”

“No,” I said too quickly and his brows furrowed. He was clearly taken aback because that wasn’t the response he was expecting from me. “Can you just sit here with me?”

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I didn’t want to admit it but the truth was that I was terrified. I never had nightmares like that, it felt so realistic, like whoever that person was, she was truly

my head. I had never felt so violated in my life and I wasn’t sure how I was meant to react to it. I could still feel the coldness of her presence and the echo of her voice in the stillness around me. It was cold and eerie, like death itself and I recognized her presence, it was the same I felt in the withered crops and in the first sick man.

Ryker didn’t know what to do with me, I could feel his confusion and concern as he sat by me. He wrapped his arms around me and all I could do was ease into him. He whispered soft words into my ears and although I couldn’t make out most of them, his presence was more than enough for me. I wasn’t sure how long we stood there, it felt like hours but in reality, I knew it wouldn’t have been more than a few minutes of us just intertwined with each other.

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“I haven’t seen you like this in a

it sounded absurd coming from my lips and if it were a different person, I would have found it incredibly hard to believe. Words couldn’t properly capture everything I had experienced but I tried my best. As I spoke, I couldn’t help but wonder if this was how Audrey

at him wondering if he thought I was crazy but there was not a single ounce of judgment on her face as he took me in. After a moment of silence, he leaned down and placed a kiss in the center of my head.

you,” he said finally, “and I am right

he had actually said them. “I don’t know what I would have done if

we can get extra help. It would be difficult to explain this to anyone else. For now,

“That’s more than enough.”

dealt with so much and I knew we could do it. We stayed in the room for anoth4r half hour before finally deciding to get ready for the day. By the time I got to my desk, there was a mountain of paper work to be done and I was grateful. The last thing I wanted was to spend the rest of my day lost in my thoughts

realized just how late it was. The door opened to reveal Audrey with Ryker walking directly behind her. She was struggling to balance a large tray in her hands but her tiny face was screwed up in concentration. I couldn’t stop the smile that grew on my lips as she

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with it so it wouldn’t tip over. She didn’t look happy about that but she managed to stay silent about it. “You didn’t come for dinner with us. Daddy said it was because you had a lot of work and

mate who was holding our youngest and he gave me a soft look of encouragement. He wasn’t holding anything against me and neither was she, instead of fighting, I might as well

turned back to Audrey. “I did forget, I am sorry for that but thank you

kissed her forehead and she giggled. “Can I

my lap. Ryker took the seat opposite us while we ate. She stole pieces of fruit from my tray and sips of my drink. I couldn’t even bring myself to mind because simply being with them was enough for me. She told me about her day at school and I listened eagerly. It was great to hear that she was having a good time adjusting and was making a

She was oblivious to what could be brewing at the surface. I couldn’t bring myself to regret my decision to have children but sometimes I wondered if maybe I should have waited until the world was a better place first because they somehow always

snapped me out of my thoughts and I

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