Chapter 201
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CAMILLA’S P.O.V
I couldn’t stop myself from fidgeting as I walked out of the room. I had never felt so at war with myself before. I knew that girl- at least, my body did- but my mind could not conjure up a single memory of her. I knew fiercely in my heart that I loved her, I knew that if I had said those words, they would be true but I couldn’t. I couldn’t bring myself to say them when I didn’t even know who she was.
“Camilla,” Marie wrapped her hand around my bicep and pulled me to a stop. “I cannot keep running after you. You need to stop.”
“Did you see that?” I asked and she shrugged.
“She looks like you,” I shot her a hard look and she laughed. “If I had any doubts that those were your children, they have been
mate and away. It was like looking into your past. Damn, Camilla, you have daughters, you have a
mate and a cousin, you have a family.”
“That’s the problem, I don’t remember them,” I whispered harshly not wanting anyone to overhear me. “I feel like an imposter. I feel like they w
want
like an imposter. I feel like they me to be this person and I cannot be her because I do not know her. I am not the girl they think I am and that has to be one of the most horrible feelings because I would give anything to be that girl.”
Her eyes softened and she pulled me in for a hug. I was surprised because Marie was not the affectionate type. She was the kind of person cared about someone and yet here she was, embracing me like her life depended on it. Her shoulders were stiff and her arms were a bit cold, but it was contact nonetheless and it was something I needed.
O would rather put her hands into the mouth of a bear than actually show that she
We stayed there for a full minute not speaking or even breathing too loud before she finally pulled away. “That is all the warmth I have in me for the next year or so.”
Marie. You don’t know how good it feels to know that I have at least one familiar face here. If you and Peggy weren’t here, I would lose my mind and it
being Queen, Camilla. This is who you are and I am sure that
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ever get used to. I don’t know if I can last an entire year. I just want to
anger in her voice. I looked up only to find her features contorted into a frown. “You
realized, Marie, I am not cut out to be queen.”
have been given a once in a lifetime
“Marie-”
“I never pegged you as a quitter, Camilla, I thought you were better than that but apparently I was wrong.”
was more to the story than she was letting on to. I decided to give her some time to come to terms with her emotions on the matter before turning on my heels and walking straight out of the palace.
each of them as I made my way out of the palace. I walked down the side until I got to what I realized was a beautiful fountain. It stood there in the middle of the open garden and I couldn’t help but feel a strange pull towards it.
could stop myself, I was seated cross legged on the floor in front of it. I reached out
flowed so easily and I let out a sigh. Despite it being the thing that almost killed me, was the one thing
I nearly jumped from the strange voice. I turned to see an older man wearing a coat. He had
is good to be
it, I was one of the few who truly believed you to be dead.
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before she got to the extent of it,” he said as he
him. “Although,
want to talk about the
have never really had a filter and I never learned how to streamline my thoughts before saying them out loud. What you went through must have
time to myself. I wanted to think and this seemed to be the only place where someone wasn’t looking
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