The Rejected Werewolf Princess by Didiadeyemi

Chapter 198

CAMILLA’S P.O.V

The ride back to the palace was tense and difficult to say the least. I could feel Ryker’s eyes on me the entire time and it wasn’t just him, it was everyone. I felt like a prized cattle on display and it was exhausting to say the least. Ryker wanted us to get to the palace as soon as possible so there was no room to pause and breathe. With each step our horses took, I felt like the noose around my neck was tightening and I couldn’t breathe.

I didn’t know the first thing about being Queen or about being a mother and here I was being told that I had two daughters and I had been ruling for the past two years. I couldn’t do it and it felt like everyone was counting on me and waiting for me to actually do it. I wasn’t queen material.

“Camilla,” Marie’s voice was soft and almost probing. I turned to her and I realized that she was trying to whisper. I nudged my horse closer to her. “How did you learn how to ride like this? I feel like I am about to fall off.”

“I don’t know,” I admitted. “It almost feels natural to me. It must have been something I knew how to do before my… accident, I guess.” She hummed and I knew there was something more that she wanted to say but she was holding herself back. “Just ask, Marie.” wanted to say but she was holding h

minute you were in the town

“How do you feel about all of this?” she asked and I shrugged. “One and now you are on your way to being Queen. It seems like a fairytale.”

“I don’t really have a choice in the matter, do I?” I joked and she frowned. It was clear that wasn’t -the answer that she was expecting from me. “I don’t know how to answer your question, Marie. I

don’t know how to feel about all of this. I am trying to take this one day at a time or I will explode. I will lose my mind. Try asking me in a few weeks after I have figured out the kids and the mate. Ruling is the last thing on my mind.”

“I’m sorry,” her cheeks heated with embarrassment. “I didn’t

ven ask about that. How are you going to deal with the children? Are you going to pretend to remember them? Are you going to ignore them?”

“I have to pretend. They don’t deserve any of this. They are innocent and they at least deserve their mother, even if I don’t remember who she is.”

Marie gave me a soft smile. “You are a better person than I am. I would have taken off for the hills if all of this was thrust on me.”

always piercing and there was something about him that had the hair at the back of my neck standing on edge. Even if I couldn’t remember him, the mate bond

past. I want to know what happened to me and there is only one place I can find that out. It is daunting

by your side every step of the way if you need

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that means a lot to me.”

overbearing and I could feel Christine’s alongside his. I gave Marie a small smile and turned to face forward not

me knew that I could lead myself there but I stayed silent. I wasn’t sure if it was my memory coming back because I couldn’t connect any event to the roads, I just knew them. I didn’t want to say anything so as not to give anyone false hope. I didn’t want Ryker thinking he was getting his mate back and then it turned out to just be a

be in their rooms,” Christine explained to me the closer we got to the palace. “I can hide your appearance from them for today but

saw the children. “Can you also give me a breakdown of

old. She is the sassiest little girl you will ever meet. She adores you but she loves me more,” Ryker seemed in love with her

on the last word and I saw a dark look cross his face. He shared a glance with Christine and I couldn’t help the pang of jealousy I felt at that which I thought was completely irrational. I didn’t even know him, what right did I have

year old. She walks but she loves to be carried. She loves you

was mama and you adore them both,” I didn’t miss the fact that he didn’t finish whatever it was that he was saying about Audrey. “They will be excited to

was telling him or myself. I just knew that the words had to be true. I couldn’t risk breaking down in front of everyone. “What kind

everything possible to ensure that the people are protected. You are a good Queen, Camilla and I know you will continue

couldn’t say a word mainly because we were standing in front of the palace. It looked large and daunting in person and it took everything in me not to turn the horse around and hightail out of there. I was in over my head when I agreed to come, that much was certain because there

bowed embarrassingly low. My cheeks heated but I quickly remembered that I was

thought we all feared the worst. I have to tell

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to ignore the sparks that danced across my skin where we touched. With one hand in mine, he placed the other around my waist and helped me down. I expected him to let go of me but instead, he pulled me closer and dropped

the mention of my mother. I couldn’t remember her. How could I have a mother that I couldn’t remember? “I will explain everything to you later. For

me keeping one hand on my waist